#Me : you burned the college ?! (O.O ;)

[xsammei-her-belovedberyl]

“Wahh i really had so much fun today! , I loved the ceremony , hey sweetie where are you ? did you see the surprise ?”

[janec23]

New intro with WIPs

Hello everyone and nice to meet you!

I decided to do a new introduction including my WIPs, since it was about time. I am Janec, 31, she/her, plant biotechnologist, climate change anxious. 

If you have questions about plants for your WIPs, including GMOs, bio-techniques, plant physiology feel free to ask :) I love carnivorous plants, so if you have them in your work bonus points!

I’m an extremely emphatic person, which means it’s easy (most of the time) for me to understand other people and their feelings, so I’m always open to help, listen and encourage others, I just need to be away from emotional vampires and drama queens O.O but I love them as well :)

I read everything except extreme violence and gore, and I am happy to read your WIPs, so don’t be shy about them! I am open for ask and tag games! I am already behind, but I will do them all ^^'

More under the cut

About my writing: 

I dealt with emotions and feelings from other people all my life, so I also deal with them in my WIPs, since this is what I know best ;)

I mostly write novels for teenagers, romance and occasionally erotica. 

Most common tropes: family, friends, found love, self discovery, female condition and healing from trauma or past events.

I hate toxic relationships portrayed as romantic, so you won’t find them here.

I grew up in a small christian village, so there was not so much variety of people there, which is also reflected in my early works, now that I am out of there I found out how colorful and various is the world! 

So I’m trying to put a diverse cast in my work (yes, even monsters), even if I’m always afraid of hurting someone from such communities (So please, help me understand and correct my mistakes!)

I have tons of WIPs, but I will focus on two for now, I am horrible with summaries so they might sounds boring XD

My WIPs:

Echoes in Cosmos

It’s a sci-fi romance from enemies - to therapy - to friends- to lovers. It’s set in a post-apocalyptic, post-climate change and post-nuclear war scenario.

The protagonists are Robin a cold mechanical engineer from Kepler and Corinna a earthling with special powers and a boring life. Their story is complicated and a bit twisted, especially because they both have unsolved issued with their family, their society or themselves and Robin is sent to Earth to fight, capture and study Corinna. (Great start!)

Main themes: a bit of world-building, trauma and healing, second chances, found love and few +18 scenes that I will not post here.

First chapter here on AO3

The boarding student (title may change, since I don't like it)

It’s a super slow burn romance set up in a regency french setting. William is a 17 years old marquise, by education he knows what is a gentleman and how he should behave. What he doesn’t know is that people are more variegated than he thinks and less inclined to be put into boxes, so when he’s forced to enrolled in the College of Holy Abbots, he’s in for a big change in his life. A change that Julien is more than happy to provide. 

Main themes: friendship, family, love, inclusion, broken stereotypes and teenage vibes. (I am currently translating it in english for a friend)

I will eventually post some snippets from other WIPs if I feel like it ;)

This is something I'm really proud of ^^

Or you can ask something from my WIP folder here!

[hollywoodsargeant]

There's a part of me that feels really bad for Mia and Ben because they just want it to work out and are probably trying to not be jealous because they are just "best friends" but yeah I'd probably be a bit weirded out if my partner admitted to having kissed/made out/had sex with their best friend and like pretty recently too.

There's also a part of me that's happy that they understand that their friendship is not exactly conventional but I'm just like boys come on, I can't even say "JUST KISS EACHOTHER" because THEY'VE ALREADY DONE THAT!!!

I'm nervously awaiting the college/uni time where the boys have to say goodbye to eachother unless miraculously they end up going to the same uni (O.o) but there's a part of me who just feels like they won't do that (or you won't write thay) because absence makes the heart grow fonder (though if their hearts grow any fonder they might explode)

This is by far one of the best stories I've ever read I think about this everyday, every second of the day. I'm always thinking about Loscar and how they're so stupid but I signed up for a slow burn. I can wait (shaking in excitement)

i said it earlier but REST IN PIECES MIA AND BEN </3 but yeah like. again mentioned it earlier ben specifically being under the impression that oscar hadn't seriously kissed logan in a While (spin the bottle doesn't count. all jokes) only to find out they had not only kissed but had sex recently... probably not the most spectacular thing to hear. clearly we as a collective are all rooting for oscar and logan to get together which makes ben (+ mia) an obstacle but still rip. you will be missed. i'm partial to ben bc i gave him my coming out story lol

but we are not done with giving them exes. logan is fr about "not for a while" or whatever i made him say BUTTTT... yeah we all know. at least i know. somebody knows. har har

i have been excited to write college since chapter one like i have. some scenes i wrote forever ago that are yet to see the light of day... excited. and yea they do go to different colleges. that fucking. it'll be fourteen years at that point and neither of them can properly remember a day where they didn't see each other? surely that will go well

and thank you so much <3 i too am always thinking about loscar and their idiocy but i signed myself up to write a slow burn... even if i might have severely underestimated the length of my own fic at the beginning there. shoutout to chapter one for being less than 5k words long. in my defense meddling with teenagers is way more fun than 4 year olds

[miastideclock]

Bang Chan Drabble, “bunny.”

anon asked:

hii, could you do a 3racha!college AU where jisung and bin mock chan for having a crush on fem!reader? like he zones out while looking at her in class or something? and could you make y/n’s nickname bunny? its not my nickname whaaat, absolutely not, what on earth got you thinking that??? o.o

oh absolutely, bunny, what a random nickname, could in no way shape or form be yours, pffft, surely not (>‿◠) also: this got AWAY from me yo..

word count: 1484 warnings: i did not proof read lmao, i also wrote this at like 2am so i have no clue if anything makes sense ¯\_(ツ)_/¯  

 one tired face after the other. shivering bones hidden away under massive hoodies and comfortable clothing. the oxygen almost completely replaced with the steam from travel mugs overflowed with coffee, the occasional can of red bull making an appearance. nothing sucked the life out of you quite like a 7am class; on a monday.

