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Unspeakables Dark Lords and Time-Travelers Oh My! (Podfic)

Unspeakables, Dark Lords, and Time-Travelers, Oh My! (Podfic)

by J_L_Hynde

“I can’t believe I’m giving you advice,” Rowle muttered to himself, running his fingers through his short, sandy blond hair. His blue eyes met the Slytherin Head Boy's stormy gray eyes across the library table that they sat, and a grimace crossed Ravenclaw's face. “Look Riddle, Evans isn’t someone to mess around with. I know he looks nonthreatening, being so short, and thin, like a gust of wind could blow him over; but if you keep fucking with him it’s your funeral.” Tom arched an incredulous brow. He looked at seventeen-year-old Theodore Rowle, all six-feet and two inches of him, and compared him to the five-foot-five fifteen-year-old Henry Evans in his mind. The fact that the Ravenclaw was in any way frightened of his small, sylphlike housemate was laughable to him when Theodore was so large and broad-shouldered in comparison. But he was. Noticeably so. Tom didn’t need to use legilimency to see it. “Why are you so afraid of him?” He wondered aloud. “Because I’m not stupid,” Rowle scoffed. “We’ve known each other a long time. I know what he’s capable of.” Tom leaned forward in his seat, interested. “And praytell, Rowle, just what is Evans capable of?”

Words: 406, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Series: Part 3 of UDLTTOM AU VERSE

Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling, Harry Potter and the Cursed Child - Thorne & Rowling

Rating: Mature

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death

Categories: Gen

Characters: Harry Potter, Theodore Nott, Tom Riddle | Voldemort, Tom Riddle, Augustus Rookwood, Cygnus Black III | Walburga Black's Brother, Walburga Black, Orion Black, Alphard Black, Teddy Lupin, Ginny Weasley, Oliver Wood, Seamus Finnigan, Druella Rosier Black, Ignotus Avery (oc), Lyra Burke (oc), Alyxander Mulciber (oc), Abraxas Malfoy, Draco Malfoy, Narcissa Black Malfoy, James Sirius Potter, Albus Severus Potter, Lily Luna Potter, Scorpius Malfoy, Delphi (Harry Potter), Augusta Rookwood (oc), Septimus Weasley, Galatea Merrythought, Casandra Trelawney, Ron Weasley, Hermione Granger, Andromeda Black Tonks, Original Hogwarts Professors, Thaddeus Nott (oc)

Relationships: Theodore Nott & Harry Potter, Harry Potter & Tom Riddle, Theodore Nott & Tom Riddle, Theodore Nott/Original Female Character(s), Harry Potter & Ginny Weasley, Gellert Grindelwald & Harry Potter, Albus Dumbledore/ Gellert Grindelwald, Albus Dumbledore & Harry Potter, Seamus Finnigan & Oliver Wood, Harry Potter/Tom Riddle | Voldemort, Harry Potter/Tom Riddle, Teddy Lupin & Harry Potter

Additional Tags: Podfic & Podficced Works, podfic length to be determined, Podfic Length: 45-60 Minutes, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Alternate Universe, Alternate Universe - Time Travel, Time Travel, Tomarrymort, Enemies to Lovers, Enemies to Friends, Slow Burn, Auror Harry Potter, BAMF Harry Potter, MoD Harry, Age Regression/De-Aging, Unspeakable Theodore Nott, Slytherin Harry Potter, Ravenclaw Theodore Nott, Department of Mysteries (Harry Potter), Knights of Walpurgis, Dueling club & competitive dueling, Necromancy, Other Additional Tags to Be Added

Read Here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/47971267

[weird-obsessed-girl]

Harry Potter fic rec Time travel/dimension travel

Organised by word count. This rec list involved time travel and dimension travel, not really alt dimension/au. This will include multiple ships like Drarry, Tomarry, Jegulus and Wolfstar.

masterlist

Ouch you landed on my hand and somehow we are in the past - Gravepizza

Scorpius/Albus, wolfstar, Jily meeting the family | G | 1k

Fucking with the future - plecotusauritus

Wolfstar time turner used for inappropriate things, smut, Remus certified DILF | E | 1.6k

Changelings - TreacleTeacups

Tomarry time travel, kid fic, humour, established relationship, mamma bear harry | T | 1.7k

He Who Knows Too Much (and I, Who Knows Nothing) - coribbit

Tomarry time travel, fix-it, seer harry, obsessive tom | T | 1.9k

Everything and Nothing - XxTheDarkLordxX

Drarry post-hogwarts, time travel, hurt/comfort, angst | T | 4k

A Perfect Night for Trick or Treaters - PhantomGrimalkin

Wolfstar time-loop, first war, 1981, angst | T | 4k

Draco at Nineteen - birdsofshore

Drarry Time Travel, Age Difference, Hogwarts 8th Year, First Time | E | 5k

Our Little Life - tackytiger

Drarry post-hogwarts, time travel, dream sex, falling in love, past lives, idiots in love | M | 7k

