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byxallxmeans · 3 years ago

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@xlifexbeyondx asked: amaryllis : what is something or someone that your muse takes pride in ? how do they express that pride ? (All the beans)

PRIDE?! Instant shrink onward and into herself, head dipping with... Was that SHAME? Tone seemed even flatter than usual, too, as she talked, cadence slipping. "I... Don't really have an answer to that question..." How PATHETIC. And it wasn't like she could just blame IDA for everything, right? Sure, he'd screwed HER life up, but... "But I guess that's just it, isn't it? If i don't take pride in anyone or anything then of course I don't express that pride..." She sounded... SAD... As if she regretted not doing something that would've CHANGED THAT. "Hmm... I guess for now all I can do is take pride in everyone else." All the people she'd hurt... Especially poor Natsuno Minami, Ei Sekigahara and Yuki Takamiya... She'd arguably hurt them THE MOST. "And to stand beside them in a way I never could..." Yes. The oxymoronic nature of that last sentence was NOT lost on Ryoko...

#MNFDL FNFD DF FDKLDD NKFDLNKLF NKLD FD THIS ONEEEE ;(#TBH IT'S MORE POSITIVE THAN I EXPECTEDDDDDDDDD #BUT I ALSO FEEL ITS A BITTERSWEET INTERPRETATION #CUZ YEAH :( RYOKO DOESN'T SEEM TO ACTUALLY MEAN PER SE MORE LIKE SHE'S JUST SURRENDERED LIEK SHE DOESNT **DESRVE** TO TAKE PRIDE #IN THE OTHERS #BUT IF SHE DOESNT TAKE PRIDE IN THEM THEN WHAT GOOD IS ANYTIHNG #CUZ SHEHERSELF IS JUST A FAILURE #POOR RYOKO :(#RYOKO SHINONOME #::-RYOKO-SHINONOME-:: -- ::-WHY'D-YOU-ASK-IF-I'M-DOING-FINE-::-AS-IF-YOU-CARE-THAT-I'M-LOSING-MY-MIND-::#NATSUNO MINAMI #::-NATSUNO-MINAMI-:: -- ::-REACH-FOR-THE-STARS-::-THE-LIGHT-WILL-TAKE-YOU-FAR-::#RYOKO X NATSUNO #::-RYOKO-X-NATSUNO-:: -- ::-TO-THINK-OF-ALL-THE-PEOPLE-YOU'D-BE-THE-ONE-TO-HELP-ME-::-TALK-ABOUT-A-BITTERSWEET-IRONY-::#XLIFEXBEYONDX

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