#Ive been really burnt out and havent had the motivation to finish anything

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#me when i make my brother sit in my room and talk about bluey or genshin characters and he talks about homestuck

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

MY BABYGIRL & HIS TOY CAME HOME

3 notes - Posted November 19, 2022

#4

4 notes - Posted November 22, 2022

#3

It came to me in a dream (the shower)

8 notes - Posted November 20, 2022

#2

There are two wolves inside me, one is saying its Twistmas time, the other one is saying its Winter Wrap Up time.

I am autistic

21 notes - Posted November 29, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

*Again by Yui starts playing*

55 notes - Posted January 12, 2022

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February 26, 2017

I hope that when you had a chance to read this you'll try your hardest not to cry. I will try my best not to cry to. Di naman ako mawawala, lilipat lang ako ng tirahan sa Moon.

To paps, I'd like to say thank you for constantly being there. Lately, I havent been able to ask how you are doing. These past few months, it has all been about me. Remember when you asked me if I still can handle my pain? The time they shot me some pain killers I almost feel like they're killing me. Remember when I nodded yes? I lied. I can't take it anymore. It hurts to much, even breathing is a pain. I think my being strong hasnt got anything to do with me giving me false hopes. It's not that I am done fighting, its just that my opponent is too strong. I am very sorry for thinking this way. I konw you want me to live. I also do. When anything bad happens, please don't involved your self to much into alcohol. if you sulk all the time then who's gonna feed Rane? You know that all she can manage is burnt toast. I know it may sound platonic, but for me you are still the best dad.

To chad, Okay, I know you're going to kill me because of this. First, i am sorry for braeking your favorite gundam collection. I purposely broke it, ang hirap kasi kapag laging nacocompare sayo. (haha) Last December I heard you and ate talking about me and how strong I am fighting this battle. You know what? Sobrang motivated ako nung araw na yun kasi kumpleto tayo. Unluckily, after that day I was hooked to my m-drip the whole day and no visitor is allowed in my room not even my family. My immune system went from hundred to zero and a single bacteria can kill me. Nung naging okay naman na ko, bumalik na daw kayo ng Cav. Di man lang tayo nakapag usap man lang sa mga bagay bagay. Kwento ko sana sayo yung girlfriend kong maganda e, kaso umuwi na kayo.

PS: Mas miss ko si Duanne kesa sayo. PPS: When everthing went wrong, promise me that you will be strong. Please take care of paps and Rane.

To Rane, Here you go kiddo, thank you for being patient on me for the whole week. I really know how hard it was for you to assist me, dont worry I will be sent back to the hospital tomorrow. I really enjoyed watching Legend of the blue sea and those other movies with you even though I was not able to finish it all. I am glad I was able to brought you a polaroid as an advanced birthday gift. Before I go, I want to leave some instruction for you.

1. Listen to paps. Alam ko strict si papa, pero makinig ka sa kanya. Kung di mo kaya, kay chad nalang. Take it from me, mahirap mag isa. 2. Dont be a cry baby. Big girls dont cry nga sabi nung kanta na pinakikingan mo dati. Pag di mo kaya yung isang bagay o kaya pagod ka na. Magpahinga ka, hindi yungiiyakan mo. 3. Choose a course that you really like. Mahirap pag aralan ang isang bagay na hindi mo naman talaga gusto. Mas magiging successfull ka kung gustong gusto mo ginagawa mo. 4. Dont rush onto love. Baka lang pressured ka na dahil yung ga kaibigan mo may boyfriend na. Gusto ko lang sabihin na may tamang panahon para dun. Naalala mo yung kanta ng ARTTM na Somebody out there? Totoo yun. 5. Take care of Sammy and Timmy. Lagi mong papakainin yung alaga kong Rabbit. Kapag nangayayat sila ikaw ang kakainin nila.

Sa ngayon, yun lang muna. Mahal na mahal ka ni kuya.

To Sam, Hey, I know you will not be able to read this. But thank you for being a friend. Those things that I had said to you. Will you kept it as a secret? Anyway I do have another story to tell you, but unfortunately they lost my phone. So here it goes... Ive slept for a month, however, As of February 19, my request to get discharged has been finally granted. I told you last time that when I got discharged I will record another song for everyone to listen. Unfortunately I was not able to do it anymore. I cant even hold the strings of my guitar even for a minute. My hands are too weak, just like my knees. Another thing, remember my Babe? Yung babaeng laging kinukwento ko sayo? She's not mine anymore to call her "My Babe". May boyfriend na sya, and it's for real. I think that guys is better than me. She looks happy with that guy. They look happy together. Tapos engineer din yung guy. If you are going to ask if I am jealous. Yes, I am jealous as hell. Walang wala ako kapag kinompare ako. Naiisip ko na sasabihin mong " Sayang, puta di mo kasi sinusunod sinasabi ko sayo e! Sobrang nega mo dyastincase. " (Haha)

To Jeff, Alam kong bwisit ka pa din dahil ang mahal ng pre-nup shoot niyo. Ang arte mo! Pera lang yan, para naman kay kaye e. Anyway, thank you sa early invitation kahit di naman tayo sure kung makakapunta nga ako. Alam ko namang iingitin mo lang ako. Wala e' kahit anong gawin ko di talaga bumibilis ang recovery ko. Kung wala pa kong sakit baka naunahan pa kitang magpakasal. Salamat sa mga words of wisdom mo. Haynako may Sammy, Timmy at Mrs. Buenconsejo na sana ako kaso, kaso (Haha) Thank for everything bro. Kahit na ang hirap gawin nung mga huling payo mo.

PS: Tagos sa puso yung Heaven Knows ng Orange and Lemon na pinatutugtog mo. Nananaksak e.

To Nathan, I know you are an aspiring photographer, I wish that you will use my August properly. PS: That's my graduation gift from my mother, I really value that one.

To My Sarah Mansour, I miss you. I miss you a lot. I actually dont know how to start this one. Maybe I should say sorry first. I am sorry for holding onto me for so long. I am sorry for being so selfish. I am sorry for those broken promises. I am sorry for everything. I am very lucky to be a part of your life. Thank you for changing everything about me and tahnk you for patiently loving me. Maybe this is the right time to bid farewell. Since nakita ko naman na settled ka na. Masaya ako para sa inyong dalawa. He's lucky that he have you and I think he will love and take care of you better than I do. I hope that he will love you until the very end and he will share the same sweetness taht you have. Yes, you are sweet. The last time that I wrote a letter for you, I do hope that he's not more goodlooking for me. Unfortunately, he was. (haha) Hanggang dito nalang siguro. Madami pa dapat akong sasabihin pero di ko na macompose yung sarili ko. And as I stated earlier, I will try my best not to cry. Wala din naman kasiguraduhan na mababasa mo to kagaya nung ibang sulat ko para sayo.

PS: I love you. I will always love you and I will always remember you. I am very grateful for having you in my life. PPS: Sabi ko sayo lapitin ka ng mga singkit e. PPPS: Always be happy. Keep smiling, because your smile was the most beautiful one I've ever seen.