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polysyndetonaddictsupportgroup · 2 months ago

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Part of mes like wondering about yuta nanami bonding time and my minds settled on yuta (plus second years) bake nanami a loaf of bread or something and yuta gives it to him in a very clear i wish to run away now way and it freeze frames nanami for like five minutes

No one told him it was for Yuuta specifically to give to Nanami until they were shoving it in his hands and kicking him through a door. Sometimes Yuuta reconsiders this friends thing.

Nanami had to go lie down after.

#Nanami is TRYING okay #like Nanami sort of thinks they fucked up raising kids the first time around #it wasn’t like that always #Tsumiki and Megumi were sort of the things he was proudest of #haibara had just died #the Zenin were banging down their door #the three of them all got together to protect their kids #it was what no one had done for him growing up #those were their fucking kids and they didn’t sacrifice them #until they did #Nanami feels like he was an utter failure of a not-dad the first time #he told himself he’d be better with Yuuta #it wouldn’t be the way it was the first time #and then suddenly two days in he was thrust right back into the same nightmare as the first time #Megumi unconscious #bleeding and dying #Tsumiki just. having all trust broken.#he’s sort of in a nightmare right now #and overwhelmed #I think he’d like to know he’s doing enough right that his kids still want to bake him bread

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