#NOOOO it's out of order now :( 😔

[mbgcreates]

HOW DID I MISS THIS WHEN GOING THROUGH THE CREATIVE STUFF WHAT 😭

Parenthood and a Selection of Egos (Headcanons)

Or rather, how well suited certain egos are for parenthood. I had to stick this under a read more bc it got so long. While I think this might be considered more niche in this particular fandom, here are some thoughts about this (word count 1673):

Dark

Depends on how much of a soft spot you headcanon him to have, and how strong his desire to defeat Actor is and how manipulative he can be

He absolutely is not suited for parenthood if his focus is still entirely on beating Actor and doing whatever it takes to get there

(However, I ascribe to the “stoic character that has a soft spot for a select few people,” so I am going that direction)

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[hard-core-super-star]

dhsjakak It's okay, no one is perfect ☝️ and I see why! and I also see why that author inspired you to write the first smut here- noooo this can be such a big problem most of the time lmao. there’s still time to do a part 2 of this list then 😶 okay, I wasn't expecting that and it's lovely- I mean, good to know that that's not what's happening then.

I didn't ignore kehskakak I just asked what was that, that's all. buuuuut if you're still interested in knowing, I could give you a number, but I can't think of one high enough to express that. I hope this helps. oh my... you actually admitted something without leaving the sentence unfinished 😲

I will adopt this as my job now 🫡 this IS a cool shirt, okay, I feel honored to have been honored with this shirt. I don't know why but it gives me a bit of a my chemical romance vibes. we can both be stubborn, can't we? 👀

I don't think you'll ever know, but I'll trust the jury to exonerate me. sorry asjsakjwk I was tired- but feel free to call me out if it happens again. waitwaitwait, you completely read it wrong, I said I won't stop finishing sentences haha ​​🤗 we definitely will, but I'll update you if I think of any examples.

LET'S GOOOOO my “I’m finally right” party WILL happen!!

HEYhekwkajska you need to reveal these thoughts, fairies died of curiosity. YOU REALLY BLINKED 😭😭 I'm so proud. well, about getting a good night's sleep, I don't know how to help, so maybe this request for help wasn't of much use- since ocean's 8 is a movie and the others are not, I'll start with it. so I'm worthy of it? 🥺 I am the star but the stars you give me are also stars... it's so confusing. but I'm not???? 🤨

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jsdghjlsjda thank you, thank you, i appreciate your understanding. they're all incredible and definitely my inspiration to keep working on my writing. yeah, those smut fics are...out of this world and they certainly got my mind moving toward smut so i was like well...might as well take a stab at this and i ended up really liking it lmao. it really is a problem. idk how i can have a neutral face on all the time except when i'm supposed to. i think a part 2 might be in order, yes. i'm glad to hear you think so even though it's definitely not happening.

mhmm, but in asking you created another question to avoid answering the one i asked. you already know i'm interested in knowing, so i'll accept this, even if there's no number included. it does help a little. yes because i'm not a brat 😶

sounds like a boring job but alright. i absolutely adore this shirt especially 'cause i bought it at their concert which was just such a mind-blowing experience. [somehow even more mindblowing than hearing tegan shout me out...which was officially a year ago, today. wild] honestly, i can see that too but i can't explain why either. we certainly can, little star.

i think you're relying on the jury a little too much, darling. it's fine, it just made me worry if i forgot to add the exception part lmao. oh, i see, now i'm the one who missed a part? good to know you'll keep finishing your sentences then...my darling star.

honestly, i'm tempted to take my words back just for fun but fine, you can have your party. i won't help you figure out those decorations though 😔

i don't think anyone needs to hear those thoughts. damn, you tell me to ask for help and then when i do, i don't get any? smh, what kind of support system is this? then again, i probably shouldn't have requested help from the one who goes to sleep at almost 4am some days. i really hope you like it! it's definitely a top comfort movie for me. i'm still debating...so maybe. it's really not that confusing...i think. you're a little star and i give you more stars as a gift/reward. we don't have to get into the logistics of it because then it really will get confusing.

[borathae]

noooo I literally picture the real jungkook to be literally EXACTLY how you described him, he's such a romantic softie & I really truly think that he's so respectful & considerate of peoples feelings. I just meant that one line "some boys are tryin' too hard, he don't try at all, though". Like you know those men or people in general, that try so desperately to be cool & impress someone they like, that they put on a whole different persona + end up achieving the complete opposite & most times looking like a complete douche or saying something disrespectful. It's always those mfs that think it's cool to drive life-threatening fast, you know what I mean? And Jungkook just has to walk into a room in the most basic outfit & you're like "that's the hottest, coolest person I've ever seen" and I mean yeah it's obviously bc he just is a very attractive dude but a big part of it is also how he carries & expresses himself.