when jisung had signed up for the class, he had not thought it through in the slightest, which was why he had his hood pulled over his head, lightly snoring away as his head was securely nudged into his arms on the table in front of his auditorium seat. 

changbin knew already before he signed up that it was a bad idea, but he had no choice. it was the only time the class didn’t collide with any other of his lectures. he was sat there, staring at the screen at the front of the auditorium as if his life depended on it. he knew his friend was fast asleep right next to him, and he knew that if he looked over, he would get too tempted to doze off, so he kept his eyes fixed on the screen, not daring to move. 

on the other side of him sat chan, a man who had seriously considered using red bull instead of water when he made his coffee that morning. the only reason he was sitting there with a mug of regular coffee, was because one of his roommates had drank the last one. it didn’t seem to have helped him though, as he was fast asleep one person over.

chan, changbin and jisung lived together in a flat just off campus, about a six-minute walk from the west wing of the massive college they all attended. even though they had this, and about three other classes together, they didn’t have the same major. chan and changbin were studying music production, while jisung studied music history.

“oi, wake up.” chan whispered as he leaned over changbin and nudged jisung awake. he sat up in a startled manner, looking around himself with his hood still over his face. changbin chuckled as he pulled the hood off of him, leaving jisungs hair in a mess that went every which way. the sight had chan snickering as well, causing a few other students to look their way. 

one of the faces that turned was a girl diagonally behind them, one chan had grown familiar with. she was in a few of his lectures and he had noticed her around campus. the first time he saw her he had halted in his steps, and jisung had walked straight into his back, chan was completely caught off guard by her. the way she carried herself, how she lit up the room around her, everything. that was the day it all started, the boys mocking him for his little crush. 

“your girlfriend is looking over here.” changbin leaned over and whispered to chan, while still facing the screen where the lecture had begun. chan used his arm to smack changbin’s stomach, having changbin double over slightly.

the rest of the lecture, chan couldn’t focus. he didn’t know if he really felt a pair of eyes burning holes in his head, or if it was just his mind playing tricks on him. he wanted it to be her, but at the same time, he prayed that it wasn't. if it had been her, she would have seen him spill coffee down his chin, dripping onto his light blue hoodie, leaving a stain above the logo across his chest.  but at the same time, had it been her, maybe she would have seen him stretch his neck, showing off his jawline, or maybe she saw when he ran his hand through his hair, adjusting the mess of curls on the top of his head. 

“you there?” he suddenly snapped back to life when changbin gently kicked him. his two friends had by now gotten to his feet, ready to leave the auditorium along with the rest of the students. chan looked around him and saw that nearly everyone had either left or was trying to push through the door at the back of the room. even the girl. 

“yeah, sorry. tired.” he scraped together an excuse before he too got to his feet and grabbed his things.

by now, the three boys found themselves sitting on the steps leading down to the quad behind the university, talking about something random, as they usually did between lectures. the sun was shining down on them, and the spring warmth let them walk about without a jacket, their hoodies being enough. 

“i have no idea what i’m doing for the essay in music history, bro. i’m lost.” jisung admitted while they were on the topic of their upcoming assignments. chan then offered him some help since he had taken music history as an extra class the year prior, as he had had some extra time on his hands. 

“i’ll help you out, don’t worry. i’m pretty sure the assignment details are the same as last year.” chan said, and took a sip from his water bottle; however, mid-sip, someone tapped his shoulder. he turned around in his seat on the steps and looked up to see her, the girl. his eyes widened slightly and he quickly swallowed the water, it almost getting caught in the wrong pipe, but just almost. 

“hi, so sorry, but i couldn’t help but overhear you talking about the music history assignment?” it was the first time chan had heard her speak. he had no idea what he expected her voice to sound like, but it wasn’t this- it was better, maybe, he didn’t know. he didn’t know anything, all of a sudden. his mind went blank, and it was like he forgot how to talk. 

“yeah, you’re in my class, aren’t you?” jisung spoke up, seeing as chan was unable to. the girl nodded, and sat down with them like changbin then asked her to. she seemed stiff, like if she was nervous to talk to them. “what’s your name?” jisung added. 

chan just kept looking at her, he almost couldn’t believe she was sitting there, two steps below him, talking to them. well, to jisung and changbin at least. 

“-but my friends just call me bunny.” 

shit, he had missed her name. how could he miss her name? he had been wanting to know it forever, and there she was, telling him, but still, he missed it. 

“so we just call you bunny then?” jisung asked, and she nodded with a bright smile, overjoyed at how kind and welcoming the boys were. “well, i’m jisung, this is changbin, and it seems the cat has gotten chan’s tongue over there.” he chuckled as he introduced them. 

“ah, sorry. yeah, i’m chan.” he finally spoke up, trying to seem as casual as possible about it, that it had been completely natural that he had just let them talk without saying anything. it seemed like it worked, cause the girl, bunny, just nodded and gave him a smile. 

conversation then lead them to the essay both she and jisung had due in a few weeks. she first asked jisung whether or not he could help her, but he soon revealed that he was at as much of a loss as she was, but chan saw his opportunity, and he took it.

“i took the class last year, i wouldn’t mind helping you out,” he said, a kind smile on his face. bunny lit up, nodding like a mad man and thanking him about a million times. bunny and chan ended up exchanging numbers. her phone then went off, and she let them know she had to leave, and bid them goodbye. and with that, she left.

the boys remained quiet after she left. chan stayed quiet so he could process what just happened, and the two others sat in silence to eye chan, waiting to see if he was going to explode. 

“am i dreaming?” chan turned to them and broke the silence, asking them in a tone that they quickly translated to be completely serious. changbin snorted at the question, while jisung gave him a look of smiling disbelief. 

“every time you’ve seen her the last like two months, you’ve become a mess- and that’s just from looking at her! but when she sits down with you, you’re suddenly cool, calm and collected?” jisung tried to do the math, but it didn’t add up. 

