#Kellin is helping Ris figure out her feelings despite them both being in love with the same girl

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OKAY! I FINALLY GOT AN IDEA AND I AM SO EXCITED!

So this is a new one, including Ris, Kellin and Addict! We all know Ris doesn't know much about human things, so she is just sitting next to Kellin because they are total besties and they are both watching Addict clean some knives or just doing something she normally does and they both are just quietly simping....well Ris is less quiet about it and she is asking him questions about Addict like....

"What does it mean to love someone...?" Kellin answers and then she says..."Does that mean I love Addict?"or "Does Addict love anyone?" and Kellin is just simping so hard and is answering all of Ris's questions in cute ways.

It doesn't even have to be that specifically it can be anything cute like that and if you wanna make it extra heart melting later you can have Ris hang out with Addict and Ris totally accidentally confesses to Addict without realizing and Addict is just sitting there, trying to be calm about it but is super flustered.

[ I think I love you - Simp Party ]

SYNOPSIS; Ris asks Kellin important questions about Addict,

PAIRINGS; Ris x Addict, Kellin x Addict

GENRE; Pure unfiltered fluff

WARNINGS; This is way too damn cute..

WORD COUNT; 9, 806

INSPIRATION

The sapphire hues on the side of Kellin watch in awe at the scene in front of her, eyes wide open with a dilated lovestruck expression when she sees Addict. She was sitting on a chair, she sharpened the blade of her reaping dagger, pushing down with the grinding stone and scraping it across the sharp edge. Old, dry blood scraped off on grinding stone as it went along, Addict treating it hospitably like a human being. Kellin's cute smile was one of happiness growing, he could just watch her for hours. You could see how it came from deep inside to light his eyes and spread into every part of him. The corners of Ris' mouth slid upwards, tugging at a silent yet joyful smile. 

Kellin's head turned to her, and caught Ris staring at the same figure as well. "Are you staring at Addict as well?"

Just a mention of the girl caused Ris's face to turn into an embarrassing reddish hue. She looked away nervously, but she couldn't hide the red glow that came over her face. She remained silent for a moment, and trailed her hues back to Addict. "What…is this feeling..?" She asked. 

"What do you mean?"

Her hand slowly reached up and rubbed the side of her neck, eyes opening slowly to stare at the sky and further sink herself into her thinking. "When I look at Addict…it feels as if…I can't breathe...." she muttered. This was a feeling she wasn't used to, the suffocation that wrapped around his throat was a new phenomenon, and she felt that it would most likely never go away. She had always been able to bare it before, it had become like a simple background noise in her head, and she had told herself it would go away. It wasn't physical, it was simply strange unrelenting thoughts of having to thoroughly think through anything at all and assure she doesn't slip up in front of Addict. "It doesn't hurt…it feels so fuzzy..and warm."

The things Ris would do just to see Addict smile everyday, it made her feel so…happy to see Addict smile. She didn’t know why. Ris could hear her words echoing in her ears every time she thought about it. But everything else was blank, a dark void of nothingness was in the place of where her knowledge on this matter should be. Even with this fact, she would imagine Addict slowly leaning in, pulling her in as well, and pressing her lips against Ris's. Ris would imagine herself returning the kiss, lips gently wrapping over each other as it deepened slightly. As she imagined this, her fingers had come up to her face, grazing against her upper lip, wetness against her skin, and she felt her head spin slightly as she pulled her hand back and thoughts repeated. "This…what is this?" 

Ris was lost in thought when she heard her name being called out loudly, which caused her to look up quickly from the girl she had been staring at. She looked up at Kellin who seemed confused as to why she wasn't answering him. "I-I'm sorry, what was that?" She asked softly. Her arms were tightly looped around her body, wind running through her hair and causing the strands to sway in the wind. 

        "Are you even listening?" Kellin asked as he watched Ris. 

     "I apologize, " she quickly repeated, "What was that…?" She hesitated, before swallowing dryly and looking up at him, "I didn't quite hear you, I'm afraid."

