#Matthew incubus

[umekunoichi]

Hello~! I present to you a redraw of one of my old Yumeships, Plums & Blueberries 💙💜

To those who don't know, I was a Seduce Me Otome fan back in the day, & Matthew/Zecaeru was my first online yumeship. I still love this goofball after all these years.

I've been improving my art over the years, and I wanted to draw my favorite piece that I've done back in 2015 of my ship.

2015 doodle:

[ameera-bartholemew]

HOW WOULD THE INCUBI REACT TO YOU FALLING ASLEEP SOMEWHERE RANDOM

Like perhaps the dining table or in the study/library or something hdhdhdhdbs

im alive (resurrected TWICE)

also AWW THIS PROMPT

sweet sweet sweetness today

James: When he walks in and sees you fast asleep in the library near an open book that he’s been reading, his heart melts. You look so peaceful, in your own world. He can’t help but admire your delicate state but then gently carries you up to your room, careful not to wake you. Once you’re tucked in he lays beside you, gazing at your lovely face and falling in love all over again.

Erik: He calls your name but promptly stops after seeing you snoring in the dining room. He can’t help but chuckle, you just look too cute! As quickly as he found you, Erik takes you up to your bedroom and covers you both in blankets. He massages your body, knowing just the right spots to ease. You unconsciously cuddle near him, and he smiles, knowing that he can’t wait to spend the rest of his life with you.

Sam: Sam’s loud stomps can be heard throughout the house, which he doesn’t really care until he finds you fast asleep in the bathtub, the water swaying against your body. His face goes red, embarrassed that he found you like this, but begins to feel calm just looking at you asleep. He stays there for awhile, gazing at your face and thinking about how much he’s in love with you, until you eventually wake up.

Matthew: Matthew stares in shock as he found you gently snoring on the stairs. How sleepy did you get that you couldn’t make it to the bedroom? He disregards this and smiles, seeing how deep you were sleeping. He decides that he’ll join you, putting his head near yours and slowly falling asleep, knowing that the love of his life will be right next to him when he awakes.

Damien: Gentle footsteps echo in the halls, searching for you. Damien goes through every room and feels relief when he finds you in the study, sleeping on top of an open book. He audibly ‘aws’ and finds another chair to accompany you. His hands find his way to your hair, softly caressing it before he too falls asleep, thinking about how adorable you look when you’re sleeping.

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synopsis: The boys have never gone to school together, and now that they’re finally in high school, the mothers have agreed to let the boys attend the same high school, giving into their plea’s. Now instead of being homeschooled, the boys will start at public high school and do it together :).

“ Here are your schedules. First period starts in 45 minutes so you can walk around the school. Here’s a pass so the security guards don’t stop you, they’ll know your new here once they see it. Have a good first day and stop by my office at the end of the day!” Ms. Miller stated, the guidance counselor. By the end of it, the boys were already out of her office and standing in the hall.

“ Okay let me see your schedules.” James said, as the boys all handed they’re papers to James.

“ Do we have any classes together?” Matthew asked hopefully. James studied the papers, looking through them all.

“ Erik and I don’t have any classes together.” James said, handing Erik his schedule back. Erik showed a look of sadness as he looked over his schedule.

“ Sam you have physical education and lunch with Matthew.” James said, before Matthew let out a squeak as Sam hit his shoulder.

“ That’ll be fun.” Sam said, taking his schedule back from James.

“ Damien you don’t have any classes with any of us.” James said, before the group grew silent.

“ You’ll be fine. I’m sure the people will be decent.” Matthew said hopefully trying to cheer Damien up.

“ It’s fine I guess. I’ll get through it. I’m considered a Freshman right? That seems to be why.” Damien said, looking over his schedule.

“ Yes. Erik and I are seniors, ‘upperclassmen’ to Damien’s grade level. Sam is a junior and Matthew is a Sophmore.” James explained as he began to look over his own schedule.

“ Well, are we gonna take a look around?” Sam asked as he stared at the school’s trophy case.

“ Seems like you already started.” Erik said, walking past Sam as the group continued to walk down the hall, about to explore the school.

“ Oh shut it pretty boy.” Sam said, following the group.

“ How many floors are there to this school?” Damien asked James, as they walked up the stairs.

“ Six floors, three different buildings. There are two fields, one football field and another soccer field.” James said, as they reached the top floor.

“ What are we up here for?” Matthew asked, as they pushed through the heavy door to see a hallway full of lockers.

“ We’re going to find our lockers.” James said. “ Ms. Miller said our’s should be together, since our mother’s requested so. We can start from up here.” James said, as he looked down to his sheet. His locker number was A452.

“ What floor are we on?” Asked Damien, looking at his schedule.

“ We’re on the fifth floor.” James said, walking along the lockers.

