#Like. I don't accept anti-contact paraphiliacs. Regardless of status they need to get away from me because I don't trust or accept them
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I fucking hate tonight
#Negative tw#Vent tw#Every now and then I get these thoughts but it's the first time I've been numb to them#And I really don't like it.#Letting these thoughts pass is genuinely one of the most morally terrifying experiences I've ever had#There is genuinely no fucking way this isn't POCD. This is such a consistently awful experience#Like. I don't accept anti-contact paraphiliacs. Regardless of status they need to get away from me because I don't trust or accept them#But the way pr0shippers and paraphiliacs portray themselves makes me feel so so cruel and fucked up#When it's just POCD.#Like I feel like I'm one of the bad guys#I feel like I should double down and just say 'oh yeah I'm a pedophile/pr0shipper' even though I'm not#It just sucks.#I've been through it and things do seem to be improving overall (letting the thoughts and groinal response pass is a huge win)#But by god#This sucks so fucking bad
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