#OMG NOVA IT TOOK SO LONG IM SO SORRY EXPLODES

[truelove-cafe]

waves !! for your ask game (oops this is a lot ..) Affection, Blood, Cope, Feeling, Give, Ideals, Love Language, Type, Unique !!

hi hi hi hello! another long one :D

affection: how do you show your feelings to your darling, if you do? how intense does it get?

i think i show my feelings any way possible, if thats.. if that makes sense. i write love letters, would write a whole novel if they asked. i make or buy gifts, i offer the world on a platter. id get on my knees and treat them like my church, completely holy. id devote all of my time and attention to them, as well. the only person to hear from me would be my darling. i love to serve, whether im a housewife or a butler or simply an employee to boss around; anything they'd like. so id say it gets very intense!

feeling: how does your darling make you feel? where are you at emotionally right now?

please prepare because this is where i become slightly more down bad and slightly more pathetic /silly

my darling makes me feel.. very hopeful. upbeat, light, excited. its almost overwhelming, and sometimes i start hyperventilating because of how worked up i am. sometimes i feel lost, though, because i dont know if im doing the right thing or if i dont understand whats actually happening. the last thing i want to do is upset my darling, and if i dont understand where everythings headed, if im on the right track, all of that.. i will explode /silly,,, and where im at right now? im so crazy, i think that im quite obsessed, more than id like to admit. i cant take my mind off of them, i sit and wait for them a lot of the time. im patiently waiting for cues and signs, as im both too nervous for initiative and i like to consider their feelings over mine

give: imagine you are getting interviewed by your darling or potential darling to be their beloved. how would your “application” be like, what can you offer them?

cough cough.. hello, mic on? anyways. ive never been in an interview, but i sure can try!

i can offer you my world, darling. i know that sounds like empty words, but i will prove it to you. my heart is already in your hands, my mind is already full of you. how easy it would be to give you my body, my soul, my life. if you're afraid of having to put in extra effort, ill do everything myself even! ill offer my services. call upon me any time, i will wait. i will never leave your side — sleep when you sleep, eat when you eat, write you letters or add to my collection of information youve given while you're busy or with your friends. i will not take up a big spot in your life if you would prefer, mi amor, or if you want i will be all-consuming. you will never have to face a hardship without my help, always. if you dont believe me, why dont you hire me!! /silly

ideals: what would your ideal future or end game with your darling be like?

hmmm, i think that truly depends on what my darling wants — if theyd like to live a country apart, sending snail mail and packages to each other, i can accept that in time. if they want me to drive to see them occasionally, spend a weekend with each other before parting again, that is also lovely. as long as i have contact with them, i will retain sanity. however.. i would love to live with or near my darling, see them all the time. spoil them with gifts, show up on their doorstep.. be allowed to stalk and sweetly keep an eye on them in person. the thought by itself is actually so exciting shdnsndb

love language: what are your giving and receiving love languages? how does this apply to your darling?

my giving love languages are namely quality time and gift giving. however when it comes to my darling, i give every kind of love. words of affirmation becomes especially important when i give to my darling, because while naturally im an awkward speaker, i love to endlessly praise and adore them. "its impossible to tell them how much i love them, but ill keep trying!" kind of mood!! acts of service is another that becomes important, im sure that's easily gathered from my other answers!! but when it comes to receiving, i like quality time the most, i think. i dont ask for much on a regular basis, but when it comes to my beloved ill ask for even less, even if i want more. does that make sense? anything im given i will rejoice in, but i love attention and words of affirmation sososososoooo much

unique: what kind of yandere tendencies do you have?

well.. thats a surprisingly difficult question, because i think that i have a lot of the typical tendencies! i stalk, i obsess, i ruminate and think of kidnapping or stealing my darling away from the world, even if i never would. im not violent, but i do get overwhelmingly jealous and possessive; ill fight with somebody if i have to. i will "take care of somebody," even if it doesnt mean.. killing them, you know? i think im gentler than most yans are portrayed (at least in media), but i dont think that im the typical cute girl that has a dark murderous side. im not very two faced, im outright. i dont like to manipulate, either, though i will if im allowed to, in very small ways that arent noticeable. does this make sense..

ALSO as you saw, i answered blood, cope, and type in the other one <3