#NEFF 💜

[cosmicdreamt]

[[ A lil talk of mental health under the cut ]]

[[ Doing the work for therapy is HARD y'all. It's a lot of reopening wounds and really understanding and acknowledging them so they can heal PROPERLY instead of the temporary patch job that's normally done and it's a big reason why I haven't been as active on here. It's really allowing myself to properly grieve about the way people who were supposed to be my safety and security abused me and seeing the true colors of other people through their actions. In this that includes that recognizing people don't have to be BAD people to hurt you and it just shows they're incapable of supplying you with your needs, nothing more.

I suppose Neff has even more in common with me than was intended in that regard 💀

Anywho, maybe someday I'll find the motivation to be back here more regularly. I still have the replies I owe in my drafts - thank y'all for being so patient with me and sticking around as per usual.

While my motivation to write is lacking I do still have a bit more motivation to chat here and there. This week was rough but I'm starting to feel better ( a big thank you to the bf @needlenxggin who has been the most loving caring compassionate understanding soul I've ever had the honor of being able to love uwu ) so we'll see how things go.

Until then, don't forget to drink your water, take your meds, eat, breathe, loosen those shoulders, unclench your jaw, and take care of yourselves 💜 ]]

[pacificglovebox]

Kori, you're really cute and I love the beanie you've got on! 💜 Neff-ing else to say (yes, I'm doing a pun based on the hat logo)

FYI calling me cute is good for your mental health because you’ve given me a praise buff you can be proud of ✨

[cosmicdreamt]

*rolls in here* EM

firstly ofc, happy new year!!!! i'm grateful that i got to meet you this year and just...shoot the shit about our muses and just

*smooshes u* im not good w/ putting this into proper words but i'm glad we met and i hope u have a great year to come!!! <3

End of Year Thots || @mundanemiseries

[[ KEWWIN MY BEWOVED

Listen I had seen you around often and I finally decided to just take the chance and follow you. With so many bad experiences here there's a reason I went private and selective - but there's two people this year that I'm glad I decided to overcome my fears and anxieties to follow and you're one of them uwu You're so fun and sweet to talk to and talking about Rae and Neff always makes me so warm and fuzzy💜

I'm happy we met, too. I wuv you so much and I hope to have another fun year with you around c: ]]

[cosmicdreamt]

[[ Last shift of the year and then I have things I want/ need to do. I wanna finish editing draft 1 of my story and then send it out to more people. I also wanna work on more art for it and get Astraeus and Fenn out. I wanna finish drafting Neff's designs for her cafe and deity verses. So much to do in a week but if I focus I know I can do it uvu

And I hope y'all will be there to see it all when it's done 💜 ]]

[cosmicdreamt]

[[ Hello it's cold and I'm sleepy and lurking but allow me to be sappy for a moment.

Just another little thank you to you guys for being around and having interest in my story - and for also taking an interest in me as a person. I lot has happened through the years that has made me uhh...

Well y'all know Neff started off as my vent OC so I project a lot onto her. I'm getting better about loving myself and taking care of myself but sometimes I still feel very lacking. But when you guys talk about how you love my writing and my art and say I'm fun to talk to it makes me very happy and I treasure it, I really do.

So thank you for wanting to create with me 💜 Thank you for finding me and the stories I write worthy of being thought about by you. I want y'all to know how much I appreciate you guys, truly. ]]

[cosmicdreamt]

✨ Self-appreciation time~! List five of your favorite works, be it in the form of pieces of writing, graphics, icons, drawings, code, and so on. Then, if you're feeling up to it, pass this on to five more blogs! ✨

[[ OKAY so this took me a while to get to because I am such an indecisive person 😂 I also wanted to stay away from the projects I just finished writing cause I feel like that's cheating in a way but just know I am very proud of those as well thus far

I still ended up adding a bonus pic but

Neff's Dreamer outfit. I really wanted to go for something fun but also practical enough because even though it's fantasy I wanted to to really represent her. And she's a practical lady~

Her Dreamer weapons! These are the most recent that are actually in the Dreamer Guidebook I wrote but since it's something I was working on before I started writing I decided to count it as a separate piece. Her main is the dagger and from the moonstone centerpiece can she summon her dreamcatcher staff. I usually don't design weapons so I was happy these came out really well!