“i was cool, calm and collected? thank god, i was so sure i blacked out.” chan sighed in relief, this only adding to what was now the uncontrollable laughter coming from changbin.

i hope you liked it!! feel free to request again! -ben♡

[newswcanonprompts]

Urban magic SW AU

(again, direct quotes)

(also, poster’s note: how would the clones tie into this AU? very interesting. also, i want art for this, that’d be so badass i feel like. unfortunately I can’t draw for shit so... idk i’ll just dream about it. sorry, anyways, BACK TO THIS)

I just read ‘domestic’ as ‘demonic’ and thought this was a very different conversation.

Anakin is a demon obi-wan summoned after fostering a kid because he can't cook.

Imagine being so bad at cooking your first instinct is to summon a demon to do it for you rather than like, buy a cookbook.

“Okay you summoned me what do you want me to do”                         

“Oh my god please cook, I am taking care of a child who needs protein and is allergic to soy and I haven’t cooked or eaten meat in two decades please help me”

“You know I'm a flexitarian who gets my protein from soy and bugs, right?”

“Oh my god i'm doomed!”

Vader, dark, looming shadow, eyes like molten gold:  “wHy dId yOU SUmmON mE?”                                                          ��                                         

Obi-Wan, cursing: “Oh fuck, I, uh, was trying for minor deity of ah, home keeping. uhm. Is your name Anakin? I just need somebody who can cook for my kid.”

Insert Vader's form shifting.                                                                    

Anakin: “Oh gosh finally somebody who doesn't want blood!”

Obi-Wan: “Do you just have split personalities or something?”

Anakin: “Do you want my life story or do you want me to cook for you?”

Obi-Wan: "Can you multitask?"

A family can be a local demonology professor and alchemist, a witch in the making and technically a prince of hell with a backstory that needs unlocking.

Can this also be a “pretending to be married” au cause I need someone to show up and be like “Obi-Wan who is this nice man?

"This is definitely not a demon uhhhhh. This is, thIS IS MY HUSBAND!!!!!” 

anakin: o.O

And Vader would always tease him about it, but sticks around anyway because he doesn’t want to go back to his demon master.

If this is an AU where summoning demons is normal, Obi-Wan would be more embarrassed about his reason for summoning, so he pretends the demon is his husband to hide the fact that he summoned for cooking help.

Maybe his dad Qui-Gon is a professional chef and puts a lot of pressure on him to be a good cook?

I don’t know,  maybe not Qui-Gon but having that pressure. RATATOUILLE! VADER IS REMY! BUT VADER IS NOT A RAT BECAUSE WE ARE NOT MAKING A BEE MOVIE EDIT OF THIS!

Obi-Wan: “ Look, my mentor and I already argue over the fact that I chose to abandon divination for alchemy, I do not need him learning of my abysmal cooking!”

Anakin being a wonderful "wife" and just a great person. Then Obi-Wan gets threatened. Tells Obi-Wan to go somewhere and Vader just slaughters the threat.

I'm absolutely imagining the kid Obi-Wan’s taking care of is baby Luke, maybe he was taken from Vader as a baby and Obi-Wan found him? THAT'S gonna introduce some tension between him and Vader!

Anakin, staring at Luke: “Where did you find him?” 

Obi-Wan: “On the street somewhere? Why?”

Anakin, preparing to go fight Sidious: “I need to kill a demon.”

WAIT, DOES THIS MAKE BABY LUKE HALF DEMON? How about half-angel instead?

No wonder he needs so much protein! Luke's diet has been all over the place in the past 4 months.

I think it's hilarious if Luke is half demon but stays the ray of sunshine we all know and love. Like yeah you go Luke, break those stereotypes!

Wait, where Padme is this?

Padmé hmm.... how about Vaderkin's previous summoner? And then Sidious Happened™️.

She is the person who summoned Vaderkin for similar reasons to Obi-Wan, then they fell in love, and had Luke (and Leia)

and Sidious happened, but Vaderkin didn't now, and.......

Sidious happened first and turned Anakin who was some,,, idk weird local deity/spirit into Vader and when he escaped:

he met Padmé, a talented magician who tried to fix it and make him Anakin again, which,,,, didn't really work.

It only cut his tie to Sidious so he's not holding the leash anymore.

Other side effects are the creation of Luke & Leia.

Which are basically the residue magic given form, hence them both being half and half.

And Vaderkin sort of disappeared in the whole mess so Padmé, injured but alive, grabbed the kids and ran, later hid Luke with Obi-Wan, Leia with Bail & Breha while now attempting to take down Sidious.

And Padmé thinks anakin actually died in the process.So we can have the whole family AND badass Padmé!

And then Obi-Wan just finds baby!Luke and takes care of him and summons Anakin without  knowing that Anakin is Luke's father...

Which would make Padmé checking in on Obi-Wan and Luke a lot more hilarious if Anakin just opens the door.

(Oh boy when Padmé finds out about Obi-Wan's fake marriage to Anakin that's gonna be some CONFUSION!)

Okay okay okay, so Palpatine is the dean of the college Obi-Wan teaches at and has been refusing to give him tenure or a promotion or any good class for like five years.

I really want Anakin to be like a deity until Sidious dragged him down to hell. So Obi-Wan summons Anakin under his original deity name because he wants to cook and is surprised to get a demon.

Obi-Wan: “So you're anakin... and vader?”

Vaderkin: “Yeah”

Obi-Wan, holding a crying toddler and not giving any fucks anymore: “You know what this checks out.”

Anakin was probably some form of God, because Chosen One you know?

I mean this ties in nicely with the origin of his name so like. Make him a God of fate, make him a creation of the universe itself.

Stardust runs in his veins, galaxies are born in his eyes, and all of that.

He was corrupted once Palpatine dug his claws and spilled golden ichor, tainting it the red of mortality, darkening to the unholy black blood of the underworld.

Oh yes!!!! So, the backstory:

He was stolen from his mother by Sidious, made a half-demon, then left and married Padmé, they had Luke and Leia.

Sidious trapped Anakin again and made him a full demon this time through the burning and lots of pain, he thinks he killed Padmé, but she is looking for him and trying to get him back but can't raise the twins

because she's trying to find their father and make him human again,

and he tried to kill  Padmé against his will, but she still believes in him.