The Soldier - woobyo

Wolfstar sirius fix-it, bamf sirius, harry is not a horcrux | M | 9k

Quick as a Flash of Lightning, Unhurried as Eternity - babooshk_art, onbeinganangel

Drarry Post-War, Time Travel, Auror Harry, Domestic Fluff | E | 10k

Fifteen - mysid

Wolfstar time travel fix-it, alternate realities, veil of death/opportunities | T | 11k

Brevem Conspectum - Lauren3210

Drarry Kid fic, Domestic, Fluff and Smut, Short Time Travel | E | 12k

Eudaimonia - duplicity

Tomarry time travel, child abuse, angst, age difference, happy ending, harry kinda helps raise tom | E | 15k

tempor · al | ary - asterismal (asterisms)

Tomarry time travel, established relationship, voldy wins, threesome | E | 16k

Yuletide Discussions - J_L_Hynde

Tomarry time travel, discussion of wizard politics, tom lusting harry, alt reality, auror harry | M | 18k

Relativity. - Ideasofmarch

Tomarry time travel, fix-it, BAMF harry, morally grey harry, slytherin harry | M | 18k

Draco Malfoy and the Mirror of Ecidyrue 

Drarry PTSD, Time Travel, Slow Burn, Fluff and Angst, Character Study | M | 20k

Enoument - Accipitae

Tomarry master of death harry, harry grows up with tom in orphanage, time travel, homophobia, angst | M | 22k

We Shall Not Cease from Exploration - krabapple

Jily, Wolfstar golden trio time travel, Lily working for the order | T | 23k

The Devil’s White Knight - orphan_account

Drarry Time Travel, Alternate Timeline, Everybody Lives, No Voldermort | E | 24k

Just a Matter of Time - gracerene

Drarry Post-War, Time Travel, Unspeakable Draco, Age Difference, First Time | E | 24k

Draco Malfoy and the Letter from the Future - DracoWillHearAboutThis

Drarry time travel, POV draco, harry potter series retold, draco and harry friendship, draco questioning parents beliefs | G | 33k

More Than You Know - moonscone

Wolfstar friends to lovers, oblivious sirius | G | 47k

If we could turn back time - MBlack93

Tomarry master of death harry, magically powerful, time travel, fix-it, sane tom, slytherin harry, bamf harry, knights of walpurgis | E | 54k

Time is of the Essence - Leaslemoon

Jegulus time travel, fix-it, angst with happy ending, slow burn, friends to lovers, sibling bonding, OOC snape, canon divergence | M | 58k

The Guest - BummedOutWriter

Drarry kid fic, time travel, get together, mrpeg, truth serum, 6th year, seer draco | M | 60k

Heir Apparent - MonsieurClavier

Tomarry time travel, sane voldy, voldy adopts harry, pseudo-incest, powerful harry, possessive behaviour, enemies to friends to lovers, humour | E | 61k

The Devil's White Knight - orphan_account

Drarry dimension travel, no voldy, time travel??, enemies to lovers, post-war trauma, everyone is gay | E | 65k

The Lesson of You - thecouchsofa

Drarry accidental chil acquisition, getting together, family feels, kid fic, fluff, time travel, smut | E | 65k

Everything Black - General_Jellyfish

Drarry Time Travel, Canon Divergence, Fix-It, BAMF Harry Potter | T | 66k

Game On, Your Move - Ailora

Tomarry time travel, crack treated seriously, obsessive tom, sassy harry, time loop, eventual happy ending, enemies to lovers | T | 75k

Tip of Your Tongue - Spork_in_the_Road

Tomarry time travel, fix-it, morally grey harry, dumbledore critical, slow burn, mystery | M | 78k

The White Pawn - Soupy_George

Drarry time travel, romance, adventure, disenchanted draco, relive sixth year | T | 81k

At the end of every road - sassysquatch

Tomarry time travel, obsessive harry and tom, mutual manipulation, enemies to lovers, fake relationship, class issues, politically motivated marriage | M | 84k WIP 1 last chapter

Into the Dark - PhantomGrimalkin

Wolfstar also drarry, time travel, established relationships, first war, slow burn drarry, suicidal thoughts, manipulative dumbledore, canon divergence | T | 89k

Into the Dark - PhantomGrimalkin

Drarry time travel, first war, slow burn, suicidal thoughts, hocrux hunting, established wolfstar | T | 89k

where are you (my lion)? - harrysblueshirt1

Drarry time travel, canon divergence, jily sent to future, fix-it, emotional hurt/comfort, good draco, professor harry | 99k

That'll Be The Day - Waterloo

Drarry time travel, friendship, hogwarts redo, slow burn, enemies to friends to lovers, pov alternating, wolfstar raise harry | M | 112k WIP

