#News: Hyemi

[narniacloud]

Heart Attack!!

Eric Instagram!!

what a pretty little hand!!!!!!!

[ericmun]

📣2023.03.01 Shinhwa's Eric & Na Hye Mi welcome their first baby

Shinhwa's Eric and Na Hye Mi have welcomed their first baby. On March 1, Eric's label TOP Media confirmed reports his wife Na Hye Mi had given birth to a son. TOP Media stated, "Na Hye Mi gave birth today. Both the mother and child are in good health." According to reports, Eric is enjoying taking care of his wife and newborn son. While focusing on Na Hye Mi's recovery, they're spending a happy time receiving enthusiastic congratulations from their family, relatives, and friends. Eric and Na Hye Mi tied the knot in July of 2017. He's also the first Shinhwa member to become a father.

Source: Nate via Allkpop + Soompi

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Great to know both mother and child are in good heath and Eric is taking care of Hyemi and the newborn son. Wishing them plenty of rest and sleep. Congratulation on this another major milestones in life 😇 👨‍👩‍👦 🥂

On this day, little Mun and his parents were trending #1 on Naver

And he made news in Singapore 🎇

Eric’s Wikipedia pages update with the new addition to the family 👼

Via: Phi_216 (1 & 2)

[barbylion]

Ykw would be great

If seoulmoon and 24hours and byebyebadman somehow had a comeback around the same time

[hanjeongrp]

Welcome to Hanjeong, Chae Hyemi (Luna). You are quite the siren. At 25, you have quite a claim to the ravenous and being a bassist for Siren Song.

Enjoy paradise.

OOC:

Name/Alias: violet

Pronouns: she/they

Age: 24

Timezone: est

IC:

Biography Information:

OC Name: chae hyemi (luna)

FC:(include group and stagename if an idol) park chaeyoung (rose) (blackpink)

Species: siren

Occupation: bassist for siren song

Residence: the south side

Gender: demiwoman

Pronouns: she/they

Age: (must be 18+) 25

Claim(s): siren song bassist/the ravenous

Biography: (150+ words)

tw: familial death, murder, violence

hyemi, on the outside, has always been a little more than pretty face. what you see is what you get, most think after meeting her. she’s friendly, but aloof. ditzy, though there’s a cunning shine to her eyes if one looks too close. she’s unassuming, harmless. no one running into her in the dark of night would think much of her—not until it’s too late.

that pretty, harmless smile belies a dark viciousness that is innate to her very being. hyemi has little regard for the humans that surround her, believing herself to be above them. her code of morals lies with the law of nature—predator over prey, eat or be eaten, kill or be killed. why make meaningful connection with those she considers to be nothing more than prey?

hyemi was never afraid to give into the base instinct of a siren. her powers and her looks made it too easy to lure away any human she wanted, a pleasure she indulged in perhaps more often than she should be able to get away with. a group of likeminded sirens would find her, and she would join the ravenous—if only to have others to vouch for alibis, if needed.

her bloodlust wasn’t entirely without reason, a deep hatred of humans ingrained in her. humans were hypocrites, calling her kind murderers when they were just as bad. hyemi had lost her own sister at the hands of humans seeking violence, and she was more than happy to pay them back in kind.

by day, hyemi goes by the name luna, practicing and performing with the bond siren song as their bassist. with the band as her cover, no one suspects the local celebrity of having a violent streak, acting as a perfect cover, and an opportunity to find new prey.

[muniimyg]

𐙚₊˚⊹ bbydaddy!yoongi (1) ⋆𐙚₊˚⊹ *nsfw*

series m.list // taglist

note: omg !!! written for the 1st part cos i need to set the MOOD. hope u guys love it <3 i'm super hungover and this fic idea helped me recover buwhauhaa. pls give this new bbydady couple lots of love !

warnings: rawdogging, dirty talk, impregnation kink, daddy kink, creampie !

🏷️ permanent taglist: @joonsjuice @pamzn @defzcl @whoa-jo @taetaecatboy @jksusawife @un06 @firesighgirl @rrosiitas @butterymin @parkinglot-nights @musicjournalsjdb @kissyfacekoo @jkslvsnella @vampcharxter @bloopkook @somehowukook @bbystarcandykoo @ddanasjk @luvismenu @remgeolli @parapiop7 @lil0u0 @crazyovayou @mggv97 @thvgukk @rpwprpwprpwprw

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the sound of laughter and chatter spills into the hallway as you and hyemi hurry toward yoongi’s condo. as you balance a large steaming dishes in your arms, the tantalizing aroma of the main course wafts behind you two. 

“how much shit do you think they’re gonna give me for being 45 minutes late?” you ask, glancing sideways at hyemi.

she adjusts the way she holds the 2 bottles of wine to knock on the door. they clink together as she answers you; 

“they can eat shit,” hyemi laughs. ��you know everyone starved themselves today for your food, right?”

just then, jin answers the door.

he greets you both, taking the meals from your arms. as you step inside, you hear everyones laughter and conversations clearer. nam joon’s earnest chatter with yoongi and hobi, jin calling taehyung to help him in the kitchen, and jungkook annoying jimin. 

yoongi’s condo is filled with balloons and decorations celebrating their clinic’s launch, and the scent of various appetizers danced in the air. everyone is sprawled around the spacious living room, drinks in hand and smiles on their faces. everyone is in their own clothes and it feels strange to see them without their scrubs… not to mention; all together. 

it feels surreal to think they’re all celebrating the launch of their private clinic. 

the dream they had worked so hard to achieve.

the dream they deserve to have become a reality. 

“finally!” nam joon cries out. he makes his way to you two, greets you, and then pulls hyemi into a hug. they exchange a quick kiss before wrapping her in his arms and turning to you. “thought you were gonna bail on us.” 

you roll your eyes at him.

“how is it that you’re a doctor but always make it out like i’m busier than you?”

nam joon shrugs. “you’re a chef. that shits just as hard.”

“it’s not medical school,” you argue. “but i appreciate the recognition of my career choice… are you sucking up to me because you're hungry?” 

nam joon puts his hands up.

“you can’t be the chef of our friendgroup and expect us not take advantage of it.”

you share a look with hyemi.

“joon, i’m expecting full free health care from you as payment for all the times i’ve fed you. from all the times i’ve fed all of you—”

jimin and jungkook raise their beer cans at you. 

“yah! you’re the reason my body gets enough protein—”

as the group gathers around yoongi’s dining table, the atmosphere buzzes with excitement and camaraderie.

you’re in the kitchen, finishing the last touches on the meal you’ve prepared. you spent the entire day crafting this feast, and satisfaction blooms in your chest, especially with your final dish—a beautifully plated coq au vin, featuring tender chicken simmered in rich red wine, mushrooms, and pearl onions, all nestled together like a cozy family.

“dinner is served!” you announce.

as you approach the table, you scan for a seat or space for yourself. just as your gaze flits around, yoongi catches on and instantly stands up, his demeanor relaxed yet attentive. he gestures for you to take his seat.

“sit here. i’ll grab a chair from the living room,” he says, his voice calm and sure.

“it’s okay. i can—o-oh. wait—” you start, but before you can finish, yoongi is already striding toward the living room, his movements effortless. he returns, chair in hand, setting it down beside your spot and patting the seat next to him with a casual invitation.

your eyes meet for a moment, and the world around you fades as you hold his gaze, warmth blooming in your chest.

you smile and sit beside him.

“everything looks amazing, by the way,” yoongi leans in to whisper into your ear. “thank you for cooking for us tonight.”

he places his hand a little above your knee, a light touch that sends a thrill through you.

your heart skips for a moment, and just before it can race, he pulls his hand away.

“alright, everyone! before we dive in, let’s raise our glasses…” nam joon declares, lifting his glass of wine high. “here’s to our hard work and dedication. i can’t imagine being in this field of work without you guys… we did it! we have our own private practice. cheers!”

“cheers!” everyone echoes, their glasses clinking together.

as the group begins to serve themselves, you watch them dig into the coq au vin, anticipation swirling in your stomach. carefully, you observe their expressions transform after the first bite. jin and hobi’s eyes widen in delight, jungkook scrunches his face in exaggerated anger, while jimin and taehyung slump back in their chairs, clearly taken aback. hyemi and nam joon share a knowing look, and yoongi tilts his head, a small smile gracing his lips.

“holy shit, ___."

“you’ve outdone yourself.”

“i’m so glad i was skinny today… i have extra room in my pants to eat everything here,” jungkook moans. “fuck, ___. let me know when you wanna get married.”

everyone chokes on their food. from the corner of your eye, you watch for yoongi's reaction. he doesn't make a face or say anything. instead, he continues to eat and ignore jungkook's childish comment.

then, as you look away, you catch the way his grip tightens around his fork and knife.

puffing your cheeks, you turn your attention back to the group.

"marriage? you know i want a baby,” you huff, half-joking but with a hint of truth. "fuck, i want a baby so bad."

hyemi rolls her eyes. “we’ve been known.”

the baby fever you have is no secret to your friend group; it’s been a running joke since the beginning of time. with every glimpse of a baby in a stroller or at the mall, to the endless stream of baby videos shared in the group chat—everyone knows. the irony is that you’re simply too busy to have one. work takes most of your time, and you’re barely into dating, yet the baby fever lingers, woven into your very being. like how some people are just meant to be moms? that’s you.

everyone bursts into laughter, their playful jabs surrounding you like a warm blanket. everyone except for yoongi. he stays quiet, stealing a glance your way, a slight crease in his brow as he observes.

as you begin to eat, yoongi bumps shoulders with you, the casual touch sending a small jolt through your side.

“___,” he starts, his voice low and teasing. “i might have to request a cooking lesson. your food is too good.”

you bump shoulders back, a smirk playing on your lips. “don’t you cook?”

“not like this. not like you.”

you scoff lightly, shaking your head. “sure, i’ll accept your cooking lesson request… but only if you pay for the ingredients.”

he leans back in his chair, a glimmer of amusement dancing in his eyes.

then, he places his hand on your upper thigh again. this time, he squeezes it.

your heart begins to race.

yoongi’s soft gaze shifts toward you, the confident glint in his eyes paired with a playful smile.

