#Jaebumsmut

[spaceyoungjae-yah]

shower | lim jaebeom

smut ; just giving jaebeom a handjob in the shower.

word count ; 741

you let your head fall back as you felt the hot water run down your hair and back. you and jaebeom decided to take a nice, hot shower together. jaebeom was singing the lyrics to a song that played loudly through the speaker. he sounded so beautiful and since the bathroom had an echo, his voice sounded even better.

you both took turns washing each other’s hair. it was so fun and sweet since you both haven’t showered together in a while.

while jaebeom was washing the soap off his body, you started to observe up and down his body, the water running down his body. you moved closer to him and grabbed his face down to yours and kissed him so hard. it obviously took him by surprise but good thing he didn’t mind and he immediately kissed back. after a while, you pulled back, both of you out of breath. he looked at you, smirking.

“what’s suddenly gotten into you?”

“you just looked good, i guess. i don’t know what got into me,” you blushed and looked to the side so he wouldn’t see your face.

he chuckled and took your chin to make you face him and he kissed you softly. you both kissed for a while longer and you felt something poke your upper thigh. you couldn’t help but let out a gasp. you decided you wanted to take control a bit and do all of the work. starting with taking your tongue in his mouth and your hands traveled from his neck, down his chest, and then around his waist.

you pulled away from the kiss and looked down at his hard shaft. he leaned against the wet wall and you took your hand and softly touched the head. he hissed and grabbed your shoulder for support.

you then wrapped your hand around his shaft and moved up and down slowly. his head fell back against the wall and soft, quiet moans came out of his mouth. you looked up at him and placed kisses ever so lightly on his neck.

“f-fuck, baby.”

you would go fast on him and then slow down on purpose. it drived your boyfriend crazy and you would see his eyes roll back into his head. you stared at his face in awe because he looked so beautiful like this for you.

suddenly, he pulled you in so close with his arm, literally no space in between you both. he then grabbed the back of your head and kissed you roughly to silence his moans. he wasn’t one to let out loud moans like you did but you loved his sounds and you wanted to hear him. you stopped moving your hand and immediately pulled your head away, even though you really didn’t want to. he looked at you questionly. you felt extremely bad but pushed those thoughts aside.

“i want to hear you moan for me, baby, please,” you pleaded.

he looked unsure at first but then decided to go with it, as long as you let him cum. you went back and put your hand on his dick and started working on him again.

you massaged the head with your hand and he let out a high-pitched moan that you’ve never ever heard come out of him. you looked up in awe and smiled at him.

“yes, just like that,” you said, “keep moaning for me.”

his chest heaved up and down and was letting out whiny moans here and there. it was seriously the best sound you’ve ever heard in your entire life.

“baby?”

“yes?”

“i’m going to fucking cum,” he whined.

you went even faster on him, this time using both of your hands.

“fuck fuck fuck, i’m cumming!” he moaned as you felt his hot seed running down your legs. he breathed heavily after getting everything out. you licked off the cum that was left on your hand. he caught his breath and looked down at you with hooded eyes. he grabbed your face and kissed you so damn hard, tasting himself on your tongue.

you then turned the water off and dried both of yourselves off with the towels. before you could put the towel around your naked body, he grabbed and picked you up not caring that both of you were wet.

“what are you doing, jaebeom?!” you laughed.

he ran into the bedroom and slammed you onto the bed. he got on top of you and smirked.

“we’re not done yet.”

hope you enjoyed~

[gyeomgotme]

Christmas Gift

Genre : Smut & Fluff

Length : 3 084 words

Warning : Sexual content (explicit), slight bondage.

Description : You and Jaebum are together since a couple months now and you’re about to celebrate your first christmas. He is not sure about what to offer you but when he finds the shop he knows he’s going to have fun. A night that promises to be unforgettable.

Walking down the streets of Seoul, Jaebum lets out a sigh of frustration. He was looking for the perfect gift for you since hours now but he couldn’t find anything that would be good enough for you. It was already December 24th and the night would soon fall, leaving him angrier than he already was. This year you promised each other not to buy anything too expensive but Jaebum knew that you didn’t keep your promise when he saw three packed gifts at his name under your bed. He had already found a set of jewels but it was not enough for him.

His phone started ringing in his pocket and when he saw your name he immediately answered “Yes babe?” he said in a soft voice.

“Jaebum, I hope you didn’t forget the dinner tonight with my parents? Where are you now?” he took off the phone from his hear to watch the time. It was already 6 p.m and he had to be there in an hour.

“No I didn’t forgot, I’m in town right now but I’ll be back soon, I promise.”

You sighed “fine but don’t be late. You know that Christmas is important for my parents.”

And with that you hung up, leaving Jaebum even more stressed than before. Great… he thought, I need to find her gifts and soon. Now he started to walk a little faster, walking the narrow streets in search of a shop that could attract his attention. When he saw a small shop with a red front and named “Pleasure” he stopped, curious. There was nothing in the display but only a small poster where something was written in red letter; « are you looking for fun? »

He then felt more than interested and entered the shop.

When your boyfriend got home he was right on time, your parents haven’t yet arrived. You were cooking when you felt his arms around your waste and he left a soft kiss in your neck.

“Told you I would be on time” you kissed his cheek, happy that for once he was right.

“Yeah, it’s a first” you jokingly said “the table is already set but I couldn’t find the candles.”

“I’m taking care of it” he said before leaving you in the kitchen. You turned on the oven so that the chicken already cooked stays warm. While doing this you heard the bell sounds in the apartment, signaling the arrival of your parents. You quickly took off your apron, smoothing the few folds of your dress. Jaebum had just opened the door that your mother was already taking him in her arms, claiming that he got really muscular. She then came to you and took you in a warm embrace.

“My cute girl, here you are” she kissed your cheek “you are so pretty in this dress.”

You chuckled “thanks mom, it was a gift from Jaebum” he smiled at you and your father came to you.

“Your mother is right, you’re really pretty” he turned to your boyfriend “I can see you take good care of my daughter.”

A bright smile came across his face and he kissed your forehead before putting his arms over your shoulders “always sir.”

“Now, everyone go and sit down at the table I’ll bring everything” you said and they did as you told except for Jaebum who followed you to the kitchen “baby go with my parents I can bring everything by myself” you took the chicken out of the oven when you felt hands around your hips. He turned you so fast that you barely reacted when his body was pressing into yours.

“J-Jae, it’s not the time” your breath starting to become irregular when you felt his thigh slipping between your legs, spreading them.

“There’s a gift I can’t give you in front of your parents” he said, bringing a small red bag in front of you. There was a golden inscription in it saying “Pleasure”, making your cheeks blush.

“What is it?” you asked innocently, even though you were more than aware that whatever was inside this bag wasn’t innocent.

He licked his lips while coming closer your ear “don’t you want to open it?” his voice was suddenly husky, making you want to moan. You took the bag out of his hands and he slightly stepped back allowing you to open it. You first removed the red paper from the bag before catching the gift. It was handcuffs that were covered in red fur, the keys being hooked to it. The redness on your cheeks became more than obvious as you were holding it.