Beach Neff! She just looks really soft and playful and like hugging her would feel comfy and warm :'>

Stardust tears! I don't get to incorporate the fact that Neff does have sparkly tears in my writing (and the one time I could have done it I FOROGT LOL) so having visual is kinda nice.

A comfy lady drinking coffee and wearing your shirt. She just looks very alluring uwu

WInk wink~ This tied with number 5 for the same reason. These last 2 pieces just really capture her more playful and flirty personality and the power she can hold when she's actually confident so c:

A lot of the writing I'm most proud of are.....actually one shots I've written on google docs I'm too shy to share so I'll stick to just drawing for now LMAO I'd love to write more drabbles on this blog so maybe if this comes back in the future I'll have some writing to add to it then.

Anywho thanks for giving me the chance to show off and babble! I love my daughter so much and I really do wanna share her with people who are genuinely willing and interested 😭Thank you for finding ways to reach out and engage I appreciate it a lot 💜]]

[cosmicdreamt]

MAUVE = You are really talented BLUSH = Seeing you on my dash makes my day a little better. INDIGO = I’ve been following you for a long time FUCHSIA = Your blog content is gold RAZZMATAZZ = I would share my favourite food with you LAVENDER = You inspire me

Love me or not ( Accepting ) || @the-expatriate

[[ Y'ALL ARE TRULY SO SWEET TO ME AND FOR WHAT?? LIKE MAN 😭 Maybe I've just humbled myself a little too much but it really does just make my heart happy that people see my content and actively enjoy it??? That you guys see Neff and go 'ah yes I want to see this art/read this info about her/see what shenanigans she's up to today'. And that you guys even see ME as a MUN posting and are interested in what I'm up to. I give you an internet hug Nat thank you 💜 ]]

[cosmicdreamt]

[[ Happy New Year everyone! I'm home and very very tired so I'm just gonna be relaxing and resting the rest of the night 💜 I blow you all a smooch and sneak in a little reminder that my and Neff's birthday is on the 10th of this month so yknow 👀👀 ]]

[cosmicdreamt]

SCARLET = You have influenced my decision/thoughts on something.

MAROON = You taught me something new.

CINNAMON = You’re a really cool person and admire you from afar.

MAUVE = You are really talented

BLUSH = Seeing you on my dash makes my day a little better.

INDIGO = I’ve been following you for a long time

FUCHSIA = Your blog content is gold

WINE = You make me feel kinda funny, like when we used to climb the rope in gym class

SAFFRON = I love your ideas

TIMBERWOLF = I trust you

TANGERINE = I love your aesthetic

BURGUNDY = I get excited when I see posts from you

Love me or not ( Accepting ) || @kingdom-of-mxginica

[[ YOU. I GRAB YOU AND PUT YOU IN MY POCKET 💜 I hope you know just how much I appreciate you and how happy it makes me that you think so highly of me 😭 I truly never imagined so many people to consider me and Neff a memorable part of their lives so I'm just AAAAA???? Thank you thank you ilu and I'm sending you good vibes and energyyyyy ]]

[cosmicdreamt]

I love neff so much??? Like other than being like the coolest person ever™ she is such a fascinating character and I love her so much. Also all the work that you put into her??? It's inspiring to just see you do your own thing and just work on it. Made me go and finally write some stuff I had been hesitant abt tbh

Positivity Hours || @inseparableduo

[[ WWWWW Nico what the heck this is so sweet of you 😭 It makes me happy to know I helped inspire you to go forth and drop that lore. Neff really is so very special to me and I need to remember why I made her in the first place, but some days it's harder than others to not feel so....idk? Mediocre? Uninspiring? Just kinda there?

