#JLH you're my buddie queen

[deluweil]

I'm just going to put it right here...👀

2x04 vs 4x07

[userautumn]

oh nowww i remember why i deleted this from my memory, it's because it literally keeps me up at night. as in i have Actively Lost Sleep over it. six seasons of will-they-won't-they from the cast, not even in any malicious or cruel way, just always keeping that line of conversation and possibility open because, like, let's be honest, it's tim and no one ever really knows what tim is going to do at any given time. tim barely even knows what tim is going to do and, because of that, buddie can never really be OFF the table. for me. when it comes to how much i want them. but then it's like... but okay, they stopped will-they-won't-they-ing. "eddie is straight" said multiple times by ryan, "yeah i don't think buddie is going to happen," said by queen mother jlh, "i don't think buddie is going to happen" said by kenny, who took a hard left into being a bucktommy warrior, and it's like. you can say they're joking! people can and have. "jlh is joking" "kenny wouldn't know either way" "ryan's not going to spoil anything in the press" and it's like. yeah. yeah that's true. but at what point do all these convenient excuses start to feel like denial. at what point does it start feeling like you're ignoring what is very obviously and clearly being laid out for you and doing what we've always judged other fandoms for doing, which is queerbaiting themselves? but then! THEN it's like....... but it's right there. but they've Tried to do canon buddie before. but we have canon!bi buck now so why shouldn't/couldn't they give us buddie. but we are! so much closer than we have literally Ever been before! it wouldn't make sense to get to the finish line and then not cross it. but. but. but. etc etc etc. and i'm. so perpetually haunted by this. i'm not even joking 🫶🏾 like i'm not a hopeful person by nature, i very much skew toward realism over pessimism or optimism so i'm always going to align my fandom interactions with my own belief and realistically, buddie has never been more Fifty Percent Maybe They Will, Maybe They Won't than it is now and it, the uncertainty, makes me. Sick 🙂

just remembered ryan came out and said multiple times last season that eddie is heterosexual after years of not commenting on his sexuality at all. much 2 think about