“sure, ___. whatever you want.”

once dinner is finished and the dishes are cleared, everyone gathers around the living room. hobi puts on a movie, but the flickering screen fades into the background as everyone spreads out. jungkook is lounging on the couch, flanked by jimin and taehyung, who are playfully bickering. on the opposite end, nam joon and hyemi are cuddled together. meanwhile, hobi, jin, you, and yoongi are settled on the floor, engaged in a mindless card game. there's an easy banter flowing between you all.

“honestly, i don’t think i’ve fully processed it yet,” jungkook admits, scratching his head with a sheepish grin. “guys… we have our own fucking practice. we’re so adult.”

taehyung’s eyes sparkle with mischief as he leans back against the couch. “well, since we’re all adults now, let’s celebrate like we did back then—with something childish.”

jimin’s eyes light up at the suggestion.

“oh, i know exactly where this is going.”

yoongi rolls his eyes, feigning annoyance, but a small smirk tugs at the corners of his mouth. he puts his cards down and turns to taehyung and jimin.

“you guys can’t seriously be suggesting truth or dare.”

suddenly, everyone sits up.

“why not?” hyemi teases, nudging namjoon. he sits up, suddenly interested. “awh, we used to play that all the time! let’s use a wine bottle for the questions and shots for the skipping.”

“yes, let’s do it!” taehyung chimes in, bouncing slightly in excitement. “might as well go all in.”

as the group settles into the idea, everyone sprawls on the living room floor, cushions scattered around them.

the movie playing in the background has been completely forgotten. you head to the kitchen to grab a wine bottle, along with a few shot glasses, and return to find your friends buzzing with anticipation.

with a grin, you place the bottle in the center of the circle, pouring shots for everyone as you settle next to jungkook and hyemi.

“whose going first?”

“i will,” nam joon says, and with a determined flick of his wrist, he spins the bottle. it lands on jungkook. with a playful grin, nam joon asks, “jungkook, truth or dare?”

“dare,” jungkook replies confidently, puffing out his chest.

“i dare you to text an ex and say you miss them.”

jungkook’s confidence wavers for a brief moment. his bravado fades. “t-truth! i pick truth—”

“boo!” everyone hollers, giving him a few playful hits.

defeated but laughing, he pulls out his phone and reluctantly types the message. as the sound of the text being sent echoes through the room, cheers erupt from his friends.

“who’d you text?” jimin asks, curiosity bubbling over.

“your mom,” jungkook quips with a smirk.

jin snorts before breaking into laughter. jungkook raises his hands in surrender. “you guys said you wanna be childish? fine by me!”

the game continues, laughter and playful banter filling the air. after a few more rounds, jimin finally gets a chance to spin the bottle, his excitement palpable.

it lands on yoongi.

jimin grins, the tension in the room shifting into something playful. “alright, yoongi, you’re up. truth or dare?”

“truth,” yoongi replies, his expression cool but his eyes glinting with intrigue.

“okay,” jimin says, his voice laced with mischief as he shoots a devilish glance around the room. “if you could sleep with anyone in the world with no consequences, who would it be?”

laughter erupts, mingling with the muffled sounds of the movie. yoongi holds jimin’s gaze for a moment, and you notice his eyes flicker to you, almost imperceptibly.

the moment is fleets but it's lingers in your heart the moment he looks away.

without a word, yoongi lifts his glass and takes a shot instead, opting for silence.

“shit…” taehyung gasps, breaking the tension. “is it me?”

as the laughter continues, you look forward and meet yoongi's eyes. he clears his throat and turns away. for a moment, you think;

shit.

it's me.

the night goes on with more playful dares and laughs, but as it winds down, everyone soon heads out the door. hyemi and nam joon hug you goodbye as you gather your cooking equipment. once they leave, yoongi walks into the kitchen, surprised to see you still there.

you two are alone. 

when you two are alone… things change. you aren’t sure how to describe the feeling or the exact shift in atmosphere… but it’s there. it happens and there’s always this lingering silence that suffocates you. it’s not uncomfortable, it’s rather… daring. 

though it’s unspoken, you two find difficulty in ignoring the loud bells. 

maybe it was the way yoongi’s gaze lingers on you when you aren’t looking. how he traces the curve of your smile and the way you tuck your hair behind your ear. or how your eyes light up an entire city when someone compliments your food. 

truth be told, yoongi's crush on you is like a steady and familiar presence. something he could never quite shake.

not when you two first met.

not when you dated 3 guys in a row and got fucked over each time.

not when you go through baby fever so bad you cry about it like it’ll never happen to you. 

yoongi notices things about you that others don’t. like the way you chew your lip when you’re in deep thought or before you admit to something. how you have a specific laugh for different levels of things you find funny. 

whatever it is; it just remains as it is.

over the years of being friends with you, there were obvious times he thought about closing that space between you two… but something kept him from doing it. maybe it’s the group dynamic, or simply the fear that you didn’t feel the same.

“sorry, you must be tired. i’ll be out of here in a bit—”

“you’re still here?” yoongi teases. 

you roll your eyes at him. 

“unfortunately.” 

“no, no,” yoongi insists. “take your time. did you drive? or are hyemi and joon waiting for you downstairs?”

“i drove and picked up hyemi. she’s sleeping at joon’s tonight so they left.”

yoongi shifts closer to you, beginning to help you pack up. he looks through his cupboard and finds a bag for you to put all your containers in. when you finish packing up, he takes the bag and walks you to the door. 

“so… no answer to that truth question, huh?" you tease, raising an eyebrow. "didn't take you for a pussy."

yoongi chuckles softly, looking down briefly before meeting your eyes. “wouldn’t have been much of a game if i gave it away that easily."

“but that’s the literal point of playing truth or dare and choosing truth.”

he scoffs, “for a chef, you’re a big know-it-all… you know that?”

"come on, yoongi," you inch closer to him. “was it really taehyung?”

he pauses, unamused.

"you really want to know?"

you nod, curious but also feeling your heart pick up just a little. your cheeks might flush in a few seconds too.

yoongi leans in slightly. 

"fine. it was you."

your eyes widen, unsure how to react to his confession. it surprises you but it’s also such a weird feeling to get this confirmation… you feel warm inside.

you feel butterflies. 

attempting to keep your voice steady, you ask; "me?"

yoongi shrugs, keeping it casual though his steady and sincere gaze. "guess you just… crossed my mind. more than once. i don’t know. sorry if this makes you think of me differently—”

a beat. 

“no,” you blink. “i… if jimin had asked me the question i would’ve answered the same.”

yoongi tilts his head. 

“answered it like what?”

you chew your bottom lip. 

just as you gather the courage to make your confession, yoongi drops your things, steps towards you and places his arm around your waist. he doesn’t waste a second. 

he pulls you in—

yoongi kisses you for the first time. 

“holy fucking shit—” yoongi hisses in between your legs. “you taste so good, ___.”

you lift your head and watch him. 

yoongi’s head bobs up and down. you fight the urge to squeeze your legs together as you feel the texture of his tongue brush the insides of your fold. you feel him spit on your clit and suck on it. when he does this, it gives you no choice but to grab a handful of his hair. 

you moan. 

yoongi smirks, loving the way you’re reacting. you feed his ego more than he ever anticipated you to. it’s so special to him. 

as yoongi finishes eating you out, he shifts his body on top. softly, he runs the back of his hand from your waist to your ankles. he takes one of them and puts it over his shoulder. you shuffle, getting more comfortable in his bed.

“you’re really pretty,” he blurts. “i.. uh, i really like you in this position.” 

you blush, tightening your lips. 

“t-thanks,” you say a little awkwardly. there’s a silence between you two as the literal position begins to sink in your head. “are we g-going to…”

yoongi’s soft gaze cuts short. “oh. shit, yeah. sorry, you… you just distracted me.”

you can’t help but laugh. 

“you’re about to fuck me and you’re saying my face is distracting you?” 

he shrugs. 

“you have nice tits too.” 

he grabs them without warning. squeezing them, you laugh a little louder. then, he slaps them and a small gasp escapes your lips. 

“shit. let me get a condom—”

you shift and shake your head at him. you bite your bottom lip, you offer him a sincere look. 

“i… i don’t sleep with people that often. i know you’re a doctor and all but i—”

yoongi chuckles. 

“fuck, do you have an impregnation kink?” he pieces it all together. “i mean, no shit… and i’m okay with fucking you raw. i haven’t slept with anyone in like, 2 years—”

“what?” you ask in disbelief.

yoongi is hot. he's a fucking dermatology nurse practitioner too... he can cook and is gentle... not to mention, his dick is huge.

“too busy. too tired. too lazy.” 

you snicker at him. “really? you aren’t too tired right now.”

yoongi smiles cheekily before leaning in and kiss you. he kisses you deep, slipping his tongue inside your mouth. you suck it as he pulls away.

he rests his forehead against yours and hums, “can we have sex now?”

you laugh and hit his bare shoulders. 

he places himself back into his desired position and slides his cock in between your folds. he sinks it in a little, sending shivers down your spine. you feel how hard it is—how veiny and thick it feels against your skin. yoongi then sharply inhales as the sound of his dick slapping against your wet pussy echoes. 

“f-fuck.”

you let out a whimper and clenched your fist. “put it in. need you.”

your words are music to yoongi’s ears. 

he sinks himself inside you. your lips part as you adjust to the feeling of his dick entering inside. it’s big and girthy. the curves it has hits spots you didn’t know could hit. 

“oh m-my god,” you breathe. “y-yoongi… think y-you’re too big.”

