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akqrus · 28 days ago

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Hahahahhahaha what if I gave up on the one thing I've been working for the past 4 years, Bc I might never be able to develop my art skills and become worthy of being called an "artist"?? Hahahahhahahahahahahhahahhaa

#Delete later #I'M TOTALLY FINE #I'm not actually in my art regression era and want to die #WDYM??#Also I want to rant cos i can't stand this feeling #a friend laughed at my art and kept giving me 'tips' when I said I really liked it #Like I didn't ask for advice from a non-artist?? What do YOU know about art??#Okay I know that my art is lowkey ass but Im trying I SWEAR #Its hard like REALLY hard #And it doesn't help when Ive been going through art envy over every art piece I see and wish that i had Half of their skills #Which I know that these AMAZING artists worked hard for these skills I know that but I just wish I was a fast learner and actually focused #Instead of my stupid attention span #FUCK THIS SHIT #Also she told me that my chibi drawing looked funny and kept laughing and when i said what was so funny about it??#She went 'lemme laugh. Can't I laugh? 🤨'#So I responded saying that I was just asking and didn't understand her?? And she said 'yeah honestly I'm laughing at how it looks'#THEN SHE HAD THE FUCKING NERVE TO BLAME IT ON UNI AND HOW THAT PRESSURE IS MAKING HER LAUGH AT EVERYTHING #Like do I not have feelings??? Huh??#Oh yeah then I went 'I feel like ur laughing at me? Cos there's nothing funny about it??'#She went on a rampage going 'yeah it is and why are turning my laughing into a srs convo??'#And then weirdly kept saying how she wished that I was with her so we can fight over it and how it would be fun to have a fight and that-#She hadn't fought with anyone for a while and that she needs to have a fight with me????#WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK #This is so weird for her #I actually dont even wanna talk to her anymore #Literally left her on read cos I literally can't deal with her bs rn #It's 3am bitch what the fuck is wrong with you????#Who has the energy to fight??#Literally made me cry. I hate this sm. I'm not THAT sensitive. But it hurts me a lot to hear that from someone I cared for.#kai talks

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