#MYYYY BOYS I AM SO EMOTIONAL :(((

[thasorns-moved]

Next year... will I be the only one with feelings? Amane. Sorry! Forget what I just said. I didn't mean to rush you. Forget it. I won't forget. Today I want to answer you about the other day. I had something I wanted you to eat, but I didn't know how to reach out to you. So I didn't contact you. I want to see you.

KIMI TO NARA KOI WO SHITE MITE MO (2023) 君となら恋をしてみても, dir. Matsumoto Hana

[domjaehyun]

omg i was notttt prepared for smut in the first quarter and yet we're spiTTINGGG????? haechan u freak (me too i guess)

tbim making me feel so many things likeee it's all such a mess (which i love does that make me a masochist idk) and i feel so bad for every fucking character like yn is confused and haechan is a dick (in every sense) and winter is pretty self explanatory and then there's jeno who got dragged into it poor boy. and all of their friends myyyy god if i was one of them i would be torrrnn any decision they decide make regarding yn and hyuck it's like basically picking sides and i would feel so fucking bad if i had to

and i just want to add a tier of my fav your work of yours and idc if udc

1.pussy fiend (been here since it came out literally never leaving)

2.tangerine love (weirdly a very comforting fic likeeee what's wrong with meeee)

3.the boy is mine (new entry might even rank up based on the ending have so much hope for this one)

and i wanted the patreon contents sooooo bad but i live on the other side of the world and when the currency is converted its craaaazyyy im so sorry ill just have to imagine shit myself and support u morally ig if i am any help

OMG HEHEHE HI HI

yeah we’re spitting IN MY DEFENSE THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE ONE LONG FIC I DIDNT MEAN TO COME OUT THE GATE SWINGING WITH SPITTING IN THE FIRST SCENE OF PART 5 😭 yeah me too that’s hot hehe

I’M SO HAPPY YOU SAID THAT that means im doing something right :D I DONT THINK IT MAKES YOU A MASOCHIST it makes you human. it makes you curious. feeling emotions is what makes life worth living (and hopefully the good emotions are powerful enough to make you stick through the bad ones) so wanting to read complex situations with a myriad of emotions makes total sense! it’s more realistic than, like, i am…… bc ideally i would never have angst ever ever ever only happy thoughts at all times :D and yeah they’re all going through it EVEN HAECHAN GIVE HIM A BIT OF GRACE!!!!

OF COURSE I CARE I LOVE KNOWING WHAT PEOPLE LOVED MOST OUT OF MY WORKS !!!!! now im going down 1 by 1:

1. pussy fiend — this is fair i love pussy fiend it’s perfect perverted lovesick haechan like what is wrong with that boy and can he date me

2. TANGERINE LOVE MEANS SO MUCH TO ME I ADORE IT HE’S SO . FJKGLDSJKGFJKLDKJ I CANT EVEN FORMULATE WORDS something abt that specific haechan is so dreamy. its one of the first times i considered like . him just knowing she likes him from the get go like in pussy fiend he figures it out at the end but in tangerine love he can tell like from the beginning and theres no playing around with her emotions, he’s just very earnest while still being hot and flirtatious and playful and i love that so much

3. HEHEHE well i hope it ranks up but i would understand if it stayed in the same place bc i am not sure how you want the ending to go,,,,, but i hope it goes the way you wanted!!!!!!!!! :D

AND i was thinking about this earlier but if you wanted to like . paypal/venmo/cashapp me the $6, i could share the tbim patreon content with you!!! like if you can’t do a monthly subscription i totally get it bc we’ve all got stuff going on !!!! i’ve already done it for one person and i wouldn’t mind doing it again!! if you’re interested u could come off anon and i could work something out w you? up to you though no pressure 💖 THANK YOU SO MUCH DARLING THIS MADE ME SO HAPPY have a great day ily 🫂

[musingsofaperpetualdaydreamer]

My real first thoughts listening to each song ✨

My sister has reluctantly agreed to have this first listening ‘party’ with me and I just wanted this for the ‘memories’ because I’m an overly sentimental fool like that haha. These may not be coherent but hey ho.

I forgot that you exsisted:

Oooooooh. I like it. Tropical Taylor is that YOu? Shoopooooook. Heeelllp. Oh my god. I’m screaming. Lord my life... INDIFERENCE shut UP Hahahaha. An anthem a bop. A Savage incineration bubble gum destroyer. Her laugh. Stop it.

Cruel summer:

Ooooh the beat. It’s so groovy and slick. I am a wave being carried away to distant land. Flatline. I am dead. God has collected me from this earth. I am gone. I am no more. Taylor has ended my exsistencez byyeereee. The bridge has flooded my atoms. I am gooone eeeeee

Lover:

I am fluffy and warm. My pieces lovingly put back together. I am whole again. I am HOME.

The man:

Shut the flip up. Shut the frick up. Shut up shut up. SPILL THE TEA HONEY PIEEEeEeEeE. The patriarchy is burning. She’s name dropping? Speak now taylor is alive, fearless Taylor, picture to burn, it’s all fire, I’m on fire. TRUTh TEAAAaAA is SCALDING. My scaaaalllllp, my hair is all gone. I am evaporated.

