#My head hurts ngl
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Assembling Coraline's model is going well, I've found all the pieces of her outfit, now I just need to figure out how to get the textures right and export them all as a rigged model in a format where those textures actually get preserved.
Yeah if it wasn't obvious I know nothing about working with 3D Models. If this post happens to reach anyone familiar with working with Xenoblade models I'd really appreciate some advice here.
#I am severely limited by my lack of understanding of what I am doing#Xenoblade#Xenoblade X#XCX#Coraline#Cross Xenoblade#blender#3d modling#My head hurts ngl
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dunno if i’m doing something wrong but unknowable domain is such a drag… i don’t care that i deal 42 million dmg when it’s not even a visible portion of boss health. i don’t care about bonus effects when they take ten seconds to finish the attack animation. damn… getting the right scepters is also pain in the butt, without them your team is just stuck for 40 minutes in a fight. i don’t like this expansion. not to mention that the playstyles are very unfair among each other. seems like fua run is the most broken one, followed by break (imo they’re similar, but you won’t do much without specific break characters, but fua characters are pretty much all good), but playing dot or ultimate is nothing but suffering tbh
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yet another vw wip for this week's wip wednesday bc i have zero (0) self control and so. so. so many thoughts abt them
#vashwood#trigun#trigun maximum#vash the stampede#nicolas d wolfwood#mine#wip#lmao ngl this looks like it could be done but it is not!!!! it is not :3c#please join me on my journey of creating more and more elaborate merch#where the setup and trying to vizualize how the pieces should fit make my head hurt 🤯#(but yes this will be a charm and it has multiple parts and i really hope it comes out like i planned it to)#merch stuff#actually my caption is a lie i have SO much self control#because this much? this is me holding back#i want to draw SO MUCH of them i want to read fanfic i want to rewatch tristamp and finish the 98 anime and finish the manga#i wanna admire other ppl's fanart and cosplays and theory vids and edits and everything just everything.#but NO. i live in a capitalist society and i have to WORK. I HAVE DEADLINES 😭😭😭
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im playing ddd
#also sorry i like bat wings on riku tehe (does a peace sign#traverse town part 2 makes my head hurt a little bit#doodles#sora#riku#kh sora#kh riku#kingdom hearts#soriku#i think neku and joshua wld be real tired of their shit ngl
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🩰 tangled ribbons books available to buy!!
so you all may remember that about 2 and a half years ago (oh my god) i did a limited print run of tangled ribbons! when i did that run, i ordered some extras both in case something happened and so i would have something else on my table as i was doing my first con and i was a little low on items
however, i still have these in stock and i'm trying to clean out some of my stuff, so they're now available on my kofi with some of my miraculous merch!!
you can either buy the book alone for 10 usd, or for 14 usd you can also get a print and two die cut stickers!
not only that, but i do have mystery bags of exclusively miraculous merch for 25 usd if you'd like to check those out! they'll later be listed on my etsy, but for now they're ko-fi exclusive! get it here!
since you're reading this post i'll let you in on a little secret, the mystery bags contain this print and both die cut stickers if you don't want to double buy!