Far From The Tree - aideomai

Drarrys kids time travel to hogwarts, pre-relationship, down and out draco, dom draco | E | 112k

you belong to me (i belong to you) - Child_OTKW

Tomarry time travel, slytherin politics, mind games, auror harry, slytherin harry, master of death harry, PLS READ ALL TAGS | 112k

Turning Leaves - Kbrick

Drarry time travel, pining draco, slytherin harry, angst with happy ending, harry is bad at feelings, drunk sex, auror harry | E | 113k

good night, darling - purplemineralwater

Tomarry time travel, fix-it, master of death harry, slytherin harry, knights of walpurgis, possessive tom, sane tom, hurt/comfort, slow burn | E | 138k

Bewildered - SparrowGrim

Drarry dimension travel, canon divergence, a/b/o, magically powerful harry, top draco, happy ending | E | 148k

When you are ready to go on... but you go back - Sakura521

Drarry time travel, fix-it, harry heir of house black, slow burn, good malfoy family | M | 166k WIP, 1 more chapter

Always Already - aibidil

Drarry time travel, post-hogwarts, department of mysteries, drarry go back to marauders era | E | 171k

Praeclarus Anguis - KaedeRavensdale

Tomarry time travel, slytherin harry, possessive behaviour, tom has met his match | M | 172k

Diablerie - Oceanbreeze7

Tomarry bamf tom, sane tom, time travel, ptsd, book 5, mental health issues, canon divergence | T | 176k

47 Days to Change (a translation) - snow_owl01

Tomarry time travel, slow burn, dubious consent, alt universe | E | 200k

What He Grows To Be - Severus_divides_into_H

Tomarry unhealthy relationships, obsessive and possessive tom, master of death harry, time travel, tom raised by harry, self-harm, psychological torture | M | 266k

What Souls Are Made Of - Emeralds_and_Lilies

Tomarry golden trio accidently time travel, angst, mind games, unhealthy relationships, slow burn | E | 278k

[jlhynde-insanitybrilliance]

Harry finally manages to give Mi’lord (Tom Riddle) at bath in the Mi’lord AU

Harry: There! Don’t you feel better?

Mi’lord (Tom Riddle):

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Our Cursed Half-Life

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by J_L_Hynde

One moment he had been holding his wand at the infant, Harry Potter, and the curse was leaving his lips like a breath, and green light flashed from the tip of his wand as it was supposed to… Then the unexpected happened. He died. Except Voldemort couldn’t die. He made damn sure of that. Thank Merlin. His body might perish, but Voldemort, as his soul was split and deposited into no less than five horcruxes, would remain. Bodiless and formless, yes, but still very much alive. Like a ghost from what he understood. Except…Voldemort had been wrong about that too. Voldemort didn’t become a ghost. Nor a spectre. He became a parasite. A parasite needed a host… It had been by no means his intention to do so. If he had had any choice in the matter, it would’ve been the last thing he would’ve done. But Voldemort found himself, unwittingly, unwillingly, stupidly latching onto the one thing—the one person that was still alive—A baby. The very same baby he had intended to kill. Bloody Hell. And when he did, he realized with a growing sense of horror that whatever spell Lily Potter had used had not only ‘killed’ him, but turned her son into a horcrux. His horcrux. Sodding Bloody Hell!

Words: 4693, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death

Categories: M/M

Characters: Tom Riddle | Voldemort, Harry Potter, Severus Snape, Albus Dumbledore, Sirius Black, Petunia Evans Dursley, Dudley Dursley, Draco Malfoy, Lucius Malfoy, Remus Lupin, Fenrir Greyback, Bellatrix Black Lestrange, Caractacus Burke, Mr Borgin (Harry Potter), Narcissa Black Malfoy, Percy Weasley, Hermione Granger, Ron Weasley, Blaise Zabini, Theodore Nott, Peter Pettigrew, Gregory Goyle, Vincent Crabbe, Jugson (Harry Potter), Antonin Dolohov

Relationships: Harry Potter & Tom Riddle, Harry Potter & Voldemort, Harry Potter & Tom Riddle & Voldemort, Harry Potter/Tom Riddle | Voldemort, Harry Potter/Tom Riddle, Harry Potter/Voldemort, Harry Potter & Severus Snape, Voldemort & Severus Snape, Draco Malfoy & Harry Potter, Percy Weasley & Harry Potter, Lucius Malfoy & Severus Snape, Lucius Malfoy & Voldemort, Abraxas Malfoy/Tom Riddle, Hermione Granger & Harry Potter

Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Slow Burn, VERY VERY VERY slow burn, Bodysharing, two souls one body and one horcrux, mind magic, Soul Magic, Wizard Politics, two sides to every story this is Voldemort's, dark vs light, Sane Tom Riddle, Sane Voldemort (Harry Potter), Slytherin Harry Potter, Good Slytherins, sort of crackish, an excuse for me to torture Tom, Dark Humor, Harry's got an imaginary friend his name is Tom, Harry begins his life as a somewhat feral child, soul bonds, Horcruxes, POV Voldemort (Harry Potter), POV Harry Potter, Dumbledore Bashing Cause it's freaking Voldemort