Jedi are people who use the magic that create the demons and the gods to do good or something.

I mean Obi-Wan's still running around as a mortal.

Someone needs to wrangle these supernatural idiots and he's unfortunately the best person for the job.

If this is urban fantasy then Jedi could be the term for people that use magic

How about we tie this to the Fallen Angel Anakin, and have Anakin who was once a god, but was dragged down by Sidious

[bangtansmau]

midnight memories

pairing: kim taehyung x you

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summary: you moved in to a new apartment because you couldn't live another day with a noisy neighbor. to your luck, your balcony faced another apartment's balcony from the building next door and he also is infamous for making sounds. however, you can't seem to care when the noise is actually from a nice violin and the player himself is also nice-looking.

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track 2: story of my life + written part

to make your friends believe you were, indeed, sleeping, you shut off your phone and placed it down because they somehow always knew when you would be online. your eyes wandered around your tiny bedroom before deciding to make some breakfast and something to drink so you could energize to finish your paper. the trek from your room to the kitchen was short as it was just right across the hall since the 1-bedroom apartment was compacted to the smallest size possible.

it would make sense why rent was so cheap.

during your walk, you noticed out of your balcony’s french door’s windows that your neighbor- er, was it tae? taehyung? taeyong? -was leaning against the railing but this time, no violin. his eyebrows were scrunched together as if deeply in-thought and there was a frown resting on his lips that usually held an adorable grin. something must be happening. at first you wanted to just go over there and talk to him but you decided to just make your food and tea then go over to talk over breakfast.

taehyung noticed you walking towards your doors with a plate of cookies and a teacup in-hand. his eyes naturally followed you and his mood brightened up slightly, seeing his new friend make her way for him to talk to her and be distracted from the stress of his life. you were juggling a newspaper under your arm while your two hands carried your breakfast but you somehow made it, even being able to twist the doorknob to open towards the balcony.

tae’s smile made you instantly look at him and you quickly put down your things to walk to the railing so you could talk to him.

“hey”

he greeted and you tilted your head with a smile.

“hey, yourself”

you both shared a split-second of silence but it was comfortable enough to break into chuckles after. you settled on one of the chairs of your little table and once you were comfortable enough, you finally asked the question.

“what’s wrong, tae?”

you asked and he flinched, recalling showing you any face of stress in the 3 seconds you were out.

“huh?”

“i noticed from inside that you looked stressed. is it school?”

your question was answered with no words but with how he sighed and closed his eyes.

“setting aside how you guessed right, yea, school’s just kicking my ass right now”

you nodded in understanding.

“is there,, anything i can help you with? you mentioned being in photography but i’m not exactly great at,,, well,,,, taking photos”

sheepishly smiling, you ducked your head but tae felt warm that you even wanted to help him.

“it’s a project my professor assigned. i guess you could say it’s our end of the semester project. i have the equipment but,,, i just don’t have a theme”

a theme?

well, you couldn’t exactly come up with anything either without sounding too cheesy or corny.

“i would’ve said something about nature but that’s too basic, right?”

tae’s eyes lit up and he gasped out loud.

“exactly! my friends thought i was crazy for not wanting to do that! they just don’t get it”

he huffed and you laughed.

“as students of the arts, we have to make ourselves known somehow”

god, tae wanted to just drag you off and meet jungkook because he felt like his argument was finally valid.

“what if you make your project,, based on memories? taking pictures of everyday life and see the lens out of someone else’s eye”

your suggestion wasn’t the most original one but tae thought hard.

“hmm, that sounds good. maybe the life of a college student? or,,, something joyous to contrast the dark and stress of our lives? i don’t know, i’m not good at suggestions”

at this point, he was kind of desperate for any suggestions that sounded better than basic so he nodded slowly then began thinking about who and what would be in the pictures.

“i thought of using my dog as my model but he’s at my parents’ house and he’s not very cooperative. maybe my friends but they would charge me somehow”

you felt bad for him because you’ve been at a place where you’ve had a blockage in your project. to think this was the most important and highest graded one of his course was definitely more nerve-wracking than your simple ‘What are the symbolisms in Gatsby?’ back in middle school.

then you thought of an idea.

“well,,, i may not be an experienced model but i can be a stand-in? my friend uses me in his cooking videos a lot so i’m not too shy of a camera”

tae stared at you.

“are you sure? you would do that?”

you shrugged and sipped your tea.

“i mean, why not? it’s not too hard, right?”

his grin spread across his face and he excitedly leaned over the railing.

“seriously?! what can i do in return?”

“i don’t have anything right now but i’ll tell you when we’re done, okay?”

he couldn’t believe you were willing to help a stranger like him but his fondness of you even grew.

“wow, what luck! you’re really the best, y/n!”

you nodded smugly.

“i know”

tae scrambled to find his camera which he spotted inside so he rushed to get it while you watched, amused. the padding of his socks announced his arrival and his camera was held delicately in his hands.

“can i,, take one right now?”

you blanched.

“right now?”

he quickly noticed your surprise so he hurriedly waved his hands.

“it’s fine if you don’t want to!”

the excitement in his eyes was too adorable for you to pass up so you chuckled before picking up the newspaper to open it and partially hide your face.

“here. i don’t have any makeup on so try not to get my face but everything else is fine”

tae nodded. a smirk made its way up to your lips and you leaned.

“how do you want me, director?”

the tips of his ears began to burn at the way you looked up at him but he coughed before he shrugged.

“i-uh,, well, however you’re comfortable”

you noticed his nervousness and nodded. you angled yourself in a way that it looked like you were reading the newspaper with one hand which was folded and raised high enough that the only thing peaking from your face was your large spectacles and eyes. the other hand held the tea high and the way you posed looked natural enough for him to take that snapshot.

you continued reading and stopped when he pulled the camera away from his face to review the way the picture came out. of course, you were curious as to how it turned out so you placed your things down and called out to him.

