#Maybe I'll delete this later but I just needed to somehow share this. Nobody else is awake apparently
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#Some venting follows after this. That's the entire post.#Having some very uncomfortable realisations about myself recently#I don't even know if I can call them realisations anymore. It's more of a trial and error of my personality and relationships#Not to sound like I'm on purpose being an asshole to the people around me or whatever it's just. Strange#I know that's just part of life. But so many things I just don't know how to properly cope with. Evidently#Not used to this constant state of active emotional turmoil. I feel like I'm about to start smoking out of stress#Today is just such a horrible day. It keeps getting worse by the minute. My head feels like it's about to explode. STOP SENDING ME EMAILS#I'm too close to falling back into this mindset of what I can only describe as apathetic solipsism#I'm tired of constantly having to relearn 'being human' just for all of it to falter when I really need it#This is just rambling now but for me to talk about this in a clear manner I'd need hours I think. I don't know#Maybe I'll delete this later but I just needed to somehow share this. Nobody else is awake apparently#Apologies for edgily posting this but there is noone I could possibly tell any of this at the moment#I might apologize too much for that kind of stuff but it just feels polite ironically enough#Yve's Thoughts.
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