#LUKE AND JOE YOU OWN MY HEARTS I AM GOING INSANE

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My favourite thing about the Blackeyed Theatre Sherlock Holmes universe is that Watson is the clueless one. I know we typically say that Sherlock is the one who is emotionally unaware/stunted but not this time. Nope. This time, it's all John.

Like. Mary immediately cottoned on. She acknowledges shortly after their marriage that marrying Watson is like marrying Holmes as well because they come as a set. And she understands that. She even tells Watson that Sherlock needs him, just as much as he needs Sherlock. She just comes out and says it. She's realised it. She can tell. And more than that, she knows that John hasn't realised it.

And then, THREE YEARS LATER, Holmes, after having an argument with him about Moriarty and about trying to protect him and what have you, finally gets his head out of his ass and confesses. Straight up says he doesn’t exist without Watson.

And Watson still just. Does not comprehend.

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We don’t need you now - Calum Hood

Summary: Afraid and confused, Calum left Y/N when he found out she was pregnant with his child but has regreted it every day since then,so when he sees her again he is determined to win his loved one and his daughter’s trust again.

a/n: first of all,I wanna say that i don’t think Calum would ever do something like this but this is just a fictional story so it doesn’t matter, second,I totally support the right of choice and think that women should be allowed to do whatever they prefrer with their bodies but in this scenario the character doesn’t see it as an option. I may turn this into a series so enjoy!

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    "This can't be happening." You whispered to yourself as you looked at the plastic stick on the sink,two visible pink lines on it.

You and Calum had a stable two-year relationship but a baby was the last thing you needed,you were halfway done through your dream college course and his band was finally succeeding,so they were all over the place. You were on the pill and always made sure Calum would use a condom,even when he didn't want to,but then it came to your mind,that one damn night in Australia,you were spending the holidays in a cabin with his family,everyone went out to dinner but you decided to stay and have some wine,one thing led to another and before you saw you were both naked in a jacuzzi.

You made the math in your had and the baby would be born in the end of your summer vacation,so your bump wouldn't be so huge during classes,of course abortion crossed your mind  but then you remembered your mom telling you that everything happens for a reason and that we should respect that,even if it seems horrible at first,something good may come out of it. You always wanted to be a mother,and even if the timing wasn't the best, you would have to learn how to deal with it because you were irresponsible and let that happen at first, that was it, you were keeping it and hoped Calum would be there for you.

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A week went by and Calum finally had a break from tour and could go back home, you talked to him but kept the whole pregnancy thing a secret because you didn’t think telling such a huge thing by phone or a text was the best to do.

You heard the bell to your front door ring and got up from the place you were laying in bed almost dying out of boredom.

“Hey babe, i missed you” Your boyfriend said as soon as you opened the door and he stepped in, he hugged you and then started a passionate kiss.

“I missed you too...but i really need to tell you something” You stated and took a few steps back, so you could really look at him.

“Wow, not even a ‘welcome back’ hug or kiss? You’re scaring me.” He chuckled.

“You can get your hug and kiss after your hear me, it’s serious”You took a deep breath and just hoped for the best.

“Alright, just spit it out” He took a step closer and took your hand in his.

“Apparently we weren’t as careful as we thought and...”You stared at your hands and then into his eyes,you had to do it. “I took a test and i’m pregnant...I know we are young but we are not that young,i am almost finishing college and your music thing is doing great,we can do this, right? Please tell me we can!”

“Y/N, are you serious? You can’t be serious, we can’t have a fucking baby right now! Do you actually consider keeping it? Are you insane?” He unattached your hands and stepped back.

“What do you mean if i’m gonna keep it? Of course i am going to fucking keep it, i had a whole week to think about it and the idea of being a mom doesn’t sound bad anymore.” You said through gritted teeth and he just laughed, he fucking laughed.

“This must be a sick joke ‘cause there’s no way i’m having a child right now.”

“Calum, You better not be trying to say what i think you are, because once you say it there’s no taking back and you will regret forever” You warned, actually getting protective of your unborn child, how dare Calum treat his own baby like that?

“That’s exactly what i’m trying to say, you will choose and you will do it right no,is it me or this child, Y/N?”

“You know what Calum? I choose my child, and if this is how you’re gonna act about this, maybe i am the one who doesn’t want you in neither my or this baby’s life!” You stated and walked to the door, opening it. “Then you are more than welcome to leave and never como back” He seemed shocked at first but soon seemed angry again.

“I will do it, happily!” He left and made sure to bang the door on his way out.

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Being a single mom wasn’t even closed to being easy and you thought about giving up several times since the pregnancy but every time you took a look at your little girl’s face everything just made sense.

Your family and friends stood by your side the whole time, it made you so grateful and you felt so loved.

As soon as you finished college, and were a proud and formed architect, you got an amazing job offer from an office in New York City, which you obviously accepted, it was hard to leave the people who support you and helped you with Amelia in LA but it was for the best, you had this awesome opportunity to give your daughter the life she deserved and even though you missed Calum sometimes, You felt like such a badass by actually being able to say you didn’t need a man’s help to raise your child, the two of you were doing more then great by yourselves.