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#tangled ribbons#miraculous ladybug#ml#ok i dont wanna use any more tags so consider reblogging ty ty#i got covid/flu vax yesterday and my head HURTS so i wanna lay down so this isn't a very good post but yeehaw#realized earlier i could just. put these on here. bc i was gonna try bigcartel but its a lot more expensive now#and all my other stuff is on etsy but The Risks#figured we'll start here try etsy later#the reason i still have stock is uhhh none of my books sell at cons ngl#the only time someone even picked up a tangled ribbons was to be really rude about it so i would rather not bring it to cons anymore SLDKJF#i also just have more stuff for my table now and i wanna have newer stuff on there#anyway consider sharing thanks bye#(i have an ml print on my etsy if you wanna take a look there i literally have SO MANY bc they sent me like 150% extra#and i don't sell prints well (i'm definitely moving away from 8x10s that's for sure if i do anymore) so yeah. take a peak
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Writing is hard. Drawing is hard. I want to do both-
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throwing up rn this shoujo is hitting me in the guts rn w the reality checks 💀 uhm. Shit dude
#i think itll become smth i adore ngl#fl protag#crossdressing/genderfucky antagonist/love interest w obsession issues and#&^$&*>*$*#like no that hit to hard#not to mention the isekai part like i havent seen a story go so hard w/ the trauma and fuckups of the first life#esp w/ her brother IM GETTING GUTPUNCHED#reminded me i pissed my brother off for a total of 30 mins and started groveling instantly like i know I KNOWWW#theres times i would Not have done that nd ignored him bc of my own issues that subsequently made his issues worse bc#he didnt have anyone on his side 💣💣#infeel so bad for the MC but i also feel so goddamn bad for her brother#missing those small signs bc youre caught up in your own head to the point thay something so darastic happens...#sobbing#toe babbles#my heart hurts my brain fumbling
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flabbergasted that mouthwashing fans keep referring to curly's post-crash conditions as "body horror" like oh my fucking lord youre pissing me off so bad. that is a disabled man. he is a burn victim and an amputee. beyond eveyrthing aelse about his character and the surreal segments in the game. he is not body horror!!!!!!
#these people also would tag people who are born with different facial structures as body horror .#pisses me off ngl#among many things#i think today im just mad bc my head hurts bad
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What is family?
For a long long time, Rae only knew his family a mother who was trapped in a land he never knew of. He found his purpose in trying to find and free her. She was his family through blood. He cared for her.
Then came along two little lab assistants who cared. They brought him food, made him take breaks and listened to him when he needed to be heard. They became his family through choice. He loved them.
Through horrid pain he found out that a woman, a goddess, who had tortured his friends and used them as tools, was his second mother. She was his family through blood. He loathed her.
He came to learn that he had a sibling somewhere, wandering the world. He found hope in that knowledge; hope that one day he could find his blood family. He held out hope.
And then he found them. Through the God of Creation, he found his brother. They ran into each others open and waiting arms, thanking the world that they finally found each other. They were his blood family. He loved them.
His brother also had a father - their family was split into two; one with the God of Creation and their mother; and one with the Goddess of the Mind and their mother. He chose the first one, hoping that they would choose him in return.
For a time, they seemed to.
His purpose shifted, wanting to free the man who claimed to be his father - not by blood, mind you, but by choice. He worked day and night, barely sleeping, through his own sickness and declining health, to find a away to free him. To free a man who claimed to be his father.
He had almost died to a sickness and a vengeful goddess to free the god, and yet when the plan had failed, the God had retaliated with a reset.
Eventually though, through hurting an another family, he saved the man who claimed to be his father. He reunited father and child in hopes that he would be chosen.
And yet, when things went wrong, when he had a moment of panic and hurt his brother once, he was cast out. He was chased out of the family who had claimed they chose him.
Instead, an another person rose. He found a connection with the Goddess of the Mind, his mother. At first, he loathed it.
But over time, as she learned to be more like a parent to him, his brother and supposed father's presence faded from his side.
And then he died. He died, giving his powers to a man who called him a bastard. He was brought back to life with his mother's final choice. She had chosen to love him, and in turn, he loved her.
But he lost her.
Instead he was left in a world with a man, who's words were so foul and wrong, who twisted every promise and good thing into a nightmare. Such a horrid nightmare that his mind shattered.
His family was the one who helped him. The nephews who, throughout the years, still chose him as a family every single day; the friends he cared and loved as did they; and his partners, who he found home within, all came to his rescue.
His brother and supposed father were nowhere near.
When he returned, when his mind pieced itself back together and he had more answers about their mother, his brother turned him away and called him a liar.
And instead his brother turned into a nightmare, molded by the God of Creation.