“am i supposed to feel sorry for you?” he snarks. “come on, ___. you can take it.” 

you nod, gulping with determination. you shut your eyes, feeling him thrust in and out of you. he does so slowly but surely, making sure to push in every inch of his length. you wince a couple of times, feeling the burn. 

then, after a few more strokes… you feel it.

the pleasure. 

yoongi picks up the pace once he sees your begin to enjoy the feeling. he smirks, leaning down for another kiss. you kiss him back, passionately. when he pulls away, he cups your face with his hand and places his thumb in your mouth. 

you suck it. 

yoongi watches. 

he watches as you play with his thumb. licking it, sucking it, and swirling your tongue around it. he watches as your tits move to his thrusts. he watches as your eyes roll back. 

he loves it. 

the sight is beyond beautiful. 

it’s life changing to him. 

then, he shifts. he takes your leg down and fully sets himself on top of you. he fucks you faster, burying his face in the crook of your neck. you wrap your arms and legs around him as he digs himself deeper and deeper. he moans in your ear and it feels like with all the lewd sounds in your room—your pussy might explode. 

yoongi feels you tighten. 

his dick gets harder. 

“s-shit, ___… you’re so tight. you feel so good.”

his voice is low and drips with sin. 

just when he feels himself about to cum, he pulls out. 

you reposition yourself. 

this time, you spread your legs out like a v. yoongi plants his hands on either side of you. you reach over and put his dick inside. he bows his head low, biting your shoulder as he begins to fuck you. 

yoongi pounds you. 

like, to the point where you’re practically screaming. 

“o-oh! oh my god, y-yoongi. d-don’t stop. f-fuck, yes. yes, yes yes!” you chant. "fuck! ngghhh, i love your dick. mpffhh—oh god, oh god!"

again, it’s music to his ears. 

“i’m gonna cum—”

you reach down and pull his dick out. 

“w-what—”

you tug yoongi’s body down and roll over until you stradle him on top. as you sit on him, you quickly put his dick inside you. by now, yoongi’s climax has calmed. 

“can you cum inside me?” you ask, lacing your fingers together. 

you begin to grind on him. yoongi’s eyes flutter to watch the way your hips move against his stomach. he watches as you fuck yourself on him. 

“please, yoongi? i want a baby. remember?” 

yoongi nods. “i remember. fuck, you want my cum?”

batting your eyelashes at him, you pout. “mhm.. will you give me a baby? i want your cum. don’t you think i deserve it? see how good i’m fucking myself on you right now?”

“yes.”

“tell me i’m doing a good job, daddy.”

yoongi hisses. 

he doesn’t really give a fuck about the whole daddy kink thing… or the impregnation bullshit. people are into what they’re into. but for some reason… this drives him crazy. the way your tone is so soft and desperate, he thinks to himsef;

fuck.

i have to give it you.

you’re too pretty to say no to. 

“you’re doing so good, ___. fuck, i love how you fuck me.”

you place your hands on his chest and lean forward for stability. you bounce on his hard cock, making sure the sound of your ass hitting his abdomen is as loud as it can be. 

“do you like it when i fuck you like this?” you say, slightly panting. “you like it when i’m about to milk your cock? gonna make you cum. need it.” 

“mhm?” yoongi moans. “f-fuck, yeah. you need my cum? you need a baby so bad? you want my babies?”

you nod viciously. 

“yes, daddy. need every drop, yoongi. i'm gonna be mad at you if you let it spill out. need your babies.” 

with that, yoongi reaches over and grabs a handful of your ass. he helps you fuck him faster and faster. by now, you’re out of breath and yoongi can barely keep his eyes open. the pleasure is so vibrant. it’s sharp and so ready to be released. 

“f-fuck, ___. i’m actually gonna cum now. gonna pull out—”

you pout. 

“b-but i was serious,” you confess. “you can pull out… but just know; i don’t want you to.”

there’s a look in your eyes that tugs yoongi’s heart strings. he isn’t sure how to go about this. he’s never cum inside someone before… but this was you. 

you’re so special to him.

and you want it so bad… 

yoongi never thought he’d be this way. laying here with you on top of him, begging for his cum. without even trying, it’s like you make him question every decision and wall he puts up. it’s stupid, really—he knows he’s in control of his decisions here. no one is forcing anyone to do anything and you aren’t convincing him in a way where he’s uncomfortable. 

but it’s different. 

with you, it’s fucking different. 

you caught him off guard and the way you ask him for this makes everything feel so simple. 

perhaps its the way you offer him a gentle smile or the way he’s always known you’ve wanted a baby… and the opportunity to give that to you? even if it’s not for real and this is just an in-the-moment kind of thing… fuck, how could he deny you this? he can’t ignore it.

maybe he doesn’t want to.

his thoughts take him away for a second too long. your smile turns into a nod. just as you’re about to get off him, he grabs your waist and helps you fuck him fast. 

chasing the high, he groans as he reaches his climax. 

he tugs your body as close to him as possible. 

yoongi might have lost his mind because—

he folds. 

yoongi cums inside you. 

he cums so much that his creampie spills out. you giggle as you get off and lay down next to him. yoongi gets on his elbows and spreads your legs open. with soft touches, he takes his fingers and helps shove the spilling cum inside your pussy. 

you play with his hair as he does this. 

then, when he’s finished he moves back to lay beside you. 

a thick silence fills the space between you two. 

“i.. w-wow,” he stutters. “are you okay?”

you gulp.

“yeah… thank you for… u-uh… i don’t know if that was awkward for you but it really… i really… i liked it a lot. thank you.”

yoongi chuckles.

he shifts and fixes his sheets for you. he drapes his blanket over your body and adjusts the way you lay on his pillow. leaning in beside you, he kisses the top of your head and caresses your cheek. 

“i liked it too. besides,” he says softly. “what are friends for?”

[thelargefrye]

THE CHILD MONTAGE … head canons

pairing : ateez x f!reader

genre : headcanon, fluff, dad!ateez, husband!ateez

warnings : mentions of planned and unplanned pregnancies, not wanting to be a parent, toxic fans, mentions of premature birth

a list of the ateez kids and random headcanons about them.

KIM HONGJOONG

kim saemi (born 2027) and kim narae (born 2029)

saemi was definitely a surprise to you and hongjoong

the two of you had JUST got back together after breaking off your fake relationship you had going for years 🫣

hongjoong absolutely adores saemi and was excited when he found out you were pregnant

when saemi was born, she literally was the light of his world

he cried when he first held her at the hospital

calls her his “little aurora”

you and hongjoong actually planned for narae and the other members teased him

saemi was actually really excited to have a little sibling

when narae was born and you and hongjoong were spending time taking care of her plus hongjoong had to get ready for ateez’s comeback

saemi started resenting everyone and was worried that you and hongjoong were forgetting about her

especially hongjoong, like she was heartbroken when he didn’t show up to her school play because of work

she really asked him “am i not your aurora anymore?”

OH GOD HIS HEART BROKE

but even after that bump in the road, saemi still really loves her sister

saemi loves fashion and loves matching with hongjoong, she also really loves dressing narae up and choosing her outfits

hongjoong also lets her pick out his outfits

hongjoong sometimes takes narae to the studio while you’re at work and saemi is at school

he loves letting her play with the piano in his studio because it makes her giggle

like saemi, hongjoong calls narae his “little treasure”

PARK SEONGHWA

park hyemi and hyewon (born 2026) and park jaehwa (born 2029)

wooyoung teased him by telling him he copied him since he had twin girls first

you and seonghwa were surprised at the fact that you were pregnant with twins

even if the twins were a surprise, seonghwa adores them so much

definitely spoils them and you often scold him for how much he tends to do it

the girls have sort of similar personalities

but hyemi is a little more friendly and sociable than compared to hyewon

hyemi was also more excited to have another sibling while hyewon wasn’t

hyewon despite still being somewhat outgoing was afraid that you and seonghwa were going to forget about her in favor of the new baby and hyemi

hyewon is definitely a mommy’s girl while hyemi is a daddy’s girl

seonghwa has actually always struggled with having a relationship with hyewon as she would prefer to spend time with you

hyemi actually told seonghwa and you about her sister’s fear of being forgotten when jaehwa is born

of course seonghwa and you talk to your daughter and reassure her that it’s impossible to forget her

when jaehwa is born, the girls immediately try to make him their doll

they definitely make him play them when he’s old enough to

jaehwa is definitely a little more shy than compared to his sisters

like the spitting image of seonghwa especially in the eyes

you call him your “starry boy” because looks at everything with stars in his eyes

JEONG YUNHO

jeong taeyong (born 2019) and jeong taerim (born 2030)

taeyong was born to yunho and his ex

yunho and the other members basically raised him

yunho actually didn’t tell you about taeyong when you first started going out

you found out from dispatch that yunho had a son and felt… hurt that he didn’t trust you

kq kind of made you guys break up in order to do some control on the situation

you didn’t met taeyong until after you and yunho had gotten back together

taeyong literally adores you and you adore him

he called you mom without thinking and you cried because you never thought that would happen

him and lily (your dog) are like best friends and often cause shenanigans together when taeyong is at your apartment

taerim was planned after you and yunho had been married for like five years

you both wanted to make sure taeyong would be okay with it and he was actually really excited

he absolutely adores taerim and is always helping you and yunho the best an eleven year old can

taerim is literally the apple of yunho’s eye like he absolutely adores her and loves seeing taeyong and taerim together