“ Maybe if we just hit them all-“ Sam began, before someone cleared they’re throat. The boys all turned to a small woman, standing near the lockers, holding the door to her classroom open with her foot.

“ Do you boys need help?” She asked, her voice calm. She looked older, in her 60’s maybe. She smiled warmly though, as she walked over to the boys.

“ Uh yes we do miss. We’re trying to find our lockers.” James said, before the small woman nodded and took his paper. She let out a laugh as she looked over his paper.

“ Here’s a little tip. The letter is the building you’re in. The first number next to that letter, is the floor your on.” She said, smiling to them. James felt his eyes widen as he let out a nervous chuckle.

“ That explains so much. Thank you for your help.” Erik said. The small woman nodded smiling at them.

“ My name is Mrs. Wilson if you boys ever need anything. My room is right there so don’t hesitate to ask for anything.” She said smiling, before turning on her heel to leave.

“ So what I got from that” Started Sam, “ Was we’re on the wrong floor.” He said, crossing his arms. James let out a sigh before nodding.

“ Yes Sam, we are on the wrong floor.” James confirmed, before they all began to walk back to the staircase they had came from, getting ready to go look for they’re lockers.

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“ How the fuck do I open this?” Sam asked, as James was helping Damien open his locker.

“ Sam I told you-“ James began before Sam let out an aggravated huff.

“ I know I know.” He said, before trying it again.

“ Matthew what’s your locker number?” Erik asked, as he finished setting up his locker.

“ A453.” Matthew said, pointing to the locker next to James’s locker.

“Sam let me see your combination.” James said. Sam handed the paper yo James, before looking back at the locker.

“ What?” Sam asked.

“ Sam this isn’t your locker.” James said, before pointing to the locker next to the one Sam had been trying. “ This is your locker.”

Matthew snickered as Damien gave Sam a pat on the back. This was definitely going to be something.

[seducemefanficsandheadcanons]

THIS WAS SO GOOD FML

The Last Man Standing [[AU!Zecaeru]]

Pairing: One Sided AU!Matthew x Female!Reader, Implied AU!Sam X Female!Reader ((Slightly implied that reader is on the bigger/heavier side but that can be ignored.))

Warnings: Angst. Thats it

A/N: I have yet to write for the blue baby and how sad is it that it must be angst smh. Also I’m aware ive already done something like this, however it was supposed to be where it was implied that the reader and James were a thing but since sam is my bias it was easier to do him at the time. My best bitch knows what this stems from bc we talk about this au often. Rip. Anyways this is short n garbage so aye, maybe ill write more and better on my day off.

“Oᴘᴇʀᴀᴛᴏʀ, ɪs ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ᴀɴʏʙᴏᴅʏ ᴀᴛ ᴀʟʟ, ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴄᴀɴ ᴇxᴘʟᴀɪɴ ᴡʜʏ I’ᴅ ɢɪᴠᴇ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴜᴘ ғᴏʀ ʜᴇʀ?”

He’s not quite sure how he ended up here. Watching her from afar, wishing he was the one littering her skin with kisses and making her smile like that. He longed to be the reason why she smiled that one special smile. He wanted to thread his fingers with her and have her placed in his lap, despite how she’d protest about squishing him.

He wanted it all.

He hated it. He had no right to harbor these feelings- to think these things. It was clear she adored his brother. It was clear she fit with him, a man that looked like he could protect her. Matthew didn’t doubt his abilities, but he knew how he’d be perceived. He knew what people might think. He hated that he even cared. Apparently some old habits do die hard, if at all.

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[myladycheshire]

First 2 pages of the 6-page growth sequence made for last month's MasCookie and Cookie Plate rewards at my Patreon, starring half-incubus Matthew ♥ Check the whole thing at https://patreon.com/MyLadyCheshire

[new-tella-us]

Sad facts about the main 6's home lives.

Because I am sad. And what better way to fight sadness than to project it on characters.

James has had one panic attack in his teen years that he never told anyone about. And it was BAD because he suddenly became very aware of his fate as king and all the responsibility that came with it and he spiraled thinking he wouldn't be able to bear it all. He just sat in his room and dealt with that for like an hour or two and he never told anyone because, to this day, he sees that as a moment of "weakness".

Erik used to have the mindset that nothing comes for free (which is lowkey true for a lot of the Abyssal Plains) but with his persuasion skills, he can essentially decide the price. With his naturally flirtatious personality and incubus origins, the "price" often had to deal with a sexual nature. It became such a default that it was second nature to him and that's why he went hard on the flirtation when they met Mika. It's just what usually works to lessen any other "prices" that someone might have that would be harder to fulfill.