But he kept trying, kept finding ways to show his brother that he was still there. That he cared. That he loved them.
That all broke when his brother took a step too far. When his brother killed one of his nephews.
Icarus had fallen far before, but this was the final strike.
#i dont know if this makes any sense anymore but i had to pour that out#i find it so heartbreaking that out of the family that has chosen rae#two have passed#enderian chose him in her final moments#jamie chose him from the beginning#both are now gone in one way or an another#and yet his brother and the man who once called himself his father#continue to hurt him every chance they get#abababa#anyway im done rambling now#lmk if anyone has any questions#this post made more sense in my head ngl#fable smp#fablesmp#fsmp#bee's writing tag#rae morningstar#icarus morningstar#fable smp rae#fable smp icarus#fable (the god)#enderian#fable smp enderian#fable smp fable
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icon for @ angel_thoughtz! he's judging you btw/j
#rui draw smth#ensemble stars#enstars#enstars oc#took the morning off bc i was feeling pretty saturated. skipped lunch and started my nap early#i feel like i charged 40% of mental battery back yay#with whatever in going on twisted wonderland and the next round of alien stage it will probably be gone in less than i expect ngl#i am NOT ready to see ivan vs till#a shot to the head would hurt less#art commisions#commission
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Conflict test..? Moe fucks up Badly test.
#feh#i'm ngl there's not a lot that's presentable in here. this sketchbook does feel like a waste tbh#like i just did not do a whole lot w it. lacks substance. i'm itching to just start over tbh.#sad!#anyways something i was trying to test here and that's been in the back of my mind forever#is moe offering a hand. literally. like it just does not know what else to do.#extremely picky about being touched. leads to it being extremely maybe overly cautious of touching others.#in a way remaining distant is its way of showing comfort. but that usually does come off as well. distant.#unreachable even.#and here i think alfonse is so hurt that he won't even accept moe's gesture. ouch! you fucked up big time!!!!!#i def get really in my head about presentation and how good anything is though like#i feel like i could nitpick the HELL out of this. BUT. BUT. IT'S JYST A CONCEPT. JUST A TEST#maybe i'll work on something else today...... idk idk i feel aimless but i wanna raise morale. somehow.#fe alfonse#moe tag#summoner oc#my art
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just throwing a bunch of info from lindsay’s interview into one place and its already ~1k words
#oh god help me#i actually#dont like listening to her talk#which is why this is taking so long#she makes my head hurt#i’ve been putting this off as long as possible ngl#thoughts
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been awake too long watching old prema clips and i just went to text oscar piastri like he was oomf (????)
#new parasocial low ngl#no but thats Oomf guys.. thats oomf thats beloved#thats bsf thats significant other#thats daddys kitten thats my silly wabbit#oscar piastri#my head hurts.
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Main Page BGM from the Zenless Zone Zero Official Site HOYO-MiX
#zzz#zenless zone zero#music#listen. listen. if i make another music blog for another hyv game. don't @ me and mind your own business jkalfsdja#(i'm gonna wait ofc until the game actually releases and i figure out if i like it for sure. both the game and ost)#i haven't gone out of my way to listen to the OST bc i don't want to be spoiled but just bits from like#trailers and a few cbt videos i have looked at. ough i'm hooked#seriously like. half of my interest in the game is the ost ALONE#also i didn't realize zzz was releasing THIS july for some reason i thought it was later#*chuckles* i'm in danger#ngl though this one kinda hurts my head after a while. it seems a bit muffled? but might just be the heavy use of bass too#m:music
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how to relax every single muscle in the human body at once
#ngl chat im in agony#i cant move my head bc the muscle that connects my jaw to my chest hurts so bad#and when i touch my chest under my collarbone it feels like electric shocks going thru my ribs#and i cant stop clenching my teeth/jaw#idk what to do im just in sm pain and nothing i do makes it any better
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