KANG YEOSANG

kang aeri (born 2030)

the last ateez baby to be born

you and yeosang planned for baby aeri

like you made sure you were prepared as you could be for when she was born

yeosang was worried about being a good dad especially since he watched his members become dads

would compare himself to them and think that he was doing a bad job

this honestly drove a rift between the two of you because yeosang would just… avoid going home

this left you with aeri by yourself while you also had a fashion line to run and design

the guys eventually notice how yeosang has changed and talk to him and he goes home to find you sleeping on the couch with aeri in her swing asleep next to you

yeosang absolutely loves his daughter

like once he gains confidence in his parenting, he starts showing her off a lot more to the members

you even designed a whole line inspired by aeri and yeosang which was like a father and daughter line

even as a baby, aeri is quiet which mimics yeosang’s more quieter side

CHOI SAN

choi raim (born 2024)

you and san didn’t necessarily plan for a child but decided that if you got pregnant then it would be okay

san was definitely more ready as he’s always wanted to be a dad

you were worried about if you would be a good mom but san always made sure to reassure you

san definitely became a semi-housedad when raim was born so you could work

san, like the other members, adores his daughter and will literally do anything for her

she has him wrapped around her finger

she loves going to work with him

raim actually cries if san is gone for too many days and HATES it when he goes on tour

san almost thought of quitting being an idol in order to be with raim more

but you managed to convince him not to because being an idol was his dream

when takes raim to schedules everyone absolutely loves her

she once told you both that she wanted to be an idol like san but he’s currently trying to convince her to do something else

san often calls her his “pretty butterfly”

she definitely shows him off like a trophy dad to the other kids at school

loves when he comes to pick her up and when there’s something that involves parents because then she gets to show him off

he feels proud knowing that raim talks about him to her classmates

SONG MINGI

song moongyu (born 2028)

you didn’t want to tell mingi, but you never actually wanted to be a mom

you were scared and tried to put off telling him for as long as you could

mingi was hurt that you didn’t tell him and kept it from him

but then you tell him why you didn’t tell him and he felt bad for basically yelling at you

when moongyu was born, mingi was over the moon and cried when he felt held him

actually he cried when he heard moongyu cry right after you gave birth

loves dressing him up and likes having matching outfits

like hongjoong, mingi likes taking moongyu to the studio and definitely has a few songs dedicated to both you and moongyu

moongyu is definitely a little more outgoing than you and mingi

you often wonder where he gets his personality from and you somehow blame wooyoung

moongyu also really likes to draw and to watch you draw when you work

after he was born you made a little mini webtoon dedicated to moongyu called “baby moon comes home”

JUNG WOOYOUNG

jung mikyung and mihyeon (born 2025)

were definitely a surprise especially since ateez and your group were doing so well

you actually thought wooyoung was going to breakup with you when you told him you were pregnant

like he didn’t say anything and basically ran away leaving you by yourself

wooyoung was definitely worried about his and your careers

when your company announced you were pregnant, a lot of toxic fans wanted you to leave the group and even protested outside the company

thankfully you didn’t have to leave the group, but did eventually go on hiatus

no one knew who the father was and assumed it was a non-celebrity but then wooyoung announced that he was going to be a dad

he loves his two daughters and was surprised when you both found out you were having twins

mikyung and mihyeon are definitely like night and day

mikyung is exactly like wooyoung with how outgoing and sociable she is

while mihyeon is similar to you and more quiet and reserved

HOWEVER it’s funny because mikyung loves spending time with you while mihyeon enjoys being with wooyoung

wooyoung joked that it was like opposites attract or something because he was also attracted to you and your calm persona

they both LOVE dance though and you both love dancing with them

CHOI JONGHO

choi jihoon (born 2028)

you told jongho you were pregnant through a song

told him you made a new song and wanted his opinion on it

the two of you were considered newlyweds having only gotten married like six months before you got pregnant

but you both were excited nonetheless

the boys were surprised that their baby was having a baby

jihoon was born prematurely which at first scared you both but the others helped support you guys

when he was born, jongho was so amazed at how tiny he was

jihoon loves listening to jongho sing which is something he says he gets from you

jongho use to sing you to sleep when you were pregnant and couldn’t sleep, so jihoon must have heard him singing to you

jongho often has to sing jihoon to sleep but only at bedtime

you and jongho made a whole album of jongho just singing lullabies for jihoon to listen to

he calls him his “gummy bear” because jihoon has that same gummy smile as jongho

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INTERLUDE: ANTE.

June 2024. Featuring Lee Taein, Song Hyemi. 1k.

“Thirty-five percent,” Taein says slowly, because he could not have heard Hyemi correctly. Thirty-five percent would put her as the second largest shareholder, second only to him, skipping over and massively upsetting everyone else with a historical stake in his company.

She nods, folding her hands on top of the notebook in front of her, nails immaculate and nearly trimmed. The light reflects off her clear nail polish. "You were so receptive to my first donation."

He was, because that was a donation. A gesture of goodwill, meant to represent good dealings between Zenith Entertainment and Song Studios. When he signed Jaesun, he never could have predicted this baggage.

"If Jaesun-ssi is so important to you, you should represent him yourself."

Hyemi’s bottom lip curves up into a half-sneer. "Miae would never let me manage her precious son."

Taein has no interest in their politics, so he takes her words at face value with a single nod. He has his doubts about her presence here—if Miae knows her sister is so controlling of her son, if Jaesun knows the extent to which his family wishes to steer his life.

"Since you find the terms agreeable, I look forward to doing business with you,” Hyemi says, like their conversation, which has barely started, is already over.

“I never agreed to anything,” Taein says mildly. He isn’t worried. He imagines her bark is stronger than her bite. “You try so hard to influence his life, yet he runs wild anyway. Control him better.”

“I am not here to talk about my nephew,” she says.

“Then we have nothing to talk about,” he says with finality.

Hyemi makes no move to leave. Taein has half a mind to call security.

"Have you heard of the latest police corruption case?" she asks, smoothly switching the subject.

Taein knows exactly what she's talking about. It's a question of how much she knows. "The superintendent taking bribes from high-profile arrestees," he says, evenly paced, like he's remembering something he's read.

"Acting isn't your forte. Let me skip to the point. Han Cheolhwan-ssi is in no state to continue his responsibilities as a shareholder."

She knows too much. Cheolhwan's position as a Zenith Entertainment shareholder was a closely guarded secret, like the identities of most of the other investors. More than that, he's one of Taein's friends from their university days, and the person Taein paid off—with a friendship discount—to have the embezzlement case against him silently forgotten about. The share in Zenith is a gesture of friendship. On a shrewder level, Taein will sorely miss the safety net of being good friends with a high-ranking law enforcement employee.

"I presume that means you want his share," he says.

Hyemi smiles without warmth. "It would be in better hands."

"It seems strange for someone like you to pretend you're better than him. How many times have you paid your son's way out of a prison sentence?"

"Bail is not the same as bribery. You agreed to hire him in exchange for my donation. I haven't met anyone so agreeable in a long time. It’s refreshing."

His past actions are irrefutable, and Hyemi's motives are crystal clear. Taein moves on. He knows she's going to walk out of this room with a stake in his company. 

"Cheolhwan-ssi's shares are small. You would stoop that low," he says, meaning it in two ways at the same time. One, that Hyemi would come in here for this meeting and try to coerce him into giving her a spot at the table. Two, that she would drop from her initial demand of thirty-five percent to Cheolhwan’s meager percentage.

“You doubt me? It wounds me,” Hyemi says, splaying one hand over her heart. Her theatrics are the opposite of amusing.

“A new shareholder will be subject to approval from the current board,” he says, respondingly in a slightly positive way for the first time.

She pounces. “What makes you think they wouldn’t approve of me?” 

The worst part of all of this is that most of other shareholders would likely approve of her. Jinguk would, of course, be opposed, given the rivalry between his family’s film business and Song Studios. Taein has to admit—if only to himself—that the thought of a permanent partnership with Song Studios is extremely tantalizing. Their stellar reputation and deep pockets and the way Hyemi expertly modernized her company for the twenty-first century would be an easy sell to almost anyone. Taein assumes he’s in the minority for rebuffing her herself, and not one of her many proxies or lackeys. 

In the back of his mind, he knows he shouldn’t do this to Jaesun again. Jaesun has already expressed, multiple times over, his desire to separate himself from his family. It’s why he’s an idol instead of an actor. It’s why he signed with Taein’s company, rather than his grandfather’s. Taein let him down before, when he hired Chohyun to act as his manager.

And yet when faced with the prospect of another funder—his working relationship with Jinguk has been more of a barely working relationship lately—well, the the last barrier inside him breaks. The choice is easy. Jaesun can handle a second disappointment—or better yet, he won’t have to know. Taein doesn’t intend to let her exert the same control over his own affairs.

“Very well,” he relents. “My assistant will notify you of the results on your replacement of Cheolhwan-ssi in a few weeks.”

He stands, giving her no choice to follow, and holds out his hand. Hyemi follows.

“Cheolhwan-ssi’s spot on the board, and his share,” she says, but she shakes his hand.

“Of course.”

Words are just that—words, empty promises and false reassurances—until they’re set in writing. Hyemi knows Cheolhwan had some small percentage in his company. Taein is a betting man. He would place money on her not knowing the exact size of her future stake. He would rather the ownership belong to anyone else, including Jaeseop. 

For now, he’ll place the responsibility of duping Hyemi into Gyeongwon’s extremely capable legal hands. He walks her down to the entrance, so he can be sure she leaves. He watches her climb into the backseat of a van with tinted windows as he retrieves a pack of cigarettes and a lighter from his pocket. He cups his hand around the end and lights it with slightly trembling hands.

Taein thinks about the battle Gyeongwon fought with Jaesun’s lawyer over his contract and sighs in trepidation. That was an experience he has little interest in repeating again. Silently, he wishes her luck.

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STRAWBERRY ✯ 𝙕𝙃𝘼𝙉𝙂 𝙃𝘼𝙊!

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synopsis: 𝐢𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡 𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐚 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐮𝐧𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐥𝐨𝐲𝐚𝐥 𝐜𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐟𝐚𝐯𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐢𝐝𝐨𝐥

pairing: Zhang Hao of ZB1 and fem!oc

status: ongoing

chapter 13: texts go green

what had she done.

ever since he hung up on her, he never contacted her again. no good night, no good morning, nothing. rina never saw him angry, but she could imagine that he was angry with her right now. she stared at her phone hoping for a response to her slew of "i'm sorry, let's talk about this" texts, but he didn't budge.

she watched their new music video and stages with a heavy heart. she left likes and texted him how well he did, still nothing. she scrolled through the blue boxes hoping she'd feel her phone vibrate in her hand.

throughout her shift, she watched the door with a glint of hope that he would come by. even if he didn't talk to her she just wanted to see him. she didn't even care about hyemi or haemin at this point, she was scared of genuinely losing hao.

when rina is drowning in anxiety, she makes rash decisions. she just wants the angst to go away by any means necessary. but, once she is faced with real life consequences, it all becomes clear to her. call it dramatic, but she never had a relationship. she had no idea how her behavior would ruin it all until she experienced it.

for the next couple of days, rina gave hao space. she not once looked at the delivered messages, she left zero voicemails. her feelings remained strong, but she put herself in his shoes. she truly messed up. if he had done the same to her, she would feel terrible.

she did her best to give him space, but she wanted to send him a good night text to test her luck.

do you know what's worse than no response?

a green text.

rina practically jumped from her bed when she saw her goodnight message accompanied with a lime green bubble.

maybe he just got a new phone that happens to be an android..

but her posted a mirror selfie with his iphone this morning.