Amy had just recently turned 2 years old and was still figuring out how to form proper and understandable sentences but you pretended to understand everything so she wouldn’t get frustrated.

You loved the New York lifestyle and had found the perfect apartment, everything seemed perfect as you and your little best friend walked through the Trader Joe’s hallways trying to remember everything you had to get.

“Do you think we need chocolate chip cookies baby?” You asked your daughter as you got a package.

“Yes!” She nodded and clapped with a huge smile on her face, her afternoon nap had lasted longer than expected so she was full of energy at 10 p.m.

“Well, that’s perfect ‘cause I totally think we need them too!” You smiled and put them in your cart, another thing you loved about NYC was the fact that you could go grocery shopping in your pj’s and no one would say shit about it.

“Mummy, gummy bears!” She shouted, full of excitement.

“I think we have enough sugar for today honey, now we need to get some vegetables” She pouted but didn’t say anything else and just let you lead the cart to the vegetables section.

The cart with Amelia was right beside you while you were turned back choosing the best looking zucchini.

“Y/N? Oh my good, is that really you? We haven’t seen you in ages” You turned around and saw the three faces you never thought you would see again, and the worst part was that you knew the fourth would appear at any second.

“Oh- hey guys!” You smiled at Luke,Michael and Ashton, you actually enjoyed their friendship and missed it.

“What are you doing in New York?”Luke asked, confused. “And with a child” Michael was even more confused.

“I was offered a job here when i finished college,and...this is Amelia, my daughter” You stared the ground and they just stood there, in shock.

“Daughter? How old is she?” Ashton asked.

“Two!” Amy said, confused by all these new people around her and holding her tiny hands up, signaling that she wanted to be held, what you happily did.

“Is she Calum’s? Does he know?” Michael wondered and you wanted to laugh.

“You can be 100% sure he knows and never had any interest in being a part of her life” You stated giving Amy her pacifier and then watching her lay her head on your shoulder.

“So he left when you told him? That fucking asshole!” Luke stated.

“Watch your language!” You warned and they chuckled.

“Hey guys, what has been taking you-” And there it was, the fourth voice, the guy who broke your heart and you never expected to see again. “Y/N?”

“Calum” You looked at your daughter and saw she was almost falling asleep, you just wanted to go home and pretend this never happened.

“Is that the baby?” He asked, looking apprehensive,and i dare say sad or, regretful?

“Yes, this is Amelia, my daughter.” You said and tried to push the cart with your free hand to try and get out of there as fast as possible. “Bye guys,it was great seeing you, I hope we can catch up some day”

“Are you serious? You can’t just walk away, I mean,I am her father after all.” He followed you and the boys were a few steps back, but still paying full attention.

“Her father? You’re kidding,right?” A dry laugh left your lips. “You’re not her father,you aren’t the one who was there to comfort her when she couldn’t sleep, feel proud when she took her first steps or wish you could take her pain every time she gets sick, You are just the dude that knocked me up and left!” You whisper-yelled, trying not to disturb Amelia’s sleep, she didn’t need to see this, she didn’t need to see him.

“I regret it, alright? I regret it every single day, I looked for you but you had already moved and nobody wanted to tell me where you were” He was on the verge of tears but that was far from enough.

“That’s not an excuse Calum! You shouldn’t have left in the first place.” You shouted and that was enough to make the child in your arms wake up.

“Mummie?” She asked, rubbing her eyes. “Angry?”

“No baby, mommy is not angry, just upset but it will be ok.” You kissed her chubby cheek and she returned the action to you.

Calum just stood there mesmerized by the two girls that he was so incredibly stupid to let go and now was willing to do anything to get back, he couldn’t even describe the pain he felt by knowing he missed two years of his daughter’s life and it was all his fault, he chose that.

“Y/N, please, that was the stupidest thing I ever did in my life and I know I didn’t act like her father but from now on it’s all I want to do, I don’t want to miss anymore important things, I want her to know who I am and to love me, I’ll do anything, I can move to New York, retire from my music career, you choose and i’ll do it” He sure was desperate if he was even risking his career, his most prized possession.

“That’s never what i wanted you to do Calum, you didn’t have to give up on anything, you just had to be there for us, I could balance everything, you just didn’t want to.”

“But now I do, please Y/N, all i’m asking for is one more chance.” At this point both of you had already given up on trying to contain the tears.

“How I know you won’t mess it up? I can totally hurt us again,this isn’t even about me anymore Calum, back then she wasn’t born, she didn’t feel, but now all I worry about is her and I won’t let you break her heart like you did to me!” At this point you were full on sobbing and Amy was trying to understand what was going on and hugging you, because that’s what you did to her when she was upset.

“So just let me see her again, she doesn’t even need to know who I am, we will do everything by your terms, please” He got closer and looked at you with pleading eyes.

“Call me and we can schedule,I will tell her you are an old friend and if you mess this up you can forget we exist” You handed him one of your work cards and left.

A/n : there will be a part 2.