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Surviving is one thing but befriending the alt girls? Now thats thriving congrats on the friend acquisition. Oh yeah absolutely thats super cool of your mom. To be so chill. More parents should aspire to be so chill. Birds are just chill dudes who exist & you can see them & its great. Fuck gulls though. They're nice to look at but will be bastards if you have food in some places. Ive been trying to learn german here & there and it is. Something. Mood but for english. Who needs grammer rules fuck em. I dont know polish so i definitely cant say. You probably mentioned it that sounds familiar but dang. Well it at least wont be as bad? My joke answer is gay sex would be less gay than whatever bronya/seele & march/stelle have goin on. My serious answer is that but also that was really well paced & written. Svarog my bro. Love him. Cocolia confrontation had killer music & the interaction with preservation was cool too. Love fire stelle abilities. Mobile is tough but just gotta fuck it we ball through it. Ill definitely have to add rain world to my list. Dredge is like. Lovecraftian horror fishing sim. Its really neat. River city girls is a simple beat em up adventure game where you fight through town doin little quests on your way through the main one. Real fun easy controls & the soundtrack is real good. Please do id love to hear your exploits. Yeah i have work a lot & so does she plus her kids so i dont talk to mine much either. Im getting to the point in star rail where i am catching up like genshin so ill probably log in less on that too unless more story happens or an event catches my eye. After next planet story anyways. Im not far enough in simulated universe to do swarm disaster sadly. Just gotta. Level them characters as usual. Ps5 star rail gave me gepard which he's good but like. I want bronya

YEAH ITS GREAT and thank you!! we have different groups this year and im very happy ab this bc most of the popular girls im scared of that i shared a group with last year are in the other one now. so im chillen. yeah shes VERY epic hehehehe!!!!! love her. YEAH frfr i agree.... ab the gulls as well i almost got Physically Attacked by one when i was on a trip on an island near alicante cos i was hanging out in the sea and went towards a small island not far away from the shore. not knowing there was a gull nest on it. but i took the hint when one started Screaming at me like halfway through. god i am scared of these things. theyre cool but from a safe distance. and ahhh good luck with learning german!! i took 4 years of it in primary school and still dont know a thing. but its a very charming language so maybe when i get a solid hang of spanish, ill revisit it. tho it Is funny to joke with my friends ab how i didnt allow ppl to germanize me. german was mandatory under the nazi occupation and theres this one patriotic song with the lines "nie będzie niemiec pluł nam w twarz / ni dzieci nam germanił" [the german will not spit in our face / nor germanize our children] but these days its often used for jokes ab having to learn the language. and yeah i suppose thats true!! it is what it is. anyway. YEAH i actually agree with both the joking and serious part andkfnjjb ESPECIALLY the cocolia boss fight. GOD that was cool. i honestly dont use fire trailblazer abilities that much but yes she does come in handy. good luck with surviving on mobile o7 also keep me updated if you do end up playing it!!!!!! its unbelievably hard but like. in a good way. OOH BOTH OF THESE SOUND VERY FUN!! speaking of which i have so many games i wanna play..... but i literally just spent around 200zł [a bit under 46 dollars] two days ago [wait im gonna tell you how in a second]. which actually connects to dye update: i redid my hair since it washed off pretty quickly [but ah i look so nice in red] for the very event i ended up spending way too much money on. and yeah fair rn im actually going onto genshin more often than star rail bc the fontaine exploration + catching up on sumeru exploration is just. So fun. havent played swarm disaster yet either...... no time...... i have a Lot of stuff to do for school recently. its been like what. 2 weeks. and we already finished the first chapter from history and were gonna have an exam soon. which im Dreading btw bc for some reason i went for extended history in school despite being physically unable to remember dates. but hey at least extended geography is easy [so far]. so fuck it we ball. anyway ah congrats on getting gepard!!! hes pretty overpowered yeah but i want bronya as well [i say barely ever logging into the game]. which is pretty funny bc i already got 3 5* things on standard in star rail while being like 150 pulls in and they were two claras and GEPARDS LIGHTCONE. which i cant even use on march since i run her in clara teams in which i need the taunt on clara. Lol. but whatever. ANYWAY ABOUT THE EVENT uhhh you Might recall that i went to like a. con-adjacent thing last year. its actually just mainly for buying merch but a Lot of people go in cosplays. anyway i went this year as well and got a bunch of prints [of focalors, fischl, signora, silver wolf, kafka, and miku], and some other stuff [charms of himeko starrail, silver wolf, and kafka, as well as bronya honkaiimpact3rd and kafka pins]. and a very cute choker. so YEAH for the sheer amount of stuff i got id say its a very good price but i still feel bad ab spending so much money in one go sjdkgkgjh

#but oh well!! a small price to pay for my anime niunie #asks #pen pals

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pinkplantmakesstuff · 4 years ago

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30 Questions

So I was tagged by @ashals-dream ages ago but never got round to doing this with the house move oops, but then I remembered! I’m gonna shove it under a cut to save space but thanks for tagging me I do love lists a lot XD <3

Also gonna tag @little-leaf-man in case you want to but haven’t done this yet, but totally feel free to ignore this it’s a lot of questions to answer so don’t worry if ya don’t wanna do it!