Sam nearly ran away once. He literally planned everything out for his escape and got all the items he would need. He basically thought that he didn't need to stick around. Then remembered that Damien was still here and, unlike the others, wasn't really doing the best physically. Plus, he really REALLY didn't want to be without any of his brothers so he stuck around even though he hated it in the castle.

Matthew probably didn't have too many people to talk to. Everyone saw him as the child of the group so he really only had his brothers and his mother. It was very lonely.

Amongst the infinite well that is Damien's trauma, a smaller thing is that he was always told to walk at least 10 paces behind his brothers. This was to really hammer home that he wasn't an equal since the brothers refused to do that. This habit continued into the human world where a common occurrence was for people to not realize that Damien was a part of the group since he walked so far behind everyone else and was very quiet. That or the others would just straight up lose Damien in a crowd. Especially when he had black hair and blended in with everyone else.

Mika's bottle everything up attitude is a direct reflection of her father. He has the same attitude and unintentionally encouraged his daughter to be the same so she can "toughen up" and "grow thicker skin". It led to her turning off her true emotions for a while before sloooooowly opening up..... And then grandpapi died and Mika was back at square 1. Depression amirite?

[cjsarchive]

Hi! I love your work so much, and I was wondering if you would be up to doing your headcanons for Mika's beginning of relationship with each incubus? Michaela said that there was naturally a small weight period after Diana left to see if the relationship would work, so I was curious. Take your time, and thank you for all of the writing you've done:)

Thank you for the compliments! This prompt was so fun to do and I loved going back and playing the first game again in preparation for writing it. Hope you enjoy:D

James:

Would be every respectful, almost careful

A bit too gentlemanly

Waits on Mika hand and foot, he does it throughout the entire relationship, but it’s especially prominent at the start of the relationship

Is still getting used to what love is, so is very cautious and attentive to Mika

Has a few conversations and simply asks Mika what she expects from him and their relationship to make sure she never feels uncomfortable

Mika reassures him of her love for him and tries to relieve some of his precautions

Erik:

Still has doubts that she could really love ‘someone like him’

Is scared of not being enough for Mika

Feels like he’s dreaming

Wants to be physically close to her to confirm that he’s not dreaming

Wants to do everything to try to make her happy, down to the little things like simply holding the door open for her or making her coffee in the morning

Mika makes sure to keep reassuring him of her love

He can’t help but keep genuinely complimenting Mika

He tries really hard to get everything right

Sam:

A lot of gazing at Mika, can’t really believe it’s happening

He’s still getting used to love, so he’s pretty shy, a lot of stumbling over his words, mentally smacks himself for it

Anything Mika needs or wants, he immediately runs to get

Almost tries to downplay his personality at first, worried about messing something up

Tries to act overly gentlemanly at first, Mika appreciates the gestures, but reassures him to relax and that there’s nothing wrong with him being himself

Takes a bit to really start being playful and being fully himself

Matthew:

Actually pretty confident starting off

Very playful

Is always trying to make Mika smile and laugh

Wants to be touchy, but is still a bit hesitant, Mika initiates most of the touches at first

Many small kisses, whether on the cheek, the forehead, or the lips, they keep giving each other little kisses

Many compliments (You’re cuter, no you’re cuter!)

Corny in a fun way, are aware they’re corny, are as cheesy as possible just for the hell of it, they love being in love

Damien:

Blushes a lot

Is pretty clingy, loves being around Mika and wants to be physically close to her, Mika doesn’t mind and loves the clinginess

Is always checking on her

Is super grateful for Mika and does literally everything for her, wants to try repay her in anyway possible

Can’t stop smiling at Mika

Constantly complimenting each other

Mika can’t resist kissing him at every opportunity, he’s just too cute

He manages to bring up Mika in every conversation

[sweet-self-indulgence]

How do you think each incubus tries to let Mika know when they're in the mood?

James will find some excuse to tower over her

Pinning her against a wall or sliding up behind her are his go-to’s

He’ll pitch his voice low and tell her how she makes him feel

“Seeing you in the dress does incredible things to me”

If Mika seems to take the bait, he tends to add something like: “If you keep looking at me like that I don’t know if I can control myself”

Both of them want him to lose control, but teetering close to the edge is a thrill

Erik will whisper in her ear

To an untrained observer it may seem like his normal mode of playful flirting

But Mika knows that mixtures of the playful spark of arousal in his eyes and the complete earnestness in his face

Then he’ll lean in close to whisper sweet nothings in her ear

His favorite formula is compliment followed by sexual twist

“Your figure looks absolutely stunning in that dress… but you would look even better without it~”

He knows how Mika loves the way his whisper gives her goosebumps

Sam gets handsy

It’s subtle since he’s always casually touching Mika anyways

There’s something in the speed of a caress that changes its meaning:

