#OOUUGHH THIS MAKES ME INSANE/pos TYYY!!!

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why do you associate the songs with them (id eleborate but chronic makes thinking hard)

WOOO HII no worries at all, this is great!/gen

OKAY SOOO

I’m just gonna go song by song and write a little blurb on each one! It won’t be long and detailed but you’ll get the gist of it haha!

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Short list of songs that are unbelievably Jack x Essie coded in one way or another

- “Goodbye Yellow Brick Road” by Elton John

Just. This song over all, peak representation of the way that Essie feels kind of tethered to Jack in a way and when she finally comes to the realization that he’s no good for her after the incident in the mental hospital, the way she is ultimately able to move on with her life .. ooughh/pos

- “Hermit the Frog” by MARINA

OH MY GODDD/pos so much abt this one, everything from, “I was the wrong damn girl in the wrong damn room” (Essie was never even supposed to be at that party she met Jack at to begin with) to the recurring mentions of ‘the devil’ with “I can’t help the devil likes to make my heart a double bed and I can’t help he sometimes likes to come and rest his little head” and “I went to the doctors believing the devil had control over me and I was finding it hard to breathe and finding it hard to fight the feeling” OOUUGHHH GOOD SHIT

- “Religion” by Lana Del Rey

The only partially requited devotion (Essie was on the giving end and Jack the taking) of having your lover be an idol of religion in your mind; the religious thematic tie in with the satanic themes of canon; the clear light that Jack brought into Esther’s life despite the fact that he was also bringing them down…

- “Haunted House” by Mckenna Grace

This ENTIRE song really, but particularly this bit:

“I get reminiscent

When somebody says your name

Almost glad I miss it

'Cause it's better than not feeling a single thing

Even after all the white lies, empty goodbyes

All the tears and all the times

You weren't there when I needed you to be

Hoping you're right where you wanna be

Even if it's not with me”

- “Favorite” by Isabel LaRosa

This is the origin of my ship tag for them, “darling can I be your favorite?” Of course, but also like. The implications of such a question.. can she be his favorite, ever? Will he ever love anyone the way he loved Minnie? No, probably not, she thinks.

- “Curses” by The Crane Wives

Idk man just listen to the song 😭 you’ll see what I mean