The archer:

Dreamy sad melancholic magic. Shoot me in my soul. Oh wow. My heart.

I think he knows:

Click click, bury me 6 feet under. This is sensual and HOT. MISS TAYLORRRrR. Yessssss, get your MAN. Oooooooooooooh. I am screammmmminnnnn. Damn sis he better know. Woweeeeee.

Miss Americana and the heartbreak prince:

Ooooh it’s dark. Dreamy Taylor has pulled me into wisps of myself and I am floating through the late night magic universe. It’s Lana esque, I am...Taylor Swift you have my whole heart and soul.

Paper rings:

Hohohohoho sassy Taylor has got me by the neck. I can’t breathe, the heat. This all I dreamed of. Ooooooh. DIRTY DReAMS, oooooooooh yessss honey. Her voice. The colour you painted WHAT....LORD ALiVE. *Head bashes self to oblivion. when we wnet from friends to oh wowww

Cornelia street:

I have dislocated my jaw, it is on the floor. Resuscitate me to this BEAT. 4.47. Yesss F ME UP to this. It reminds me of LANY in a way. Ohhhh what a dreamy beautiful death. *clutches heart and falls on the floor. Her voice so soft like this...I’m crying and boping.

Death by a thousand cuts:

I am being sung by angels. Is this heaven? Read me my last rites as you lower me into my grave. Oooh what is that under the beat? Awwwww. No. If the story’s over why am I still writing pages??? UGH HER MIND. The BRIDGE, the bridge...goood LORD. My heart is broken. Tryna find a part of me that you didn’t touch? I’m drowning in tears.

London Boy:

A Londoner. ShE Said Welcome to England honey. Shut up she said Joe is her home? She goes round London with joe? I AM FRiCKIN CANcElled. Over. FINITO. He’s made her a fricking LONDONER. His friends are her friends. Shut uppppppppp. I am bawling like a newly born baby. Loooooooorrrrrrrd. My heart is so fricking warm and fluffy. God bless you Joseph alwyn.

Soon you’ll get better:

Noooooooooooo. Oh my god. I’m so sorry. God I just want want to hold you and hug you and tell you it will all be okay and make it so. Taylor, oh god. Who am I supposed to talk to if there’s no you? I’m broken for you. You’re so strong, being able to be this vulnerable proves it.

False God:

Jazzzzzzz. I’m in a late night bar in soho. I am dead but I am so alive. It’s moody, bluesy, ooooh I love it. The beat, ohhhh it’s slick and dreamy and sensual. Lu huh huh huh ve. Ohhhhh I love that part. My god I love this. Uhhmmmmmmm. It’s so groovy. THE METAPHORS. Her voice. Is that her heart as a beat? I’m in love with this song.

You need to calm down:

SHOUT THiS FROM ThE ROOfTOPs. Bop for the ages. JE SUIS NOt CALMe.

Afterglow:

Darling I’m a nightmare dressed like a daydream That you? Oh it’s beautiful. Fight for that true love. Yes yes yes. Oh yes. Ultraviolet morning light yes it is worth the fight. It’s vulnerable majestic oh myyyy. I am in blanket burrito, ohhhhhhhhhhh. This song is everything. Fight for your love girl.

ME!:

A bop bop boppetty bop. Me he heeeereeee. Hahahahaha. Wooooooooooo.*crazy dances

It’s nice to have a friend:

Ooooh it’s...spooky? Jamaica? Steel drums. Tropical Halloween??????? Ohhh. Trumpets. I am in a fairytale. Ohhh the imagery. Feels like home, stay in bed the whole weekend? My heart is beammmming. I am in blanket song burrito of love. Oooooooooohhhhh. The echo

Daylight:

The metaphors. She’s a genius. Her voice. Oh the beat. Honey the beat. Been sleeping in a 20 year dark night now I see daylight? She was sleeping until she met joe? He makes her feel alive, like she’s really living? Oh my god, I just- *JAW HITS ThE FLOOR AND SHATTeRRS. These lyrics are sharper than a knife. Daylight!!! Real love is like daylight!! Ohhhhhhhhhh. She’s in Love real love love. She found her golden love love. YEEEESSSSSSsSSSSS. She found her golden love the one she used to dream about she found it. HOLD MEEEEEEEEEEE. *slow dances with myself. This is so angelic and everything. Step into the daylight and let it go. OhhhMy soul has peacefully drifted away into a land of light and love and pink fluffy clouds. The little voice note. I have ascended. I am inside the album artwork. I am home.

Final thoughts:

wow that was so many emotions and so cathartic. I don’t know what to do with myself right now. I just-wow. @taylorswift you are a genius. I love you. I just...wow. I feel like I’ve actually come out of my body this is so unreal. Wowwwww. Immma need a minutes.

Suffice to say this is 6 stars out of 5 ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️/⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

Wow.