“hm?”

his eyes were wide and you laughed.

“did it turn out good?”

you asked and taehyung eagerly agreed.

“i mean, i need to pull it up in my laptop but this is perfect. when i finish, you want me to send it to you?”

tae was hoping that his excuse sounded convincing enough to get your number but you quickly caught it before nodding and getting up to get a pen.

he watched you return and give him a notepad that held your digits and a small smiley face that he couldn’t help but mirror.

today was a good day.

not only did he finally figure out his project, he also got the cute girl’s number too.

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fun fact:

- jin has a cooking/eating channel called ‘EATJIN’ where he mainly makes cooking videos and eating but sometimes he has daily vlogs where you and the boys show up all the time

- tae’s previous muse was someone from his hometown but something happened o.o

- jungkook is looking for an apartment but he doesn’t want to live with jimin since his cat loves to take socks and underwear and he doesn’t want to repeat the same experience from back then where he accidentally wore jimin’s briefs

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[pregnant-javert]

12 and 13 for the Behind the Scenes Fic Questions? Please and thank you!

12. Is there a trope you haven’t written yet but really want to?

This is such an interesting question...I've been really wanting to get into more smut tropes because like. Branching out, etc etc. But I want to get more into fantasy/alternate universes like that O.o

13. Is there a trope you wouldn’t write if it was the last trope on earth?

OKAY so. I fucking hate College AU. Not to read, but to write. It is terrible. A college AU fic nearly made me burn out on writing entirely. If I couldn't write anything but that I'd just not write. When I was toying with the idea of offering fic commissions (I've given up on it now) there was this bit included in the info post:

What I absolutely will not write (no exceptions):

Noncon/rape (of any kind) Underage sexual/romantic relationships (of any kind) College AU

As you can see, I really don't like college AU lmao.

[marculees]

Soft Bias Tag <3

Tagged by the lovely @pikachulein, thank you! ^-^

Prepare for soft cringe. So because I’m selfish and lowkey narcissistic hahaha, I kinda have two so this is going to be a 2-in-1 yay. I haven’t even started yet and I’m already laughing?? Anyway lets go~

1. Who is my Bias?

💛 Jackson Wang

💜 Mark Lee

2. What made you notice him?

💛 His laugh, sense of humor and energy! It was contagious and I couldn’t help just OwO at him in every video lololol

💜 Lmao we have the exact same birthday so I was like omg yes finally someone I can relate to. So I looked up his profile and noticed we were basically the same person and was shook O.o

3. What’s your favorite thing about him?

💛 His heart of gold (aha get the emoji reference yeeeah i did that).He’s honestly such a kind and generous person and sjkglsgfdkjf he makes me cry. Like when I see him helping others or taking care of his members or his family especially, my heart skips a beat. He’s my ideal type tbh, as cringey as that sounds. Here’s an excerpt from a letter to my bias thing I have in my drafts cx

“Ideal types may be just a charade to some, but ultimately you are everything I want in a partner. Your kindness and generosity is one of my favourite things about you and is hugely underappreciated by others. How you always go out of your way to help others, be it strangers or loved ones, is so inspiring. You truly have a heart of gold and I feel like it isn’t said enough. Yes, you are fucking gorgeous and a huge idiot but its the kind soul underneath that I love most.”

💜 That he makes me feel more confident and loving towards myself <3

“I’ve always been the black sheep, odd one out, and I still struggle with finding others I can relate to. When I was in school I was friendly with everyone but with my friends I wasn’t really considered part of the group. I didn’t fit.  I was an afterthought, an outsider. I’m in college now and while I do feel a sense of belonging with my new friends, with you I feel not just that but a sense of understanding, a sense of empathy NCT 2018. Since the very first day, I settled on biasing you for these probably selfish reasons alone. I was a kid back then, we both were. And now that we are barely considered adults, I am still following you. But my initial fascination has become much deeper than just that. The more I’ve fallen in love with you, the more I’ve begun to love myself also. You show and teach me things I’ve discredited or put down about about myself. The more interest I showed in you and your group, the more similar I realised we are. From our attitude, ethic, gestures, sense of humor and way of speaking, it became apparent to me that I had finally found someone. Someone who makes me feel like it’s okay to be who I am, because I am not alone. What I perceived as flaws in myself, I saw as endearing in you.”

*pukes from cringe at myself* I am never going to post the full thing

4. Who would initiate skinship more?

💛 HIM WITHOUT A DOUBT. He’s a touchy baby. Tbh it would probably piss me off slightly, like I’m just being honest ahaha. I don’t mind people touching my thigh or my arm for a second but he’s the type to just touch and then stay there lol

💜 Him too, I think. I’ve noticed he’s become a bit more touchy with the members recently! I’m not very touchy but if someone is more chill about it and doesn’t feel like its necessary or has to be like all the fucking time, then I’m more inclined to actually engage in it surprise surprise.

5. Who would hog the blankets more?

💛 I would say him but then I remember him saying he gets really hot at night (it was in one of those GOT2Days with JB lol). I get hot too so he can hog them if he wants cx

💜 He’s pretty chill, like so long as he has his pillow to hug then I don’t think he would mind much. I would insist on covering him up still though. I’m not a hogger at all, in fact usually I end up with literally half/no blanket in the morning because I’ve kicked it off at some point

6. Who would be more clingy?

💛 HIM. I honestly don’t think I need to explain XD

💜 Oooh tough question. I feel like it could be him? I would be more clingy on the inside, if that makes sense?