"this can't be real," rina furrowed her brows in disbelief.

hao had blocked rina's contact.

if it wasn't over before, it's over now.

with no way to contact hao, rina had to let it go now. she didn't realize how much he took over her life until he was completely out of it. he was the first thing on her mind in the morning, and the last thing on her mind at night. every time she saw something online she liked, she would send it to him.

without him in her life, she went back to her bleak pre-i'm dating a super hot idol life, but now she had no friends to make it less bleak. she went to work, and went straight home to bed. if she wasn't working, she was sleeping. a dangerous routine that slipped her straight into depression. she thought she had nothing to look forward to, so she slept most of the time. then she felt horrible about sleeping most of the time and wasting her day away.

rina had an earlier shift, so she was able to go home in the afternoon. she dragged her feet miserably on her way home.

"you look like shit," haemin sounded amused at her state.

"why must you be such a pest in my life, genuinely." rina didn't stop walking.

"are you guys seriously over?" hyemi asked

"leave me alone."

"come on, what happened." haemin playfully nudged her.

"leave me the fuck alone." rina pushed her away harshly.

"what the fuck is your problem?" hyemi got in rina's face.

"what is my problem? are you two fucking insane? get away from me." she pushed past them.

"we told you to get us information a month ago and here we are. that's not so polite is it?" hyemi pulled rina's arm back.

rina clenched her fist and swung her free arm square in hyemi's face. a few "ohs" could be heard in the distance.

"is this bitch crazy?" haemin lunged at rina, pushing her onto the hard, cold pavement. hyemi took this as an opportunity to hit her back, again, and again, and again as haemin held her down.

an older man pulled the two off of rina. a couple of people kept asking her if she was okay, but there was a frog in her throat. a mixture of tears and blood stained her face. the concern of a bunch of strangers only made her feel worse, so she just nodded and rushed home.

gyuvin, gunwook, and their manager returned home with groceries. gyuvin and gunwook seemed to be reenacting a fight playfully.

"and then she was like 'what the fuck is your problem'" gyuvin waved his finger around, he was telling his members all about the fight their manager broke up.

"no, she was like 'bitch i'll kill you'" gunwook pulled out an imaginary knife, dramatizing the scene.

"but you know what was crazy, she looked exactly like rina." gyuvin added nonchalantly.

hao wasn't paying attention to their story until his ears perked up at a familiar name.

"look at how he just jumped from hearing her name, he's still hooked." ricky laughed.

"i'm not, i just haven't heard of her in a while. she's not the type to be fighting in the street though." hao shrugged.

"that girl was barely fighting, she got jumped." gunwook clarified.

now hao couldn't shrug away the worry.

once rina got home, she slid down the door and let the tears fall. sure she has cried about the situation, but this time she felt like she couldn’t breathe. even when she lost him, there was still no peace. even when there were no tears left to cry, she stayed silent, holding her position.

her quiet atmosphere was interrupted by three knocks on the door she leaned on.

“who is it?” she tried her best to yell.

“come on rina.”

she immediately jumped up from her position to open the door. she didn’t even think of her current appearance or the mess in her apartment.

“hao,” she thought her eyes were out of tears, but the sight of him caused her eyes to water.

“they really did this to you?” he walked into her apartment and closed the door behind him.

“i’m sorry hao. for everything.”

“you’ve apologized enough, i just came to see if it was really you.”

“what?”

“gunwook and gyuvin saw a girl that looked like you in a fight, so i came to see if it was you.”

“and that’s all? you could’ve texted me.” rina’s high hopes were once again crushed.

“i didn’t want to text you, i wanted to see you.”

“hao, i really don’t get it.” she didn’t understand his mixed signals.

“i still care about you a lot. i came to see if you were okay. if i texted you, you would just say that you’re fine when you’re not.” he rummaged through her cabinets for alcohol wipes.

“its only some bruising and minor cuts, i will be okay.” she sat on the counter next to him.

“see, you’re always acting like everything is good. it’s not normal to be beat up by two girls in broad daylight.” he titled her face to examine the damage. he took the alcohol wipes and cleaned up her face, applying bandaids to the scuffs on her arms.

an awkward silence engulfed them, something that they weren’t familiar with.

“i thought i would never see you again.” rina broke the silence.

“yeah, me neither.”

“i was having a hard time dealing with the fact that it’s over. when you blocked my contact, i was like damn.”

“that was really childish of me to do, i just didn’t want to see your messages because they made me feel horrible.” hao admitted.

“it’s crazy that this was all avoidable if i was just honest about it, but i just didn’t want to bother you. i hate bothering people by introducing yet another stress to their life.”

“but i’m not just any person, we should work things out together and not alone.”

“i understand that now, but you being seen with me would have such a bad impact on your career that i felt guilty. and that you’d be better off without me having the potential to tarnish your reputation.”

“i would rather be with you with that possibility than without you. i really love you and i wish you’d value that love over possible outcomes.” hao didn’t even realize that was the first time he said it.

“i love you too.” rina wrapped her arms around his torso.

they remained in the hug for what felt like hours. neither of them knew where it will go from here, but they both knew they are better off with each other.

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Do you have any ultimate biases?

Oh gosh... Where do I even start? Sorry in advance if I forget some groups! (I'm a huge multi-stan)

I have 1 bias for some groups but more than 1 for others.

I'm biased toward the foreign members in several cases.

I'm also biased toward the rap line in many cases.

Whether or not the group leader is among my biases, I wholeheartedly respect them, because being the leader is tough.

Before I get started, please watch this hilarious SEVENTEEN cover of Wonder Girls' "Nobody"! (there are several memes out there because you can green-screen the background into anything you want)

Girl groups!

(G)I-DLE: Yuqi & Minnie

9MUSES: Hyemi, Gyeongree, & Keumjo

aespa: NINGNING! I've been following her since SM Rookies were made public.

AOA: Shin Jimin & Kim Chanmi (she changed her name to Im Dohwa now)

ARTMS: Choerry & Haseul

BABYMONSTER: Aheyon for sure... plus a tie between Pharita & Chiquita (my new Thai Line babies)

BADVILLAIN: Too early to tell, but the rap line doesn't disappoint!

BLACKPINK: Rosé & Lisa

CLASS:y: Hyeju, Riwon, & Seonyou

CLC: Yeeun (still following since group debut) & Elkie (I've been following her since she was still at TVB)

Dreamcatcher: ALL 7 OF THEM have worked hard together for the group to grow organically as a whole, since they're not from a huge company. But if I see Handong, then I click. XD

EXID: LE! She's an excellent producer/songwriter too!

f(x): Victoria & Amber

FIESTAR: Cao Lu & Yezi

ILLIT: too early to tell, but leaning toward J-line

ITZY: Chaeryeong & Yuna

IVE: Reilor Moon! (if you've watched "Accdendio", then you'll know)

IZ*ONE: J-LINE FTW! I've always been an AKB48 stan, but it's been difficult to keep up with ever since COVID-19 happened. I also follow all 4 girls who chose to go solo (Kwon Eunbi, Jo Yuri, Choi Yena, & Lee Chaeyeon).

KARA: mainly Nicole

Kep1er: Xiaoting, Hikaru, & CLC's Choi Yujin (literally 1 of each ethnicity)

KISS OF LIFE: Natty & Belle

LE SSERAFIM: Sakura & Kazuha

Loossemble: Vivi, my one & only <3 (still upset that BBC gave her minimal singing lines)

MAMAMOO: mainly Moonbyul

miss A: Fei, all the way <3

NMIXX: Lily & Bae

PIXY: Lola & Dajeong

Red Velvet: Seulgi, the one & only <3

SECRET (TS Ent): Hyosung & Jieun

SECRET NUMBER (Vine Ent): Dita & Soodam

SISTAR: Hyolyn & Soyou

SNSD: Taeyeon, Tiffany, & Hyoyeon

SONAMOO: D.ana & Newsun

T-ara: Hyomin & Jiyeon

UNIS: too early to tell, but leaning toward J-line & Elisia

Wonder Girls: Yubin & Hyerim

Boy groups! (significantly less, sorry)

ASTRO: Moon BIn (R.I.P) & Sanha

B2ST/BEAST: mainly Hyunseung, but then he left... & I haven't been following the other guys (HIGHLIGHT) since then

BIGBANG: T.O.P (can't change my mind)

BTS: Gummy smile Yoongi!

DBSK/TVXQ: Jaejoong (I still follow after he left) & Changmin

EXO: Mainly Kris, but then everything went sideways @_@ (IYKYK)

GOT7: TEAM WANG featuring BamBam XD

INFINITE: Jang Dongwoo (can't change my mind)

SEVENTEEN: Wen Junhui before anyone else... next would be Xu Minghao... Subsequent favorites are based on everyone's individual/subunit activities.

SF9: mainly Hwiyoung

SHINee: mainly Taemin (although I don't follow all his solo releases)

Stray Kids: A tie between 3RACHA (as a trio) & DANCERACHA (also as a trio)... Sorry to VOCALRACHA.

Super Junior: everyone shines during main group promotions, but all eyes were on Henry & Zhou Mi for SJ-M albums

VIXX: fearless leader Cha Hakyeon

WayV: Lucas (before he left), Hendery, & Xiaojun (I don't really follow the rest of NCT)

Thank you for reading my research project!

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hey guys i always feel bad when it's been a while since i've posted something so here's a little update for the angst fic (that now has a name!) if this feels awkward, it is the middle of a chapter (a direct continuation from the last post actually!)