“God Jaebum” you said, rumbling from awkwardness “we never done it and still, you buy me these kinds of things?”

He started to grin “I want to make your first time unforgettable babe. But there’s still one thing left in the bag.”

You took out of the bag a small box containing a pink object looking like an egg with something that looked like remote control, also pink. You had absolutely no idea of what it could be or how to use it “what it this?” you asked him, curious.

“This baby girl” he only pronounced this nickname when you two were intimate and it made your stomach twist “is for pleasure. I’ll show you really soon.”

Soon his lips were on yours, devouring you like an animal. His hands went slowly to your ass, pressing it with envy. You opened your mouth and soon his tongue was against yours, exploring every corner. When you heard your mom calling you, you quickly pulled away, releasing you from his grasp.

“We-we’re coming mom!” you took the food on the counter and bring it in the living room. Your parents were looking at you suspiciously, making you uncomfortable.

“What were you two doing?” your dad asks.

“I was searching everywhere for the champagne but couldn’t find it.”

“Got it babe” said your boyfriend behind you, coming with a bottle in his hand. You smile and you all start to eat the feast you were preparing since a couple hours now. Around you everyone is talking, laughing by moments but you can’t seem to concentrate, thinking about the coming night, when you will be alone with Jaebum. It’s the first time he is that prepossessing with you and you know that tonight you will probably lose your innocence.

“Y/N? Are you with us honey?” your mom asks you, a worried look on her face.

“Yeah, I’ll bring the dessert” you got up but soon a hand stops you.

“I’ll go get it, stay here” Jaebum says and he is soon out of your sigh.

“Y/N is there something wrong? You don’t seem to be with us” your dad says.

You smile to reassure them “no, nothing’s wrong. I’m just a bit tired, that’s all.”

Jaebum comes back with the big Christmas cake that took you quite a long time to do. Your parents look impressed and it makes you happy that your work is appreciated. Jaebum gives you a kiss on the forehead and you start serving everyone.

The evening then goes by quite fast and soon your parents leave, leaving you alone with your boyfriend. You then start to clear the table and the kitchen, not wanting to confront him. But you suddenly feel two strong hands seize you and putting you on the counter, positioning himself between your legs.

“Why do I feel like you’re trying to avoid me?” he said, tilting his head, making him look like a cute little boy.

Your cheeks went red “I-I don’t, I just want to clean everything up.”

Jaebum licks his lips in a sensual way before leaning towards your lips, leaving only a couple inches between both of your mouths. Your breath began to speed up as the urge to kiss him became too important.

“I feel like you want something babe” he started to move his pelvis, raising the bottom of your dress so that you could feel him through your panties “but I can’t help you unless you tell me.”

A whimper came out of your mouth when you started to feel his hard-on against your core. You then grabbed his shoulders, sticking your nails into it “please Jaebum” you implored. All you needed right now was him to make you feel good, you wanted him to use the hand-cuffs on you and even that thing he bought, without knowing how to use it.

“Please what baby girl?” he started kissing along your jaw line, sliding down to your neck, leaving wet marks.

Your innocent side started to leave you and you felt brave enough to answer him “I want you to use those things you bought me.”

His pelvis started to thrust faster into yours and a groan left his mouth “god, where is my innocent girl gone?”

You didn’t know what to say, so you took this opportunity to kiss him, a soft kiss. Both of your lips were caressing each other in a slow and sensual way, driving Jaebum crazy. His hands were lightly caressing the exposed skin of your thighs, making you shiver under his touch. Your hands went to his hair, pulling his face towards yours so you could intensify the kiss. When you felt another stroke from his pelvis you thought it was too much and let out a moan, being swallowed in Jaebum’s mouth.

“Fuck, I love your moans” he growls, quickly pulling away from the kiss while he nuzzled into your neck. You felt him sucking into your skin, probably leaving a mark. You started to take off his shirt by undoing every button slowly when you felt his hands sliding under your dress, pulling it up to your bully button. You then took his hand to stop his movement.

“Wait” you said breathlessly “let’s go to my room.”

A smile appeared on his face and suddenly he grabs your ass, lifting you up and leading you to your room. It’s all darkness in here and you have to blink a couple of times before adjusting. Jaebum then throws you on the bed and stays at the end of it, looking at you intensely.

“Take off that dress” his voice is calm and heavy “I’m gonna get the toys.”

You watch him disappear from your sight and you quickly obey to what he asked you. With shaky hands you take off your dress, feeling stress in your stomach. Jaebum takes off his shirt completely, walking in your room before stopping himself. You can see his eyes wandering all over your body and you feel uncomfortable.

“Baby, you’re so hot” he looks at you warily before lying down on top of you. A smile stretches your face before you place your hands on either side of his jaw and bring his lips to yours. He smiles, his white teeth glinting in the dim lighting while kissing you back, his tongue sliding into your mouth. Both of his hands bring your arms above your head, pinning them with one hand. You feel his other hand going down to your breasts, caressing them on top of your bra. Suddenly you feel a cold bite around your wrists, preventing you from moving.

Jaebum then pulls off from the kiss and gets on his knees so he can get a better look at you. You’re here, under him, looking innocent with both of your wrists tied.

“That’s a freaking sexy look on you baby girl” you try to move your hands but you can’t, the cuffs being well tied around your wrists. You started getting wet from being under his gaze, devouring your body.

“Baby” you breathe and his lip curls back into a rumble “I want you to touch me.” You were surprised by yourself, it’s like you weren’t able to control your body anymore and your hormones were talking for you.

“Sure baby girl” he chuckles, you whimpered when his hands slid under your bra, unclasping the constraints before throwing it in the room. You wanted to hide until he started caressing your breasts in his large hands, squeezing them. Soon Jaebum’s mouth was on your nipple, rolling it between his teeth.

“Ah~” you gasped, feeling how sensitive you were. You wanted to touch him but you couldn’t, making you frustrated “Jae-” you moaned once more when he started biting onto your nipple.

“I could listen to this all day” he licked at the flesh underneath your breasts and started going down your stomach, dangerously approaching were you wanted him the most. With his strong hands he took both of your thighs, spreading them so he could have a clear view of your soaked underwear. Without really wanting it, you started moving your pelvis towards him so he could touch you.

His lips were just on top of your panties, travelling above it, making you crazy. He then roughly grabbed your underwear, sliding it off your legs.

“Hum, so wet for me” his finger were brushing your lower lips, making you quiver. Soon his mouth was on your sensitive clit, licking harshly on it. You became a moaning mess, feeling his tongue down there. Since you couldn’t move your hands you dug your nails into your own hands.

“Jaebum I-I can’t” you whispered, feeling a strange sensation growing inside your lower stomach. Suddenly you felt his finger slipping over your opening, pushing his digit into your tight walls. First he was moving slowly but then started going faster, taking your breath away. “God” you panted, feeling his thumb moving in circles against your nub.

You saw him reaching for the pink object he bought you, doing something with the remote control that came with it. The small egg started to vibrate and he took his hands out of you, replacing it by the small object. The feeling was really different than your boyfriend fingers, it was stronger and faster.

