#OH ALSO cas' hand is like kinda seethrough. but yeag

[castielsparkle]

hi actually im gonna ramble abt whats going on in this art under the cut Because i Realize my art is very. vague in presentation and also so busy.!!!!.!!!!!!

SO. weve got jesus dean/virgin mary dean in his robes w a singular man tear.... top surgery scars cas has rebuilt him.... upside down hands in a prayer position holding his gun (that he chose!! self expression HIS GUN!!) and the whole. tali faithdeans inspired me w their amazing john is his god and loading gun is prayer ohhh..... also callback to my own webweave here about john is god etc,!! also around deans halo there r four stars and then another one star on the other side bc 4x01 ehehee,, and cas is placing his hand over his shoulder to rescue him and pull him out of there...!! theres a sword w a blunt end because as much as they want him to be the sword they want him to kill and hurt he Doesnt to the Best of his abilities, and therefore, a blunt sword.!! and the enochian around it reads mercy & love, D.W. also theres a halo around cas' sleeve hehe. then theres fire around the top right emerging from johns journal which is covered in johns eyes and text that says yed (reflected writing order to the rest of the text) and then formations of ocean waves/clouds coming from the bottom left, putting out the fire but also like the lyrics say abt nearly drowning etc etcc, and then also the angel wing of castiel shielding dean from the flames of perdition/john/johns obsession w making dean his child soldier and his white whale bullshit w 'avenging mary' which. Lol. anyyways!!! cas met dean when he was a sinner in hell.... his past life felt like a thriller cool action movie ... almost drowned hes not a good swimmer he never learned how to help or save himself........ he helped him escape from [wendy williams voice] THE KILLER .!!!

hope that makes sense somewhat LOL<3 i tried ehhee

☆You stay on my mind every night til' the afterlife