#Ive been mostly trying to rotate butter in my head lately since theyre the most underdeveloped currently
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I'm feeling absolutely insane abt the staliens again. There's smth so deeply wrong with all of them <3
#rat rambles#oc posting#eternal gales#I am going to lose my mind I need to get these images out of my head but its 3 am#but like goddddd. theyre all so messy and miserable and their relationships are kept together by ducktape and I adore them all#Ive been mostly trying to rotate butter in my head lately since theyre the most underdeveloped currently#not that they dont have anything they do have stuff Im just fishing for that click that makes me Get them y'know?#Im getting closer but Im not quite there yet#the big thing abt them is that they're the only one who wasnt organically brought into the group like the rest of the staliens#so butter has always had a very. distant and awkward relationship with most of the others.#this is made worse by butter feeling obligated to play therapist friend even though they HATE doing it#this mixed with their anger issues leads to them building a routine out of brief check ins and nothing more#which leaves them incredibly lonely since these guys are the only people they even can talk to#they want to form real connections but they feel like they arent allowed to or would be failing in some way by doing so#they also just generally dont like most of the others much#they can get along with them sometimes but its. hard for them to keep those moments up.#and once they meet in person butter struggles Hard to adapt since they really heavily relied on web communication to filter out most of#their mood swings and such since they got pretty good at just dropping whatever they were typing on and walking away until to scream#but they couldnt rly do that with verbal conversations without saying theyre doing that which is a layer of vulnerability that makes them#wildly uncomfortable and as such they tended to hole themself up at home the best they could#again despite them being desperately lonely and desperate to be seen as they are and not as they present themself#they just happen to be even more desperately clinging onto their script for how they handle social interaction
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