(and if your new here here's the stuff i've posted so far for my new fic pt 1 || pt 2 || pt 3 || pt 4 || pt 5 || pt 6 )

“She seems to be doing okay.” Mina commented once they had taken Nico out to the hospital playground.

“Yeah, I was expecting the move to be harder on her, but so far so good.” Sana nodded, watching her daughter run around the playground. “Thanks, by the way, for the polar bear thing. She was so nervous coming in.”

“Of course, I don't want going to the doctor to be a scary thing for her.” Mina nodded, a small smile as she watched Nico drop her polar bear by accident. Nico didn’t seem to notice, scaling the playground once more. “It's already scary enough, being somewhere new.”

“It is.” Sana nodded, feeling the warm sunshine on her skin. She took a deep breath as a gentle breeze swept through the hospital courtyard. Her heart felt like it was going a mile a minute. There were so many things swirling around in her mind, Nico’s condition, Momo, Nico’s new doctor. It was exhausting. “Thank you again, for taking her on so suddenly.”

“It's no problem.” Mina commented. “She seems very brave.” Mina laughed as Nico jumped from the playground.

“You have no idea.” Sana sighed, willing her heart to calm down as her daughter played.

“There you guys are.” Sana let out a little yelp when Jeongyeon slung an arm around her neck. “How's my favorite little princess?”

“Don't let Hyemi hear you say that.” Sana giggled at the look on Jeongyeon’s face when she pointed that out.

“She's doing good. I officially cleared her to stay at home.” Mina seemed comfortable with Jeongyeon as the woman slung her other arm around Mina.

“Mommy!” Nico ran up to Sana with the biggest grin.

“Hi baby!” Sana caught Nico in her arms, holding her while she looked at her daughter. “What's up?”

“I wanna swing.” Nico pointed at the swing set.

“Sure, but can you say thank you to Doctor Myoui? She has other patients to see.”

“Okay.” Nico nodded, letting go of Sana and running to Mina. “Thank you Doctor Moyui!”

“Be a good girl for your mom, okay?” Mina smiled, taking a lollipop out of her coat and handing it to Nico.

“I will.” Nico had a huge smile on her face as she accepted the lollipop. “Thank you!”

“Thanks again Doctor Myoui.” Sana nodded as Nico ran back to her.

“Mina.” The doctor smiled. “You can call me Mina.”

xx

“Mom.” Nayeon giggled as Hyemi dragged herself into a chair. Hyemi looked like she was still half asleep, her hair messy and her favorite stuffed animal in her arms.

“Hi sunshine.” Hyemi whined, burying her face in her arms. “Tired?”

“Nico and Aunt Sana woke me up.” Hyemi whined. “I hate sharing a room.”

“You can go back to sleep if you want?”

“It’s too bright.”

“I’m sorry.” Nayeon smiled, putting a bowl of cereal down in front of Hyemi. “I’ve got blackout curtains if you want to sleep.”

“I’m already awake.” Hyemi sighed, grabbing a spoon and taking a bite of cereal. Her face dropped suddenly as she ate her breakfast. “Hey mom?”

“Hm?”

“Can I see Mama for my birthday?” Nayeon felt like her daughter had dropped a bomb on her.

“What are you talking about sunshine?”

“I want to see Mama.” Nayeon had known Hyemi would miss Jihyo. They had left quite suddenly, and Jihyo and Hyemi had always had a good relationship. Nayeon knew that no matter how much Jihyo hurt her, she would never hurt Hyemi. “Can I go back to Seoul?”

“Hyemi…”

“Please? I want to see Mama and my friends.” Hyemi looked at Nayeon with tears in her eyes. Nayeon sighed, it was too early for this.

“I’ll… I’ll think about it, okay?”

“Okay.” Hyemi wiped her tears, putting her spoon down.

“All done?” Hyemi nodded, grabbing her cereal and putting it in the sink. Hyemi barely looked at Nayeon as she walked out of the room, leaving her stuffed rabbit on the table.

xx

“Hey Nico, what do you think?” Hyemi asked as she took a few steps away from the bookshelf. She had been working on putting her books away all morning, but it had been a fairly slow process as she kept getting distracted.

“I don’t know?” Nico shrugged. She was playing with her stuffed animals on the floor, seemingly in her own world.

“Well, is it good?”

“Yeah.” Nico nodded, sitting up onto her knees. Hyemi nodded, sitting on the ground next to Nico.

“What do you think of this place?” Hyemi asked, laying on her back and staring at the lazy fan on the ceiling.

“I like it.” Nico muttered. “I get to be here with Unnie and mommy.”

“I hate it here.” Hyemi muttered. “I miss my friends, and my room, and I miss my mama.”

“I miss my mama too.” Nico whispered.

“My mom doesn’t want me to see my mama.” Hyemi blew her bangs out of her face. “She probably thinks I’ll leave her.”

“Why do our mamas have to be gone?” Nico asked.

“Cause they did something bad.” Hyemi muttered. “But, I don’t see why we have to suffer for it.” Nico didn’t say anything, laying next to Hyemi.

“Unnie?”

“Hm?”

“I’m gonna take a nap.” Hyemi just nodded, but she could hear Nico crying from where she was laying on the floor.

xx

“Sana?” Nayeon almost laughed when she ran into something on the floor. Hyemi had holed herself and Nico up in their room, claiming she needed to organize their stuff. Nayeon knew her daughter was still upset from the morning, so she left them alone.

“Mmm.” Sana whined, rolling away from Nayeon. She was wrapped in blankets and Nayeon noticed a pillow on the ground.

“What are you doing?” Nayeon laughed. “Why are you on the floor?” Sana didn't answer, rolling back towards Nayeon. Nayeon immediately knew this wasn't just Sana just casually napping on the floor. “Sana-ya…” Nayeon bent down, gently laying a hand on Sana’s back. “What’s wrong?”

“Nayeon Unnie…” Sana pulled Nayeon closer to her, wrapping her arms around her.

“Hey, what’s wrong?” Nayeon asked, noticing tears on Sana’s cheeks. “Is it Nico? Is she okay?”

“Yeah, she’s fine…” Sana trailed off. “Momo texted me. She wants to talk about Nico.”

“Oh.” Nayeon muttered, laying down next to Sana. She wrapped her arms around Sana, resting her cheek on the top of Sana’s head. “Want to talk about it?”

“No.” Sana muttered.

“Okay.” Nayeon hugged Sana tighter. Sana and her laid in silence, and Nayeon ignored the pain in her back.

“Has Jihyo texted you?” Sana finally asked.

“Yeah, I was ignoring her for a bit but she's… hard to ignore for too long.” Nayeon muttered after a few beats of silence. “We should change our phone numbers.”

“I wish.” Sana giggled, cuddling closer to Nayeon. “Hey Nayeon Unnie?”

“Yeah?”

“Will this ever get better?” Nayeon sighed, holding Sana tighter as the girl she had come to see as her little sister cuddled her.

“I don’t know.”

[ericmun]

2023.01.01 Na Hyemi and Shinhwa Eric’s IG Updates + Comments:

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Source: Na Hyemi + MunEric

[barb-l]

For the writer's asks:

B,J,K, and T

Digimon lol... Specifically about Takeru and Hikari. If you're a digimon fan then you know damn well they are THE ultimate childhood friends to lovers ship.

The fic wasn't any good tho ngl. Sooo melodramatic. But I was like twelve, so what can ya do.

I think the first fic I wrote for was the kdrama Dream High. But with an original cast of characters, about the "eight years after high school" epilogue where the new cast parallel and look up to the OG's. I was around fourteen and Hyemi and Samdong still remain one of my favorite black cat/golden retriever ships. My writing with wenclair's dynamic is probably heavily influenced by those characters. The love triangle in that show was actually good with both guys being sweethearts to the girl. Now that I think about it... Hyemi was basically Wednesday (pokerfaced rich girl tsundere whose whole thing was that she was a classical singer forced to sing pop) without the murderous aura, Samdong's Enid but a boy with an actually supportive mom, while Jinguk was a lot like Tyler with his daddy issues except he's an actual great guy. Sorry I'm probably speaking gibberish considering I'm talking about what by now is a super old kdrama. The songs were great tho, peeps who like korean music should check it out if they haven't. It was basically the High School Musical of korea.

From the one's I've already done, there's the fake dating and childhood friends to lovers. At the top of my head I can't think of a specific trope I like that I haven't done yet, tho I'm sure there's some out there.

I'm don't think I wanna talk about my guilty pleasures hahaha Smut fic related stuff, let's just go with that. Not because it's bad, it just isn't the kinda thing I wanna discuss in the internet.

If I see "major character death" I'm outta there. Or ones where one of them is a ghost.

[lgcmanager]

TRAINEE MISSION 014

SCHEDULE TYPE: TRIMESTER ( PART 1 OUT OF 1 ) SCHEDULE RESTRICTIONS: Cannot be paired with another trimester schedule, unless stated otherwise. for reference as to whether your muse is eligible for this event, please click over HERE.

the days after the project origin musical were rather quiet as the trainees went about with their everyday schedules. it wasn't until THURSDAY, JULY 13, when most of the trainees were called to meet at the auditorium.

based on the previous terms, one would have expected SEO YOUNGJAE to make an appearance, but many trainees were left in confusion as they see REO KANGDAE, head manager of lgc creatives and currently the one behind many of the songs released by the company. it’s evident on his face that he’s lacking some sleep, but who could blame him when he and his team had spent the last couple of months releasing song after song from various lgc groups?