Also glad I brought out your poetic side there, love you lots sibi 🖤

Btw read your last few rants & I just wanted to say, I know it's easier said than done but don't let those people get you down, make you feel bad about your writing or stunt your creativity. I think I've said it before but you're truly a gifted writer. I'm always so stunned when I'm on tumblr & find people like you that are so good at painting vivid pictures with their words & come up with such creative, deeply entangled stories that I'm like HOW THE FUCK DON'T MORE PEOPLE KNOW ABOUT YOU? HOW THE FUCK AM I ALLOWED TO READ THIS FOR FREE? Those are your stories & if people don't like it then they can just stop reading. Please don't let em stop you from creating magic in the form of words ✏💫

-song anonie

AAAAAH okay now I get it hahhaha I am sorry for assuming something wrong anonie!! I was honestly quite surprised at first, but now it makes sense what you actually meant HAHAH 💜💜 also omgm I totally agree omfg Jungkook honestly just has to be himself and he's excuding so much sweet person vibes omfg 🥺😔 some men wished they had what he has 😔😔💜

Also omg the last part of your message honestly made me go 😮🥺😭 in that order :( thank you so, so much! I don't know why I deserve this amazing compliment but omfg my heart is fluttering 😭😭💜💜

[karkles-does-things]

So like what are the vein/vine thingies on Callie's face from your TikTok thing? Was the mask possessing them? And why was Simeon crying (apart from the fact that Callie is ripping him to pieces ajsnnd)? Who was that other dude next to Simeon?

*pulls up PowerPoint presentation* I am so glad you asked :-)

Okay okay so one at a time lol I’ll go in order of essentials

First of all no the mask has nothing to do with what happened the mask has never done anything wrong ever <3

The guy next to Simeon is the Captain of the military unit they were traveling with. The three of them got separated from the rest of the group a while ago, and agreed to regroup at this place called The Asylum, where Callie heard the Weird Shit that’s been going down is coming from. Simeon knows where the Asylum is so he‘s been leading them through the death swamp.

Callie Simeon and the Captain (his name is Larry) dick around in the death swamp for a while and get into and out of trouble a bit before ending up in this place I’ve been calling Clown Town

With a bunch of clown-shaped spirits of “fuck your sanity and fuck you”

The veins and fluid leaking from Callie’s various facial orifices are actually a result of the evil brain parasite that crawled into their nose the day before this scene goes down 😊😊😊

See the Clown Town clowns agreed to give them safe passage through their territory in exchange for the three of them going on a harmless little nature hike that turned out to be a face-your-fears-fest

So the three of them trip balls about what they’re all afraid of and long story short Simeon is like “HA JOKES ON YOU I definitely as taking them everywhere BUT The Asylum I’ve just been leading them around in circles lol”

And of COURSE all the hallucinations end right there because the clowns arranged all this for maximum drama 👌👌👌 because they’re dicks

So the Captain flips his shit because he’s been worried as hell about his men and he and Simeon start throwing down

Meanwhile Callie has been doing their Very Best emotional repression for a while now because Simeon maybe kinda completely tried to fuck them over in the LAST shitty town they went to

And they forgave him (or tried to) but like. They don’t even know the extent to which it hurt them

So at first Callie’s like “noooo ahaha why fight aha”

But then something happens not sure what, just something really tiny? Like they go to get between the boys and one of them shoves them back probably idk

Point is Callie finally FINALLY snaps. Just fucking. “aren’t you tired of being nice don’t you just wanna go ape shit” and commits a FUCK ton of arson. Legitimate murderous intent.

And then when things calm down a bit they kinda kick themself for even trusting either of these fuckwads in the first place and. Leave.

But the problem is that since their fear hallucination already involved a lot of body horror they deff did NOT think that the worm crawling into their nose was something that actually happened and they end up slipping into delirium and fucking collapsing an embarrassingly short distance away.

Morning comes, Callie’s gone, the Captain and Simeon freak the fuck out, aaaaaand they find them like that.

Simeon is crying because at this point he officially gives a shit 😔😔😔 maybe even more than one

Hope this clears things up ^_^

EDIT: THIS HAS BEEN REWORKED SIGNIFICANTLY BUT I AM STILL LEAVING THIS UP

[heleneplays]

Hi besties, currently back at it again and I am SO funny to take 2 weeks to get back to this, really big brained of me 🤡

but before all I continue, can I just say how much I appreciate my browser cookies to continue to have my beloved save untouched? iconic of it <3

ANYWAYS!!! ONWARDS TO CHAPTER 2!!!

