#Lavendersprite comes along to help though
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I need to post more about the critetrs
I think, on some level, Sphinx has always been a bit isolated. While Lykoii started a little isolated but quickly found community in the clurch, only to have it ripped from him when he fled, Sphinx, I think, has always been someone alone.
Yes, she has her peers and coworkers, a busy life filled with a job she enjoys, but she never truly gets more than surface deep with most anyone. She doesn’t realize how little she had until that little bit slowly fizzles out. Once in near complete isolation on her own planet, before she discovers the consorts or Lavendersprite comes back from exploring, she’s left to grapple with the fact that she’s alone. Her lusus is not there, not only just physically gone, but soon that looming pressure and expectation is dissolved. This does not help Sphinx’s loneliness.
She comes to the slow realization that she doesn’t have much to her, she is isolated and doesn’t know who she is, mostly in part due to trying to live up to her lusus’ expectations for so long. Something about inheriting that space and longing. Something about not realizing it until it’s already there and has to be dealt with.
#idk if this even makes sense#I was kinda thinking heir of space thoughts#but maybe it’s not the most accurate. shrug :>#I get a pass cause I wrote this late at night and saved it to my drafts after#if its inaccurate I blame it on the eepy curse (sillies)#Sphinx Flinks#Arf Posting#I do think Sphinx has a teeeeny bit of an identity crisis once left to her own devices#Lavendersprite comes along to help though#best guardian. good plant#there’s something about wondering if you’re missed#and something about thinking you wouldn’t be at all#(everyone’s absence is noticed by their peers. even in small ways. man. it came free with being alive!)#(referencing that one ‘came free with the Xbox’ meme)
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