A slow warm hand is comforting

A faster touch is casual, a way of physically acknowledging her presence

But there’s a specific kind of touch that lights Mika’s nerves on fire

If he softly trails his fingers down her side Mika gets turned on

If he touches her neck or collarbone he’d better be prepared to fuck on the spot

In a similar vein he’s not the best at compliments, but he has a way of saying “Wow” when he looks at Mika, like he’s absolutely star-struck

Matthew will turn up the heat of a kiss

He gives Mika a thousand little kisses a day, most of them are casual

but he’s very good at putting a little extra something in a kiss to change the mood

A ‘thank-you-for-getting-that-chore-done’ kiss suddenly has heat stirring in Mika’s stomach

Suddenly she’s standing in the middle of the room turned on and completely flustered

Maybe Matthew is smiling innocently at her, gauging her reaction

Or maybe she has to go find where he ran off to in order to continue the game

Damein will ask for affection

He might make a more casual interaction romantic by placing Mika’s hand on his cheek and staring into her eyes

Guaranteed to get her heart to flutter a little bit

He may also walk up to her, grab her hands in his and quietly, yet earnestly, declare “Beloved, I crave your touch”

This will make Mika blush

She’ll start with a hug, then he’ll gently pull her into a kiss with one hand cradling the base of her skull and the other on the small of her back

Quickly, one of them is pulling the other into a more private space

[incubi-answers]

Yknow what? I'm a little curious. How would you describe your mothers? (Damien, for obvious reasons, if you don't wanna answer, you don't have to.)

(I will be answering this based on how they feel by the end of the first game, if that's okay! If you'd like an updated version of how they feel by the second game, I can do that as well. I also took some inspiration from @vamichaelalaws posts)

James- to put it simply, my mother was a very cold, harsh queen and mother. She was just as hard on me about my training and studies as my father was, even after losing her physical form.

Erik- My mother was, well... She wanted me to focus on mastering the ways of an incubus, trying to sway me from becoming anything like my brute father. She forced me to do things and behave in ways, and now, because of her, I struggle to show my true self.

Sam- My mom was kind and caring. Even tho my father couldn't give a rats ass about me, she did her best to make sure I was alright... (Sam does not wish to say more than that. He misses his mother deeply, even if he won't admit it.)

Matthew- My mom did her best! She trained me in strategy and always knew I was capable of so much, if I had the tools I needed. But, when she wasn't focused on my training, she'd think too hard about the situation with my father, and she'd get pretty upset...

Damien- I'd rather not answer. Thank you for understanding.

[most-datable-datable-bracket]

ROUND 1 MATCH 71

Matthew propaganda:

“The cutest, sweetest incubus you could ever find. He's such a total sweetheart okay, and his eyes are beautiful.”

Nightowl propaganda:

No Nightowl propaganda :(

[seducemefanficsandheadcanons]

The template, are we allowed to ask here as anon? I feel shy to ask publicly.

If you are, then maybe 33 with matthew? Thanks! <3

Dude, I'm so sorry this has taken so long. I know it's bad but I know I needed to get something posted for it eventually.

And of course you can ask as anon!

Thank you for the request!

He's my boyfriend! (Matthew x Mika)

Mika was always a bit uncomfortable about calling the boys her servants. Thankfully, when the house party happened, they used magic to ensure no one would recognize them outside of the mansion. That both helped and caused a bit of confusion.

Sometimes she would be out with one of the incubi and run into a friend or family member, and typically she could come up with a reasonable explanation. She'd claim the incubus was her friend, coworker, or roommate.

But for some odd reason, on this particular day, her mouth betrayed her.

Matthew and her were walking through the mall. Both of them holding cups of rolled ice cream, eating as they window shopped. 

“Mmm, this is so good!” Matthew exclaimed.

Mika grinned. “Right? I mean, ice cream is amazing but rolled ice cream is just at a whole other level. You've never had it before?”

He shook his head. “Nope. I'd never even heard of it. When we first got here- look!” he said suddenly, pointing over to an entrance way with bright colored lights. “It's an arcade! Can we go? Please?”

Mika chuckled. “Of course we can! Let's just finish our ice cream first.”

Matthew grinned and nodded, immediately starting to down his ice cream, despite Mikas gentle warnings of giving himself a stomach ache. 

Soon they walked into the arcade, buying enough credits for the both of them to play for a while. They go around, playing each game while cracking up jokes and having a genuinely fun time. Mika always enjoyed moments like this with the incubi, it brought some comfort in the chaos that was her life. It brought a hint of normalcy in it as well, if you could call playing arcade games with an incubus normal.

Matthew had stepped away to go get more credits for them when a man approached her. “Hey there,” he said, smiling warmly.

Mika smiled back, slightly confused as to why the random man was talking to her. Still, she remembered her fathers teaching and stayed polite. “Hello!”