“Ah~ you look so sexy tied up, with this inside of you” he leaned on you so he could kiss your lips slowly.

“It’s too much” you started to feel numb as you were coming “I-” you closed your eyes, digging your nails into your hands. You moaned loudly and arched your back, legs trembling. Jaebum was looking at you going crazy under him and took the object out of your vagina before you became too sensitive. He kissed your forehead and started undressing, unfastening his jeans quickly followed by his boxer. You were still catching your breath as you saw him stroking is hard length before putting a condom on it.

“No, wait” you said, bringing both of your tied up wrists in front of you “take these off first, I can’t bear to not touch you.”

He smiled “I like them, let’s keep it while I fuck you.”

His words went straight to your sensitive core but you still wanted him to take the cuffs off. You rolled on your stomach so he couldn’t be able to touch you, at least, that’s what you thought.

“Fine, you want to do it like this?” Jaebum took your hips in his hands, bringing your ass up but leaving your face down against the bed.

“Wai-” you barely had the time to say, before you feel him pushing into you, a gasp tearing from your throat as he stretches you. When his hips bump against your ass he is fully filled into you, your lips falling open in shock. You can’t get used to the feeling that he is already slowly strocking into you.

“So tight oh my-” he can’t finish his sentence, being carried away by the feeling. You feel an unpleasant feeling, as he’s filling you. Both of his hands remain on your hips, keeping you in place at his rhythm. The tip of his cock nestles so deep in you that tears starts coming out of your eyes. You look back at him over your shoulder and seeing pleasure on his face makes you start to feel good.

“You okay babe?” he seems quite worried but you just nod your head. He pulls your torso back onto his, his hand starting to stroke against your clit as his other hand bands around your waist to keep you steady against him. You whimper as he speed up the action.

“Baby” you moan into his hear, your head resting against his shoulder “it feels so good.”

You started moving your hips back as he moves his in, making each thrust more powerful. The unpleasant feeling is now gone, leaving only pleasure for the both of you. His hips swing effortlessly into yours, making a loud slapping sound echo around the room. Soon his lips find yours and you’re both melting into the sensual motion.

“I don’t think I can hold any longer” he murmurs in your ear, his breath is heavy as his exhausted hips keep up the pace against yours.

Hearing this start to make you feel a familiar heat in your stomach as his stroke gets faster together with his thrust inside you “me too” you answer him. You can see sweat shining over both of your body as the effort.

You feel your body starting to react as your eyes roll back while you’re feeling your climax hits you. You call his name in a strangled cry as you dig your nails into your skin. Your body shivers and your walls tighten around Jaebum’s length, making him come right after you. His jaw clenches as his eyes close and you swear you’ve never seen a sexier look on him.

He then pulls out of you and you collapse on the bed, falling on your stomach. You see him sliding slightly to your side and smiling brightly at you.

“Can you take these off now?” you ask breathlessly, showing him your tied up wrists a second time. He bends over the bed to grab the key and deliver you, leaving red marks that he starts kissing.

“Sorry, did I hurt you?” he asks, full of worries now.

“No” you smile, giving him a small peck on the lips “it was amazing.”

He pulls out the blanket at the foot of the mattress up to rest on top of the two of you, taking you into his strong arms in a warm embrace.

“I love you so much Jaebum” he kisses your forehead “thank you.”

“I love you too Y/N.”

[gigiflowers]

I NEED YOU NOW. - I NEED YOU. (on Wattpad) http://my.w.tt/UiNb/xIc4v4eFlz Character: JB/ I'm Jaebum (GOT7) Genre: one shot, fluff Song: house of cards-BTS I'm sexually frustrated right now and your tongue isn't helping

[so-bangchas]

Pour up

  Group:Got7

 Member:JB|Im Jaebum

Genre:pure smut

Warnings:none!

pour up

You walked into the club smelling the familiar smell.Alchochol,sweat and grinding.

You walked over to the bar to get a drink.This was your usual friday/sturday night.You and your friends always were going into clubs.

This one was your favourite one.It was big,luxurious,and the most important it always has good looking guys.

When you were in front of the bar you were greeted by a really hot,i mean like REALLY hot bartender.His hair was styled upward and he has charismatic eyes.His right ear was pierced.And he had tattoos.

He smiled at you as soon as he saw you.His smile melted your heart.

He was so charming.He was every girls dream.He was.......UGHH.

You just couldn’t describe him.He looked like he came from a manga.

You were back in reality when he spoke.”What would you like,miss?” his deep voice was music to your ears.

“I would l-like to have whiskey” you stuttered.He smiled at you again as he gave you the drink.

You drank it imimidietly.

After a couple of shots you finally had the courage to ask his for his name or even better number.

“Cutie,what’s your name?” you said in your drunken voice.His smile turned into smirk as he leaned into your ear and whispered,”It’s Jaebum,but you can call me Daddy”.His smirk was even wider now.

“Of course i would like to call you Daddy” you said and giggled and grabbed his collar.

“Whoo,easy baby girl” he said.He took your hand in his hand and pulled them off.

“Junior,come here” he yelled.Another handsome guy appeared and asked Jaebum what’s wrong.

Jaebum whispered something to this hottie Junior and he nodded.”Cmmon baby girl daddy would take care of you” Jaebum whispered and grabbed your wrist taking you somewhere.

You two were squeezing through couples and people grinding on eachother.

When you two reached an empty bedroom,Jaebum picked you up bridal style and throw you on the bed.

He immidetly hovered over you and attached his lips to yours.

You can smell that he was dominant.He wanted to enter your mouth but since you wanted to tease him you didn’t let him.When he understanted the situation he squeezed one of your bresats,hard.You whined and he putted his into your mouth,fanially.You both were fighting for dominance.Your tongueges danced together in a rhythm.

Apparently his tongue win in the fight of dominance.

His lips went down to your neck,kissing it.He started sucking on it,making sure to leave marks on it.His hands went down to your thighs and started caressing them.

“Take off your dress baby girl” he ordered.You sat up and took off your dress.

Jaebum immidietly pushed you onto the bed again.His lips started sucking on your collarbone.You moaned as he hit a sweet spot.He went down to the outline of your boobs and kissed it.He teared your bra off and started sucking on your nipples.

You nearly screamed when he bit one of them.His lips went down to your stomach reaching the lower part.His fingers traced over the hem of your panties and he teared them off too.

He looked at your now exposed pussy.He didn’t wait any longer and started to suck your clit.”..Daddy..” you moaned.”That’s right baby girl,moan for daddy” he said.

He went down and putted his tongue into my pussy.”DADDY”  i  screamed.....  “Louder baby girl,louder” he said and putted his tongue depper.

You were squirming under him.This felt like hours.”Daddy,im close” you managed to say between moans and breaths.Soon after that you came.Your back arching off the bed.

Since there was a speaker in the room Jaebum got off and connected his phone to it.

Soon after the song Pour Up started playing.