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[moderngirlinthedas]

Rage, Rage Against the Everlasting Party

By: J_L_Hynde

Fandom: Mystic Messenger Pairing: Multiple

Summary:

You Knew four things to be true: 1) You’re in Korea. In a strange apartment with no memory of how you got there or who you are. 2) You’re not you. You can’t exactly remember who you were, but you know that you’re not in your body. 3) You have some creeper trying to send you to an address that may or may not be a ploy for a sex trafficking ring. Said creeper is currently waiting for you to go said address and you have little doubt that he is somehow watching you. 4) There’s this weird messenger app on your phone that doesn’t allow you to type out responses, but gives you pre-programed textboxes.

This story has no happy endings. This is a downward spiral into insanity and a struggle to change your future through your choices and your actions. Word’s won’t do you any good here, not when everything is written out on a script. Only your actions will get you off script.

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You Jump, I Jump

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by J_L_Hynde

In one night, her entire world was flipped on its axis. Everything she had worked so hard for—Everything that she sacrificed her time, her energy, and her relationships to was gone. Rory had done the thing no one in High-Society dared to do. She had dosed the bridge to her future in gasoline and handed Emily the matches. Now, she would have to figure out how to get through college with no safety net, none of Lorelai’s moral support, and without her grandparents funding; all because she refused to marry some guy named Colin McCrae.

Words: 6752, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Fandoms: Gilmore Girls

Rating: Mature

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: F/M

Characters: Rory Gilmore, Colin McCrae, Logan Huntzberger, Lorelai Gilmore, Luke Danes, Emily Gilmore, Richard Gilmore, Christopher Hayden, Sherry Tinsdale, Marty (Gilmore Girls), Georgia "Gigi" Hayden, Jess Mariano, Andrew McCrae (Gilmore Girls), Robert Grimaldi, Stephanie (Gilmore Girls), Rosemary (Gilmore Girls), Juliet (Gilmore Girls), Veronica McCrae (OC), Mitchum Huntzberger, Shira Huntzberger, Tristan Dugray, Abigail McCrae (OC), Lane Kim, Kirk Gleason, Miss Patty (Gilmore Girls), Babette Dell, Lindsay Lister, Straub Hayden, Francine Hayden, Finn (Gilmore Girls)

Relationships: Rory Gilmore/Logan Huntzberger, Rory Gilmore/Colin McCrae, Luke Danes/Lorelai Gilmore, Emily Gilmore/Richard Gilmore, Christopher Hayden/Sherry Tinsdale, Rory Gilmore/Jess Mariano

Additional Tags: AU, season 5, Alternate Universe - Arranged Marriage, Arranged Marriage, forced engagement, cory - Freeform, Rogan, hints of jess and rory, hints of rory and dean, rory swears a lot, based on season 7 Rory, Lorelai is a bit OCC, Emily and Richard are still together, Christopher and Sherry have a healthy relationship, Sherry doesn't leave Gigi, Rory gets a job, Rory works as a bartender, Rory is still in love with Jess, Dean-Rory relationship didn't happen, friday night dinners, Gilmoreisms, pop-culture references, swearing and lots of it, Huge Dinner Fight, Franny and Zooey Quotes, Other Additional Tags to Be Added

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My Love is a Fever, Longing Still

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by J_L_Hynde

Title inspired off of William Shakespeare's 147th Sonnet.

She leaned forward and picked up the small goblet of wine in front of her, taking a sip from it. “I think about finding him a mistress, you know, but with his whores I think he has that covered. Perhaps if I planned a conquest of Esso maybe he’d find some purpose again. Maybe he needs another war to fight, another cause to champion.”

“I think what he needs is someone to love and someone to love him,” he said.

“Yes, probably," she agreed, "But we both know that person can’t be me. I’m a Targaryen, Lord Jon, and he hates Targaryens. Nothing I do will ever make up for the disaster and death that my father and brother caused the Seven Kingdoms.”

“None of that was in your control,” he said.

“No. I know that. But you see, it hardly matters to him. I’m guilty by association. I could try to fix it for the rest of my life and he’ll still look at me like I was the one to rape and murder his lady love.”