7. Who would say I love you first?

💛 I think it would be me but just as like a casual thing like, “Ahh you’re lucky I love you”. But he would take it serious and be like “...I love you too”. And then I’d get all giggly and embarrassed because that’s all I ever do T-T

💜 Maybe me? Idk like it would a kind of ‘in the moment’ thing? I’d be thinking it but I wouldn’t say it until I realised I actually had. I’ve done this before ;-;

8. Who would be more easily flustered?

💛 Me!!!! I bet that would be his favourite thing to do too. He’s such a little shit like he’d be all “Aww is someone all blushy?” and then make me even worse and kjdsgfldfmdsfg I would lowkey enjoy it tbh XD

💜 I think him actually! I wouldn’t be over-the-top romantic or cheesy so if I ever did something, it would catch him by surprise and make him uwu haha. I’m not the best at speaking my thoughts but I would write lots of poems and songs for him and I think that would make him get all flustered since he likes writing too c:

9. What cuddling position would you two have?

💛 Aww I honestly love backhugs so anything where I could just wrap my arms around him and lie against his back. The big spoon! But I feel like he would give the best hugs so like sitting in his lap with his arms around me and djkfhdjfhj fuck this shit I’m out T-T

💜 We’re both quite childish and awkward when it comes to cuddling so I feel like it would be just playwrestling and then forgetting that we’re supposed to wrestle so we just lie in a big tangle on top of each other ;-;

10. Which colors remind you of them and why?

💛 Yellow because his blonde hair is beautiful, plus he’s so bright and cheerful like the colour itself  ^-^

💜 Pink! He looks adorable in pink plus he’s mentioned the colour a few times on broadcasts and stuff so I feel like he has a fondness for it~

11. Which season would you like to spend with them?

💛 Summer because he’s probably be sleeveless all the time or even shirtless... ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) I have no shame ahahaha

💜 Winter because I think if it was snowing, it would remind him of his home and then it would be cute af and we’d have a snowball fight and hot chocolate after <3

12. Who would bake the cookies and who would steal the batter?

💛 Tbh we’d bake and steal it together XD

💜 I think he would try so hard not to fuck the baking up but I’d tempt him into stealing the batter with me cx

13. Which one of you would make bad puns and how would the other react?

💛 Ohhh definitely me. And he’d either scream with laughter or just get pissed off oops. I’d just laugh even more though lmao

💜 We share the same sense of humor so it would be kinda mutual! I’d make a shitty pun and he makes an even worse one on top of that and then we end up getting into a spiral of awful puns and rhymes and before you know it we’ve written possibly the worst rap of all time

14. Who would want to adopt 50 dogs and cats?

💛 Me. I don’t want kids but I’m g with furbabies. 50 is a bit much though XD

💜 ^^^

15. Which one of you would nearly burn down the kitchen trying to microwave a pop tart and who would come to the rescue?

💛 I’d be the dumbass burning down the kitchen, no questions asked. He’d be having a heart attack and be screaming, like I can actually hear his scream right now just picturing it XD

💜 Oh dear, again it would probably be mutual... >.<

16. Who likes to lean over trail railings and who pulls them back?

💛 I’m really protective so I’d help steady him and make sure he doesn’t fall because we know how excited he gets XD

💜 ^^^ But I have seen him holding the members and looking out for their safety in general, so I think it would be him in this case actually~

17. What would watching a horror film with them be like?

💛 “This isn’t even scary. Like look, nothing is happening. Stop hiding behind the cushion, Niamh.” “THE MOTHERFUCKER IS RIGHT ON THE SCREEN, YOU LIAR. I HATE YOU.”

💜 “If you get scared, you can hold onto me” .“You mean, cuddle you because you’re scared, right?”. “Ah...yes, Niamh. Thanks.”

18. Who would be the cheesy flirt and who would be the smooth flirt?

💛 He’d be sooooo cheesy, like to the point where its not even flirting but just straight up cringey. I don’t flirt often but when I do, its like wow I see what you did there. But I’d get embarrassed around him so it would be less smooth and more stuttery unless I got a sudden burst of confidence. He would have no shame flirting though, like he legit would be the type to say “Omg damn girl, that ass” and I’d slap him XD

💜 Eww he’d be cheesy like he’d be walking around and see something and try make it a rap like in the LA vlog lmao. Something really dumb like “You’re so pretty, those flowers don’t compare because you have a cute face and nice hair” and I’d just be like “uhhh....thanks?” and burst out laughing and blushing out of secondhand embarrassment XD

19. Who is more competitive?

💛 We’re both so competitive but I think with his history in sporting competitions (whereas I was too shy to do them T-T), it would give him just a bit more. I’d always encourage him though, like I’d love seeing him try his best and would always ask if there was anything I could do to help. But if it came to games, I don’t take the “I let you win” excuse cx

💜 Me? I take my passions very seriously and throw myself into what I do, like I get VERY into my work. I was v competitive in debating and any time I hear the word challenge, its like yasss bring it on bish. Mark is competitive too but I think he’d prefer taking a support role. He’s so encouraging of his members and I honestly need a little cheerleader like him in my life ;-;

20. Who would be given constant reminders? (Don’t forget your keys, things like that)

💛 As much of a nagger I can be, I feel like he is the type to do this even at random moments. Like we’d be chilling together and then he’ll just say out of nowhere, “Did you eat lunch btw? I’m going to make you lunch”. He wouldn’t listen to any bullshit. He’d take care of me whether I liked it or not haha

💜 Hhmm kinda mutual here but for different things, if that makes sense? Like he’d be telling me to “take your meds and vitamins, bring a jacket, text when you get there”, etc. I’d be like “take a break for a few minutes, I’ll be there soon with some food”, etc, I need reminders for taking care of myself but I give reminders for others to take care of themselves lol

21. Who sends memes and who sends cute ‘i miss you’ texts at 3am?

💛 He’s the sappy bitch with “I miss you” texts haha and being the idiot I am, I would send him memes of himself in response XD

💜 Honestly, unless he was maybe drunk I think it would be me. Like it would very out of the blue and probably make him panic a bit oops. He’d write a long ass ride message in response though because he’d be so worried ^^’

This was very soft and cringey ahaha but I’m going to tag @jaexmins @cosmicrailwaybisexual @happysmilebtr @kikitsaaa @nctdoingthings @castielsinwhite @thefroghyungwon @seulgii-princess and if anyone else wants to do it then just say I tagged you XD