HELLOOOOO chapter header my beloved :) I am honestly in LOVE with how each chapter has its own header, like bITCH(affectionate)!!!!!!! tHE FUCKING EFFORT AND ARTISTRY.....

MOVING ON so we are now in the 'meeting zhu who is in his worstie era' and honestly i STILL go ✌🏻😘

ANYWAYS its starting properly and we have Ted "Stevo" Stevenson, pilot extraordinaire who's both the funniest AND infuriating man who could outclown me 😔

'He's still talking. He never seems to stop.'

Personally I am the most quiet person I know (lies) and I hate talkative people (truth) unless i vibe with them (half-half) and Stevo? Bestie, good luck :)

hold on i see a Sam nugget.

'If this is Sam playing a practical joke on you again, you'll skin them alive.'

JAMES NOOOO KXNJDXKKX IF MY MC IS A FOOL WHO FALLS FOR PRANKS, THAT'S ON THEM >:0

ok but prankster!Sam rise!!!!!

BUT ANYWAYS

OOOO i need to take notes again.

*note* we are wrapped in all-consuming fur, so i'll have to update Helene's chapter 2 fashion design to have more of it :)

OK OK OK OK

*note* MC outfit is composed of a russian style hat, long thermal jacket, woolen gloves, and boots. probably.

................ not me spotting a typo over here right now, in this year of 2022.

'He speaks fEnglish with an upper-class British accent'

*note* Zhu is on the short-side, slight but well proportioned; strikingly handsome.

have to bold it for the zhumancers. if you're reading this, you are seen, you are heard, and congrats on you and your mans <3

*note* Zhu has smooth skin (baby!!!), delicate features, long lashes (BITCH I WISH I HAD LONG LASHES), and a very symmetrical face. Hidden strength & very controlled. Truly in his worstie era.

Also for the love of all that is good and holy yes i WILL take tea. lemme sip some of that true tea, hunty 💅🏻

(CRINGE)

Jian Zhu-- I have SOME thoughts about how his name would be spelled in Pinyin, but this system wasnt used until 1958 >< and i'm not a professional or anything, I've just been reading about it 👉🏻👈🏻

Honestly; Chinese naming conventions have a complicated history and it varies depending on the area and culture of the family-- but generally, Given names usually symbolize an aspiration and are wanted to be as lucky (in meaning) as possible. Oh, and Surname-Firstname is the format, unless the name is westernized!

ANYWAYS. sorry to segway, I am currently studying China for a finals project in one of our Economics classes, and part of our introduction includes basic background info and social conventions so 😹😹😹

MOVING ON!!

He really said "I am working for the Chinese Government." and I went "So you're a spy?" and he basically goes "Yeah, what about it?" AND I AM FUCKING SENT

Also ksksksks "So why me?" "Because I needed you." is a sentence I would usually associate with romantic meaning, but LMAOOOOOOOO I am a PROFESSIONAL and you better bet I am out here :)

*note* Stone of Shambala - green stone; heals and kills via love/anger sides; death via immolation :)

Mentally I am wondering whether these powers are all contained in the Carxite, or if like. they're specialized. But that's for the later books for me to know, and none of y'all to percieve rn :)

*note* HANDWRITING IN ITALIAN

christ i should've also noted what languages are canonically learned by a Linguist!Spillane but ANYWAYS

:))) Zhu's mask cracking when you ask "I thought the Nazis were allies of China. Why are you opposing them?" has got me smiling because even underneath all his training, there are still things he considers... important enough to disobey orders for :)

AND FINALLY WE ARE NOW ABOUT TO START THE TREK!!!!!!!!! Start trek... star trek 🤡

MOVING ON DOT ORG

4 hours later??? wHACK

OK Stevo honey I am still shaking you like a glowstick in my mind bc WHY oh WHY!!! are u clowning on top of the icy wastes. This is why your ass is getting kicked :(

AUGHHHHHH im not going to be mean (chants) im NOT going to be mean (CHANTS LOUDER)

Nicknames time!!!

OH GOD. JAMES WHY!!!!!!!

for funsies I went the Dr. Spillane route this time.

"Call me Dr. Spillane." "That sounds like you're about to give--"

I HATE IT HERE!!!!