Jaebum took his clothes off and hovered over you.He looked you into the eyes for premission if he could enter you.You nodded and he entered you letting you adjust to his big size.You moaned.

He started moving in the rhythm of the song.He was sensual but that made you moan a lot.

“Baby girl you didn’t know how much you turned me on when you walked in” he said between breaths.

You kept moaning.”Baby girl, im close” he said shutting his eyes close.”M-me too” you said.He grunted as he felt you tightening around him.

You both came after the song ended.”Daddy,you’re amazing” you said.’Anything for my baby girl...but” he paused.’’I never caught YOUR name” he said while laughing.”The names Y/N” you said smiing.

Authors note :)

This was my first smut and sorry for my english skills.Don’t yell at me. Requests are open : )

[jae-daddy]

Chubby

Two | Three | Four

GOT7 Jaebum series

genre: angst, smut, suggestive, fluffy

smut and the nasty stuff in coming chapters

s/c: its valentines day and you plan on confessing to JB, but things don’t go as you planned. and you thick girl

Today is the day! I told myself as I made my way out of the house. I checked my backpack one more time to make sure the chocolate and note were still there. 

It was valentines day today, and today was the day I decided to tell Im Jaebum I liked him.

I know that the day was cliche, and so cringe to confess on, but I am thinking of it as a shield. A lot of people are going to confess, and a lot of them may get rejected today too. Which was why I believed doing it today, would be a good plan since I wouldn't be alone in this.

When I finally got to school, I realised that I truly wasn’t alone.

There was a line that started all the way from the staircase and made its way into my class.

I looked at Jin, my best friend, and sent her a questioning look, “What’s all this?”

“Valentine’s Day,” she replied. “I guess you weren’t alone when you decided to confess to JB today.” 

I looked at all the other girls in line and felt my heart sink. They were so pretty, and skinny. Most of them were the more popular girls in school, that boys would chase after. And they wanted my JB. 

“How do you know it’s for him?” I asked, trying to reassure myself, and find hope. 

“Who else is good enough to bring all the ladies to his doorstep?” she gave me a knowing look. “For a delinquent, he sure did manage to pull quite a crowd.” She mumbled giggling. 

“He isn’t just a bad boy though,” I argued, pouting. 

“Oh yeah, sorry.” She held up her hands in surrender. “He also is a goddamn sex god, my bad.” 

“Jin!” I whined but stopped before continuing. I had made it to my classroom and looked in through the windows. 

There he sat, Im Jaebum, looking so beautiful. He was a gift sent from heaven, so perfect. 

His face was blank, and his body language seemed uninterested, as the next girl in line approached him. Shyly she held out a box to him, and said something to him, most likely confessed. However, Jaebum didn’t change. He sat there and looked away from her, meeting my eyes through the glass window. 

On a normal day, i would look away instantly, as my heartbeat sped up. But today I didn’t remove my eyes from him, and he did the same. He was looking at me, looking back at me. 

My heart was about to explode and escape my ribcage. I grabbed onto Jin’s foreman to steady myself. 

His eyes were dark and hard as they stared at me. Examining me, as if he was trying to figure me out. I held onto my breath, unsure of what to do. 

Even though being a sex god wasn't the only thing about Jaebum, you couldn’t deny he was exactly that. 

Girls would talk about how hard he’d fucked them, and how aggressive he’d be. They’d always flock back to him for a second time, but JB never granted that to them. 

I felt myself get warm, and pulsate at my core, as he looked at me. Just his eyes were enough to get me so wet, and sent shivers down my back. What would happen if he ever touched me? 

I gulped at the thought and closed my eyes for a second, imagining the pleasure. I opened my eyes, bitting my lips, to meet JB’s smirk. 

He finally cast his eyes away, and I let go of the breath I was holding. 

_______

It was lunch time and I looked in my bag. The note and chocolates still remained there at the bottom. I didn’t have the guts to take it out and give it to him in front of all those other girls that were so much better than me. 

The thing was that I never really talked to Jaebum. Maybe a few words here and there; but they mostly consisted of the teachers wanting to see him, or him telling me to move out of the way as he glared at me. Yet, even though we didn’t talk much, we communicated in other ways. 

Sometimes, when it would be his turn to do the cleaning duty, we would make eye-contact. I could see how much he hated it, so as soon as the bell rang, I'd ran and grabbed the rubbish and empty it out for him. 

You could say I was crazy about him, but he is the one who gave me all the reasons to be. 

He would help me when nobody else would. Like that time when Jenny pushed me to the floor and scattered my books in the hallway. Jaebum was the one who piled them all up and left it beside me. While I sat there crying, and hugging my knees. Or those times when the teacher would pick on me, and Jaebum would always butt in and take the attention off me. It got him in more trouble, but he did it, almost like he knew how much it bothered me.

“Yo, what’s up ttong?” Jenny greeted me with a bitchy smile on her face. Of course, by the grace of the Lord above, the girl who found pleasure in ruining my life was in my class. 

I didn’t say anything and looked into my bag, trying to ignore her. 

“Yah, ttong can’t you hear me?” She sneered at me. 

She called me ttong, like tong-tong-hae cause I was bigger than most girls in the school. Definitely bigger than her idol worthy body. 

She snatched my bag from my hands, causing me to look up at her. 

“Finally got your attention.” 

Yeah, mine and the whole classes, including Jaebum. 

“Oh, what is this?” She slowly took out the chocolate and note. “Who are you planning on giving this to?” 

“What makes you think that?” I replied, instantly, glancing at Jaebum, who decided to turn away from this. 

“Well, no one would ever give this to you,” she replied, cynically smiling. “They obviously wouldn’t too, especially if they have seen you.” 

She let out a giggle, and all her cronies joined in, along with a few class mates. I couldn’t do anything but just sit there as my cheeks heated up in embarrassment. 

“I-” I tried, but couldn’t think of anything. 

“Let’s see who this lucky person is?” She said, with disgust. 

Everybody’s attention was on us by now. I could tell even JB was listening, even though he was facing the other way. 

“No name,” she gasped. “Smart, but I could always read this out loud.” 

I felt my blood run cold at that thought. Not like this. 

“Please,” I looked up at her. “Please don’t.” 

“Oh, now, I have to.”

“Hi, 

My name is y/n, we’re in the same class. 

I really hope you know me. I know we have never talked, except for a few words. But I believe actions mean more than words, and your actions have shown me you’re not quite like you seem. 

You’re not cold, scary, mean or a delinquent like people think you are. You’re really a warm and kind person, who puts others before himself. 

Which is why, I like you.

I’m sorry if this is too burdensome, or too sudden. 

I hope you like the chocolates, it’s your favourite.

Thank you.”

“Wow, aren’t you an absolute loser.” She commented at the end. 

It was him, everybody knew it was him. They were already giggling, pointing and laughing. 

Jaebum knows it was him too. Maybe that’s why he got up and started making his way to the door. 

“Hey, JB-si!” Jenny called out from in front of me, making my heart freeze. “Why don’t you stay and see what chocolate she got him?” 

He sighed and turned around. His eyes landed on me for a second, before they moved away the next moment. 

