#My homies dont know I fw with this

[baconcolacan]

I honestly sweat a little when people come over from my not shippy Eddsworld art, just to see I’m a basic bitch guy who likes when the blue one kisses the red one, and also likes TO kiss the eyebrows guy

[blkkizzat]

bestie don't dox me please I can't let the homies know I fw you're Gojo fics cause he's frfr ugly to me but like your writing is peak tho—

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🍄 nonny! i gotchu, i gotchu! don't worry babes you aren't the first to accidentally dox themselves so i wouldn't have posted without asking!!

tysm though!! haha hopefully you will like invisible man!gojo that i will post before the end of the month :)

(lowkey i do not like gojo either kjhfkjhdfk. he isnt ugly to me but the man IRKS and i only like gojo when hes being extremely humbled in fics cause hes a big fuckin loser *otaku!gojo* or he's absolutely diabolical cause hes a crazy villian *invisible man!gojo* but either way the desire to humble him like a dog at my feet runs deep but shhhhhh dont tell anyone. people think i like this man fjkhfdjhvdbj)

[stargir1z]

im so chill w everything like ppl can crush my heart into bits and ill b like ‘ok cool’ ... so i really cant understand when ppl feel personally attacked when others make a decision to put someone else/themselves first

[sortagaysortahigh]

Yo would it be totally weird to ask you what your whole coming out was like? As in when you knew you liked girls? Because I don’t really have any funds that aren’t straight and I’m just always curious to hear about other people’s stories 😬🥰

I rhink ive told this story before but ive always known i liked girls, when i told my mom as a kid she said i just thought my friends were pretty and didn’t understand actual attraction and stupid shit like that so i suppressed all of it.

Also my family is either v catholic or v baptiste christian so the homophobia is IMPECCABLE, the FLAVOR. Anyways so i came out as “bisexual” in high school just for my mom to try and deem it as a phrase and then say aome shit like “at least youll marry a man and have kids” but then lol people in my supposed friend group outed me and my mother outed me to my family so the homophobia was so flavorfull and just delish. Like wow getting called the f slur but make it spanish, ugh the range they have 😩😩😩. I also had friends not fw me anymore bc they thought i was into them like bitch youre not my type go suck a dick bye.

Then i was honestly just rlly lowkey about like sex and shit. I dated a few dudes and fornicated and faked it. And one of my relationships w a guy was extremely traumaric for me but i also have a lot of trauma when it comes tommen so ppl tried to deem that as to why i “was fake gay” lol. Then my senior year of highschool i had a gf and our relationship was HELLA lowkey like nobody knew bc she was still in the closet but one person found out and outed me to that entire school (it was a new school for me and it was v conservative) so lol i fought a lot of ppl but we ended up breaking up bc of her family being literal racists.

Anyways flash forward to my freshman year of college when i was srill on my bisexual-pretend to like men to please your family and fight your internalized homophobia-shit but i was still getting freaky w girls bc its college snd i had the freedom to eat all the pussy and ass i wanted. But then i met the loml (shes still v much the loml but we have a lot to work on) and she rlly helped me realize that i was a raging homosexual and i hate men. So i started coming out slowly to a few v understanding and accepting people but not my family.

Then sophomore year was when I came out to more of my family including my mom-I came out AGAIN as a lesbian and she was more accepting but shes still homophobic. Shes on that “im okay with it if its not MY CHILD” bullshit. But then this bitch really outed me again-my oldest brother was rhe most accepting and my sperm donor aka my gene giver aka my father is v homophobic and wont acknowledge it and he even says shit like “when your sister gets married and has a husband one day” to my younger brothers, im slways like “i am the husband” bc i think im funny. But nah my family doesnt rlly rock w my gay shit but i really truly dont give a fuck anymore and im not out to all of them solely because i know ill end up cutting them off and probably sending my old ass grandma on my dads side into a heart attack and idk shes always been the homie so ima tell her ass on her desth bed.