*clenches fist* I am going to be SO professional AND normal about this

YOU KNOW WHAT. *UNPRO'S YOUR STATE.*

HH HHH HHH HCURSED TEXT MY BELOATHED

severely tempted to leave rn but UGH im committing. The things I do FOR love 😔😔😔

hhhh hh nicknames time!!! missing my Peaches moment so I am going to get that one. Achievement hunting will be saved when I save up and buy the game on Steam as well, since purchase transfers don't go if you buy it in the Playstore... anyways.

Dino-hunter-- WHACK moment,,, besmirching the good name of paleontology 😔

.......... AND finally, my moment has arrived!

Peaches my beloved :)

*note* we also now have snow goggles :)

HHHHHhhhhHhHh aand NOW we have our first fight encounter :))))

Mentally I wanna go say I shoot first but I have to remember that Helene's descent to immediately choosing death with 0 provocation against Nazis happens AFTER ch 3, for reasons :)

........BUT THEN AGAIN........

Local Lesbian devolving to violence, more at 11 :)

Killcount: 7

AND OF COURSE IM INVESTIGATING THE CAVE :)

Killcount: 9

ANYWAYS now at camp, debriefing myself with Zhu & deets on Op. Lyngvi and it really IS 6 relics of power 🤡 i KEEP miscounting shit smh

*note* Operation Lyngvi are headed by as follows || Devised: Heinrich Himmler | Oversight: Albrecht Schneider | 2nd: Dietricg Paulus | Outside Arch. Consultant: María García Pérez

You know. It's very interesting to read Zhu's energy & patriotism, and how well James captures the feeling!!!! I say this as a Filipino who knows and has lived her entire life being fed that take; and honestly, i'm just 🤝🏻🤝🏻🤝🏻 so badly, because there is a certain amount of love involved in doing actions for the benefit of the good of your home. Not that it erases the horrors of what he DID for it, but AGAIN. 🤝🏻🤝🏻🤝🏻

....also for a hot moment i thought i saw a typo but it turns out my laptop screen is just scrummy 🤡🤡🤡

MOVING ON

backstory time and once again i am taking notes!!!!

*note* Zhu's family supported nationalists against Communists, and was reaching the end of his education when civil war broke out and got collected to be trained. He was trained in the academy for 4 years, before serving the gov't in Nanjing. Firearms, Unarmed Combat, Stealth, Deception and Lock Picking. Seduction and Sex as well, I guess.

Not me accidentally hitting the flirt option there, OOP... Helene's heart will always belong to María, but in this run, i guess its ok tl flirt w/ people as a treat <3

*note* Zhu is an only child 🥺

*note* WENJIE...........

ok but not me weeping over "I saw the need for it. My feelings were unimportant. He failed the cause. Such failure should not be tolerated." BITCH HELP HELPPPPPP,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

LANGUAGES: ITALIAN, a lil bit of tibetan script, MANDARIN

*note* ok not to be here with the tea but im also just. gomna leave "(...)The things he has done... entire villages put to death in his orders, women, children, and men alike." here.

...

yeah.

OKAY i just percieved the time and it's LATE (2:22 am) and this is literally like. the first ⅓ of the chapter, so once again I am cutting it off here and continuing later!!!

thank for reading and see u in 12-18 hours :)

Replaying Relics of the Lost Age Book 1 rn just for fun and im gonna go liveblog my thoughts but under a cut :)

anyways just to start its been roughly like 2 months since i last replayed if only to add in a save for relics 2 but ANYWAYS

can i get a hell yea from out there bc honestly the prologue SLAPS but i do want to throttle myself bc its kinda mid chapter 1 when i can set my ethnicity 🥺 and if i was less observant i'd have HAD to restart everything bc im a dumb bitch

ANYWAYEEE SPEAKING OF WHICH

once again i am out here t-posing with Grandpa Jack & Grandma Molly :)

I KEEP FORGETTING THAT THEY CAN'T GET MARRIED AND I JUST LOOKED INTO MY DRAFTS THAT HAD A SMILING JACK AND MOLLY HOLDING A MARRIAGE CERTIFICATE IN AN OLD POST

anyways while.... thats illegal u know what. im hcing Molly as an excellent forger. she cooks it up and its a good display :)

ON ANOTHER NOTE

i???? almost forgot esme is also a good drawer-- i mean artist-- but hEY the more you reread :)

"I can't imagine you as a proper English acristocrat--" "Nor could I! all those tedious balls and jaunts to the country. An endless procession of dreary suitors chosen by papa. And all that fucking tea!" ESME I LOVE YOU BABY

anyways be back with yall later <3