“Chocolates aren’t really my thing,” he pointed to the stack of chocolates at the back of the class that was all for him. “They make me fat.”

I felt as if I had just been kicked in my gut. I felt my heart tear apart, as tears threatening prickled my eyes.

I wouldn’t have minded, if he had just said that as a fact. 

But he didn’t, he said as an insult to me; to remind me of where I truly belong. Out of the girls that proposed to him today, I was by far the worst. So much worse, that he couldn’t even take the chocolates I got him?

He didn’t say fat, he said tongtonghae. The word I’ve been hearing since I was a child, thrown at me again and again. As an insult, as something that was so big of a flaw that it covered the rest of what I was as a person. The word Jenny used to taunt me every day. 

I got up, snatched my bag of Jenny, and rushed out the other door.

And I ran. I kept running until I was finally home and locked in my room. 

That’s when finally I let go of all my strength and let the pain consume me. Sobs escaped me wrecking my body, and everything hurt. But above it all was my broken heart.

[jae-daddy]

Masterlist

I just found out that inbox for asks and messages are two different things... thank you so much for sending those in! I’ll read them well!

I don't know how to make it pretty, but here’s a master list of my works! Enjoy:

Series:

Chubby: 

Plot: You are getting bullied, so Im Jaebum becomes your fake boyfriend.  Genre: fluff, angst Parts: one / two / three / four / five / six / seven / eight / nine 

Something Good:

Plot: After getting dumped by your boyfriend, you decide to ask Im Jaebum, the sex god, for sexual and dating advice. Genre: smut, fluff, angst, humour Parts: one / two / three / four / five

Holic:

Plot: Your sister doesn’t show up on her wedding day, so you and Jaebum steal it. Now you are stuck in a marriage with a guy who doesn’t love you, but things aren’t that easy because you both like are the works of the devil.  Genre: Drama, Romance, Mature Parts: one / two / three / four / five / six / seven / eight / nine /  ten /eleven / twelve / thirteen / fourteen /

Bad Habit:

(completed)

Plot: Jaebum has a girlfriend, and you’re not her. You both are caught up in a cycle of hurt, pain and lust. Now it’s just become a bad habit to run to each other. Genre: Angst, Mature, Romance

Parts: one / two / three / four / five / six / seven / eight / nine / ten / eleven/ twelve / thirteen (final)

Oneshots:

Unspoken:

Plot: JB doesn’t show any emotions towards you, even though you have been in a relationship for a long time. You always knew that he liked you, but now you’re starting to doubt if he loves you or not. Genre: angst, kinda fluff link

Don’t (M)

Plot: Jaebum and you return from a party, and Jb’s not happy with you dancing with the other boys Genre: Smut link

Watch (M)

Plot: When toys and punishments are your favourites, Jaebum finds a way to truly to punish you; making you watch him get himself off. Genre: Smut link

Please (M)

Plot: You want Im Jaebum to fuck you like her  Genre: Smut, Angst a/n: it’s a three parter one-shot lol one / two / three / epilogue

Friends 

Plot: The sexual tension between best friends, Jaebum and you, finally causes some trouble (the good kind). Genre: smut link

The Time I Loved You

Plot: after jaebum hurts you, you fall out of love as he falls in Genre: angst, cheating link

[jae-daddy]

Bad Habit (2)

Jaebum Mini Series

one / three / four / five

Pairing: Im Jaebum x Reader

Genre: Angst, Mature, Romance

Plot: He didn’t belong to you, but he was your something. You weren’t anything to him, yet you still belong to him.

Warning: mature content; smut, and cheating

a/n: thank you for liking this! i wrote this chapter a little differently, hope y’all like it

When you turned back to Jaebum, you felt your heart drop. 

There against the wall that Jaebum was leaning against alone, was his girlfriend. Jaebum’s hands on her waist and lost in her hair, as her lips kissed his neck, but his eyes were on you; watching you. 

You quickly tore your eyes away, trying to get rid of that image. 

You knew Jaebum was someone else’s, but you never truly understood it until you were in a crowded room with Jaebum. When the world you had created melts away, and instead of you, there is someone else. His girlfriend wrapped in his arms, not you. 

You were reminded once again, he was someone that didn’t belong to you. 

Jaebum watched as the guy, who you called your friend, pulled you in closer to him. His felt his stomach churn with jealousy and irritable displeasure, as he saw you both on the dance floor. 

You seemed completely oblivious to the intentions of the guy you called your friend and were laughing at whatever he was saying into your ear. 

Jaebum couldn’t figure out what he was saying to make you laugh so much, that you couldn’t notice his lips brushing your ear with every spoken word. Or how his hands moved up and down the bottom of your spine. 

Your eyes wandered over to Jaebum and you smiled wickedly, seeing his hard eyes on you. You moved your body along with the beat and Mark’s body. You could feel his fingers, but instead of disgust, that you expected, you felt comfortable, and only a bit disdain. You leaned into his touch because you knew, he was just a friend. 

When Mark turned your body, jerking your back close to his front, Jaebum’s hands fisted as his bitterness and anger uglily turned inside him. It took everything in him to remain in his seat, and not march over and rip his bloody hands off your body. 

He saw Mark’s hands dangerously ran along the hem of your tight black skirt, and he almost sprung in his seat. He took a deep breath trying to calm himself, reminding himself that you wouldn’t like him being so violent. He let out a long breath, as he sipped the drink in his hands, attempting to swallow his green feelings down with it.

However, when Mark’s finger moved an inch under your skirt, Jaebum was up off his seat and marching towards you. 

You smiled victoriously, as you saw him react like a bull as you waved the red flag in front of Jaebum. Your smile vanished a little as you felt Mark’s hand edge higher. You bit your nails into his other arm, letting him know you weren’t feeling comfortable, and he instantly stopped and retreated. 

You turned to see if Jaebum had noticed the change, except you were the one shocked to see the change in less than a second. 

There, three feet away, from where you and Mark stood were Jaebum and his girlfriend. 

Jaebum’s hand at the back of her head, kissing her hard. You froze for a moment at the sight. 

This is what Jaebum looked like kissing someone. You wondered if he looked the same when he kissed you. If his eyes were shut tight, if it seemed so feverish, if someone else’s heart broke seeing him kiss you like that. You wondered if he ever kissed you like that. 

You saw his girlfriend move away from Jaebum, getting off her tippy toes. 

You instantly looked away and welcomed Mark’s warmth wrapping around you. You ran your finger through his soft blonde hair, as you arched your neck letting his lips trail along it. 

You hated this little cat and mouse game you and Jaebum played. You hated not being able to walk up to him and kiss him like its the end of the world. You hated him not being anything to you in public.

You sighed as you felt Mark’s warm hands graze the little midriff of your stomach that your outfit left exposed. Your breath hitched as you felt it slip under your shirt slightly, running along your skin, as he spun you around to face him. 

You felt the faint buzzing of your phone against the pocket of your skirt, but you ignored it. You felt Mark’s racing breath hit the top of your head, as you stared at his chest, not wanting to look up. 

