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LBL 24FW🖤💙

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[ms-march]

He’s winning the idgaf war

[babiesarelazy]

[esta-elavaris]

Hello,

I read your little by little Fanfiction on a whim and I am obsessed it’s perfectly written and I really like the development. I think every scene with Draco and his parents is iconic. The growth, the love that is still there but yet… you did really well with the dynamic. It makes me wonder do they ever come atound like a little? I know in the Oneshot collection it’s better but still pretty cold.

But I also loved Marilyn and her friends. It seemed very realistic and I kinda think Draco and Marilyn were exactly what they needed at the time especially. Honestly great love story, it never got boring once which I don’t see often in Fanfictions that mostly focus on romance.

I also saw that you were really struggling at the time and I hope things have improved since! All the love from me ❤️

Hey!

Thank you so much! Honestly that dynamic is something I thought a lot about, and sweated over constantly in terms of trying to get it right without anything feeling too black and white. Obviously, his parents are in the wrong, but it's not a simple matter when you dig into everything that goes into it, and from their very warped perspective, they are in the right, and they do still love their son, even if they're crap people.

I took a lot of inspiration from Gilmore girls as far as the dynamic goes, in terms of Emily and Richard's relationship with Lorelai when she pursues a life outside of what they deem to be acceptable - along with how they love their granddaughter despite her being born from their daughter's "poor choices", but that source is a little less complicated considering it's not rooted in what is essentially racism. Lucius and Narcissa have the snobbery aspect down pat, sure, but their ideals are a whole lot more of a problem.

Honestly, I don't think there'd ever be proper closeness. Maybe between Narcissa and Draco at most, and Narcissa and her grandchildren absolutely, but I think everything else would still be pretty strained - and it would, at absolute best, forever be the elephant in the room with her and Draco. I doubt he'd go to her for marital advice, and he'd be very careful about speaking of Marilyn in her presence, not because of her disapproval, but because he'd suspect Marilyn wouldn't like it, and he'd also fear it leading to his mother making comments that he'd then have to argue against and it could cause more rifts. I don't think Narcissa would like it, either, because she'd view it as a no-win scenario. She'd know what it would cost if she started sharing honest opinions, but she'd also find it insulting to have to hold those honest opinions back from her own son, so it's just best for all if there's a certain level of distance there on certain matters. But I think she'd be absolute grandmother of the year.

I also do think, eventually, there'd be a level of grudging respect between she and Marilyn, once she admits that she can see her strength, along with how happy she makes Draco. Maybe glimmers of warmth, but very fleeting and it would take honest to god life-of-death scenarios to make either of them speak of it. Otherwise, they can play nice and be cordial with each other, but I mean...Marilyn has just as much that she can't forgive as Narcissa does.

Ultimately, though, I think a lot of the stuff with Lucius is unsalvageable. I think he and Marilyn would only speak the bare minimum to each other under absolute necessity, and given that he and Draco were never particularly close to begin with - I think as a product of how Lucius was raised to believe a father should be, honestly - there's not the same foundation left to salvage that there was with Narcissa. I also think that he'd cling to his pride more, refusing to attend their wedding or do much of anything for the sake of "keeping the peace". In his mind, keeping the peace was not basically exhiling Draco from his and Narcissa's lives, and even that's an embarrassing concession.

In time, he'd see a lot of the same things that Narcissa does, especially where the grandkids are concerned, probably living in denial that whatever brilliance they show is because of their Malfoy blood doing the heavy lifting and fighting against the bad influence of their mother's genetics, but I think he'd be less willing to admit it or act upon it than Narcissa, and things would be far more strained between he and Draco. Whatever warmth he can bring himself to show is probably hand-waved away (even to himself, in his own mind) as for the sake of Narcissa, rather than much else. I think he's just as much of a product of his time and culture as Draco is early on in the canon, tbh, but for him it's too late and too deep-rooted to go back. I think if there's ever an honest, deep conversation and forgiveness on the matter, it's the product of a deathbed confession on Lucius' part. I think that's what it would take for some perspective.

