#NOOOOO DON'T WALK THROUGH THAT DOOR EVBO. IT'S GONNA BE PAIN AND MYSERY AND SADNESS | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

djevelbl · 14 days ago

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"this was it, there was no turning back now; when I go beyond this wall I'll get to live the life that I deserve — that everyone deserves. And I'll never have to return back to this nightmare of a place" ohhhh you sweet summer child. If only you knew. If only we could tell you. If only we could protect you, teach you, have you grow to learn what's up next in the journey.

If only your next steps were an informed choice, then maybe it wouldn't hurt to see you go.

Guess what tf I'm watching nowwww

#i love the sudden poetic commentary. dont mind me #anyway #get ready for Djevel's Descent Into Madness™ — PVP Civilization Edition!#pvp civilization #evbo pvpciv #evbo #live blogging #liveblogging #live watching #live reaction #live #brb imma go CRY #NOOOOO DON'T WALK THROUGH THAT DOOR EVBO. IT'S GONNA BE PAIN AND MYSERY AND SADNESS #but you can't hear me scream #you can't hear my pleas nor my begging. you can't hear my complaints or funny comments or the ways i show the care I've come to grow for u-#-in my heart.#you can't hear me. that's kinda the point of a fourth wall #you're in your own world. safeguarded away from our hands and our love and our pain and our hate #separate yet distinctly STILL a part of our world — not how you think yourself to be (not real) but still. a part of our world #in a sense i wish you to be just a fraction of what monika is. on the other hand i wouldn't wanna wish that pain on anybody ever #it's hard i guess. to see someone so alive and so carefree and yet KNOW that all of it is gonna be stripped away. and KNOW you can't do SHI #to grow care and love for somebody who CRAVES it and DESIRES it like it is the air they BREATHE. and yet they can't access it.#they don't know it EXISTS #i guess. in a sense. the way characters feel SO REAL reminds me that they ARE — they're just real in a sense that is inferior to OUR realit #and as such WE are the characters in the stories of those beyond the 5th wall #...do you believe. if we're characters in someone's story. that they feel that same pain WE feel when we can't save our favorite characters #that they weep with our sorrow and celebrate our every victory? that they cheer us on through every battle and get enraged on our behalf?#im not meaning to give anyone an existential crisis with this lol its just. who are we to say that were REAL real. that we're not CHARACTER #pvpciv!evbo believes he's real. and so he is. WE believe we're real. and so we are #... i like to think that whoever is watching from beyond the 5th wall feels like we do about our favorite characters

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