Words: 1930, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Fandoms: A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin, A Song of Ice and Fire & Related Fandoms, Game of Thrones (TV)

Rating: Mature

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: F/M

Characters: Robert Baratheon, Shaena Targaryen, Jon Arryn, Elia Martell, Tywin Lannister, Jamie Lannister, Stannis Baratheon, Cersei Lannister, Lysa Tully Arryn, Aerys II Targaryen, Rhaella Targaryen, Catelyn Tully Stark, Lyanna Stark, Rhaegar Targaryen, Ashara Dayne, Ned Stark, Benjen Stark, Brandon Stark, Viserys III Targaryen, Daenerys Targaryen, Rhaenys Targaryen (Daughter of Elia), Aegon VI Targaryen (Son of Elia), Rickard Stark

Relationships: Robert Baratheon/Shaena Targaryen, Jamie Lannister/Shaena Targaryen, Stannis Baratheon/Cersei Lannister, Jon Arryn/Lysa Tully Arryn, Cersei Lannister/Jaime Lannister, Aerys II Targaryen/Rhaella Targaryen, Catelyn Stark/Ned Stark, Lyanna Stark/Rhaegar Targaryen, Elia Martell/Rhaegar Targaryen, Ashara Dayne/Ned Stark, Brandon Stark/Catelyn Tully Stark

Additional Tags: Robert's Rebellion, Canon Divergence - Robert's Rebellion, Shaena Targaryen lives, follows events of Robert's Rebellion and after the war has ended, Viserys is a bratty little brother, House Baratheon/House Targaryen, Robert is a major dick in the beginning, Jamie isn't in Kingsguard, Past Cersei Lannister/Jaime Lannister, R Plus L Does Not Equal J, N plus A equals J, Daenerys is a sweetbaby, Alternate Universe, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, This story is a huge WHAT IF scenario, King Aerys II is not winning father of the year, Rhaella Targaryen is winning mother of the year, Shaena Targaryen is winning Queen of the year, Bashing on Lyanna Stark, Rhaegar Targaryen Bashing

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[bittersweetlemonhead]

Tales of You pt. 1-Failing Forward (Rin Matsuoka/reader)🍋🍋🍋

Is this really happening? This can’t be really happening, could it? Oh god, it is.

My mind whirled when she slipped her small hand into mine, tugging me forward and up off the sofa. “C’mon Rin,” she urged, “let’s go up to my room. Unless you’d want to do it here…” She looked away shyly, a deep blush blooming across her pale cheeks.

“N-No,” I winced at how my voice faltered.

Great. Way to sound in charge of the situation, Rin.

Taking a deep breath, I tried speaking again with more confidence. “I mean, your room is fine. There’s a bed, more space. We’d both be more comfortable there than trying to maneuver on this sofa.”

She looked introspective for a second and nodded. “Yeah, it wouldn’t be very comfortable, would it?” Then she gently tugged on my hand again and lead me out of the living room and up the stairs to her bedroom.

My hand felt sweaty in hers. Would she notice? Does it gross her out? Turn her off? Does she realize I have no fucking idea what I’m doing? I’m not prepared for this. I should’ve been more prepared for this. But girls were never my forte. Like an idiot, I had always cared more about swimming than dating and now I’m regretting that I didn’t pay more attention in Sex Ed. when my freshman highschool teacher, Mrs. Williams, was showing diagrams of the female reproductive system. Not like a diagram would help me much. But it would’ve at least supplied me with a jumping off point.

The sound of her bedroom door sliding shut snapped me back the present and I blinked looking down at her head of inky black hair. So dark and soft, I knew from experience of threading my fingers through it. “Rin?” Her voice was soft, hesitant as she turned around and looked up at me with those big, beautiful brown eyes of hers. She rubbed her thumb soothingly over the back of my hand and then placed a sweet, chaste kiss on the skin of my knuckles.

God, how can someone be so sweet and sexy at the same time?

“Are you nervous?” She asked me.

“A little,” I admitted because there was no way of denying it.

Her lips quirked upwards into a small smile. “Me too,” she said. “But I trust you. Do you trust me?”

That wasn’t even a question. “Yes.”

“Then relax, okay? Don’t overthink it.” She leaned forward and brushed her lips tentatively along my jaw. She was too short to reach my lips without me ducking down to accommodate her and the fact made me smile.

“You missed,” I teased.

She grinned and cocked her head to the side—a quirk of hers that I had always found rather cute. “Did I? Then maybe you can help me out,” she said letting go of my hand and grabbing the collar of my long sleeve shirt, dragging me down until her lips landed solidly on mine.

The taste of coffee and coconut lip balm was something that I had come to associate with her kisses. Not too sweet, not too bitter, she tasted like the perfect combination of the two. And like her and her blatant caffeine addiction, I had gradually become addicted to the flavor of her kisses.

Despite what others may believe, she was such a good kisser. Her kisses seemed almost effortless at times; seamlessly alternating between leading and following. She always read me so well that she instinctively knew when I needed her to take charge when I wasn’t feeling so sure of myself. Then she would kiss me slowly, teasingly, until my senses grew hazy with lust and I was taking back control out of pure frustration to kiss her deeper, longer, harder, more. More. More.

My hands cupped her small face, threading the strands of her hair behind her ears. I brought her closer, nipping at her bottom lip, sucking it, licking it, making her moan appreciatively as she parted her lips to let my tongue slip through. Kissing was good. Kissing was something I knew how to do. It was something that I had practiced and was confident in. I could kiss her forever.

Maybe if I kissed her long enough and hard enough she would forget what we had come in here to do. I hoped. But I knew when she pulled back that had not been the case. Not even close.