You didn’t want him to see the hurt in your eyes or the uneasiness there. You didn’t want to see his face and be reminded that it wasn’t Jaebum. It wasn’t Jaebum, but your close friend. 

Your phone continued to buzz, feeling urgent with every passing second. 

You felt thankful for the seventh buzz, as you untangled yourself from Mark. You held up a finger, asking him to give you a second as you looked at your screen. 

There was one missed call, and three messages from Jaebum. 

You looked at the last one and gulped as you faced Mark. 

Second-floor bathroom. Right now.

“I just need a minute, please,” you told Mark, as he nodded, letting you step past him and towards the stairs. 

Jaebum breathed a sigh of relief as he saw you move towards the location. He was about to follow behind you but stopped when he saw Mark walk towards him. 

Mark’s face emerged from a polite smile into a malicious smirk as he joined two other guys a few feet away from Jaebum. 

“Damn bro, are you going to hit that?” One asked, making Mark’s smirk widen.

“Hell yeah, he is!” The other cheered, “Who wouldn’t? Have you seen her?” 

They all chuckled at that, and Jaebum saw red, as rage bolted through him. He wanted to beat all three of them, to have them on their knees apologising to you. He could tell from the vile looks on their faces; whatever they were thinking wasn’t pleasant. 

“I would do her in so many ways, man.” The first one clicked his tongue. “I’d have her screaming my name, all night.” 

“I’ll do us, proud boys,” Mark smirked at his friends, who patted his back. “I’ll break that little ego of hers; make her come back begging on her knees for me.” 

“I’d make her do something else while she’s on her knees,” the other, joked. “I’d make her put on a show with that body and lips.” 

“Fuck ye-” 

Before any of them could continue, they were covered in a bucket of vomit that was just as disgusting as them. This may or may not have been caused because of Jaebum tripping the vomit bucket guy over. 

Jaebum grinned in small victory as he heard the boys shriek like six-year-old kids. 

You waited in the bathroom, sitting on the white counter feeling nervous. You wondered if it was too much; if letting Mark touch you in that way made Jaebum really mad. So mad that he decided he didn’t want you anymore. 

You shook your head at that, as tears prickled your eyes. 

You hated how unfair this was. Jaebum could stand there and kiss her in public, while you couldn’t even dance with a boy. Jaebum could stare at you from across the room, but you had to steal glances. Jaebum could touch someone else, and bare their touch on him, while you felt bile rise up your throat remembering Mark’s wandering hands. 

You wiped a tear that escaped your eye and huffed as you faced the mirror. 

You straightened your hair and clothes instead of feeling pathetic. You looked good tonight, and you knew it. You had dressed up for yourself tonight, not knowing Jaebum would be here. You were glad about your chose of the outfit; a tight short black shirt, a dark grey top and a leather jacket.

A quick knock on the door woke you from your thoughts, and you waited to make sure it was him. 

“Y/n,” his voice low, yet clear. 

You immediately opened the door letting him in. 

Jaebum swiftly locked the door behind him, before he grabbed your waist and placed you on the counter his lips roughly pressed against yours. You gasped as his fingers dug into your skin, and Jaebum took the opportunity kissing you with passion. 

You wrapped your arms around his neck, pulling him in, pressing your body against him. 

Jaebum moved his lips away from yours and kissed along your jaw. You moaned when you felt him kiss beneath your ear. You enclosed Jaebum’s waist with your legs, making your pulsating core rub against him. 

You moaned at the feeling of his rough jeans through your panties. 

“Fuck, y/n, you drive me crazy,” Jaebum whispered, his words sounding breathless yet hard. 

You replied by removing his jacket and throwing his shirt over his head. You shredded your own jacket, as Jaebum ripped your top, making the metal buttons pop open exposing your lacy black bra. 

Jaebum grinded against you, and you bit your lip to hold in a loud moan, remembering where you were again. 

Just outside the door was the woman Jaebum claimed to love, and the boy you left with an empty promise. But you were both too caught up in your raging storm of lust and passion to care. 

You ran your nails over Jaebum’s back knowing it would leave red marks, but you didn’t care. Somewhere deep inside you, you wanted his girlfriend to see them, to know she wasn’t the only the one. 

Jaebum’s lips trailed down your neck leaving marks all over your skin, and you knew he was doing the same. Leaving marks for anyone and everyone to see that you were with him. 

Jaebum pulled you up from the cold bench and made you face the mirror. 

You looked into the reflection, seeing a boy and girl with messy hair, red lips and racing breaths. You saw the dark lustful look in the boy's eyes and the softness in the girl’s. You could see how different they were, but you could see the one thing they both had in common; the crazy desire and need they had for one another. 

You knew they were more than what this reflection could show. They were the late night conversations about the worst and best things in their life. The hopes and wishes shared, and everything in between and beyond that. 

Jaebum bought his hands up, his eyes watching himself move slowly, and your anticipating face. He ran his fingers along your shoulders, grazing your collarbones, and down your arm. You felt goosebump rise all over you, as tingles sparked everywhere he touched, making you gasp. 

“Y/n,” he breathed, his hot breath kissing your skin. You closed your eyes, feeling Jaebum’s closeness, his heat and him just touching you. “Do you know what those boys were thinking about you?” 

You heard him gulped, as you opened your eyes to meet bronze blazing ones. 

“I don’t blame them, you are so fucking gorgeous,��� he spoke softly, his hands moving your hair to the side as he placed a gentle kiss on the back of your neck. His eyes looked at you, intensely.  “But, I get so fucking mad, seeing these boys thinking they could have you.”

Jaebum ran his fingers down your back leaving a trail of fire in its path.

“Tell me, y/n,” his voice low, making your eyes shut involuntarily. “Can they have you?” 

You shook your head in reply. They couldn’t, they never could, because they weren’t the man who was standing behind you making you wet and breathless with the slightest touch his fingertips. 

“Why not?” 

“They aren’t you,” you replied, your voice hoarse. You opened your eyes to meet his in the mirror. “I only belong to you.” 

Jaebum smiled hearing those words, a jolt of happiness running through his veins. 

“That’s my good girl,” he said, as he bent you over slowly. You felt yourself start to throb in need. “Say it again.” 

Jaebum flipped the skirt over your ass, as pulled down your panties.

“I’m yours.” A loud spank landed on your ass making you moan in pain. You clamped a hand over your mouth as you reached for the faucet turning it on, in attempt to drown out your sounds. 

“Again, princess,” Jaebum’s fingers danced in between your folds. 

“I only belong to you.” 

You gasped before a dirty moan left your lips as Jaebum thrust into your unexpectedly. 

“You’re mine, y/n,” he spoke through gritted teeth before he began fucking you hard over the counter.

You checked to see if your clothes and hair was fine before you got out from the bathroom. 

Jaebum left before you, and you waited fifteen minutes before leaving the white walls. You kind of felt bad for anyone who really had to use the toilet, but not really. Not when Jaebum had just fucked you so well, it felt worth it. 

When you were downstairs your eyes landed on Mark. You smiled when you saw him talking to some other girl, you felt thankful he didn’t wait around. 