Witnessing his playful eye-rolling gesture, he smirked and shifted his eyes back to Addict for what seemed like the fifth time, resting his hands on his lap after taking a seat. Addict unknowingly tortured them by showing her indescribable auburn eyes. It wasn't the color itself, but the colors of her emotions would swirl across her eyes and the stories within her eyes. Ris tried to speak again, mouth opening and mouthing words, but it was like her voice had been taken from her, Ris's eyes slowly averted, she felt the blush welling up again and she did her best to let her embarrassment show. 

"Anyways...what I was saying is that feeling you feel..it might be love." Before he got another chance to speak, her eyes widened slightly, and she interrupted.

"What is that…?" She questioned, "What does it mean to love someone?" 

"Well..I'll try to explain the best I can, because I get what you're talking about…" He let out an exasperated sigh, "To truly love someone, is to want to be by their side.. and to have them by your side always. To feel almost dependent on them, to trust them. That's..kind of the best explanation I can give," he chuckled nervously, he trailed his eyes back to her "Do you…feel that way around her?"

Suddenly, as Ris tried to pinpoint a specific memory when this had started, the soft laugh of a certain girl rang through her ears. Addict.

She had to look over her shoulder to assure herself the girl wasn't there, she wasn't and she was sitting alone with Kellin. But she could hear her so clearly, laughing and teasing, and with this came the image of a smile so small and riddled with playfulness that it could be considered a smile. Ris closed her eyes again, trying to get more clarity in her mind, and she visualized the girl again. With her long brown hair that she flicked away in annoyance when it got in the way. Her soft chocolate-adorning eyes wavering slightly as she stared off into the distance, entire stories would dance through her eyes in the silence. And her hands, roughened in patches with different thickness in certain areas from training. 

Ris felt a hand gently glide onto her shoulder, hee eyes opened quickly and her head turned to look over at the black-haired male that softly shook her out of her trance. "This love feeling…do you feel for anyone?" Ris asked curiously.

"Yeah," His lips pulled into a love-struck smile, giggling slightly as he leaned into the palm of his hand. He to was in love with the girl just several feet away, letting out a shaky sigh his pupils seemed to be dilating ever so slightly at the very sight of the proxy. "I definitely do.."

"How about…Addict? Does…does she love anyone?" Ris eyes trailed up to Kellin once again, hope subconsciously overshadowing her expression. It made him smile at the sight as they shared a platonic moment. He beamed,

"You'll have to ask her yourself."

—...—

A chill ran through Ris. For the past couple of days the two of them had been spending more time than usual together. Lounging on in Addict's room they had spent hours singing along to the songs to her music. She hadn’t realized it then, but whenever she looked at Addict she couldn’t help the idiotic grin that spread across her face. A warmth would spread through Ris when Addict smiled at her. She grabbed her pillow and covered Addict’s face, trying to muffle the thoughts.

"Ris?" Addict questioned, tugging at the pillow covering the majority of her face. "Are you okay? What's going on?" Finally Ris calmed down enough to remove the pillow and she fell back onto her bed. Staring at the ceiling with these strange feelings invading her mind she whispered ever so slightly, but Addict could still hear it.

“I think I love you.."

A moment of silence passed between them before she spoke. A reddish hue blew across Addict's cheeks, her mouth opening slightly, but closing as she was completely flustered.  Addict was caught completely off guard as Ris scooted up closer to her and wrapped her arms around Addict's neck, pulling hrt in with a soft, but tight grip. Ris rested her chin on her shoulder and took a breath, letting it out slowly as she took in Addict's warmth. Addict didn’t move and she looked down at her, not knowing what to do in the certain situation. Even though they had been through hell, her hair still smelt oddly sweet. Addict lightly flinched when she put her hand on the back of her head, but her muscles relaxed when she felt Ris's soft hands run through her hair. Ris smiled when she could hear her heartbeat, and it was beating fast.

"....I hope you love me too."