#Needless to say I'll be disowned and I love my family greatly for all their greater attributes. I'm scared of that so so badly
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*faceplants*
I have a crush. I'm doomed.
#am i cooked#quite possibly#How did I not realise that in all the time everyone else around me was getting into relationships (as I so found out on Friday)#That I was happily focusing on cultivating this new friendship#But looking back#This is exactly the kind of softness I'd always dreamt of#And it's not like a head over heels crush. It's a calm appreciation and wanting to be in their presence#I always look forward to our texts and practically kick my feet and squeal when a reply or new msg comes in#But I can't allow myself to fully feel the joy of having this crush because I know that to my family#It'll be seen as some horrid disease or mal-begotten desires of the flesh#Needless to say I'll be disowned and I love my family greatly for all their greater attributes. I'm scared of that so so badly#And to be fair to my crush as well#They're in a similar situation#We both come from heavily religious families despite the diff in faith#And now I'm grappling with my morality and already declining relationship with religion#I can't afford to have this crush but oh how I want to ask them to take my hand and lay in the grass with me just for a moment#Our blue spring will pass soon but I want to experience it with the warmth of our clasped hands before it ends
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