“hi, so some of you may not know me but i’m REO KANGDAE. YOUNGJAE has been called to an urgent meeting so i was told that i would be announcing some important news for you.” he hesitated over the thought that he was only assigned such a task because he would be one step closer to getting his well-deserved vacation. “since project origin the musical has been a success, the coaches and the higher representatives decided to reward all of you for your hard work. later tonight, all of you will be packing up your belongings because we’ll be going on a cruise.” he pauses to let out a yawn before repeating his words. “yes, on a cruise. one of the staff members’ brother works in the cruise industry and was able to secure us a cruise ship to rent for two weeks. since it’ll only be mostly the legacy staff and the trainees, we’ve adjusted all of your schedules so that you can still attend, get some practice in, and rest too.”

staring at all of the trainees, KANGDAE warned them, “i’m aware that it was a stressful time for some of you in the past few months so if you want to enjoy this vacation a bit longer, don’t cause any trouble, alright? you know the rules, don’t break them unless all of you would like a repeat of the past and see LEE HYEMI again.”

another staff member arrives and begins handing out all of the important files that the trainees will need for their trip, including their itinerary. there is a lot of information regarding the itinerary, so you can click over HERE for all of the details. 

as listed on the document, there are TWO days when the trainees will be at sea. during this time, they will be given a chance to head to one of the rooms where they can record their own reflection vlog. in the video, they get to talk about their thoughts, feelings, and experiences during the trip. the video can last anywhere between 5 minutes to 20 minutes depending on what the trainee has to say, but ic wise everyone would have gone through this regardless if they did the writing component for this.

after this trip is done, all of the trainees will be resuming their regular training schedules. with the writing requirements, this will be the only one for the term and while the deadline for it is earlier than usual, trainees will then be working on FAMILY CONCERT 2K23 after the deadline for this has passed.

WRITING REQUIREMENTS

SPECIALIZED WORKSHOPS: write a 4 replies ( minimum 8 lines ) thread with another trainee about anything related to the workshops that they are participating in for +10 POINTS IN SINGING, DANCING, RAPPING, ACTING, KOREAN, JAPANESE, OR MANDARIN !

VACATION TIME: write a 4 replies ( minimum 8 lines ) thread with another trainee about anything else not related to the workshops ( visiting the landmarks, formal dining, free time, etc. ) for +8 POINTS TO DISTRIBUTE ANYWHERE and +2 NOTORIETY !

REFLECTION VLOG: write a 300+ word solo about your muse reflecting on their feelings, experiences, and lessons learned from the trip for +6 POINTS TO DISTRIBUTE ANYWHERE and +4 NOTORIETY ! 

make sure to use the hashtag lgc:traineemission for the tasks. you have until AUGUST 12, 2023 at 11:59PM EDT to complete the requirements and validate your points. please submit the following form ONCE on the points blog.

MUSE NAME ∙ TRAINEE MISSION 014 - SPECIALIZED WORKSHOPS: +10 ( singing, dancing, rapping, acting, korean, japanese, OR mandarin ) [ LINK ] - VACATION TIME: +8 ( skill points distribution ), +2 notoriety [ LINK ] - REFLECTION VLOG: +6 ( skill points distribution ), +4 notoriety [ LINK ]

[muniimyg]

𐙚₊˚⊹ bbydaddy!yoongi (4) ⋆𐙚₊˚⊹

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when yoongi calls to confirm the results of the blood test, reality hits all over again. 

you’re pregnant. 

his voice was gentle, with the same calm professionalism he uses with all his patients… but it couldn’t mask his genuine warmth as he told you the news. you want to believe he sounded excited but it was hard to tell. you settle for the telling warmth in his tone instead.

hearing it out loud brought a whole new set of feelings—joy, fear, and then something else: the unavoidable question of how you’d tell your friends.

having a clingy friendgroup is not for the weak. 

but having a clingy adult friend group—the kind who carve out time for you amidst career chaos, endless emails, and hectic schedules—is something else entirely. 

they’re the type who know what you’re thinking before you can even say it. the type who catch your tone shifting over text and who will show up unannounced if they don’t hear from you for a day. they mean well, but keeping things under wraps with them is practically impossible.

which is why telling them worries you. 

you can’t hide it.

you know you can’t.

truth be told, you don’t want to. they’re your friends and you love them to death. this baby is worth every second of celebration.

the thought had barely settled before it started to plague you.

how exactly do you explain this to a group of people who work together? who run a whole practice together? a group who’ll want to plan out everything with you, to fuss over you like you’re a ticking time bomb, and who—above all—will probably have a shitload of questions you don’t have answers to. 

they’re the people you’ve shared birthdays with, career changes, heartbreaks, and random tuesday nights. now you’re going to share this news, but there’s no manual on explaining an accidental pregnancy to your closest friends without it sounding like a rom-com gone wrong.

a part of you already know how they’ll react. 

they’d be thrilled, supportive, maybe a little over-the-top. 

and then confused.

yoongi?

as the father?

… what, when, where, and why?

not that he’s a bad guy or anything but simply because there were no (obvious) moments that led up to this…

regardless, it’s like you can almost hear jimin’s gasp, feel jin’s bear hug, and imagine hyemi tearing up before tackling you in her usual affectionate way.

they’ll want to be there for every step of this (probably more than you can handle) but that’s the beauty of having friends who genuinely make the time… friends who go out of their way to show up—not just when it’s convenient but because they want to. they’re the type who, as adults, choose each other over and over again despite life’s demands. 

you all take pride in being involved in each other’s lives—big moments, small moments, and now…

this moment.

but exactly how much is there to be proud of when you explain how nasty you and yoongi were with each other?

how this mess could’ve been avoided if you didn’t beg for him to creampie you?

yeah…

that’s a tough one.

as you’re still trying to figure out how to break the news, your timer dings.

you pull the last tray of brown butter oatmeal chocolate chip cookies from the oven, the warm smell of melted chocolate filling the kitchen. you set the tray down with a sigh, hoping a night of stress-baking will take the edge off. but before you can even start on another batch, there’s a knock at your door.

before you can think to answer, hyemi is already pushing it open, holding an expensive wine bottle aloft like a trophy, her eyes alight with excitement.

“hyemi—”

“wine night!” she grins, crossing the room without hesitation, snagging a cookie from the cooling tray as she pushes the wine bottle toward you.

you catch the label and gasp. a prized chateau margaux. the kind of bottle she probably saved up for weeks (or borrowed namjoon’s credit card) to buy.

“you did not…” you say, eyes wide.

“oh, but i did,” she giggles, giving you a wink. “thank you, namjoon.”

you shake your head, a smile tugging at the corner of your mouth. “i knew it.”

“well?” she nudges the bottle toward you. “what are you waiting for? let’s open this and—”

you hesitate, trying to find the words. “i… i can’t tonight… or for the next few months.”

her smile falters. she clutches the bottle closer, looking genuinely wounded.

“w-wait, what? but—i fought namjoon for this, you know? and you’ve wanted this bottle for forever!”

“hyemi, i have to tell you something—”

“are you breaking up with me?” she jokes, only half-serious as she takes another bite of her cookie.

you roll your eyes and grab the cookie back from her hand, taking a bite yourself.

“it’s not you, it’s me.”

she laughs, swiping the cookie back with a shrug. “so what is it? and holy shit, these cookies are insane—”

“i can’t drink.”

“why? you’ve gone to work hungover before.”

you struggle to find the words, fingers tightening slightly around the bottle in your hands.

“no, it’s not that. it’s… different.”

hyemi’s brow furrows, her eyes narrowing as she peers at you, picking up on your hesitation. “what? don’t tell me you’re on some sober cleanse or something.”

“no… hyemi, i…”

“i mean if you are, i totally support you. i just think there’s too much good wine in this world and not enough time—”

“i’m pregnant.”

hyemi’s jaw drops, her eyes widening. her mouth opens and closes in shock, but before she can get a word out, there’s a loud crash behind you both.

you whip around to see the rest of the guys standing at the doorway.

jimin is frozen, a shattered wine bottle at his feet, red liquid pooling across the entryway as he stares at you in wide-eyed disbelief.

your eyes lock with yoongi’s, who stands in the middle of the group, his expression soft and steady as he takes you in. he tilts his head, just slightly, a quiet, unspoken reassurance passing between you two. you can feel your heart hammering, cheeks burning as you try to focus on anything other than his gaze.

the silence stretches for a beat too long before taehyung breaks it. 

“mommy?”

this isn’t exactly how you pictured them reacting to the news. 

as you sit on your couch, the atmosphere feels heavy. they’re in disbelief, and the only way they know how to process it is by falling into their medical roles.

nam joon and jin, being the doctors they are, sit close to you and begin a quick physical assessment and blood pressure test.

nam joon carefully rolls up your sleeve, a comforting smile on his face that softens the tension in the room. 

“just relax your arm for me,” he hums, positioning the cuff around your upper arm. his fingers brush against your skin, and you can’t help but notice how professional he is, even amidst the whirlwind of emotions flooding the room.

“you’ve been feeling okay, right? any nausea or dizziness?” he asks, focusing intently on the task at hand.

“tired. sleepy. think i’m nauseous the most, though,” you admit. “i throw up… like every other day.”

he nods, squeezing the bulb to inflate the cuff. “that’s completely normal.” he pauses, glancing up at you. “are you okay? emotionally and mentally?”

you nod, glancing around the room. “i’m fine.” 

your eyes meet yoongi’s.

he’s seated directly across from you, leaning forward, elbows on his knees, fingers interlaced. he’s watching you intently, with his usual cool indifference masking an intensity in his gaze. yoongi’s quiet presence anchors you, even though he says nothing.

should he say something?

what does he even say?

you don’t know.

he doesn’t know either.

as the cuff tightens around your arm, you take a deep breath, catching the supportive glances from everyone else nearby. their chatter fades into the background as nam joon’s focus brings you back to the moment.

“okay, let’s see what we have here,” nam joon murmurs, watching the gauge as the cuff slowly deflates. “hmmm. your pressure’s a little high but good overall. are you stressed?”

“a little right now,” you exhale. “guys, this is too much—“

“did you just do a home pregnancy test or go to the doctor?”

you freeze.

“oh shit,” taehyung calls from the doorway. he’s just been helping jimin and hobi clean up spilled wine. “screw the pregnancy test stuff—i wanna know who the babydaddy is.”

from the back, you hear jimin and hobi laugh as they finish picking up glass shards. taehyung raises a teasing brow. 

“okay but seriously… didn’t know you wanted a baby that bad, ___. could’ve just asked jungkook to help you out.”

yoongi straightens, shooting taehyung a sharp look. “alright. we good here? you guys did a quick physical and checked her blood pressure—”

“your babydaddy is clean, right?” jimin chimes in, feigning seriousness. “___, i hope he’s worth the labor and delivery.”