Their conversation started out with small talk, simple and kind, until the man started to suggest something more. “So, what’s a pretty girl like you doing here all alone?” 

Mika blushed. “Oh- well, I’m not here alone,” she managed to say, feeling flustered and slightly uncomfortable.

On cue, Matthew walked up to her, making the man tilt his head. “Oh, you’re here with a friend?”

Immediately, Mika took Matthew’s hand and laced her fingers with hers. “Boyfriend, actually. He’s my boyfriend!”

Matthew looked at Mika with wide eyes, which she avoided looking at. Instead she kept her expression neutral, despite the redness across her cheeks. That seemed to satisfy the man, despite appearing to not fully be convinced. He left the two alone, both of them blushing brightly.

Mika looked at Matthew. “I’m so sorry, that guy was just flirting with me and I-”

He shook his head and chuckled. “Hey! Hey! It’s okay!”

She furrowed her brows. “You aren’t mad?”

He smiled goofily at her. “Nope! I’m happy I could help,” he said, face still beat red.

Mika blushed even more when she realized she was still holding his hand, quickly letting it go. They stood there, both blushing messes before deciding to continue playing the game. The interaction stayed fresh on both of their minds, and in the back of Mika’s mind, she hoped she could say those words about Matthew and mean it.

[1lovesickfangirl1]

if you turned into a worm, how would each incubus take care of you?

James would read books and research online to make sure he cares for you properly. He doesn’t want to hurt you. He places you in his flower garden so you lay in the warm, wet soil.

Erik pats your head and might give you a little kiss. He’s not able to see your flustered expression, but he knows you love his affection. He’ll gently place you on his piano so you can feel the vibrations as he plays. He’ll try to make you little worm clothes too!

Sam is extremely confused on how you turned into a worm. He asks James to help turn you back, but time passes and he accepts your wormy fate. He doesn’t want to leave your side, a bit worried that you’ll get eaten or stepped on, so he puts you on his shoulder. He tells you about how annoying Matthew is being and lets you join in on his tai chi.

Matthew gushes over how you’re the cutest worm! You may not be able to play video games or cook with him anymore, but he’ll put you in his pocket so you can still be involved in your favorite hobbies.

Damien understands the isolation you feel being turned into a worm. He places you in a terrarium next to his bed, gives you veggies throughout the day, and reads you stories every night.

[raes-writing-space]

Matthew Anderson x Reader *Respecting Boundaries Comfort*

Warnings: Mentions of Sexual Assault (coercion), sexual assault from a past significant other (unspecified gender), mentions of PTSD, cursing, and of sexual themes. Not beta read.

Summary: You and Matthew have been dating for awhile. However, you're finding a hard time telling him about your past experience with being sexually assaulted. When Matthew starts noticing that you're starting to distance yourself from him before things start to heat up, he asks if you're okay and comfortable with him. When you tell him the truth, he comforts you and tells you that he will always love you regardless if you want to have sex or not.

Word Count: 1,988

A/N: Reader isn't exactly Mika, and I spaced out the time from the first game between Malix and Diana it took a little over a month, because having the events happening within a week is wild to me. Also I kinda changed the way they need sexual energy to make it easier for the plot.

This is also kind of asexual coded if you squint. It's never explicitly said in the story, however, I am asexual, so I kinda wrote it in a way of what I'd like to hear? So it could be taken both ways. This is based off of a very real experience so be a bit gentle if for some reason you wanna judge this story.

It had already been about six months since you confessed your love for Matthew, and he confessed his love for you in turn. Between the month and a half of chaos with Malix and Diana, you were lucky to get to know the brothers while they were training. While the boys were still trying to adjust to the human world, they stayed with you, which helped you adjust to living in a mansion and finish up your schooling. They really had become like your own found family, and you gave them a sense of that too. Over time as you opened up to them, they opened up to you, about what their lives were like in the Abyssal Plains, how different things were, and what they hoped out of their new lives here in the human world. Matthew of course, opened up to you the most, the two of you knowing each other like the back of your hand. But there were still some things about your life that you found hard to open up to him about. When it came to the topic of past relationships, if there were any, you tried to keep things vague, only really saying that things ended badly. Matthew respected that, and never tried to pry any further if you weren't comfortable talking about it. For the first month or so into your relationship, you could almost forget about the fact that Matthew was an Incubus, other than creating little toys and trinkets for you from time to time. When the two of you kissed, it kept him satiated long enough until the two of you would kiss again, so the idea of him needing to feed on energy started to slowly escape your mind. But as time started passing, it became more prevalent that things started to get a bit more heated each time. He would never pressure you into anything you didn't want to do, and if you told him to stop, he was quick to do just that. But it was undeniable at this point that he had been thinking about wanting to take things further with you. You had meant to tell him at some point about your past history, but every time you wanted to bring it up, your words would get caught in your throat, and your whole body reacted as if it was just wanted to dispose of the idea all together and change the subject to something else. The more time went on, the more you kept wanting to bring it up, but just continued to struggle. It started triggering some of the memories you just couldn't seem to forget, and it was starting to affect how you acted affectionately around him. After a particular make out session, his hand had started to travel down your thigh, and while you were sure it was meant to be innocent, you suddenly gasped and grabbed his hand to stop him. He stopped immediately and apologized, not meaning to make you uncomfortable or take things too far. Matthew had started noticing the small changed before, but at this point it was obvious, and he knew that it needed to be talked about. He didn't want to keep doing things that made you uncomfortable without exactly know what it was that was making you uncomfortable. The two of you had been cuddling and watching a movie together when an unexpected sex scene had come on. While it was typically depended on the movie, and how the sex scene was being played out, this time it made you a bit uncomfortable to sit though. Matthew had noticed how fidgety you had gotten in a second, grabbing the remote and fast forwarding through the scene wordlessly as you thanked him, before he kept the movie paused for a moment.