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fortunately gray was around for almost half of those hundred years so he can tell you all about it! i had to do a lot of research on this so danke you gave me a lot to do lol i'll just put this in a sort of timeline regarding his stance because his opinions changed a bit as things went on so to start gray was born on november 9th, 2036 (the vault was sealed in late october, just a few weeks before his 42nd birthday, and then he escaped in the summer, so even though he never got a chance to celebrate his birthday on the actual date, he tells people he's 42, even after the 9th passes his first year in the wasteland, he still says he's 42 until his next birthday), and at that point shit hadn't started to REALLY hit the fan yet. things were actually going really well for him and his father--in 2040 they had just moved to arizona and despite being a single parent, his father had a decent job and was able to provide well enough for the both of them by about 2052, when the oil fields of texas are televised and shown to be barren, gray is sixteen and sees his father cry for the first time. this deeply upsets him and is the starting point of their strained relationship, as the stress of the state of the country starts to take it's toll on his father. gray associates this specific memory with his father's decline and begins to feel very negatively towards the country as a whole. not long after, the resource wars begin and gray begins to feel resentment for people who waste resources or use in excess, which is where his hoarding garbage tendencies begin to start by 2057, gray is now 21 and has already flunked out of college and is taking part time jobs around his small town. he can't afford his own vehicle and is mostly relegated to walking and doing door to door servicing of mr handy robots--since general atomics' nearest service station is so far away and getting a licensed repair man sent out that far is like pulling teeth, most people just call gray since he has a reputation for doing a good job and keeping to himself. it's at this point he has a sort of resurgence of patriotism, because of how well he's treated in town--he's basically in a good place in his life and his feelings towards the country reflect that. when the grand canyon is closed to mine uranium, he feels like things are finally turning around; the image of the oil fields is still fresh in his mind so in his mind, this is a very good thing by the time he's 23, military presence has increased in alaska and his father starts pushing him to join the military. gray denies because he thinks it's all more or less scare tactics, he doesn't think that it'll ever REALLY get that bad so now he's 26, the new plague is beginning to spread and cause paranoia, and things between him and his father have really started breaking down. gray very much wants to believe that america is going down the right path, while his father continues to hound him to join the military and make something of his life. more or less out of spite, he continues to believe that the american government is acting in the best interest of it's people and there will never be a war in 2066, gray is now 30 and has finally joined the army. at this point his patriotism is in full swing and believes 100% in the american cause. he suffers an accident while in training in an early model of power armor and ends up trapped in his own armor for nearly a day and eventually has to be cut out of it. he refuses to enter power armor ever again (this is why he doesn't like to be confined in tight clothes or spaces) and is discharged less than honorably not long after that, and takes up a job in a security firm that contracts out for the military, not wanting to disappoint his father and still believing in the cause. early in 2067, he's transferred to boston, and this is where his good favor starts to diminish (he misses the desert terribly and holds the military personally responsible for all the friggin' snow in boston (he hates snow)) by 2072 people have started rioting due to food shortages and canada's reluctance to share their resources. gray feels very strongly that the canadians should think of themselves as americans and their reluctance to share resources is just them being spiteful and that they need to look at the bigger picture. it's around this time he meets teresa jordan, a coworker who becomes smitten with him and he has finally reached a point where he's so certain that the world is going to burn in nuclear fire that he agrees to marry her a year later (despite not caring much for her and more or less hating her six year old son shaun) in the last few years before the war, gray hears whisperings of things through the grapevine at work that have thoroughly soured his opinion on the nature of things in america. he retires early and turns inward on himself in the remaining days of the country. he knows where things are headed and has more or less given up hope--he had seen what america had been capable of and to see it all go down the drain was really depressing for him, and when the bombs fell and he woke up 200 years later to see it all gone to shit, well...that cut him pretty deep, and it's why he likes to be left alone now that got really long o.o; but you gave me a lot to think about and write so thank you~

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[ NOTE ] Unfinished, but I want to move on.

Modern AU guesswork of Liesl and Goblin King from Wintersong (by S. Jae-Jones).

AUs aren’t my thing. And yet... I wondered what kind of music Liesl would write, leading to what they might look like and figured it would be the closest thing to drawing a hawt Goblin King my hand is capable of doing. (Some songs I listen to lead to this pondering, since classical bores me. Overall, I got bad taste in music, so not gonna even attempt a playlist. But! Will mention that when shuffle played NIN “Closer” I was like, whoa, this totally fits their initial internal struggles and escapes before they find themselves. [edit] After reading the unadulterated version, their struggle doesn’t match the struggle I interpret in “Closer.” [/edit] )

When deciding a pose, this particular one immediately popped in mind. Thought of one of their early conversations, either in Goblin Grove or Marketplace Mall. (Leaning towards Goblin Grove for privacy.) Liesl is guarded and wary of Goblin King as he removes her headphones. (Or put on; I clearly didn’t add enough detail to suggest she’s listening to something to escape/ignore him. Lack of planning. *sweatdrop* )

So... What do you see? *.* Any storytellers conjuring up a scenario for this scene? (Or a seasoned AU consumer/creator desiring to correct my guesswork with the red pen of doom?) Please! Share your imagination in a reblog! (I beg of you: entertain meeeeeeee~)

The follow wall of texts are what I thought of when modernizing of Liesl and Goblin King as if Wintersong were to be set in modern times instead.

Liesl: Plain, dull, invisible... But not fugly; that would attract attention. Not sure if I should think of her as a cat person or a wolf lover... Part time local college student with undecided major, mostly due to being in a rut from helping out with local family business--a diner--and her slightly backwards thinking alcoholic father. (Her mother’s biggest mistake/regret is marrying the bastard?) Kathe is super hot and popular, and rumors suggests she slept with half the school. (Of course, Liesl does not believe such rumors.) Josef is a slowly becoming something on youtube...and in the near future something viral. Hans...the boring boy next door, I guess. *shrugs* Oh, and her grandma would be running a psychic hotline scam! No idea about Antonius and Francois...music producer and contracted child entertainer? Back to Liesl. She goes by Liz, maybe Lizzy as a young child. Music is her passion, obviously, and she mainly listens to highly artistic music plus quite a few strange experimental sleep-inducing tracks. Naturally, she’s the secret genius behind her lil bro’s unique sounds. Instruments...she has dabbled in all sorts, but main instrument of choice would be the electronic keyboard due to its convenience.

