#JUST LIKE I USED TO LIVE W NAUSEA MY INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS ARE SO RECURRENT I DONT REALIZE THERE'S A LIFE WITHOUT THAT STRUGGLE
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Mental health is so complex I wish everything was easy and peaceful and easily classifiable. I wish everything wasn't a problem.
#luly talks#timmy turner sounding ass ik#but like Man. I Might Have OCD (Just As My Therapist Said)#i come to this realization once a month for those out of the loop btw#like my symptoms aren't as frequent as the textbooks might make it sound OR PERHAPS YES#PERHAPS THEY ARE AND I LITERALLY CANT IDENTIFY EM BC THEY'RE JUST A SOLID PART OF WHO I AM#JUST LIKE I USED TO LIVE W NAUSEA MY INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS ARE SO RECURRENT I DONT REALIZE THERE'S A LIFE WITHOUT THAT STRUGGLE#AND I BE LIKE LOL I'M NOT GUILTY OR SHAMEFUL BUT I AM!!!!!!!!!! I FUCKING AMMMM#MAYBE NOT HERE ON TUMBLR BUT IN MY HEAD IN MY HEADSPACE IM ALWAYS HIDING LIKE A DYING CAT AFRAID OF EVERYTHING#AFRAID OF WHAT I MIGHT THINK AFRAID OF WHAT I MIGHT DO HIDING AWAY FROM IT ALL#WHICH SUCKS BECAUSE GREAT PART OF MY MENTAL STABILITY COMES FROM WHITHIN MY BRAIN FROM THE FAKE SCENARIOS THAT GIVE ME COMFORT#BUT I CANNOT DO ANYTHING IF IM TOO SCARED OF WHAT I MIGHT THINK OR WHAT THEY'D THINK OF ME OR AUAUAUGHFJTHG#BLOWS UP ONE MILLION TIMES ! ! ! +
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