"Hey… Are we okay?" Matthew asked, finding himself fidgety as well. He had never been in love before, it was hardly ever talked about or seen as plausible for Incubi and Succubi to even be capable of love. However, you changed that for him, and he didn't want that to end.

"Yeah, we're okay." You said at first, and you could tell your anxiety started to pick up a bit. "I've just… been meaning to tell you something, but… don't really know how to say it…" You told him honestly, trying to take deep breaths to calm yourself.

"Are you uncomfortable with how affectionate I am?" He asked, as it was the question that's been on his mind for some time now.

"No! That's… It's…" You didn't know how to exactly put it, in a way you were, but at the same time you weren't. You liked how affectionate he was, you were just scared about how things would go if you two took it a step further. You didn't know how you would react, and quite frankly, you weren't entirely sure if you were even ready.

You took a deep breath, sitting up straighter on the couch, as you attempted to look him in the eyes, but found it hard to. Instead you opted to look at your hands that were intertwined with his.

"Things have been really good lately, and… I can tell that things are starting to get more, heated between us…" "Do you remember when you asked me about any past relationships I was in?" You then asked, him, as he nodded.

"Yeah, you told me it ended pretty badly…" He trailed off, piecing together that this must be what has been bugging you lately.

"Well…" You found your voice caught in your throat.

You had talked about this with some friends and a therapist once. The first time you spoke about it, you hadn't even realized you were sexually assaulted. Not until someone mentioned that you were coerced. When they explained it to you, it made you feel both a bit relieved, and panicked at the same time. On one hand, you were glad that you weren't crazy for feeling awful about saying yes to something you didn't mean, for so long you thought that it was your fault, and then finally… Someone explained to you that it wasn't. Then, on the other hand, you almost didn't feel as if you had the right to say you were sexually assaulted, even though that's what it was. It was hard to even say the words at first, because that meant it became more real.

"They… They sexually assaulted me." You finally spat out, feeling a bit nauseous all of a sudden.

Your mind wanted to try and distract you from it, to zone out and think of something else, but you knew that you had to at least explain why you had become distant.

"I wasn't ready… I tried to stop things before things got farther, but… They told me that I was being a shitty partner if…" You couldn't even say the words, hoping it was enough of a cue to fill in the blanks, "Sometimes they would stop, but become frustrated with me and become passive aggressive with me, other times they would just keep going anyway… Sometimes I would laugh because I became so uncomfortable, that they thought that when I said no… I didn't mean it, because I was laughing…"

Matthew held onto your hand a little tighter, you couldn't tell what he was thinking, and you couldn't look him in the eye just yet to clue you in on it.

"I know you've stopped every time I've asked, and you've never seen upset about it at all, and… You really haven't made me uncomfortable… It's just that every time things between us get a bit heated, my mind brings up these thoughts about sex, and… I get scared… Scared that I'll freak out and have to stop you midway and disappoint you, or that my mind won't be able to get into it and I'll just hate it the entire time…" At this point, you felt like you were rambling, but it was the only way your body was going to let you get this information out to him.

"I don't want that for you, or for us… You've been… so healing to be with… And I know respecting my boundaries and my no should be just the bare minimum in a relationship, but to me… it's everything. You have been such a breath of relief in my life, and every day I realize more and more that it's so easy to love you… I know with you being an incubus, you could so easily use your powers on me, to manipulate me, but you don't, you've never used your powers on me without my consent… and for that, I trust and love you wholeheartedly. I just…" You finally manage to look up at Matthew.