“oh my god. shut up,” you say, rolling your eyes.

it’s then that you glance at hyemi, who sits on the other side of the couch with jungkook. the two of them are stress-eating your cookies, crumbs dotting the space between them.

hyemi, chocolate smeared at the corner of her mouth, raises a brow. “is this why you’ve been so sick?”

“yeah,” you nod. “i got the confirmation yesterday.”

“yesterday?” her eyes widen, and she sets down the cookie, scooting closer to you. “oh my god, ___. this is huge! congratulations!” she grabs your hands, her excitement lighting up her face. “we’re happy about this, right? you want this?”

before you can answer, she wraps her arms around you, pulling you into a tight hug. you let yourself sink into her warmth, feeling the tension unravel.

“yes, i want this. ahhh! don’t make me cry,” you whisper, fighting back tears as you pull back, smiling through it. “god, it’s the pregnancy hormones.”

“already?” she gives you a small, amused smile and wipes at her eyes, fixing your hair. “i’m just so happy for you, ___. you’re going to be the best mom. seriously.”

“as long as her blood pressure stays stable—”

hyemi swats at him. “nam joon, shut up, yeah?”

yoongi lets out a quiet chuckle, leaning back with his hands in his pockets as he watches everyone swarm around you. though he’s giving his usual cool exterior, there’s something in his eyes—a soft, almost possessive gleam that’s hard to miss.

from the corner, jungkook sneaks in, sliding a little closer to you. 

“so,” he begins with a grin, “guess i’ll have to start calling you a milf now, huh?”

yoongi stiffens, jaw clenching almost imperceptibly, his eyes narrowing at jungkook. the tension isn’t lost on you as jungkook’s shoulder brushes against yours, and yoongi shifts in his seat, his gaze hardening in a way that feels oddly protective.

“so, seriously… who’s the babydaddy?” taehyung drawls from across the room, folding his arms with an amused smirk. “he’s clean, right? or should we head to the clinic and run a few tests? just to keep you and baby safe… big news and all, so we’re just trying to make sense of it.”

“god, you’re all insane.” you huff.

“maybe let ___ breathe,” yoongi mutters instantly. his gaze flicking between you and jungkook with a faintly annoyed look. “yah, she just confirmed she’s pregnant. that’s it.”

“that’s it,” you sigh repeating him. then, feeling a small wave of relief. “and honestly, why are the nurses in this room so immature? who can i report you guys to?”

jimin, taehyung, and jungkook laugh. 

“our bosses,” they reply in unison, completely unbothered.

the warmth of their support fills the room. 

as you soak in the moment, hyemi’s watchful eyes drift to yoongi.

he’s now casually seated beside you, close enough that his knee brushes against yours. every now and then, his hand lightly hovers by your arm or shoulder, his touch lingering just a little longer each time. hyemi tilts her head, something slowly clicking in her mind.

“wait a second,” she says, raising a brow. “yoongi… did you know about ___’s pregnancy before the rest of us?”

the room quiets, all eyes shifting to yoongi. before he can answer, jungkook—oblivious to the weight of the question—leans forward. 

“oh shit… is that what her blood test was for at the clinic? i might’ve accidentally seen the paperwork but didn’t peek—thought she was low on iron or something.”

silence falls over the room, each of them piecing things together. one by one, their eyes dart between you and yoongi, confusion shifting to surprise until jin’s eyes widen with realization.

“…wait,” jin’s voice is soft but full of shock.

yoongi keeps his gaze steady on you. 

his expression softening as he takes your hand, giving it a reassuring squeeze. his thumb brushes over your knuckles, a small smile tugging at his lips. it’s subtle but full of meaning, and you feel warmth pool in your chest, despite the tension.

then taehyung breaks the silence, his eyes wide, mouth slightly open as he points at yoongi with dawning realization.

“...daddy?”

[thelargefrye]

i have a request ! for dad ateez! how would the boys react when their kids are all grown up and they find out they’re dating would they be overprotected or in denial ? how would they react :0

[ THE DATING MONTAGE ] — the boys react to their children dating.

pairing : ateez x f!reader genre : idol au, dad!ateez, comedy, fluff warnings : none

KIM HONGJOONG had mixed feelings when he found out saemi was dating. she would come home one day and hongjoong could just tell she wanted to tell you both something. when he questioned her during dinner, that’s when she confessed to recently being asked out. hongjoong immediately started choking on his food surprising you all. he definitely couldn’t wrap his head around his little aurora finally dating and would probably be in denial for the first few days hours until she went on her date.

when narae finally told you guys she was asked out, hongjoong felt more prepared. like years of saemi dating prepared him for when his youngest would eventually start doing it. however, he knew he probably wouldn’t have to worry about narae dating too much when she came back from her date and promptly told you and hongjoong that dating was “overrated” and that she didn’t understand why saemi liked going out so much.

PARK SEONGHWA was in denial when you told him that hyewon would be going out on a date. even after all these years, the younger twin still always told you things first for you to tell her father. seonghwa honestly couldn’t wrap his head around it all. his precious hyewon going out on a date?

he was also in denial when hyemi and jaehwa told him about their first dates. you were more in denial with jaehwa, but knew he would be fine because he was the spitting image of seonghwa even in personality.

JEONG YUNHO wasn’t worried about taeyong dating. when his son was old enough however, he warned him about being careful as he didn’t want him making the same mistakes he did.

yunho also had the same attitude towards taerim when she told him about her date. it was actually taeyong who was against her dating, always telling her that she was too young to be dating. you and yunho thought it was funny how taeyong made it his mission to intimidate any and every guy that taerim even tries to date.

KANG YEOSANG was protective of aeri when she told you both she would be going on a date soon. but he knew that dating was just apart of life, and had to accept whether he actually wanted to or not. he would probably drag you along with him as you both stalked aeri to make sure she was okay. if caught, yeosang would just tell her that he was talking you on a date.

CHOI SAN would probably be like yeosang and be protective over raim. he absolutely adores his daughter and even when she got older, she still had him wrapped around her finger. she originally told you first before telling san when they were on one of their father-daughter outings. when she told san, she purposely did it so he couldn’t go papa-bear mode and tell her no. despite how old she gets, san will always see her as his little butterfly and he would eventually accept that she’s growing especially after talking with you.

SONG MINGI was excited for moongyu because he was glad he son was so outgoing and not afraid to show his feelings. you and him encouraged your son to always try not matter the outcome. this also encouraged moongyu to not only ask people out, but just to try new things in general. you were actually more worried about moongyu dating, worried that he might get his feelings hurt because at the end of the day, he was still mingi’s son. and they were both your sensitive babies that you protect at all costs.

JUNG WOOYOUNG was definitely over protective when mikyung told you both including mihyeon that she would be going on a date. you were excited for your oldest; however, wooyoung wanted to scream into the void. he almost grounded mikyung just so she couldn’t go on her date. he didn’t want to think about his girls dating.

mihyeon actually isn’t that interested in dating. she actually told you and wooyoung that she would rather focus on herself and her future than worry about dating. of course, wooyoung felt kind of relieved when she told him this, but he knows that if she does ever start dating, he would have to go through that overprotective-ness all over again.

CHOI JONGHO was a little shocked when you told him jihoon was asked out on a date. he was happy and supportive of his son, especially when he came asking for advice on what he should do for his date. jongho seen it as like a nice bonding moment with his son. he also knew jihoon was nervous because of how he started singing while he was getting ready — he really only sings when he’s nervous.

[mydarlinginej]

read my full review of asap by axie oh here.

New York Times bestselling author Axie Oh’s ASAP is the much anticipated companion novel to beloved romance XOXO, following fan favorites Sori, the wealthy daughter of a K-pop company owner, and Nathaniel, her K-pop star ex-boyfriend, in a swoon-worthy second chance love story.

Sori has worked her whole life to become a K-pop idol, until she realizes she doesn’t want a life forever in the spotlight. But that’s not actually up to Sori—she’s caught between her exacting mother’s entertainment company and her father’s presidential aspirations. And as the pressure to keep her flawless public image grows, the last person she should be thinking about is her ex-boyfriend.

Nathaniel is off limits—she knows this. A member of one of the biggest K-pop bands in the world and forbidden from dating, he isn’t any more of an option now than he was two years ago. Still, she can’t forget that their whirlwind romance was the last time she remembers being really happy. Or that his family welcomed her into their home when she needed it most. . . .

So when Nathaniel finds himself rocked by scandal, Sori offers him a hideaway with her. And back in close quarters, it’s hard to deny their old feelings. But when Sori gets an opportunity to break free from her parent’s expectations, she will have to decide: Is her future worth sacrificing for a second chance at love?

my review:

We have all been awaiting a companion novel to XOXO with Sori and Nathaniel, and I genuinely screamed when we got the official announcement! I knew this book had the Potential because I loved the two of them in the first book and couldn’t wait to see more of them. Sweet and heartwarming, ASAP takes a bold chance on first love (again) and new dreams.

Sori has been training her entire life to debut, but recently, she’s realized that being and idol is no longer the path she wants to take. However, she’s still somewhat in the spotlight, with the weight of her parents’ expectations. She strikes a deal with her mother to let her pursue whatever she wants in exchange for mentoring Hyemi, a new trainee who’s set to debut in a new group called ASAP in two weeks. Meanwhile, she keeps crossing paths with Nathaniel, her ex-boyfriend and now-member of one of the biggest K-pop groups in the world. When he needs a place to get away from the paparazzi, she offers him her house and as they spend more time together, old feelings begin to arise.

I loved Sori’s character arc throughout this book! She’s struggling under both of her parents’ expectations, with her mother being her company’s CEO and her father running a presidential campaign. She no longer wants to debut and have to have her life be so public, but she still loves the thrill of dancing and singing and doesn’t fully want to let her mother down. As she helps Hyemi prepare to debut, she finds herself enjoying being a mentor. I also liked seeing her relationship with her mother progress throughout the story. Her mother has always wanted what was best for her, and Sori wants to return her love by helping her company in any way she can.

read my full review here.