1: Favorite living world season? Not sure, I’m only part way through season 3 and didn’t get to play 1 so, probably 3 at the moment? Mainly because I didn’t like how different it felt to play compared to the personal story, but I eventually got used to how the Living World Season stuff plays out.

2: Favorite expansion? Well I’ve only played HoT at the moment too, so that one! Also although I have mounts, I actually love the glider a LOT.

3: Favorite soundtrack? I play with the music off and play my own stuff in the background (mostly random lets play because people talking in the background helps me concentrate) because I always thought the soundtrack was too repetitive for me oops

4: First profession you played? Necromancer! It was gothest option so of course I picked it back when I first started playing. (I was like, 17 so that’s why Alec’s surname is Shadowdancer oops)

5: First race you played? Human!

6: Favorite Destiny’s Edge character? Logan followed by Eir! I like those two a lot

7: Favorite Dragon’s Watch character? I only really like Marjory and Canach at the moment, the rest don’t seem to currently have much in the way of personality if you aren’t very far in and haven’t been able to play Living World Season 1

8: Favorite Elder Dragon? Zhaitan! He’s basically a necromancer dragon. I just wish he had a voice and stuff. I want him to be spookier and chatty ;;

9: Best boss fight (story) I liked Mordremoth’s fight a lot (even if it broke and made me restart the ENTIRE chapter) but I liked it a lot! I also liked the fights you had to do to make Caladbolg whole again, especially when you had to fight yourself.

10: Best boss fight (fractal)? I like the very first one, the volcano one a lot. But that’s because it’s easy and I don’t really remember any of the other fractals.

11: Best boss fight (raid)? Never done raids so I wouldn’t know.

12: PvE or PvP or RP? PvE AND RP please. Though I don’t actually do RP especially in game but still, I like the idea of doing it! (Problem is I don’t follow lore and lots of people do oops). I also love doing PvE in a challenge way - no teleporting, setting restrictions for myself depending on the character (I.E Velvet and Proto can’t go in water areas etc)

13: Favorite canon couple? Don’t remember any of the canon couples aside from Jory/Kas. So those two I guess XD

14: Favorite fanon/self made couple? In one version it is Alec/Trahearne, but I’d also like to ship my character’s with other people’s but I always find it hard to ask ;; BUT Alec/Aodhan (Leftincommand’s boy) is currently a very VERY good one >:3

15: Favorite quote? None my memory is a sieve I barely remember the non-main npcs (In fact I don’t remember most of them)

16: Most emotional cinematic? Probably the Bloodstone Explosion on the Airship one, I don’t really find any of them emotional but character wise it would be the most hard for Alec considering his fear of airships.

17: Favorite VA? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I don’t know who anyone is because I am not interested in that sort of thing oops.

18: Post a fun screenshot! WHOMP

19: Post a landscape screenshot!

20: Most used mount(s)? Jackal, with the Raptor being a close second!

21: Favorite mount skin (for every mount you have)? (I’m only gonna pick my fave skins from the ones I own, otherwise I’d be here forever looking over each and every available one ;0; )

Raptor - Archaius Sprinter

Springer - Alloyed Irontail

Skimmer - Luminous Ray

Jackal - Kintsugi Jackal

22: Favorite weapon? I love playing with the Greatsword on most classes that can, And in terms of appearance, everything from the Lorekeeper set.

23: Favorite gear set? Not sure! They are all so different on each gender model that it’s hard to pick, plus I mix and match most of the time anyway!

24: Favorite title? Killer Queen (Because that Queen song is SO good)

25: Something you worked really hard to get? Technically not in-game, but I worked really hard on convincing my irl friends to play GW2 with me and I was very pleased when they did >:3 (LeftInCommand and CommanderTollWife)

26: Favorite GW2 Youtuber / GW2 related video? I’m very fussy with what I watch and I don’t really like watching videos of a game I am currently playing so I know nothing about the gw2 videos people make.

27: Most used miniature? Depends on what character I’m playing! Though Alec normally has Mini Trahearne. I do want the Mini Jackalope a lot though ;;

28: Most used novelty? Friendship tonic! and the Flying Broomstick!

29: Number of achievments points? 3,796

30: Something you’d love to see in GW2? CIRCUS THEMED CLOTHES, Like clowns, jesters, all of that please and thank you! ALSO player housing I can decorate. I’d spend real money on being able to create individual rooms for my characters. ALSO a photostudio mode so I can pose them and move the camera to take photos how I want.