His eyes are puffy, and he's clearly been crying alongside you. You can tell that some part of him is angry, but that he's trying to keep it together. It made you pause your ramblings for a second, your gaze turning into one of concern quickly, as you reach out to gently cup his cheek. His hand reaches up to place over yours, as he leaned more into your touch. Finally, whatever you thought you were going to say next, never came.

"I'm sorry." Was all that you could say, you didn't exactly know what you were apologizing for, for making him cry you supposed.

He shook his head, "You don't have to apologize."

"(Y/N), thank you for telling me… It kills me to know that you've been hurt in such a way, and it makes me so fucking angry. I never want to hurt you, and if I ever did-" Matthew let out a shaky breath, "No, no you haven't." You interrupted him, not wanting him to think that.

"You mean so much to me, you've changed my life. I can't thank you enough for everything that you do, and I'm so grateful for every day I get to be with you. You're right, I could use my powers, and it would be normal for Incubi to do just that…" "But I swear, I never want to imagine any time where I would do that to you. Demons in the Abyssal Plains will tell me that I'm not capable of love, just as Diana said months ago… But I will always love you, regardless. If you some day decide you want to have sex, I will love you then. And if you decide you never want to have sex, I will still love you." Matthew spoke from his heart, pressing a kiss to the palm of your hand that was still cupping his cheek.

You leaned forward, pressing a slow and teary eyed kiss to his lips. He reciprocated immediately, wanting to pull you into a hug, but unsure if that's something you'd want. You decided to initiate, wrapping your arms around him and pulling him in close, as he did the exact same to you. Just hearing those words from him made you feel better about yourself and your relationship. There have been people who disagreed with you, telling you you that it was your fault, or that sex was synonymous with love. Luckily, you found someone who agreed with you, and that was a lovely feeling. You held each other for a long moment, until the two of you were able to calm down. The two of you spoke about possible triggers, and if some adaptations needed to be made in the way you two showed affection for each other. After the most important things were discussed, the two of you decided to continue the movie that you had paused. Through it all, Matthew had continued to remind you of all the reasons why you fell in love with him in the first place, and only gave you more reasons to love him.

[indescribeable]

ur fluff was so good, please do some matthew fluff?

Winter Cuddles

Hi anon sorry this took so long I realized that Matthew is really hard to write for me because he's my least favourite (I'm sorry Matthew lovers) and as such this is also short I'm sorry please forgive me 🙏. Still I hope you enjoy <3

The snow falling outside went unnoticed by the couple inside, it had been an abnormally cold winter and as a result, the two had spent a lot of time curled up inside. The living room was lit only by the fire and the television playing old Christmas movies on repeat though neither of them were really watching it. Looking down at his girlfriend snuggled happily against him made Matthew smile even though he had been with Mika for over 2 years now it still made him so happy having her with him, after everything they had gone through together he realised how truly lucky he was to have her by his side. He smiled, placing a gentle kiss on the top of her head causing a content sigh to leave her lips. She snuggled even closer to him wanting to be completely enveloped by his warmth even though she had already snatched his hoodie for herself, happy to have his scent completely envelop her. They had watched cheesy Christmas movies all day and with the warmth of the fire and the body heat from her snuggly incubus Mika had already dozed off and was snuggled against his side, her head on his heart. Matthew moved to rest his head on top of hers, careful not to disturb her peaceful sleep. His heart swelled at the feeling of her snuggled up as close as she could possibly get to him. 

Matthew couldn’t put in to words how grateful he was to have her, his entire life he was treated like a kid so no one was more surprised then Matthew when Mika chose him over the rest of his brothers non the less he was extremely grateful and he would spend everyday of their lives together making sure she knew just how much he loved and appreciated her. Matthew gently moved his head to plant a sweet kiss on top of Mikas head earning him a sweet hum in response and shortly after one of her eyes opened blearily.

He gently smiled before speaking “Sorry I didn’t mean to wake you”

Mika shook her head slightly and somehow managed to snuggle even further into his chest her response slightly slurred due to her sleepiness. “Nah….ssokay we should probably go eat soon anyway”

He chuckled, staring lovingly down at her. “See your mouth says that but I think the rest of you has other ideas haha”

She gave him a light smack on the arm glaring up at him as she spoke though he knew she didn’t mean it, he just laughed even louder in response.

“Hey! I let you sleep on me and this is the thanks I get?!” 

Her glare quickly faded into a tired but sweet smile before she reached up to peck his cheek, a slight blush forming on his cheeks. 

“I love you Matty”

He smiled and pulled her into his chest placing his head on top of hers. “I love you too.”

