#Just thinking out loud here
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Whenever I write Jack Kelly, he is practically vibrating with fear at all times. Fear that he won’t be able to protect himself or his chosen family, or worse that the best thing he can do to protect them is to not be there with them. Like if Snyder were to find out where he was, the safest thing for the others would be for him to abandon them. This is a worst case scenario that Jack lives in constant fear of. It would kill him a little, if it ever happened. He covers up the fear with all this bravado, like by acting carefree and confident and pretending like he doesn’t feel fear at all, he can make that true.
And for the most part it works, actually. On the others at least. It’s like that myth about frogs not jumping out of boiling water. The others have lived with the confidence act for so long that they don’t really question it. Maybe when they first met him they could see through it a little, notice a flighty edge to his smile, the way he lives with his head on a swivel, always watching for… something, but over time they become numb to it. It’s their baseline for how Jack is. There are times when things get really bad and he slips, but for the most part they can’t see through the bravado. Jack has this remarkable ability to make others feel safe, and they assume he feels equally safe with them.
But the feelings of safety Jack creates for others are illusions and he knows it. It’s not that he’s lying to them, it’s just that he is very aware that in practical terms, there is a limit to what he physically can protect them from. The others don’t have that same awareness, a fact he is also very aware of. He doesn’t want to scare them with how little he can actually keep them safe, so he doesn’t tell them. He says there’s nothing to worry about and for the most part, they believe him. Jack’s manufactured confidence is all they’ve ever known from him, and it’s not as if he’s given them reason to doubt him. He’s never failed to protect them in a substantial way before.
Davey, however, didn’t grow up with the assumption that if Jack says everything is fine, it is. He’s meeting Jack for the first time at a time of crisis. He can see the fear behind the confidence and he hasn’t had time to become accustomed to it. He knows that Jack isn’t as confident as he tries to seem.
And then Jack fails to protect someone. And unlike the others, Davey is prepared to deal with the fallout, because he never saw Jack as infallible in the first place.
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lowk wanna write spidey!ellie bc i js recently rewatched tasm & i read all fics on this app w ellie as spiderman last night
but there’s so many other ones on here so would u guys even want to see that??
#just thinking out loud here#i might do it anyway#but i’m still behind on asks#i have like 200 tips rn#WIPS***#LMAOAOAO#ok sorry#anyway#vxsellie !#ellie the last of us#ellie tlou#ellie williams#ellie willams x reader#ellie williams x female reader#ellie x fem reader#ellie x reader#ellie x you#spiderman#tasm peter parker
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i think there's like a "raising kids" instinct which doesn't just apply to your biological children but evolved in the context of hunter-gatherer bands. so there's an inherent pleasure in teaching, taking part in the process of children learning and maturing into adult members of the community. i think this is close|y bound up with the instinct to enjoy having a high status in the group. there's healthy and unhealthy ways this can manifest. an inspiring teacher vs a tyrant.
these are instincts, biological urges on the same kind of fundamental level as the sex drive or the drive for friendship. they're more fundamental than the post-agriculture concept of "family" and marriage etc. and they can get suppressed or channeled in the same way as those drives.
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something about fintan’s “someone had to stand up and fight for what matters” vs alden’s “i’ll do whatever it takes to protect what matters” during the memory break scene in exile…..
idk
#kotlc#keeper of the lost cities#kotlc exile#kotlc fintan#kotlc alden#just thinking out loud here#something about differing philosophies or whatever#crescentpost
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people have got to stop digging their heels in about insisting certain words are gender neutral and everyone should be fine with them always
trans woman does not want to be called dude, or man, or bro, or my guy, or anything like that? even jokingly? don't call her that!!
trans man does not want to be called sis, or girliepop, or girl, or girly, or anything like that? even jokingly? don't call him that!!
non-binary person does not want to be called any of the above, or any other gendered terms?? don't call them that!!
it doesn't matter if a word feels gender neutral to you or you use it as such. if they don't want you to use it for them, simply do not.
