#Jinx screams into the void

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Hear me out. Inside out AU but it's all your favorite characters trying to control a person into being a well adjusted member of society and they fuck it up every time

[jinxs-fanfiction-emporium]

For writing quality differences, think TSKFTA versus ACSHOTHOAC

[jinx-the-god-of-hyperfixation]

Hey guys sorry for spam reblogging that post a few times. The illness got me again.

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Made this silly little guy. I would kill for him

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just found out that most kids didn't eat tide pods when the challenge was a big deal

Me finding out my experiences aren't universal: wow I need to make a Tumblr pill about this

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I love celery because it's like if yarn was wet and also a carrot

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>be me

>never write because I don't have any free time

>have free time

>go on Tumblr instead of writing

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Making a lovely little blog for people who want to see my goodnight posts and not sift through mcyt rambling!

[angelofdumpsterfires]

im not normal about them

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Autism

google search how to act normal

google search how often should i blink

google search what am i supposed to say after i say whats up and they say not much

google search how close is it normal to stand

google search am i offputting

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Twenty-four children in a kindergarten class

And one creature

That does not know it is a creature

All sitting there

Learning their ABC's

Criss cross on the rug

Foam planets hung up with fishing wire

Spinning lazy circles

And a printout picture of Pluto

Taped beside them

While they learn why it's not a planet

And the creature learns a bit slower

But it doesnt know that

And so it gets stuck on A and B

And doesn't really get the whole math thing

While the other kids hold board books

Between index finger and thumb

And the creature does not know

What reading is

So it sits by the other kids reading

Assuming they find the story in the pictures too

And the creature learns

Slowly

That the other kids understand something

That it does not

And look down with barely concealed fear

When it asks to play

And the creature learns

Slowly

That the reason people stopped running

Isn't because it was getting better

But because it was the kind of thing

That makes worried teachers

Write anti-bullying presentations

Where all the kids pretend

Not to sneak glances at the creature

The creature learns slowly

That something is wrong with it

And it's not the kind of thing you can fix

And it's not the kind of thing you can overlook

And it's not sure what it is

As the creature spills apologies like a wishing fountain

"I'm sorry I was made wrong. Can we still be friends?"

"I'm sorry I'm not like you, but you can still talk to me right? I'm so tired of being alone and-"

While they all pretend

Not to run.

Ten thousand glittering pennies

"Fix me."

"I wish I was normal"

"I wish the other kids liked me"

"I wish I was smarter"

"I wish I was made right,

With sparkiling commercial teeth,

And a brain that learns like the other kids

But doesn't think too hard about anything,

That runs the fastest

And speaks all smooth and loud,

Confident,

Because I know I was made right."

It's like a hymnal,

Like it's written behind the creature's eyelids

"What is wrong with me?"

"What am I doing wrong?"

Thirteen anti-bullying assemblies later,

And fifteen fake confessions,

And thirty two fake birthday party invites

(The creature stopped showing up after the sixth)

Twenty four highschool students and one creature

That does not know it's a creature

But does know

That it did something wrong

That it is inhernently vile

Twenty four students and one creature

Twenty four students and one fucked up creation of some other cruel God

Twenty four students and one mistake

Twenty four students and one idiot

Twenty four students.

And you.

Who did nothing wrong.

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Anyone ever think about how ctommy was still growing when he joined the revolution. And probably outgrew his coats when CWilbur died. And maybe took Cwilburs coats in the winter. And they kept him warm through the night. And maybe took one with him to exile. Anyone ever think about that.

[mrowzai]

"You're perfect"

on one hand is so sweet bc silco thinks jinx is amazing the way she is even if she's unstable, erratic, and chaotic. he loves her flaws and all

but on the OTHER HAND is SOO heart wrenching bc he MADE her that way. he's the one who encouraged the chaos and thirst for danger that got her into so much trouble. he never tried to heal her only mold her into the perfect weapon SO HE ONLY THINKS SHE'S PERFECT BC SHE FINALLY BECAME WHAT HE DREAMED OF: THE PERFECT TOOL.

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hey guys if there's anything I should know I would love if I was told ^_^

[lolathestoryteller]

they’ve got that same little smirk, i’m screaming.