[krp1x1finder]

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heyooo! i’m yumi, age 23, they/them! i’m currently lf a few krp/kdrama partners, preferably within the age range of 19-23+! it’s safe to say that i’m open to any pairings such as mxm, fxf, poly, and trans/non-binary characters, oc x oc (faceclaims ok!) - i will say that i do have a preference for writing masculine characters and will often default to that unless discussed.

my writing style is always mirrored, so don’t be shy if you’d like to write with me in any way, shape, or form! my preference tends to lean towards novella and advanced lit (comfortably up to 500-1k or more) with present or past, third-person narratives. i have some writing examples i can send your way if you’d like to see them before committing to rp with me! i typically want to strive for quality over quantity.

˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚ PLOTS : regarding plots that i enjoy tend to lean super heavily into the human condition (any variation or avenue of slice of life, modern aus), very lightly toeing into supernatural with succubuses/incubus or angel/devils, fallen angel concepts, and “darker” themes. some examples would be religious trauma/historical themes, substance abuse, violence, heavy angst, etc.

i also really enjoy media-based or established works of fictions like ao3, video games (the last of us, detroit become human, etc), films, and kdramas (strangers from hell, all of us are dead, the glory, bloodhounds, and more). 

i’m totally interested in including nsfw into our rps aswell, though i tend to write my characters as versatile switches and would prefer if my partners were flexible and willing to collaborate to make it fun and comfortable for both of us. i will send a kink list to be as transparent as possible, or you can view that on my carrd alongside other in depth info here!

˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚ MUSES & GROUPS : i’m open to a majority of groups including, but not limited to the ones listed below! regarding muses, i’m very open-minded and flexible and will include some examples of those i muse the most. the starred groups are the ones that i muse very heavily for currently:

☆ aespa : winter / karina / ningning

ateez : wooyoung / san / yunho

enhypen : jay / heeseung / jungwon / jake

☆ exo : jongin / sehun / chanyeol / baekhyun

le sserafim : sakura / chaewon

☆ nct (all subunits+wayv) : taeyong / yuta / jaehyun / jeno / mark / donghyuck / jaemin / xiaojun / kun / yangyang

oneus : seoho / keonhee / xion

☆ onlyoneof : nine / love / mill / rie

p1harmony : theo / intak

☆ seventeen : jeonghan / jun / seungkwan / vernon / joshua / minghao

☆ stray kids : minho / hyunjin / han / bangchan / jeongin 

tempest : hanbin / taerae / hyeongseop / hwarang

☆ the boyz : sunwoo / hyunjae / juyeon / jacob / eric

☆ txt : soobin / beomgyu / taehyun treasure : asahi / jihoon / hyunsuk

☆ xg : jurin / chisa

☆ zb1 : jiwoong / hanbin / matthew / taerae

solo artists : woodz, dpr ian, jackson wang, and more  . .

(these aren’t including my ships, but you might be able to get hints from who i bolded - don’t be afraid to ask for clarification though, i’ll definitely mention them once we connect).

please prioritise discussing triggers and preferences within the RP. they will always be stated by me during plotting as well. my triggers are only detailed self-harm/gore that goes alongside it. i’ll let you know if I’m uncomfortable at any point otherwise.

˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚ MISC. NOTES : the most important part of this i would like to make sure is noted is that writing won’t always be a priority for me as i have other hobbies and responsibilities that tend to take up a lot of my free time too. i work two jobs while also taking classes from my university and gaming. i’d appreciate and prefer partners that don’t mind gaps of time between responses and won’t spam or pressure me to be quicker. i’ve had some bad luck with rp partners that don’t understand that and overstep boundaries. i will end the rp if it gets excessive. however, i’m very chatty and enjoy making playlists and pinterest boards alongside our rp au’s so it’d be cool to have partners open to that sort of connection. i’m always down for friendships outside of our rp too so the gaps of time don’t feel awkward or stilted.

if all of this sounds good to you and you’re interested in getting to know me as a potential friend or likewise to write, don’t hesitate to interact with this post on here, directly message me, or head on over to discord and add me; my username is gyumie. ♡

[new-tella-us]

Oooh, another seduce me situation because I'm completely obsessed

How do you think each incubus would react to MC coming to their rooms in the middle of the night, crying and asking them if she can stay with them in their rooms? (Presuming she's close with said incubus. Not like, officially dating or anything, but they are in love)

Well they'd all let her if she really wanted to. They'd all also be concerned as whatever happened to make the MC that upset must be pretty bad. I feel like they'd all really react similarly but I'll mention one unique thing I think each would do.

James would try to figure out what happened. He assumes it's a nightmare but maybe the nightmare is relevant to something in MC's life.

Erik would ask MC if they wants to go outside for some fresh air. Maybe they'll even stargaze.

Sam would bear hug MC. Basically do everything he can to make them feel less alone.

Matthew would use enthrallment, not to control their emotions or really affect them at all. Just to make his eyes glow. Like a night light.

Damien would suggest watching a nice movie. Obviously, they'd have to do that elsewhere as Damien and Matthew share a room.