#ask meme #30 questions #matt rambles #ashals-dream

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peachy-jy · 8 years ago

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ye olde tag game

I was tagged by @got7peaches and I want to know if you came up with the title

(I think this was supposed to be fun and light but it ended up going to a really deep and verbose place so I’m putting it under the cut)

not tagging anyone cuz no one should have to read this lololol fml

how tall are you? 5′6″ and I’m not a fan... short people are cuter what color and style is your hair? red and long and curly what color are your eyes? they’re blue around the edges and green around the pupil and I know that sounds like a description straight out of “my immortal” but no I’m not making this up do you wear glasses or contacts? both but I prefer glasses do you wear braces? never have never will what is your fashion style? I don’t think I really have a “style.” That would require more money than I am willing to spend on clothes. But I love everything Claire wears so... if I could afford Claire’s style and pull it off I would dress like her when were you born? October 22 (burn this date in your mind) how old are you? 24 do you have any siblings? 2 brothers, one older one younger what school/college do you go to? this seems like tmi so I’ll just say I’m in nursing school (as if everyone didn’t know that already I never shut up about it) what kind of student are you? the worst. I’m that asshole who puts in 10% effort and turns in everything late and somehow still does ok what are your favorite subjects? anatomy was super fun (the human body is weird and amazing) but I think my favorite class I’ve ever taken was formal logic (it’s the satisfaction of completing mathematical equations with none of the actual math) what are your favorite shows? 30 rock, parks and rec, the office, community, scrubs... basically good sitcoms with 5+ seasons. I’m also a slut for reality tv (dance moms anyone?) and competition shows (great british bake-off what whaaat) what are your favorite movies? the one I always pick when I have to pick just one is when harry met sally but I am a huge cinephile and I have dozens of favorites so if you’re looking for a movie rec hmu what are your favorite books? my book choices are a lil outdated cuz all I read is fanfic lately lololol but old OLD faves are hitchhiker’s guide to the galaxy, the giver, ready player one, and the hunger games series what are your favorite past times? my favorite past time is collecting past times, getting decently good at them, and then abandoning them. I’ve taught myself to play the ukulele, painting and drawing, niche board games, pottery, baking, the basics of a few languages, and a few video games here and there. The only hobbies that I’ve done consistently for several years are knitting, watching movies (specifically going to the movie theater because you can’t beat that atmosphere tbh), and writing (mostly fanfiction; I haven’t written anything original since high school). do you have any regrets? I wish I had never gone to the second university I attended... I basically wasted three years of my life in a hick town. I was miserable but I learned a lot about myself and also a lot about people and how to not be a shitty one so I guess it wasn’t a total waste. It sure felt like it though. what is your dream job? I wish I had the self-confidence to be a fiction writer full time. If I really worked hard at developing original concepts, I think I could be pretty good at it. Plus I would never have to leave my apartment and I could wear sweatpants 24/7, which is the real dream, let’s be real would you like to get married? where? I kind of flip flop on this one... sometimes I think I’d like it but then again I’m such a loner that I think I would suck at marriage sooo... my brother says I need to find someone who is as smart as me but total shit at something I’m good at, so I can take care of them and feel needed. I don’t know that marriage necessarily needs to be involved... Plus if I ever did get married I’d prob elop or only invite my immediate family sooooo do you want kids? how many? I don’t think I’d want to create life but I’d be 100% down for adopting... then again when my celeb crushes say they want kids I’m all I VOLUNTEER so who can say do you like shopping? If I magically come into extra income then yes. If I’m on a budget, shopping for something I need is like torture. The exception is always make-up/skincare. I buy myself new make-up when I’m sad. how many countries have you visited? 7, all of them European, but one of them was just for a day so I feel like it doesn’t really count. I really want to visit some Asian countries, though. what was your scariest dream? The scariest one that comes to mind was being locked in an office building with office workers and there was a serial killer-type guy in a jigsaw mask who kept turning the lights off and abducting people one by one and disfiguring their faces. No fuckin clue where that came from tbh. I’ve never even seen Saw. do you have any enemies? I’d like to think I don’t? I try really hard to treat everyone well regardless of how they treat me because I like being liked... but honestly there are a few people who hate my guts and won’t meet me halfway to reconcile sooooo yes, I guess I do. I don’t hold it against them, though. If they ever took a moment to see things from my point of view they would realize that I never meant them any harm and I’m just a flawed person, trying my best. But apologies don’t go very far with people who like to hold grudges and feel like the world is against them, so I can’t do anything about that. do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend? I don’t have the energy for that. Right now, having a S/O sounds kind of terrible actually lmao they’re so much work

THIS GOT HELLA LONG I’M SORRY BLAME CLAIRE

Put your music on shuffle and list the first fifteen songs without skipping:

We Hate You Please Die - Crash and the Boys (Scott Pilgrim anyone? no? ok)

Amsterdam - Imagine Dragons (I downloaded the whole album bc I liked Radioactive but I’ve never actually listened to this song)

Green Onions - Booker T & The MG’s (idk don’t ask)

The Curse of Curves - Cute Is What We Aim For (a one hit wonder but I still know every word to this song)

All Alright - Fun.