“Do you have any condoms?” She asked.

Shit. Of course, I didn’t. It’s not like I planned for any of this. I wasn’t one of those guys who kept a couple on me at all times. There was never any reason to as I saw it because my girlfriend was in another country and I sure as hell wouldn’t need them unless I was considering cheating on her. Which I hadn’t. Between classes, swim practices, competitions, and trying to keep a long distance relationship alive my time had been too limited to let myself stray. Besides, call me old-fashioned, but I always wanted my first time to be with someone I actually cared about, not some drunken one-night-stand.

Taking my silence for an answer, she nodded to herself and stepped out of my arms. “That’s okay. Wait here, I’ll be right back.” Then she opened her bedroom door and disappeared down the hall. I slumped backward and collapsed on her bed, the springs creaking under my weight.

God, why was I so nervous? I needed to pull it together. So what if this was my first time? It was her first time too, wasn’t it? At least I think so. I had never explicitly asked, but I just assumed because I was her first steady boyfriend that she was also...But I could be wrong—Oh geez, what if I’m wrong? What if I’m not her first? What if it was someone else? What if she’s going to compare me to them? What if I don’t stack up? Will she dump me? She mentioned she had briefly gone on a few dates with Kisumi before...What if he had been the one to...Or what if his dick was bigger than mine? Size matters, doesn’t it? I mean, I don’t have a micropenis or anything, but I’ve also seen bigger, wider, longer—Would she be disappointed? And what about manscaping? Circumcision? Are those things important to her? I’m uncircumcised, but I do regularly trim the hedges. What if she laughs? Or is disgusted? What if she takes one look and runs out of the room screaming? I don’t think I could handle that.

Oh god, oh god, no—I need to leave. I can’t do this. I’m in over my head here. I ran my fingers through my hair, burying my face in my hands. I couldn’t just leave. That would be a dick move. But I also didn’t want her to think I’m some gutless coward that’s afraid of losing their virginity so I couldn’t call it off. Either way, I look at it, I’m screwed. Literally.

The door slid open and closed again and I heard the telltale click of the lock locking into place; securing our privacy, but also closing off any possible escape routes. “Rin?” Her voice called out to me. Her sock-clad-feet padded cross the room and I felt something soft thud onto the mattress next to me, before her small, warm hands were wrapping around my wrists, removing my hands from my face. “Rin,” she repeated, “Rin, what’s wrong? Rin look at me? Please, look at me?”

I turned my eyes upwards to see her dark eyes filled with concern. “Are you okay?” She asked. “God, you look so pale. What happened? Are you feeling alright? Are you sick?”

My mouth was dry. I couldn’t speak so I shook my head.

“You were overthinking again, weren’t you?” She guessed.

I nodded.

“Oh, Rin…” Her arms wrapped around me, comforting me, grounding me. “It’s okay,” she whispered. “It’s just me. I’m here. I love you. I trust you. I want you. But if you don’t want this, then we don’t have to do it. We can wait. I’m fine with waiting.”

I shook my head. “No, I want this. I want you. But—”

“You’re scared?”

I didn’t want to admit it, but I was. I so was. I was scared I would disappoint her.

“Rin why are you scared?” She asked.

“I’ll disappoint you. I’m already disappointing you.”

“No you’re not,” she argued. “Rin, look at me. You’re not disappointment. You’re not a failure. You’re a fantastic boyfriend. And I love you. And it’s because I love you that I want to give myself to you completely. You could never disappoint me. Not because of this. Whether it’s the most amazing sex two people have ever had or the worst—” I flinched, but she ignored me and continued, “If it is the worst sex, then we can keep trying again and again, learning what drives each other to the edge, until we are having the best sex in the world. Do you understand? Failing forward. We’d only fail if we give up. And I wouldn’t give up, would you?”

“No.”

“Then there is absolutely nothing to be scared of,” she said leaning forward to brush her lips against mine again. All my worries faded to the back of my mind as she straddled my lap and kissed me. Deep languid kisses, slow passionate kisses, chaste tender kisses—she kissed me until I forgot my own name. “Trust me,” she said. “Let me take care of you, okay?”

“Okay…”

(Read more here)

[weird-obsessed-girl]

Tomarry / tomarrymort fic rec

i never thought i would like this ship but edits of fancast Tom Hughes has convinced me...

masterlist (incl. wolfstar, drarry, jegulus)

more to be added

Fortune Telling - TreacleTeacups

fortune telling, divination, persephone au | T | 1.5k

Don't Be Boring - duplicity, eleven_eaves, thegreenmagician

alternate universe, harry and tom attend hogwarts, established relationship, crack, master of death harry | M | 1.5k

Changelings - TreacleTeacups

time travel, kid fic, humour, established relationship, mamma bear harry | T | 1.7k

