#MonaMoans

[songsofsappho]

Waterproof mascara? I think you misunderstand.

I'm looking for the runniest, messiest stuff you have. Like the kind that really runs down your cheeks and settles into dried up riverbeds. The one that instantly stains your face at the first hint of tears.

What for? Oh, I have a date tonight 🥰

[songsofsappho]

Omg!!! Hi hi hi hi! :D (with the intention to breed you)

[songsofsappho]

I don't just want to bite a girl-

I want to bite her hard enough they could use the indents to ID my dental records.

(and then kiss and soothe it with my tongue. Wrap her in a blanket and pull her into my embrace. Stroke her hair and tell her how good she was for me)

[songsofsappho]

I'm working on moving in with some sapphic friends and one of them brought up the idea of us as a big group chilling with our partners (very generously implying I can find one by then) and it just sounds so perfect.

The fem(me)s loitering around the living room drinking wine while the butches hang out on the balcony smoking? I'm rosy and tipsy and chattering with the people that I care about.

And then my girl calls me out onto the balcony and shotguns hit after hit into me. My tolerance is so bad, I'd be dizzy and fuzzy and clingy the rest of the evening.

But it doesn't matter! I stay at my girl's side (she's got me), and I'm surrounded by my best friends and their cool partners and life could just be good.

(and then maybe she drags me back to my room to enjoy how sensitive and pliant I am 😵)

[songsofsappho]

Oof, I've got so many crossed wires when it comes to hair.

On one hand, it can be really cute 'n sweet to fix little flyaways and run your hands through someone's hair.

On the other, it can be really intimate / erotic to have someone's fingertips or nails drag across your scalp.

And then on the third, secret hand, it's like a giant handle. So convenient for a girl to be able to grip and position me however she wants. Pull me closer and keep me locked in wherever she needs me. Like, yes Miss 😵‍💫

[songsofsappho]

Thinking about loafing around the home doing busywork and sensing my partner come over - probably to grab something from over here?

But instead she stalks right over and scruffs me (teeth on my neck, my shoulder) and I have to focus so my knees don't give out. Just going limp and pliant - ready for her to use.

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Daydreaming about waking up in our bed to find my girl already needy, grinding against me and whimpering with desire.

Cupping her jaw, sleep heavy in my eyes, telling her to go get her collar from its place of honour.

Watching her spring up from the bed to scramble and get it, bringing it back to me dutifully before baring her neck.

I clasp it around her quickly, fingers tracing over her cheek, her neck, her shoulders, before spreading my legs and pulling my panties to the side, giving her permission to fill me.

Hooking a pinky into the ring of her collar as she slides into me with a sigh. She's so pent up, and Mistress always feels so good. I make sure to let her know what a Good Girl she is for me through my sleepy mutters, eyes drooping closed again as I urge her on.

[songsofsappho]

I'm not possessive, not when it matters.

I want my partner to be touchy and flirt with her friends, if that's what she likes. I want to learn about her world and start to fit into it, not mould it to fit me.

And, at the end of the day, after we've been out with friends all evening - seeing people bat their eyes at her, joke with her, place lingering touches on her - I want to drag her back to our bed and rip off her shirt to locate all of my bruises she's been wearing.

Start nursing them back from their gentle rose to a passionate violet. She is a garden, and I will sow the seeds of my devotion into her again and again.

My garden. My girl. Mine.

[songsofsappho]

Wait wait wait- fingerprint bruises? Is that an option??? 😵‍💫

Like if I rile her up enough, brat and tease and misbehave, she might have no choice but to grab me and hold me down so roughly that she'll leave her prints with me?

Or if she's so so pent up and I've got her cradled in me, surrounding her with everything that I am as I encourage her forward until she crashes down so hard that she can't help but hold on for dear life - like if she loosens her grasp just a little I'll vanish (even though I would never let her go while she was fragile like that)? Only to blush later at those five little bruises she left as she strained not to fall apart?

That's an option?????

[songsofsappho]

Anyone else lie down for a nap only to lay there, semi-lucid, daydreaming of a pliant top for an hour?

Dreaming about sliding into her lap and lavishing her neck and shoulders with kisses? Sucking just hard enough to sting but never to mark? Reminding her in low tones how she's to look but not touch. Praising her for being patient.

Grasping her jaw to encourage her to open, present her tongue. Sucking and nibbling across her lips. Never to let her seal her lips around yours.