Classic Rock Medley - The Cat’s Pajamas (a local acapella group from my high school days)

Bellas Final - the Pitch Perfect Soundtrack (ok this plus the last one is making it seem like I’m obsessed with acapella I’m really not)

East West - Herman’s Hermits (...I actually love this band don’t judge me)

Here It Goes Again - Ok Go (say what you will about the song but that video with the treadmills was iconic)

20 Dollar Nose Bleed - Fall Out Boy

Sims Holidaze - The Sims 2 Bon Voyage (I may or may not have the entire collected Sims soundtrack on my ipod...)

Lesson 4 Pronunciation - Rosetta Stone Italian Level 3 (Remember when I was fluent in Italian? yeah me neither)

Whistle (Acoustic) -Blackpink (I like the original better)

Come So Far (Got So Far To Go) - Hairspray soundtrack (ok but this whole soundtrack is a bop I forgot I used to love this)

Mowgli’s Road - Marina & the Diamonds

What have we learned? That hitting shuffle is not at all indicative of a person’s taste in music, but instead exposes their sordid musical past.

#I just spent two hours doing this oh my god Claire you owe me #tag game #shut up jenna

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rileywrites-parker · 8 years ago

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A very long, drawn out way of saying thank you.

I debated posting this. I’ve made a promise to myself to be more true. I’m tired of acting. This is going to seem silly to some of you, but it’s the truth.

My name is Riley.

I’ve spent a majority of my life feeling lost. Even surrounded by a family who loves me, I’ve felt completely alone, isolated, and misunderstood. I struggle to put my thoughts and feelings into words that my loved ones will understand; that anyone will understand. Why do I feel the way that I do about the world? About myself? Why am I only ever temporarily happy? Fleeting moments of joy, but always coming to an abrupt end; sometimes so quickly, into such a deep, dark, and toxic despair, the emotional whiplash leaving me exhausted. Always so exhausted; more than physically, but deeply, my soul itself drained.

As a teenager, I absolutely hated myself. There was nothing that I could do that was enough to make me love myself or my appearance. It didn’t matter what anyone had to say. People always have something to say. I was bullied because I was a little different, looked a little different, but no more so than anyone else. (Doesn’t everyone look a little different? Aren’t we supposed to?) Kids can be mean. I don’t think that anyone escapes childhood without a little verbal nastiness from their peers; so I’m not going to blame children. I was a child myself. In many ways, I’m still a child; always will be, I think. I don’t blame them anymore than I blame my grandfather for molesting me. Or for the men who harassed me. They were sick, too. Do these things affect me? Of course. Of course. But I think, maybe, my brain has always been a little sick. Or maybe I was predisposed to illness? Is it intelligence? Or lack of? Maybe all of these things.

“You’re beautiful, I don’t understand why you don’t see that.” “You have a beautiful body, what are you so worried about?” “You’re so intelligent.” “I wish I were as creative as you.” “You’re so talented.” If I had understood why, then perhaps I wouldn’t have done what I did to myself. I remember the first time that I purged, and how ashamed I was of myself; how can anyone be so petty, pathetic, so vain? There are people with ACTUAL problems, and look at you; hugging a toilet, fingers down your throat, wasting food, wasting good tissue; that burn can’t be good. Oh, but it was. That burn took away the other in my brain, and for the rest of that day, in this sick, twisted nonsensical way, I felt a little better about myself; now I have control over this; a button, a switch that I can flip at any time to make this dark thing cower, for just a little. That turned into six years of binging, purging, starving myself, constantly exercising, not sleeping, crying, feeling horrible; but it was about controlling that dark thing, right? (I see now that on that day, I gave IT control.)

Art has always been the constant. Creative expression always helped me work through whatever this was. Drawing, writing, piddling around on a keyboard or a guitar; something to distract myself long enough to get out from under that dark thing. I’ll show you that I’m worth something; I can make things, beautiful things with these fingers. You can ruin things with them too.

I remember the first time a song really touched me on a level so deeply that it literally knocked the purging right out of me. When I tell people, I feel ridiculous. “I listened to a song on repeat, and suddenly I didn’t need to purge or starve myself anymore.” What?

‘No, you can’t keep letting it get you down, and you can’t keep dragging that dead weight around. Cause if your mind don’t move, then your knees don’t bend. When the morning comes: let it go, this too shall pass.’ Just some letters thrown together to form a few simple words, but they were the right ones. I’m not telling you that my eating disorder was cured, just like that; the thoughts didn’t go away, they STILL haven’t, but it gave me the strength necessary to control my urge to purge. No more self-harm. At least, not physically. (But then, isn’t it ALL physical?)