But thank you for being an angel and taking the time out of your day to send this is 💜It really does help a lot more than you'd ever know and I'm glad you brought the twins back! They're as equal parts complex as they are just funky lovable lil gremlins and I'm happy we're interacting! ]]

[k-l-a-n-c-e-a-c-a-d-e-m-y]

IDK WHAT THIS SAYS BUT I SUPPORT NEFF 100%

weve been mutuals for years and my japanese is better than deltas so youre legally obligated to love me more than her >:(

それは真実かも、でも私はあんた二人より日本語が上手だよ。とにかくにジェームズは泥棒猫だしデルタにいじめるから、大嫌い。

[cosmicdreamt]

[[ I've cursed myself to have gone to bed early enough times that I'm now AWAKE earlier than usual but hello everyone here's the next schedule.

Mon-Wed I'm working on my second side story. I aim to try and get it done within those three days. Friday and Saturday I'll be on to work on drafts.

February will be my overview month. I'll be making sure the side stories are to my liking, make the art for it, and release it here once I'm done. Then I'll be making a more detailed outline for Neff's story (the big one) and officially start writing it in MARCH. That said I'll be around here more next month and will be asking for some help/opinions/suggestions with said story.

Thursday is my rest day but if I remember I'll post a starter call.

Have a good week everyone 💜 See you Friday! ]]

[cosmicdreamt]

[[ Hewwo friends! Just a lil update and reminder that I'm really only here officially on Fridays and Saturdays since I'm doing this project.

And speaking of, my first draft of the first side story is complete! Both of these are going to be fairly short (the first draft is currently only 4 pages long ) so if both end up the same length you can expect the total to be between 8-10 pages in total.

Goal is to read through and edit this until I'm satisfied, then work on the second story, rinse and repeat, work on the artwork for this, and then I'll post it here.

Another reminder that I posted the Dreamer Guidebook back on my birthday and I highly recommend you give that a read before these side stories. It'll help you understand just a bit easier what's being referenced in them. You can read the guidebook in the pinned post on my blog c:

Once these side stories are completed it'll be time to work on Neff's big story. This one won't be done nearly as fast since it's got the most meat in it but seeing as how I'm currently very ahead of my current schedule I'm fairly certain it'll be done this year as intended c: I WILL be taking more breaks in between writing hers so I don't get burnt out so maybe then I'll be around Tumblr more too. I may be asking you guys for just a little help with the big one too so we'll see when it's time~

Thank you all for being so patient with me here (and also interested in her story with me!). I'll see you guys in a couple of days 💜 ]]

[cosmicdreamt]

I really like how your oc is developed, and the world around them. I look forward to reading more of your stuff when you have the time and energy to write here! Also hopefully 2023 is a good year- someone as dependable as you is deserving of a good year

[[ 🥺🥺 Weeehhhh that's so very sweet on you Nonnie!! I've been working and reworking Neff's lore for literally years and this is the year I finally immortalize it and put it out there for y'all to see! I'm really excited to show you guys what I've poured my heart into and I hope you guys can love Neff as much as I do 💜💜

And YOU are just as deserving of a good year. You take the time out of your day to send positivity and well wishes to others - an act of such good and selfless intentions deserves to be met with karma 10x as positive so I hope the good energy reaches you ^^ Here's to a good 2023 for the both of us! ]]

[k-l-a-n-c-e-a-c-a-d-e-m-y]

Omg... this must mean... you LOVE me more than just love... you SUPER LOVE ME!!!!

Like this post if you love me

[cosmicdreamt]

You’re an amazing person and a good friend. Seeing you on my dash is always a treat! Keep being awesome and I hope to see more of you and your muse!

[[ 🥺🥺 Wwwwwwwwwww this is so sweet thank you so much for saying so. I'm not perfect but I really do try my best to be a good person so I'm really happy you think so <3 Hopefully there will be a lot more of me and Neff starting next year so we hope you'll stick around to see what adventures await!

Blows you a smooch 💜]]