Hands down Sweet Girl. That's it, be patient.

She could touch, in theory. Her hands aren't tied or secured. But she knows better.

Grasping her nape to draw her in for the deepest kiss, letting her vent the need that's been building in her for just a moment - a flash before drawing away. Teasing a whimper from her as you seperate.

You'll have your chance Pet. Be good and undress for Maestra.

Gasping and cooing softly as she bares herself to you, as you lounge nearby against a chair, a dresser. Devouring her with your eyes. The only thing shielding her from true nudity your collar around her neck.

Mmmm, you look pent up Sweetheart. Do you want to touch yourself for me?

Guiding her touches with a word. The pressure, the speed. The how and the where. She knows better than to orgasm without permission, and as she gets close you tell her to stop.

Let me help you with that. Would you like that? My Good Girl.

Giving her collar a little tug so she has her eyes on you. Reaching down to stroke ever so teasingly with fingertips. It's never enough pressure.

If you can hold on long enough, I might just let you cum on my tongue Princess~

Pushing her over the edge with as little stimulation as possible. Pulling away as soon as she begins to crest. Hands gently grasping her wrists to be sure she doesn't misbehave. It doesn't matter if she's stronger, she knows who's in charge.

Mmm, Good Girl. So Good for Miss. Shhh shhh, calm down Sweetling. You did such a good job.

Caressing her hair as she recovers. Drawing her to your chest so she feels safe and treasured. Showering her crown in gentle kisses. Encouraging her to mouth at your breasts to sooth herself.

And when she's had a moment to rest -

Would you like your reward Sweet Girl? You've been so good.

It only takes a couple hand gestures to guide her to the floor, knelt beside the bed. You stroke her cheek before leading her to her reward, the sweet musk between your thighs. Her enthusiasm would almost be embarrassing, if it weren't so endearing.

Alright Sweet Angel, it's Maestra's turn.

You pull her up onto the bed, reclining back as you urge her on, sliding into you. Tugging her down by her collar to capture her lips. Fingers around her neck as she ruts into you greedily.

That's it. Isn't that nice? If you keep this up, Miss might even let you cum in her. Would you like that Sweet Girl? Always so good for Miss...

Just me? Cool.

[songsofsappho]

The desk at my new job is so big! Lots and lots of room for productivity and storage and and-

Picturing myself getting stuffed underneath it, hair gripped tight as my girl pulls me in... Using my hot, wet, ready mouth as she grinds against me. Sure I'm "eating her out" but she's setting the rhythm and it's frantic, full of need.

And I'm whimpering and slobbering all over her, fighting my reflex as I take her down my throat. So so eager for her to cum all over me before she shoves me away and returns to what she was doing...

I'm really settling in at my new job!

[songsofsappho]

Had the hottest dream about spending the evening out working as hard as I could to rile my girl up 😵‍💫

Fingers tracing her wrist under the guise of holding hands. Brushing my lips and cheeks up against her as I lean in to speak over the music / crowd. Leaning and rubbing against her after a couple drinks, really playing up how tipsy I am.

Dragging her into some corner to not-so-subtly bite at her neck.

Getting pulled into the bathroom so she can vent her frustration on me. Pay back every sultry sound and teasing touch.

I try so hard to be quiet - there are people around! But as my girl pours her heart's ache out into me through tooth and tongue, I cannot help but echo it's cry.

I'm safe anyway. She's got me 💖

[songsofsappho]

I think maybe it'd be really swell if a nice butch would let me suck gently on her fingers while I try to fall asleep so my noisy brain and restless body would shut the hell up for once 🥺

[songsofsappho]

One of the more unique experiences of being on HRT recently has been how my body reacts to stuff.

Especially the way I get horny now.

When my body decides it's go time, I get the hottest, tightest little knot in my lower tummy and it drives me crazy.

Literally just end up bitching and moaning all day because I can't focus on anything else, can't think about anything else.

And if I do touch myself? I get thirty, forty-five minutes TOPS before it just comes back aching even worse.

Need need need someone to just fuck that shit out of me. Or hold me while I whimper CHRIST.

[songsofsappho]

Downside of estrogen: it takes longer for cuts and bruises to heal now :/

Upside of estrogen: it takes longer for cuts and bruises to heal now >:3

[songsofsappho]

Girls are like poker.

Gotta know when to hold 'em and when to fold 'em.