It’s almost comical, really, to think that almost as soon as I defeated that particular bit of nastiness, that demon, if you will, I became aware of a much larger, much more draining gaggle of demons. I spent so much time worrying about what other people thought of what I looked like, (as if I could have helped that AT ALL; as if that should even be an issue for ANYONE,) what others thought of how I acted and what I thought, that I had completely neglected my internal self, and what I wanted, who I wanted to be. I found myself already married. I had already given up the one thing that I had always turned to; I had been accepted into a renowned art school, but turned that down for the sake of ‘practicality,’ and partially because, unsurprisingly, I let the opinions of others control my own thoughts. The death of that dream hurt so badly, but more because I let it happen without fighting for it. Complacency can be a killer. I didn’t pick up a pencil for two years.

The world itself is incredibly disheartening. The people in it, the truly bad ones, make it so hard to have faith in anyone, in anything; to trust. Why should I ever make myself vulnerable to anyone? Keep to yourself, kid. Don’t let anyone in, and no one can hurt you the way they hurt others. But that hurts too. What is the point, if not to connect? What is the point of this if there is only ugliness all over the world. Selfishness, waste, violence, ignorance, and hurt; so much fucking hurt. Everywhere. Children, men, women, animals, the planet itself. Constantly bombarded with images and stories of pain.

Not only that, but to be a young adult in this society (you know, the one we created for ourselves,) is almost impossible. Finish high school, go to college, get married, buy a house, have 2.5 kids, retire, and die. Get up, get dressed, go to work, go to bed, sleep; maybe, and repeat. It’s impossible to make enough money to complete this checklist, and even if you do, it feels so fucking hollow. I’m alive, but I’m not living. Empty. Heavy. I’m not alive. This isn’t what I wanted for myself. How can this be what anyone wants for themselves? Why can’t I spend my whole day outside with the trees instead of looking at them through a dirty window? When do I get some space? When does anyone? Why is no one else screaming these things? This isn’t right. Who am I? This world isn’t right. It’s sick. What do I want? I’m sick. What do I do? What do I say, and to who? I can’t even tell anyone what this is, because we’re selfish by nature. It’s only natural, right? What is right?

“How are you?” “Good, and you?” “Good.” Keep to yourself, and no one can hurt you. But that’s not true. You’re hurting yourself, kid.

I wrote this big long, drawn out piece of cerebral vomit to tell you that I am once again being saved by music. My brother shared a song with me not too long ago that sucker punched me right in the brain; because amidst all of the stupid pop songs about how great it is to be alive, this one was true; and it was on the radio. ‘I was told when I get older all my fears would shrink, but now I’m insecure, and I care what people think. My name’s Blurryface and I care what you think.’ ‘Out of student loans and tree house homes, we all would take the ladder/latter.’ ‘Used to dream of outer space, but now they’re laughing in our face saying: wake up you need to make money.’ Holy shit, someone gets it. Someone understands. This is on the radio? More letters turned to simple words, but, fuck, did they hit me.

Immediately I went home and looked for more. I was not disappointed. Never have I listened to an artist and loved every single song, every word, for every meaning. It was literally as if I was listening to that part of my brain that runs on repeat. All of those letters turned into words, into poetry, into art, into feeling and emotion. Understanding. It didn’t matter that I couldn’t run to these guys and spill everything, to have a conversation, because we were already conversing. Excuse the pun, but that burn in my brain, that deep ache that had ached for so fucking long, had been washed with water; soothed, calmed. I’m not the only one who feels this way. I’m not the only who sees. With every word, every line the relief grew; a heaviness that I hadn’t even taken the time to acknowledge began to lift from my soul. What is life really, but to connect? Words have so much power.

Let me just say, I’ve never wanted to kill myself. I’ve been in a horrible place within myself, so many times, and in so many different ways. I’ve thought of death. I’ve thought about what the world would be like here without me (I always came to the conclusion that while it might not make a difference to the world, it most definitely would to the people who love me.) Maybe I’m too big a coward; or maybe the things that I do recognize in life as beautiful are too valuable, too dear, too in need of cherishing, but I do understand depression, anxiety, and self-hate.

Twenty One Pilots has re-awoken that creative part of me that I had given up on. Made me aware of how much my intentional creative constipation was actually hurting me. It feels so good to just do something constructive with my brain. I’m drawing and writing again. I was writing poetry while at work today. Instead of the usual less than positive soundtrack, constructive thoughts filled the time. I’ve even gotten into playing the drums. (Can I just say that literally beating your brain into submission while creating something; especially something that physically alters the air around you and produces such a variety of complex sounds is exhilarating.)

