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lordplavis · 2 years ago

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I feel like if there were just a tiny bit more pressure it would break the already over strained damm holding back the madness and depravity safely held back in the deep dark corners of my mind and unleash a flood of post containing unprecedented levels of thirst horniness and various other expression of different mortal sins onto this site that would tarnish not only my reputation beyond repair but would probably also turn my blog and it's near vicinity into something that would turn you into a pillar of salt if you looked back at it.

Anyways thanks for reading.

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#Am I losing it?#Yea maybe #Yea slightly #No I'm definitely losing it #Don't get me wrong I can hold myself somewhat together but holy shit my Impulse control is completely absent #I just feel like someone dialed up my clock speed by 100%#Aaaaaaaagggghbbbb #Horrible #I feel like I wana run around in circles write two books and turn my life around all right now all tonight #I need to do something #I just don't know what to do #But I can't do anything exhausting or not that fun because I know my mental state is suuuuuuper fragile rn #Like seriously if I'd start something and had the slightest difficulties I'd probably start crying #Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #Why do I write this?#That should be stuff for my diary not tumbler #Anyways #I should start writing stuff in my diary rn #Btw has anyone found my tumbler side blog yet #I'm nearly finished with all my stuff I wanted to prepare #God I really really should stop just letting every thought flow unfiltered into text #I really need to get myself together and get my filters working properly again #I swear I haven't taken anything even though it looks like I did #I feel like I should have taken something

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