Goblin King: A mystery. Really. (How many decades/centuries has he lived? Does he update with time? Does the Underground now have electricity? Does metal burn him?) When I turned off my brain, gothic punk attire won. Though I suspect that’s just my subconscious forcing that aesthetics onto him. Sorry if I ruined him for you. *mopes* Could have left him with historic attire but it felt too...time travel-ish. I guess casual clothing would have been more fitting but so boring. (And what kind of casual would a modern day Goblin King don?) As for music, he listen to anything, but performs only certain genres. I can’t imagine him performing t(w)een pop. Not even humming along. Or, should that genre be a guilty pleasure of his? o.o’ In modern time, he’d upgrade to an electric violin for occasional fun, but still mostly rock on his acoustic. Somehow. Don’t ask me how. (Currently can’t think of how he’d transition to electric guitar. Otherwise that’s what I’d give him. Lead guitarist of The Underground! ...that’s a very uncreative band name. orz )

If you’re bored--or just plain curious--bonus stuff under cut~

[ WARNING ] The following image may cause you to spit/choke whatever’s in your mouth.

What if...

I had to. I just had to. *walks out the door*

*sneaks back in* Okay, with that out of the way...

Intended to sketch up other styles but realized I’m way too lazy to google for ref. (I seriously can’t fashion. I google preppy and was like, nope, not gonna study.)

Also tried to sketch out other characters in modern time but didn’t get far...

Here’s Kathe. (Face is random cause I failed to formulate one in my mind.) As already mentioned, I can’t fashion. Seriously. I can’t. Despite years of flipping through fashion mags. Figured in modern time Kathe would be a health/fitness enthusiast that proudly shows off her killer(?) bod (that I failed to sketched out.)

Still scrolling? Wow, you must be bored as hell!

If you’re one of those rare few people that enjoy seeing art progression from the beginning to the end... (If the GIF fails to load, please view it on dA.) As you can see, I wasted quite a bit of time adjusting Goblin King’s head and expanded the canvas and eventually just gave up after painting the values. (Meant to try glazing coloring technique again.)

Oh, and that cropped image (with large ass watermark) at the top of this post... Supposed to be 100% zoom but gonna assume it’ll fail. Please fullview it on dA. ^^

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Hi, I'm curious be prepared ^^ For Earth : Leaf, Flower, Plant, Forest, Bug // For Water : Tide, Seaweed, Thunderstorm // For Air : Wind, Float // For Fire : Flame, Campfire, Energy, Summer. Sorry, feel free to ignore any question you don't like, don't want to answer. (Bonus, if there a question you wanted someone to ask you feel free to answer it even if I didn't asked you)

O.O I REALLY RECEIVED ONE THIS NEVER HAPPENS. OK THEN:

Earth:

Leaf, Favourite Season: Autumn

Flower, Prettiest thing I own: My cat-like-ear headphones or my future looking sunglasses ( or my hair! *tries to be funny*)

Plant, My best aspect: uhm… This is so difficult… I would say the fact I am asexual… I don’t know why. Maybe because I feel free from the fact that I realized that? I don’t really know.

Forest, where I am calm the most: this is a weird question, but… And it’s true I swear. In the forest, in the woods. There is a specific place and it is where I went on holiday since I was just a toddler. I went there every year for a month and since it was a small village between the mountains and I was mostly free… And I started to run away, and isolate myself running in the woods. I used to spend there a lot of time. It is my favourite place in the world. I have to add, sadly, that it WAS. They are now building an hotel in that area and destroying my woods. I don’t have words for how I feel about that.

Bug, irrational fear: I think it is… And I am comfortable to say it only because no one here knows who I am in reality… I fear of people to really see who I am.

Water

Tide, About swimming: Yes I can swim, do I like it? Only in swimming pool AND ONLY when I am alone. I don’t like to swim with people around.

Seaweed, favourite see creature: Starfish, those are freaking cool and badass.

Thunderstorm, do you like to be outside when it rains?:YES YES YESSSSSS 1701% YES

Air

Wind, my favourite song to dance to: uhm… Hard question because I am not one to dance like in the disco or in places where people are, but when I am alone I like to dance to stuff… Like… WAIT my favourite song to dance on Just dance is Black Widow (JD 4?) But I like Sway and the Time Warp song too… If I have to answer about dancing with someone else… I would say a Waltz I really like it

Float, what’s the first thing I think in the morning: “shit” or “where the fuck I am” ( not because I drink or anything I think it every freaking morning and I don’t know why )

Fire

Flame, have you ever burned something?: eh eh eh yes.

Campfire, my favourite childhood memory: I don’t really know… I think… Me… Playing pokemon with my first gameboy when I was 5/6?

Energy, one word to describe my life: I may sound not like a really nice person but I would totally say “Boring”

Summer, craziest thing I have ever done: mg there are so many things that I could tell… Like the one I run out of the summer camp eluding all the videocameras and the guards or when I corrupted (with cigarettes) the summer college guard to let me in and out of the campus whenever I wanted after the curfew or… Uhm that time when I was 12 that I and a friend took a freaking train without a ticket and did like… 3 hours to go and 3 to go back to buy a vase that we broke playing with the ball in my friends house and the only place to buy it was really far! Or… Idk that time me and my bro too the car and with Bonkers as background music replayed the famous car chasing scene in Kingsman…. There are so many crazy stuff I have done… I have walked two hours to go to my bro house because she wasn’t feeling well and she was in a really bad (mentally and physically ) situation. I don’t really know I’ll let you judge between these because I could go on. I never realized until now how many weird thing I have done. But Yeah still bored AF.

@trekkie-in-space thank you so much for asking me these questions it never happens to me to be able to share something about me in this way and I kinda like this pretty games. I hope you’ll be interested in my answer