Tyler Joseph and Josh Dun have saved my light. Thank you. I can’t say that I won’t ever get the chance to thank you in person, but here, now, I am nudging your consciousness with my own. I respect you. I see you. Thank you.

‘I know where you stand, silent, in the trees. I want to know you, I want to see, I want to say: hello.’

#cerebral vomit #twenty one pilots #twenty øne piløts #trees #addict with a pen #kitchen sink #depression #anxiety #eating disorder #adulting #tyler joseph #josh dun #this too shall pass #learning to be true #understanding #thank you #skeleton clique #inspiration #shouting into the void

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Raekwon 첫 솔로앨범 Only Built 4 Cuban Linx (1995년)

Let’s kick that old school shit

힙합클래식 중 손꼽히는 앨범

랩 가사야 릴웨인의 영향으로 많이많이 발전 했지만

그래도 힙합은 옛날 90년대 음악을 제일 좋아합니다

요즘 힙합은 개인적으로 잘 안듣습니다

편식이 심해진거 같아요

뭐 어쨌든 힙합하면 떠오르는 이미지가 게토생활의 힘든 삶 정도가 아닐까

그런 느낌을 가장 제대로 살린게 골든에라 90년대 힙합 이란 말이지요

그래서 아직까지도 그때의 향수를 가지고 있고 느끼고 즐기고 있습니다

오랫만에 올드한 느낌의 뮤직비디오 즐겨 보세요

Raekwon – Ice Cream

[Intro: Method Man (Johnny Blaze)]

Hey mom, can I have some money? The ice cream man is coming!

[Chorus:]

Watch these rap niggaz get all up in your guts French-vanilla, butter-pecan, chocolate-deluxe Even caramel sundaes is gettin touched And scooped in my ice cream truck, Wu tears it up (The ice cream man is coming!)

[Verse One: Ghostface Killer (Tony Starks)]

Yo honey-dips, summertime, fine Jheri drippin See you on Pickens with a bunch of chickens how you’re clickin I catch shootin strong notes as we got close She rocked rope, honey throat smellin like Impulse Your whole shell baby’s wicked like Nimrod Caught me like a fresh-water scrod, or may I not be God Attitude is very rude Boo, crabby like seafood It turns me on like Vassey and Lahrule They call me Starky Love-hun, check the strategy By any means, Shirley Temple cross was done by Billie Jean’s Black Misses America, your name is Erica, right true Lazy eyeball, small piece, six shoe Caramel complexion, breath smellin like cinnamon Excuse me hon, the Don mean no harm, turn around again God damn, backyard’s bangin like a Benz-y If I was jiggy, you’d be spotted like Spudz McKenzie I’m high powered put Adina Howard to sleep Yo pardon, that bitch been on my mind all week, but uhh Back to you Maybelline Queen let’s make a team You can have anything in this world except CREAM So whatchu wanna do? Whatchu wanna do? Let’s go ahead and walk these dogs and represent Wu

[Chorus]

[Verse Two: Raekwon the Chef (Lou Diamonds)]

Shaolin’s finest, whattup Boo, peace your highness Yo I’m loungin, big dick style, y’all niggaz is the flyest Moves you’re making too fly jewels are shaking not a rape patient, you’re looking good fly colored Asian Ghettoes, them is your hometown, we can go the whole round After that, I’m shootin downtown I’m rockin hats and you wig is all intact Who’s that queen bee chick, eyes curly black Freaks be movin in fly sneaks Two finger rings and gold teeth, and ain’t afraid to hold heat So when I step in the square dear You better have CREAM to share, Ricans, ven aqui yeah

[Chorus]

[Verse Three: Cappachino]

Black chocolate girl wonder, shade brown like Thunder Politic til your deficit step, gimme your number Your sexy persuasive ta-ta’s and thighs Catch my eyes like highs I want your bodily surprise Double dime some time, Ice Cream you got me fallin out like a cripple, I love you like I love my dick size ooh baby I miss you, your sweet tender touches take pulls off the dutches, orgasm in my mindstate masterbate in your clutches, I want you for self like wealth, so play me closely Bitches paranoia for the sting, who want the most of me Only a hard dozen want to be callin me cousin Thirsty for my catalog, baby shoppin spree you’re lovin Call me if you want to get dug like the pockets I jizm like a giant break brooms out of their sockets

[Outro: Method Man]

Wu-Tang in the cut, for real niggaz what? It’s the after party and bitches want to fuck

[Chorus:]

Ice cold bitches melt down when my clutch and what they titties sucked, ice cream

Yeah, your guts

[Chorus: 3/4ths]

Ice cold bitches melt down when in the clutch They want they titties sucked, ice cream

One love to my chocolate deluxes, keep your nails done and your wigs tight, word up One love to my butter-pecan Ricans for calling me papi That’s for real One love to caramel sundaes, with the cherries on top Yeah And big up to my french vanillas Parlez vous, francais, mi amor, merci, oui oui, bon bons and all that good stuff That good stuff

Criminology

[Intro: Raekwon (plus sample of Tony Montana having an argument)]

“I told you a long time ago you fuckin little monkey not to FUCK ME.” “Hey hey, who the FUCK you think you goin for huh??!” “Who the fuck you think I am your fuckin dough-boy?” “You wanna go to war?…. Wanna go to war, OK?”

