#Just below the surface and at any point I'm ready to explode. But 22 years of training has taught me to keep it contained
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#Not to be deep (tm)#But i am so fucking sick of my family#They constantly side with my brother no matter what shitty thing he does and like my dad is a complete arsehole#My brother can do whatever he likes and if I complain I'm the one in the wrong like they don't give a shit if I'm upset they still won't#Call him on his shit#My brother is fucking greedy and selfish esp but not exclusively when it comes to food and stuff#Like mum will get a treat from the shop and he'll demolish his share straight away but I'll save mine for later as a reward#And then he'll take mine too (if you're not fast you're last) like fuck off#And he'll do this with all kinds of stuff but this is what has pissed me off rn#He's an entitled cishet white boy shithead. The absolute golden child#Like my dad constantly calls me fat and shouts about how much I love food and jiggles my belly and brings up my weight#All the fucking time and my brother who eats way more and way worse than me gets nothing just bc he's got a better metabolism and is slimmer#Than me. And it's bullshit I barely fucking eat bc i know if I even look at food my dad will comment and I'll feel sick#I'm so fucking tired#Like people always say I seem really calm and that I don't get angry but they never see the fact that there's always an absolute ragin fire#Just below the surface and at any point I'm ready to explode. But 22 years of training has taught me to keep it contained#I don't even know what the point of this all is only that I can't wait to be away from my family so I can heal and finally be myself#As always dumbnuts don't reblog and like if read#Personal
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