#LIKE OH MY GODDD. OH MY FOD. IM SO SICK.

[kusundei]

forgot to. blog yesterday. was way too tired but ohhh my god im still tweaking. I DID GOOD ON MY PRESENTATION ACTUALLY just aside from the fact i went over time and the. um. sigma. 🙂 but i digress. im still. GODDD. he makes me insane oh my god im being so serious yesterday was so perfect hes actually so. perfect. OHHH MY GOD no because the way he kissed me. TWICE. and thank god i didnt tweak the last time i was just sooo. GODDD. oh my god hes socute i cant take jt anymore IM STILL THINKING AHOUT WHAT I SAID LAST NIGHT I LITERALLY CANT. GET IT OUTOF MY HEAD IM A FREAAAK IM FREAKKYYYYY. AND WHAT HE SAID OHHH NY GOD. he makes me so insane i CAAANTT I SERIOUST CANT. hes so attractive im actually sick i cant believe he . ljkes me. too. GODDD IM SUCH A PUSSYYYY THE SHIT ICWANTED TO DO BUT I WAS TOO SCAREDD GODDD. if. nobody had came around. after that first time. i swear to god. on my life i wouldve kept holding him and god. the urge to just kiss his neck im a fucking FREAAAKKKK IM BEING FREAAAKKYYY SAVE ME. god hes just so. ssooo. he makes me insane watching him just act and go on stage and him in that suit and god everythintgg. WHEN HES TWEAAAKIJNGNHHH EHEN HE HELF MY HAND AND HES SO CLOSE TO MEE AND THE WAY HE LOOKS AT MEEE oh my fod im actually sp in love wirh him its makinf me ill. IMMM ILLLLLL. SAVVVV KEEPS COMPLAINING AB HOW WE SHOULD JUST DATE BUT IM SCAREDD TOOO ASKKK AND IIMMMM PATIENT. IF HES NOT. READY.? THEN ITS OKAY. god forbid however i just. oh my god. i cant take it anymore i jeed to tweak ab this to people i want to call u my boyfriend. sorry. JUST LIKE GODDD. I CAAANNTNTNTT i cant fucking do it i. iiii. GOD.

no i swear. today. i will try. to prevent evil overthinker sam from fronting. i will. i swear. ILL FUCKING DO IT PLEASE IM JUST SO SCARED AND LARANLID AND NETVOUS he wont lash me i need to calm down. im okay. hes jsut so cute its makjnng meee ILLLL THE PHOTOOSODSS. godd the video i took i just tweaked and listened to it last night before flaling asleep as much as i hate my voice ill ignore it sp i can hear you. i wish i couldve recorded you actually but audio will suffice. just. god. you are so. cute. so attractive. i am ill.