You looked around for Jaebum and found him at the ping pong table with an arm around his girlfriend's waist. You felt a twinge in your heart, as you cheeks heated red. 

No one could tell that he had just fucked someone other than his girlfriend in the bathroom less than an hour ago. But you could tell, he had the after-sex smile that he always had after you two took it down to pound town. 

You shook your head and stuffed your hands into your pockets. 

“Hey,” a low voice said from beside you. You turned to find someone you didn’t know. 

“Hi,” you replied more of a question as you turned away, showing you’re not interested. 

“I’m John, a friend of Mark Rivers,” he said, and you smiled at him hearing the familiar name. 

Jaebum watched as you talked to one of the guys from before. He felt an urge for blood in his gut, but instead, he took his phone out. 

Meet you at home in 25 mins.

He watched as you got the text and opened it mid-conversation. 

He felt small specks of sunlight light up his heart as he saw the small giddy smile make its way onto your lips. 

You cut the guy off mid-sentence telling him bye politely. 

Your eyes caught each other's for a moment and you both smiled, just for one another. For once not caring who sees, because this moment belonged to you both. 

You knew how simple it was to let this go; to get out of this horrible cycle. All it took was a no from you, and for Jaebum to figure out where his heart truly rests. But you were both tangled too deep into this, and not wanting to let go.

Even when the room was filled with familiar strangers who didn’t know you and Jaebum, and with Jaebum’s girlfriend around his arms, the bad habit you both fed off, was the brightest thing within the dark walls.

For that moment, you both belonged to one another even if it was only an illusion. 

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[jae-daddy]

Bad Habit (M)

Jaebum Mini Series 

two / three / four / five

Pairing: Im Jaebum x Reader

Genre: Angst, Mature, Romance

Plot: It had become a bad habit; for him to say ‘just tonight’, and you to wish for more. 

Warning: mature content; smut, and cheating

a/n: lets start of with a bang? i hope y’all like this one!

Jaebum sexily grunted into your ear as he pulled your back flush against him. 

“Do you like that, y/n?” His raggedy breath hit your neck as his rough voice spoke into your ear. 

His hands wondered about your body, making your head spin. You collapsed onto his front, as his teeth sunk into your neck, making you gasp in heavenly pain. 

“Jae,” you whimpered, as his hands got closer to your clit. 

“What is it, princess?” He replied, his voice low and dark, making you wetter than you already were. 

When Jaebum knocked on your door at nine, after his dance practice, you knew exactly what you were getting yourself into. 

It was always the same pattern; Jaebum showing up at your door, desperate with need, and you letting him have you in any way that he wished. 

You both had been lost in your own world, since the moment he stepped through the doors, and now it was nearing one am. Jaebum only let you come once in the long three hours; bringing you closer to the edge over and over again only to mercilessly pull you back. 

You bit your lip hard, as his middle finger touched between your spread legs. Slowly touching along the edge, tracing it teasingly. Finally, after what seemed like an eternity, his finger faintly touched your bundle of nerves. 

You instantly groaned, as his finger began to slowly tap against it. In a torturously slow pace, making the fire inside you rise, but not enough to make you orgasm just yet. 

“Do you like that, princess?” Jaebum’s lust-filled voice, lowly whispered into your ear. 

You moaned a breathless yes, as you tilted your head to the side giving him access to your long neck. Jaebum wasted no time placing his lips all over, leaving a trail of purple and deep blue. You moaned in pleasure, feeling your need grow bigger and bigger. 

You began moving your hips in circular motions, then up and down; in random patterns trying to blindly fill the desire blazing inside of you. 

“Shh, princess,” Jaebum cooed, trying to calm you down. You could feel his smirk, as he pressed his lips against the shell of your ear. You felt his hot breath fall on the side of your face and neck, fast and feverish. “Don’t get impatient.” 

You leaned against him, your bare back against his searing front, burning your skin wherever his touched. 

You ran your hand through his hair, tugging it softly, as his fingers slipped past your clit and started circling your entrance. 

“I can’t anymore, Jae,” you whimpered, as you felt two of his fingers enter inside you making you gasp. “Please, let me cum now.” 

Jaebum hummed into your ear, asking you to repeat yourself. His fingers continued moving in and out of you, making you unable to speak. 

They slid smoothly, fucking you well thanks to the long foreplay leaving you more than ready. You were throbbing with want, needing Jaebum to fill you up entirely. 

You closed your eyes relishing in the pleasure when you started to feel his hands slow down. 

“Oh god, don’t Jae.” You begged, almost in tears. “Please don’t sto-”

Before you could complete your words, Jaebum’s fingers hooked upwards hitting your g-spot. 

You fell forward. Your legs giving out underneath you, unable to endure the jolts of enjoyment dancing through your spine. 

Jaebum leaned down, pressing his chest against your back, making your breasts push into the bed. Your face was hidden in the pillow causing the oxygen in your lungs to lessen, but that only heightened your sexual pleasure.

You moaned Jaebum’s name into the pillow, as your hands fisted the sheets and pillows tightly in their grasp. 

You started to feel yourself tingling and twitching, the throbbing increasing between your legs, and Jaebum felt it too. 

He spun you around onto your back and got on his knees looking at your naked body trembling in need of him. 

His dark eyes stared into yours as he brought the fingers that were inside you to his tongue. 

“You taste so fucking good, babe,” he licked them clean, before gently submerging it back inside you. 

He held it up your lips, watching you as you captured his finger in your mouth tasting yourself. You moaned, as you swirled your tongue around his warm fingers. 

Jaebum watched you, as his tongue darted out the corner of his lips. Before he leaned down to taste you on your tongue. 

You moaned into the kiss, as you pulled him in closer, desperately. Your body lifted off the bed to touch his skin, as one hand ran through his hair, while the other ran your fingernails down his back. 

Jaebum groaned moving away, as he sat on his knees and focused on your shivering body.

“What do you want, princess?” He asked as he ran his hands from the valley between your breasts to your core before he pressed his palm flat against your clit. 

“Please, Jae.” Your breath hitched, as white spots covered your vision.

“That is not what I asked,” he leaned down to place a chaste kiss on your stomach. 

“Tell me what you want, y/n?” He asked again. His hands-off you completely, but his eyes never leaving you for a moment.  

“I want you to fuck my brains out, daddy.” You whispered, your voice hoarse and dripping with desire. “I want daddy to fuck me so fucking hard I can’t walk for the next week. Please, fuck me, daddy.” 

Jaebum smirked hearing those words from your delicious pink lips.

He moved in between your legs and lowered himself to your breasts. His teeth grazed your nipple before his tongue danced around it flicking the hard bud. 

You let out a lewd moan, as you arched off the bed. Your hands lost in Jaebum’s dark locks and broad shoulder.

He let go of it; his lips gently kiss the middle of your chest, your throat, your chin, before finally capturing your lips for a soft gentle kiss. He rested his forehead against yours, as he slowly entered inside you. 

A breathy gasp left you as you felt him stretching into you. You bit your lip, pleasure painfully swirling inside you, as you were reminded of how huge he really was. 