He Who Knows Too Much (and I, Who Knows Nothing) - coribbit

time travel, fix-it, seer harry, obsessive tom | T | 1.9k

It's All in a Day for Ron Weasley (professional best friend and undercover seer) - atlantablack

crack, seer ron, canon what canon | G | 2.5k

My Parallel - ColdEmergency

angst, hurt/comfort, alt universe, they both grew up in the orphanage, dirty talk, open ending | M | 2.5k

and they were roommates - purplemineralwater

modern setting, gogglebox au, smitten tom, flirting, domestic, harry has a crush, people ship them | M | 2.5k

Thanks for Harry - duplicity

both attend hogwarts, humour, fluff, pining, oblivious harry, romance | G | 4k

Observations of a Pureblood Heir - temptresslove

slytherin harry, tom and harry are in denial, fluff, unresolved sexual tension | T | 4.5k

Anemone - A_Single_Cactus

jealous and possessive tom, smut, top tom, oblivious ginny, scheming | E | 5k

Serendipity - Alissia

omega verse, porn no plot, soft tom, minister tom, mating cycles, bottom harry | E | 6.5k

letters of seduction (apparently) - purplemineralwater

office au, modern setting, sane tom, boss/employee, truth or dare, seduction, age difference | M | 7k

Like We Really Mean It - crowthing, Divida, eleven_eaves

fake relationship, tom needs a perfect image to be minister, smut, friends with benefits, quidditch player harry | E | 7k

play in reverse - BonesOfBirdWings

role-reversal, dark lord harry, age difference, surrealism, pre-slash | T | 7k

Hidden Away - Misty Shadowbrook (Dagger_Stiletto)

soulmates, child abuse, protective tom, cursed harry, alt universe, no voldy | T | 10k

Eudaimonia - duplicity

time travel, child abuse, angst, age difference, happy ending, harry kinda helps raise tom | E | 15k

tempor · al | ary - asterismal (asterisms)

time travel, established relationship, voldy wins, threesome | E | 16k

Yuletide Discussions - J_L_Hynde

time travel, discussion of wizard politics, tom lusting harry, alt reality, auror harry | M | 18k

Relativity. - Ideasofmarch

time travel, fix-it, BAMF harry, morally grey harry, slytherin harry | M | 18k

Enoument - Accipitae

master of death harry, harry grows up with tom in orphanage, time travel, homophobia, angst | M | 22k

The Way to a Man’s Heart - mosiva

sarcastic harry, no voldy, politician tom, chef harry, timeline mashup | T | 24k

Until Midnight Comes - Divida

cinderella fusion, crack treated seriously, mistaken identity, soulmates, obsessed harry, drunk sex, post-hogwarts | E | 26k

The Path Least Taken - Living_Free

crack, humour, de-aged harry, papa voldy, voldy makes friends, found family, sirius forced to co-parent | 35k

Where The Heart Is - thecunningserpent (Panthere)

sane tom, powerful harry, possessive tom, they attend hogwarts together, slytherin harry, fluff, courting | E | 36k

If we could turn back time - MBlack93

master of death harry, magically powerful, time travel, fix-it, sane tom, slytherin harry, bamf harry, knights of walpurgis | E | 54k

Heir Apparent - MonsieurClavier

time travel, sane voldy, voldy adopts harry, pseudo-incest, powerful harry, possessive behaviour, enemies to friends to lovers, humour | E | 61k

Inventing Paradoxes - Ailora

harry and tom attend hogwarts together, falling in love, tom outsmarting himself, oblivious harry, fluff and angst, triwizard tournament | G | 62k

Game On, Your Move - Ailora

time travel, crack treated seriously, obsessive tom, sassy harry, time loop, eventual happy ending, enemies to lovers | T | 75k

Tip of Your Tongue - Spork_in_the_Road

time travel, fix-it, morally grey harry, dumbledore critical, slow burn, mystery | M | 78k

At the end of every road - sassysquatch

time travel, obsessive harry and tom, mutual manipulation, enemies to lovers, fake relationship, class issues, politically motivated marriage | M | 84k WIP 1 last chapter

Too old to be this young - Nadia_Castillo

modern setting, everyone lives, boss/employee, minister tom, master of death harry | M | 88k WIP

you belong to me (i belong to you) - Child_OTKW

time travel, slytherin politics, mind games, auror harry, slytherin harry, master of death harry, PLS READ ALL TAGS | 112k

good night, darling - purplemineralwater

time travel, fix-it, master of death harry, slytherin harry, knights of walpurgis, possessive tom, sane tom, hurt/comfort, slow burn | E | 138k

Praeclarus Anguis - KaedeRavensdale

time travel, slytherin harry, possessive behaviour, tom has met his match | M | 172k

Diablerie - Oceanbreeze7

bamf tom, sane tom, time travel, ptsd, book 5, mental health issues, canon divergence | T | 176k