Comin up on half a mil, we build Get real God, taking you on another one Son Uhh, Julio Igleasias Makin CREAM like that nigga

[Verse One: Ghostface Killah] Yo, first of all son, peep the arson Many brothers I be sparkin and bustin mad light inside the dark Call me dough snatcher, just the brother for the rapture I handglide, holdin on strong, hard to capture Extravagant, RZA bake the track and it’s militant Then I react, like a convict, and start killin shit It’s manifested, the Gods work like appliances Dealin in my cypher I revolve around sciences The 9th chamber, leave you trapped inside my hallway You try to flee but you got smoked up by the doorway (blaow! blaow! blaow!) No question, I send your ass back, right to the essence Your whole frame is smothered in dirt, now how you restin While I’ll be trapped by sounds, locked behind loops Throwin niggaz off airplanes cause +Cash Rules Everything Around Me+ black, as you can see Swallow this murder one verse like God Degree Then analyze my soundtrack for satisfaction You adapt like a flashback chain reaction

[Verse Two: Raekwon the Chef] Just a minute son… AK’s black bust back like seventy Macs I’m all that, street niggaz knowin my steez black Ron G, you know he coincide with me see Marvelous, Menace fo’ Society But anyway, let’s toast, champagne thoughts with Ghost I max the most shotguns through the nose Phonograph hip-hop put me on top ‘Lo wears, and Tommy Hil fly shit with a knot The witty unpredictable live shit, drive by shit Do or die shit, I’ll take your lie and shit And then you know, I’m runnin through the penal, foul Four-toothed child was wild The old lady snitched, but fuck it, you know it, one love kid No I’m not doin a bid Too much to get for what cause six niggaz got stuck, and the nigga chain was truck Yo fuck that, Criminology rap Speakers stay jet black floatin in the flyest Ac’ Nigga… bring it! Yeah..

[Outro: Raekwon] Much love go to New York City All my Tommy Hil’ ice rockin niggaz

incarcerated scarfaces

[Intro Two: Raekwon the Chef] Knock niggaz out the box all the time Bitches on my motherfuckin records Pah Big ones, yeah, big fuckers Straight up, fuck your whole team Yeah bust it Yo, yo, fly G.I. niggaz

[Chorus: Raekwon the Chef] Now yo yo, whattup yo, time is runnin out It’s for real though, let’s connect politic – ditto! We could trade places, get lifted in the staircases Word up, peace incarcerated scarfaces

[Verse One: Raekwon the Chef] Thug related style attract millions Fans, they understand my plan Who’s the kid up in the green Land? Me and the RZA connect, blow a fuse, you lose Half-ass crews get demolished and bruised Fake be frontin, hourglass heads niggaz be wantin Shuttin down your slot; time for pumpin Poisonous sting which thumps up and act chumps Raise a heavy generator But yo, guess who’s the black Trump? Dough be flowin by the hour’s Wu, we got the collars, scholars Word life, peace to power and my whole unit Word up! Quick to set it, don’t wet it Real niggaz lick shots, peace Connecticut

[Chorus]

[Verse Two: Raekwon the Chef] Chef’ll shine like marble, rhyme remarkable Real niggaz raise up, spend your money, argue But this time is for the uninvited Go head and rhyme to it, big nigga mics is gettin fired Morphine chicks be burnin like chlorine Niggaz recognize from here to Baltimore to Fort Greene But hold up, Moet be tastin like throw-up My mob roll up, dripped to death whips rolled up Ya never had no wins, slidin in these dens wit Timbs Wit Mac-10’s and broke friends Ya got guns, got guns too, what up son, do you wanna battle for cash and see who Sun too? I probably wax, tax, smack rap niggaz who fax niggaz lyrics is wack nigga Can’t stand unofficial, wet tissue, blank bustin Scud missles You rollin like Trump, you get your meat lumped For real, it’s just slang rap democracy Here’s the policy, slide off the ring, plus the Wallabees Check the status, soon to see me at Caesar’s Palace eatin salads We beatin mics and the keys to Dallas I move rhymes like retail, make sure shit sell From where we at to my man’s cell From staircase to stage, minimun wage But soon to get a article in RapPage But all I need is my house, my gat, my Ac Bank account fat – it’s goin’ down like that And pardon the French but let me speak Italian Black Stallion, dwellin on Shaolin That means the island of Staten And niggaz carry gats and mad police from Manhattan

