#Mina has lots of thoughts 💭

[evolnoomym]

Wip Wednesday!

(We’re just gonna ignore that it’s already Thursday because I’m slow)

Thank you for tagging me @mermaidgirl30 @honeyedmiller @joelmillerisapunk @ovaryacted @the-mandawhor1an 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

Soooooo I don’t really have writing to share, but maybe some ideas/plans that flow around in my head….

1. A Multi-chapter Post Outbreak Story, which is kinda enemies to lovers, some events are canon to Tlou 2 anddddd Abby fans won’t like me in this one 😅💚

Here’s the Moodboard 😏

2. @joelmillerisapunk ’s Bodyworship writing challenge which I might combine with being a 2 part for mom‘s bestfriend!Joel….It’s gonna be interesting because cock and bawlllls get worshiped 🤭🤭😏😏

3. Thinking about Dave York and more writing for him 🤭🤭🤭(if I actually do then I need people to tell me if I can use gifs in a moodboard because I found the perfect ones 😏)

4. A secret project which is Stepdaddy!Joel, it’s FFM lol 😅😅😍

5. And maybe if the stars align I soon get the first chapter of the “🦋🦋🦋” series out 🥴

Npt: @aurorawritestoescape @milla-frenchy @wintrwinchestr @penvisions @strang3lov3 @xdaddysprincessxx @mountainsandmayhem @mrsmando @iamasaddie @msjarvis @syd-djarin @joelsgreenflannel @noxturnalpascal @joelsgreys @ezrasbirdie @joelslegalwhre @thundermartini @yorksgirl @ace-turned-confused @vivian-pascal @almostfoxglove @janaispunk @studioghibelli @sawymredfox @joelalorian @sin-djarin @morallyinept @toxicanonymity @sizzlingcloudmentality

[atinylittlepain]

Hello Gin 🤍

For the “do things get better” question I wanted to offer some personal thoughts….

I ask myself the same question and think it does get better, it just takes time. People will be like “oh what’s takin u so long” but healing is a tricky process and should not be taken lightly it can’t be forced to happen as quickly as possible. Especially if people who hurt you who are literally responsible for why you are in such a state of mind are the ones who pressure you to get better faster that pisses me off. Just because they can’t see a change doesn’t mean nothing is happening yk. Sometimes you don’t even realize that it gets better because the situation still feels terrible for example I’ve lost a lot of “friends” and now I only have two left. I asked myself why everybody left and felt very lonely but recently i understood that these were not real friends and without them I’m better off. I’ve got two great friends who are like sisters they know me so well and with them I don’t have to pretend. And then there’s the kind people in here who made me come out of my shell a little bit 🤍

I also live by believing that whatever is happening is the right thing like if the universe doesn’t want these people in my life because they’re bad for me then the universe takes them away. Though I have to backtrack a lil, not everything is the right thing. There are definitely things that happened that don’t make any sense and that are not in any shape or form something that should’ve happened.

I don’t know if that was helpful and I’m sorry that I dumped all of this here but seeing that post made me think 💭

Gin I hope you’ll feel better and if you ever want to talk or idk anything I offer myself 🫶🏻

Hi Mina, you know, i really appreciate you sharing this - i feel you on the dropped lines with friends thing - i'm the kind of person who has no problem cutting and running, and sometimes i think i might be a little too quick with it, but most of the time i think i get it right - also, my brain is full of holes rn lmao, so if this response sounds a little drab, please excuse me :')

but yeah, i think i overall agree with you on this, though i may just have a less optimistic spin on it - i'm more of the, everything ends, everything passes away, so this too will end and pass away, school of thought - nothing is forever, nothing is permanent - and that can be both a huge relief and the greatest pain...

i don't know, whatever i'm in right now, it will eventually change into something else, and there's gotta be some hope in that sentiment i suppose

god, i sound like a total bummer, oh well, that's what graduating college will do to a guy

thank you for your thoughts and support <3