#LMBOOOOOOOO I CANT BREATHE SNKSDC

[lucygraysboy]

“hm? and what exactly would i be hiding, lucy gray? are you seriously trying to pick a fight with me after not seeing me for six months?” billy refrains from rolling his eyes, but it’s only because there are more important reactions happening inside his body that he has to focus on and try to control — his cheeks are growing warmer by the second, his palms getting clammy, not to mention his traitorous heart… hammering inside his chest, getting so loud that he wonders if she can hear it. no, that’s impossible. fuck. she’s always had a way of seeing right through him, and it stresses him out. “yeah, it is what it’s called, but it’s not like… it sounds weird coming from you, okay?” something about the way she says it sounds so unnatural and makes his skin crawl. “i only said it once when i was upset. it’s not like i throw curse words left and right.” shaking his head, he decides to just take a deep breath and focus on his sandwich. his heart is still pounding, but at least it’s keeping him from fighting her over his phone. he’s willing to sacrifice it as long as it means she doesn’t try to figure out what exactly it is that he’s hiding from her. he can hear his phone buzzing and gets curious, but doesn’t dare just put a hand between her thighs out in public to retrieve it. with a mouthful of cheese and bacon, he shifts a bit in his seat and gently nudges his girlfriend. “wanna see,” he mumbles around the food, covering his mouth with the palm of his hand to keep it from falling out.

@/boob_olinger: @/bhbonney ??? whathefuck 🖕🏻🖕🏻🖕🏻🖕🏻🖕🏻🖕🏻 @/boob_olinger: why you ad her 🖕🏻 whats wrong with u @/boob_olinger: porcupine my ass lol @/beckwith.john: @/bhbonney no gfs allowed  @/beckwith.john: remove her @/boob_olinger: HOW @/realjessevans: lmao @/realjessevans: LMFAO!! PORCUPINE @/realjessevans: hi lucy 

“i don’t know, just sounded passive aggressive is all.” lucy gray mumbled, now having to decide if he’s covering it up or she really had it wrong. “thought you was makin’ bein’ a virgin a bad thing.” she adds, since now a new reminder comes up when he acted like it was a bad one. like he had to be cool to fit in with jesse and olinger who were bedding someone new every night, which was gross. “and besides all that, i don’t think you have to be a virigin to read it. you can probably be someone well experienced and enjoy a book like that.” she didn’t like this kind of book, but she was still thinking he was being passive aggressive about being a virgin. “what do you mean yo, dude? i’m not a member of the motherfuckers.” she quietly steams, staring a hole through her half empty plate of waffle as her fork continues to be squeezed to death. “but it doesn’t seem important to me.” especially when it’s fake. but she’s too mad to finally let him in the the know of that. shoulders shrug, ignoring why she lashed out on the waitress. because she was letting a past experience and the way her mother got treated turn her into a crazy person, she thinks. “people change all the time, so how do i know.” he changed up on her by running away for months on end and shutting her out, how does she know he didn’t go and adopt billy taupe’s same mindset over the last half of year. feeling his fingers wrap around her arm, she releases the death grip on her fork and places it down. then eyes start to water at the reminder there’s only this weekend, maybe she is getting over worked and emotional for more than just billy taupe. even though it still makes her mad about his dumb pms comment. “protected how? just because you hide it from me, while they run all over top of you? i’ll fix it myself.” she’ll either get on her account and block bob olinger or jump onto his and block him on billy’s account, her decision is still up in the air.