[Chorus]

[Verse Three: Raekwon the Chef] I do this for barber shop niggaz in the Plaza Catchin asthma, Rae is stickin gun-flashers Well-dressed, skatin through the projects wit big ones Broke elevators, turn the lights out, stick one upstairs, swithc like a chameleon Hip Brazilians, pass the cash or leave your children Leave the buildin Niggaz, yo they be foldin’ like envelopes under pressure Like Lou Farigno on coke Yo, Africans denyin niggaz up in yellow cabs Musty like funk, wavin they arms, the Arabs Sit back, coolin like Kahlua’s on rocks On the crack spots, rubberband wrapped on my knots You bitches who fuck dreds on Sudafeds Pussy’s hurtin, they did it for a yard for the Feds Word up cousin, nigga, I seen it Like a 27-inch Zenith – believe it!

[Chorus]

[Outro] …politic ditto …get lifted in the staircases

Heaven & Hell

[Intro: Raekwon, Ghostface]

Yo what what, yo Exotic type shit Ninety-four, we must go to war fast With the pen and the pad God damn, shine like gold rims on Pathfinders Wu-Tang reclines, lamps, for the nine-squares kid Money clothes designer hoes and shows y’all

[Lyrics: Raekwon, Ghostface]

Yo, yo, wakin up about ten kid Jumpin in the shower, peace about to make moves and slide like greese What? I’m all about Tecs and checks and nuff respect you front I’m slammin you like the Lex So now I’m out in the ninety-five Rockin that real nigga don’t die Guess down Drawers Kani! But yo I’m makin a pit stop Go and buy a box of glocks, til he rolled up and yo Whattup Hobbes? Yo, remember that kid that we vicked He made a half of mil for real He brought about fo’ bricks Yo, so now we connect doors, meet me at the airport TELL GOLDEN ARMS MAINTAIN THE FORT Get in touch with that West coast Cali crab you stabbed And meet me at the bitch lab So word up kid, we slid like a fat four to twelve bid and shit Couldn’t even rest, I need the vic And when I slept, I dream G’s, Son I need some Keys roll self, call up Son I heard Pook and Tyriq caught a beef over some real shit A fake nigga faked and they killed his click Gimme a minute and I’m with it Yo niggaz done did it Rock your vest Keep your whip tinted So now we see him up in BoJangles Stranglin a forty ounce, with ten G’s worth of gold bangles Diamonds, what, all up in his face With his man’s mace, medallions the size of dinner plates Yo, he knew we knew him so we blew him Took thirty G’s worth of jewels of that nigga DO HIM! So now I’m lampin in my man’s Land Streets is hot like sand Jesus rollin in my right hand Yup, you know the steezo black Got to go down like that Shallah Cigars AND BALL HATS

[Outro:]

Ninety-four, takin niggaz to war, yo, yo

What do you believe in? Heaven or hell? You don’t beleive in heaven cause we’re livin in hell [x2] So it’s your life (we’re livin in hell, we’re livin in hellllllll) What a chamber, fuckin with mad strangers Yeah, you know how it runs baby, straight up yo Money clothes, designer hoes and shows y’all That’s how it goes Whatever

What do you believe in? Heaven or hell? You don’t believe in heaven cause we’re livin in hell 31st chamber y’all So it’s your life

(What do you believe in? Heaven or hell?) Niggaz ain’t even know Son, only half is sewed cash (You don’t believe in heaven cause we’re livin in hell) They haven’t yet sold their weight (What do you believe in? Heaven or hell?) Question, shit is real, youknowhatI’msayin (You don’t believe…) Niggaz think it’s all about a real live Allah A little hundred dollars and that make you a man KnowhatI’msayin? You ain’t even promised tomorrow Son, word up Niggaz don’t understand how life can be so short Come so fast With the blinkin of eye, blinkin of eye you’re gone baby Straight up, knowhatI’msayin, get turned to dust Return to the casket That ass is out Son, word up Word up, get evaporated, straight up Word up Lose all your strength nigga Crazy dedication shout out to the memory of Two Cent Jason Heartbroken, we soakin wet though Keepin it real for my peopls Yeah, yo And my physical brother DeVon, you’re still in here baby Because you’re in my arms nigga, word up I never let you go baby YouknowhatI’msayin? You my life charm, word up For real Keep shinin Real for keepin it real, shout out to major niggaz Big Kawai, Jess, Hell in the computer system The RZA, who slams fat discs for the ninety-four Word up, RZA, he’s my nigga baby Yeah, eatin dinner with the big boys now YaknowhatI’msayin? Word up, Big Booth represent the Q Knowhowedo, lamp, get that power-u, type, things on float GZA, word up, Master Killer The don of the Clan, Method Man, Inspector Deck Dirty Bastard U-God, word up baby Keep it real Son Keep packin them guns Word up

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