47 Days to Change (a translation) - snow_owl01

time travel, slow burn, dubious consent, alt universe | E | 200k

Dreams and Darkness Collide - Epic Solemnity (Dark_Cyan_Star)

alt universe, dubious morality, dark, seriel killers, dark harry | M | 209k WIP

The Rise of a Dark Lord - LittleMissXanda

dark harry, voldy takes an interest, golden era | M | 228k WIP

draw me after you (let us run) - ToAStranger

slow burn, canon divergence, horcrux hunting, enemies to lovers | E | 238k WIP

His Darkest Devotion - Lomonaaeren

canon divergence, soulmates, minister tom, heavy angst, drama, spy harry, suicidal thoughts | M | 257k

What He Grows To Be - Severus_divides_into_H

unhealthy relationships, obsessive and possessive tom, master of death harry, time travel, tom raised by harry, self-harm, psychological torture | M | 266k

What Souls Are Made Of - Emeralds_and_Lilies

golden trio accidently time travel, angst, mind games, unhealthy relationships, slow burn | E | 278k

[jlhynde-insanitybrilliance]

Sorry to bother you, but what fic is UDLTTOM?

Not a bother at all Anon! It stands for Unspeakables, Dark Lords, Time-Travelers, Oh My! It’s a current Wip that I’m working on.

The premise is that while investigating a robbery in the Department of Mysteries, Head Auror Potter ends up attempting to apprehend the perpetrator Theodore Nott who is an unspeakable only to end up time-traveling to an alternate reality through the means of a magical portkeying briefcase that Nott had been working on as a prototype for the D.O.M. Because it was a prototype, the result leaves both Harry and Theodore age regressed back to their teenage selves and stranded in 1944 during the midst of the Grindelwald war & are Shanghaied into the D.O.M to be studied under the guise of apprentice Unspeakables. (But before that, they’re forced to complete their Newt studies at Hogwarts where an alternate version of TMR is still very much alive and walking about reigning as Headboy over the student population.) Harry & Theodore have to work together to figure out how to get back to their own reality, while also attempting to fly under Baby Voldemort’s radar. Harry of course, fails spectacularly at it & the resulting fallout is chaos.

I have 15 chapters posted on AO3. I’ll go ahead and link it for you!

[jlhynde-insanitybrilliance]

I love this parallel in the Mi’lord AU wherein both Harry & Tom refer to each other as a little beast ❤️

Harry:

“And Harry, if he was being honest with himself, probably should’ve left the mangy, feral beast on the street where he found it.”

Tom:

“Tom had just about enough of the little beast.”

[jlhynde-insanitybrilliance]

Tom-I-do-not-believe-in-love-Riddle (to Harry): This thing between us is no conquest. It has transcended time. Defied it. I—

Harry (holding up a hand): Whoa, whoa, stop. First of all you’re sixteen & secondly, I’m married.

[jlhynde-insanitybrilliance]

USOTTLM link?from what i've seen from the tag on tumblr,it seems interesting and i want to read it rn sorry to be rude!

Not rude at all Anon! I have the story linked in the pinned post on my profile. But if you can’t find it there or the link no longer works, I’ll link it again below 👇

[jlhynde-insanitybrilliance]

UDLTTOM just sounds like Adult Tom to me 😭

I got so excited seeing all your drabble drafts, are we getting any spinoffs/one shots with them?

All these drabbles are for a long time-travel AU fic I’m currently writing on AO3. It stands for Unspeakables, Dark Lords, Time-Travelers, Oh My! but it was too long of a title to constantly put in the tags so I abbreviated it. Currently there are 16 chapters of the main fic & a 2 part spin off posted, but I also have at least 2 other spin offs in the works. So it is quickly becoming a series AU.

Usually when I write, I write the dialogue before anything else. So this was just my way of jotting things down as they come to me and keeping it all in one place. But I’ll link the series page below ⬇️

I’ve also recorded myself reading the first 5 chapter in a podfic on SoundCloud too. Cause I like listening to podfics a while I’m at work and this is just an easier way to get inspiration for the fic. I haven’t had a chance to record chapters 6 & 7 yet, but that’s also in the works.

[jlhynde-insanitybrilliance]

Harry in the Mi’lord AU: Having a flatmate is the worst!

Me: Oh, yeah totally! I hate sharing my space with other people.

Harry: Yes! They hog the bed, and just take things without asking—

Me: Uh…

Harry: And break stuff with no respect for other people’s belongings, and steal your breakfast off the floor, And—

Me: Wtf… who eats off the floor?!

[ch. 2 just posted]

[jlhynde-insanitybrilliance]

I haven't read your story yet. But I have way too many horny friends because every time I see the acronym of your story, it reads as "The Ultimate Bottom."

I hope you get a laugh at least xD

Anyway, you got a link to your story?

As a Dyslexic I this is a mood ⬆️. I misread stuff like that all the time. It did make me laugh tho!

I have the fic linked in a pinned post on my Blog, but I can also give you the link!

And then this a short spinoff of a future chapter from Tom’s POV set in the same AU. I plan to write a part 2 to it in Harry’s POV, but I haven’t finished that yet.