Once he was inside you, he slowly pulled away until he was almost out of you. He waited for a moment, before slamming back balls deep inside of you. 

Jaebum watched as your face contoured in delightful pain.

He loved seeing you like this; your face a combination of lust, pain and pleasure. And how you felt beneath him; your breasts pressed against him, your legs wide open for him, wrapping around his waist. Your body welcoming his, wrapping around him, your nails digging into him. 

Jaebum slowly picked up the pace, grinding in and out of you, watching as a small smile makes its way onto your soft lips. 

“Fuck, Jae.” You groaned as you dug your fingers into his bulging arms. 

Jaebum grunted in return, slowly increasing the pace. 

“Yes, Jae. God, yes.” You repeated again and again. A religious mantra of fucks, Jaes, and God yes, left your lips as Jaebum thrust into you over and over again. 

He placed his hands on your knees, pushing them further apart. You groaned feeling yourself widen, as Jaebum’s hips moved more relentlessly fucking you hard and fast. 

“Oh my god.” Your breathless voice left you, dark with pleasure. 

Jaebum’s hands moved onto your hips lifting you up from the bed. Your ass off the bed, while the rest of your remained in on it. Your weight on your upper back and heels of your wide spread legs, as your waist remained in the air, letting Jaebum fuck you from a new angle. 

The new position made him hit your g-spot, and your eyes rolled back, as you closed your eyes. 

You threw your head back, as a loud moan escaped you. Your hands reached for anything within its grasp, to make you hold yourself together. 

After a few moments, you felt the ball of fire swell larger, and you knew you were getting closer. 

“Jae,” you breathed, looking up at him. His hair falling onto his sweaty forehead, moving with every rough thrust of his. “I’m close.” 

Jaebum hissed, as removed a hand from your waist and wrapped it around your neck. His hands lightly pressed against your neck making you almost faint with pleasure. 

“Oh god, yes,” you choked out, as your head started to blur out. 

Jaebum pressed you down onto the bed, by your waist, and began drilling into your harder and faster than he already was. 

He groaned, as his fingers bit into your waist, letting you know he was close to his too.

You squeezed your eyes tight, trying to hold on to your sanity, while simultaneously giving into the consuming darkness of desire racing through your veins. 

Jaebum removed his hands from your throat letting the air fill your burning lungs. He lightly slapped your cheeks, making your focus back to the present. 

Your eyes lazily opened, to find Jaebum almost on his knees as he rammed into you. 

You felt your tits moving up and down and all over, as your body moved with every powerful thrust of Jaebum’s. Your hands made its way to your breasts, massaging them and squeezing it together. The sight making Jaebum go crazier than he already was. 

“God, you’re so fucking hot, y/n.” He spoke through gritted teeth. “Shit.” He said, as his left hand played with your tit. 

He moved down, and lay missionary against your body. 

You closed your eyes, as your felt your clit grind against Jaebum, as he grinded against you. 

“Fuck,” you whispered. “I’m so fucking close.” 

Jaebum moved slower now, but his thrusts more deliberate; harder, and each hitting your g-spot, pushing you closer to the edge. The brushing of your hard nipples against Jaebum’s chest, his warm breath falling into your neck in a messy rhythm, along with his grunts and groans, made your body run into overboard. 

“Oh fuck!” You exclaimed, as your pussy tightened around Jaebum. Instead of slowing down, Jaebum started to go faster, once again. 

“Do you like that, babe?” He grunted into your ear, as he fucked you just the way you wanted him to.

You both welcomed began welcoming the edge of euphoria at the high pace.

“Come for me, y/n,” Jaebum moaned, his heated gaze meeting yours. You threw your head back and shut your eyes, as the fire blazed through your body, consuming your every sense, letting the heavenly bliss rip through you. 

“That’s it, y/n,” Jaebum breathed into your ear, as he began slowing down, letting you ride your high. The sparks dancing delightfully up and down your spine, as warmth wrapped itself around you. 

Jaebum kept ramming inside you, his thrusts getting sloppy with every second as his neared his end. After a few moments, Jaebum let out a groan reaching his ecstasy. His hips did not stop, letting you both ride out your highs. 

You came out of your shower, to find Jaebum still on your bed. 

You jumped in next to him with a towel around your body. 

Jaebum’s hands were instantly on your hips making its way towards your ass underneath the towel. 

“You want to go again, y/n?” He asked, quirking an eyebrow. 

You smirked in return, as you got up and sat on top, straddling him. 

Jaebum removed your towel and held your breasts in his hands. You let out a moan, as Jaebum moved up to lean against the headboard, his body flush against your clean and cold body. And you welcomed his heat. 

“God, y/n, I can never get enough of you.” Jaebum groaned as his lips attacked your neck once again. Your fingers were instantly in his dark locks, your eyes closed shut. 

Locking out the reality of the situation, and how wrong this was. 

“Jae?” you whispered, softly, moving away from him. 

Jaebum reluctantly removed himself from you and hummed in reply. His hand gently brushed a strand of hair away from your face and behind your ear. As his other hand rested on your thigh, burning you with its scorching touch. 

“What are we?” Jaebum’s smile instantly flattened. He got off the bed leaving you naked and alone, as he removed himself from you. 

“Jaebum?” You called out again, sterner yet still too soft.

Jaebum let out a sigh as he turned towards you with a dark look. 

“Why are you bringing this up, y/n?” He asked, tired. 

You bit your lip, as you looked at the tangled fingers on your lap. You heard Jaebum sigh, as a shadow fell in front of you. 

He held your wriggling hands in his and brought them to his lips. 

“She’s my girlfriend, y/n.” He tells you locking eyes with you. 

Your heart hurt hearing that, but you felt silly for feeling so. You knew that from the start, Jaebum was taken. You knew he was in love with his girlfriend; they had been together for three years now. 

“What am I then?” You asked casting your eyes to the floor. 

When you got no answer, you lifted your pained eyes to meet Jaebum’s blank ones. 

“Why me then?” You asked, your voice low. You shook your head, as you held the tears. “Why not just her?”

Jaebum moved in closer; his intoxicating breath gently hitting your lips. 

“Because you,” his brown eyes gazed your lips before looking back into your eyes. “You, y/n, are my weakness, I can’t ever seem to let go of you. But her--she is the one for me.” 

You didn’t want to hear that. 

You didn’t want to hear Jaebum say he was someone else’s. You didn’t want the cruel reality to seep in from beneath the closed doors you both hid behind. 

So you did the only thing that makes you forget it all; the only remedy to this pain. 

You placed your hands on Jaebum’s face and pulled him into a feverish kiss. Letting it burn all the pain away; making your escape into the world you both had created.

You removed all that existed in reality and fell into your dreamland as Jaebum's lips pressed against yours. The kiss getting fiery with every passing second, letting you both fall back into the vicious cycle. 

The flaming cycle of lust, desire and betrayal that kept increasing the blazing fire between you. Each time waiting for someone to get burn. You both were each other's bad habit, and neither could seem to let go.

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