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Since Dragon Age: Origins the romance options for the Dragon Age series have mostly fit into 4 categories; Golden Retriever (Alistair | Anders, Sebastian | Cullen, Solas, Blackwall), Loyal Flirt (Zevran | Isabela | Dorian, Iron Bull), Mean Queen (Morrigan | Fenris | Cassandra) and Innocent Freak (Liliana | Merrill | Sera, Josephine)... I have not played through every romance so let me know if you think I’ve placed someone completely wrong.
So for Dragon Age: The Veilguard my predictions are this… Golden Retrievers; Davrin, Lucanis | Loyal Flirts; Emmerich, Lace | Mean Queen; Neve | Innocent Freaks; Taash, Bellara
#dragon age#dao#da2#dai#dav#dragon age veilguard#dragon age the veilguard#dragon age romance#romance options#video game romance#just thinking out loud here
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Okay but what if The Lake House is introducing the concept of science failing to make art come alive as a way to support Darling's theory that it takes both an artist and scientist in willing collaboration? The lake house project couldn't recreate the effect of a parautilitarian artist (Alan), but the efforts of Zane and Darling might?
That 'Zaneling are Alan's real dads' theory is getting more and more plausible lol.
What if a potential Alan Wake 3 is about Alan realising he isn't a real boy?
Is that why the elder gods consistently conflate him with Zane? They're all aware of the story being told after all, even when they're in it, so to them there is no Alan except as a summoning tool.
#alan wake 2 meta#alan wake 2#just thinking out loud here#but I do find it interesting that Alan has no father in canon#the lake house#the lake house dlc
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reminder to not compare people’s characters to other media in a weird and unwarranted manner?? like respect creators and their work… y’all
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I don't think the Whittemore's would be surprised finding out about werewolves and supernatural creatures being real.
David def had a supernatural client that confessed about it once and he's just like...damn. Okay. That still won't help your case.
So when his jock son comes up to them and is like, I'm a werewolf.
Neither of them are surprised.
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Dramatic sigh
I wanna write stuff for my sebastian x oc thing
I know i could just do it anyway and i probably will but my issue is i know if i like it im gonna wanna post it
And im sure nobody gives a fuck about reading a sebastian x oc fic 😭
I would just post it and get maybe 2 likes on it and then get sad about it bc i’m more self conscious about my oc stuff then “x reader” stuff </3
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was distracted by sams arch during that challenge idk..
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I wonder, if I were to set up my own unmodded Conan Exiles server, if not having a Discord that people are expected to join would be considered an incentive to play on it.
#just thinking out loud here#because i fucking hate discord#and i just decided to try hopping onto a private server#and was immediately hit with a message saying ALL PLAYERS MUST JOIN THE DISCORD#i was like fuck that#and left without taking a single step beyond my spawn point#conan exiles#video games#conan the barbarian
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i think they need to wrestle and livestream it…
#it could be a fundraiser type of thing for saving the environment#just thinking out loud here#nicholas galitzine#taylor zakhar perez
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fighting demons to not go into the longest reading slump ever rn
#like this is insane#but i am so sick and tired#after whatever the hell the prisoners throne was#352 pages and like 50 of them were interesting 😭😭😭😭😭😭#but hey i think im gonna read one of us is lying next#to just keep me out of a reading slump#and after that series (if i like it) im gonna enter my classics era#jane eyre pride & prejudice you name it#might even try the secret history#idk#just thinking out loud here#books#reading slump#random
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i don't really have anything against transmasc characters that are cute and subby and always bottom
but for the most part it's a trope i prefer to avoid. i love writing transmascs who are huge fucking cunts and usually some flavor of switch or dom leaning
deciding my new boy gauthak is an exception, though. he is SOOOO cute and submissive and an easily flustered bottom. but he's 7'7" and fat and beefy and in his early 40s, so he is NOT a tiny waifish young twink. he is a TALL and HOT OLD MAN and he WILL fall apart and blush when you tell him how GOOD he feels around your cock!!!
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The most inaccurate part of TGM is that none of the Daggers had tats, smoked/vaped/chewed and not one of them had a single (1) energy drink...smh
#🤣🤣🤣#top gun maverick#dagger sqaud#tgm#just thinking out loud here#maybe its cuz they are all top of their game#but still
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