Most of my college friends and my two best friends in the whole wide world are very accepting of me and some of them figured i was just a big ole lesbian bitch when we first met bc i wasnt one to talk about gobbling snd swallowing men but wheb theyd talk ab girls id be in that bitch like sugar in coca cola. But even now some people dont know that im gay bc i dont include that in my social media bios or feeds other than tumblr bc as an afro latinx woman i face enough discrimination as is when it comes to networking and job/volunteer opportunities. I just make gay jokes until they catch on and hesistate to ask me if im a lesbian then im like “me??? A lesbian?? Why would you ever think that. I love men *gag* i just love penis *agressive gagging*”

But yeah my coming out story isnt that positive. I have some accepting people in my life and some that arent. It wasnt a big ole “im proud of you for accepting who you are” type thing snd i didnt get a rainbow cake and shit but idk im comfortable in my sexuality and i love women so for me im happy. Like after coming out and accepting who I was and dealing w all of my internalized issues I really learned to love myself the most.

[kingscarred]

ANSWER THE FOLLOWING SO PEOPLE KNOW HOW SHIPS WORK ON YOUR BLOG.

WHAT’S YOUR OTP FOR YOUR MUSE? :  i don’t particularly have one honestly? i ship based on complete chemistry, though the concept of zira x scar has never bothered me. and shere kahn x scar tbh.

WHAT ARE YOU WILLING TO WRITE WHEN IT COMES TO SHIPPING?   damn near everything except for smut or really suggestive nsfw themes. im just not comfortable with it, especially since my muse is literally an animal. not into that idea at all tbh.

HOW LARGE DOES THE AGE GAP HAVE TO BE TO MAKE IT UNCOMFORTABLE?   no minors. any age besides that for scar doesn’t bother me. 

ARE YOU SELECTIVE WHEN SHIPPING?   more so yes than no. im picky with who i ship with because if there isn’t chemistry between scar and your character, it won’t happen. plus i view scar to me aromantic and asexual and merely see zira x scar as a convenience for scar to get an heir as sad as that is.

HOW FAR DO STEAMY MOMENTS HAVE TO GO BEFORE THEY’RE CONSIDERED NS/FW?   anytime anything suggestive happens with genitalia ig?

WHO ARE OTHER MUSES YOU SHIP YOUR MUSE WITH?   okay so ive been talking with jungletooth and im really not opposed to shere kahn and scar being a thing like at all honestly LOL. i actually think it would be super cute especially since they’re very similar in a few ways. even if they were just homies doing evil stuff like aw. destructive babies.

ANY NOTPS?   nala x scar. sorry, but no. i know it was supposed to happen between scar and nala in the sense that he’d want to pursue her, but no. i won’t write it, but because i try to portray a character as accurately as possible i will mention his minor affections towards nala if need be in a thread. but i wont write ship threads for it. sorry not sorry.

DOES ONE HAVE TO ASK TO SHIP WITH YOU?   yes please. i just think its common courtesy to ask but if you send me shippy memes or anything like that, i dont mind at all. but anything that could lead to nsfw or something, please ask.

HOW OFTEN DO YOU LIKE TO SHIP?  whenever i feel the mood or something leads in that direction.

ARE YOU MULTISHIP?   yuh. 

ARE YOU SHIP-OBSESSED OR SHIP MORE-OR-LESS?   i honestly prefer writing regular threads though im not opposed to shipping threads. but for my particular muse, its less often than more. i just dont see scar having all those thoughts as much as others, yknow?

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SHIP IN YOUR CURRENT FANDOM?   my favorite ship in the fandom? i love kiara and kovu and honestly i dont mind any others. anything with vitani too. i have tons of muse for her as well.

FINALLY, HOW DOES ONE SHIP WITH YOU?   message me, send me a shippy meme, but ask if it could go anything beyond fluff or casual stuff.

TAGGED BY:   me. TAGGING:   jungletooth and anyone else tbh.