I apologise for this entire essay, but thank you so much for your lovely words! I hope this explained my thinking 💜💜 and things have massively improved for me since I was writing those A/Ns, I have never been happier, in the grand scheme of things 🥰 x

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Christine Dolahan: The technology of incarnation

Life coach Christine Dolahan claims that she recalled seeing buildings where souls were 'training' for their lives on Earth. "It was almost like a boot camp," she said. She also remembered conversing with a mentor who was 'a very highly evolved spiritual being' who had transcended their life cycles on Earth. Dolahan then explained that she felt her 'essence' become anxious as she approached the moment in which she would enter another human life, asking the spiritual guide "Do I really have to go" before being pushed into a 'vortex' to begin her next lifetime.

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SONG JI HYO X LBL

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LBL Day Six: Beige, bland, muck

[look-back-lola]

welcome!!

hiii thanks for checking my comic out <333 this is my first ever webcomic project so i'm a little nervous but giving my all! this was basically started as the child of my need to share my ocs with the world and want to have stuff to cringe at when i'm older

but first an foremost: tags! everything look back lola related will be tagged as look back lola, incl. asks and non-comic artwork.

the actual comic is under #lblcomic

chapters have their own tags i.e. #lbl01, #lbl12

asks are under #asks

reblogs are under #rb

non-comic lolaverse artwork is under #lbldoodles

general art is under #doodles

posts like this one are tagged #maintenance

anything else is under #nonsense

my upload schedule is TBC, currently uploading at least once a month until i find my groove. ideally going for fortnightly uploads, will edit this section at a later date. i have big time executive dysfunction + commitment issues as well as school, so upload consistency is a challenge for me. my apologies if it goes off the rails but fingers crossed i keep it together. 'tis one of the goals of this project!

these characters and this story are very dear to my heart and it would make my entire world if even one person read this and connected with it too.

thank you for reading and i hope you enjoy your time here!

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NctrnmFM(nctrnm.com): "trip on a trailer" by LBL.

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FD is just tryna make him breakfast 😭

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Chapter 3- Clones

[ms-march]

TURN WEEK: TOPGUN Crossover with SS:SP

California, 1971

The United States Navy Fighter Weapons School, colloquially known as TOPGUN, is in its early stages. Only the navy’s young, best, and brightest pilots are selected for the chance to enter a new era of aviator warfare.

So experimental, Adrienne Fairfax is returning as part of the 3rd class. She had been at TOPGUN once before, a male classmate cutting her time there short by dismembering parts of her plane pre-flight. Coming back with a chip on her shoulder and scathing remarks for her inexperienced and self-confident classmates, Adrienne will not be so trusting and naive again. The new TOPGUN staff including the impressive young Nathaniel Greene—or so her father says— and the recent college graduate, Elizabeth Walker, have to prove themselves to her NOT the other way around.

Unfortunately, this second trip may not be so easy between Elizabeth’s eyes for the by-the-book, bookish Long Island Boy, Benjamin Tallmadge and the arrogant draft-dodger (well, almost) in Thaddeus Kosciusko, who can’t help but earn his callsign: Casanova. California’s beaches and off base bars barely conceal the cutthroat, high stress environment TOPGUN thrives on. Will they make it through without breaking any rules, or will their careers- and their personal lives- crash and burn?

Happy crossover day from @tallmadgeandtea and I!!

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[esta-elavaris]

hiii i just finished binge reading little by little and i am in LOVEEE!!!!! i absolutely love love love how you wrote marilyn and draco’s relationship 🥺 and do not get me started with marilyn and taylor and sarah!!!!!! IT MAKES ME SO SOFT!!!!!!! and how draco’s relationship with sarah and taylor improved!?!?!!!! kicking my feet and giggling :3 i absolutely looove how marilyn is characterized (i love how the golden trio was characterized too :3) but its so beautiful how you wrote the progressive relationships between everyone!! i love how marilyn was introduced into the magical world and i LOVE how you wrote narcissa!!!

i am absolutely rambling but theres so many things i love about the fic and i could go on for days and days 🫣 but thank you for writing ❤️❤️ it was an absolute pleasure and honor to read marilyn and draco’s relationship ❤️

Thank you so much 😭 I wrote that fic as an avenue to get back into writing after a really long break, so I always get kinda down on it because I feel like you can see a lot of growing pains nestled in there (even if it has a lot of sentimental value to me), so reading all of this loveliness means the world! I’m so glad you enjoyed it and took the time to reach out and tell me all of this 💜💜💜

Narcissa in particular was a major challenge to get right, so I’m thrilled to hear I did her justice!