#It's serious and mature kinda stuff (not the steamy mature. Mature mature

[millywrites]

So basically i just got a very interesting idea for a fanfiction. It can't be a one-shot. It'd probably have many chapters

Of course hinata will be here. But.. What about the man? Should it be Itachi or Kakashi? Cuz honestly both would fit in this ( it's an AU)

What should I do? HELP😭

[running-with-kn1ves]

I also use to read shoujo manga. One thing I didn’t like is the toxic and bad choice first male lead and the good, nice and obvious better choice second male lead. Like the second male lead would there for her emotional and mentally, thick and thin without asking for nothing return (unrealistic kinda 😅) sometimes she runs to the second male lead due to the obvious lacking of the first male lead. love triangles now of days are just plot devices and don’t really contribute to the plot. like I feel like making michael a love rival for buck would just be ridiculous. because it be another story about a love story involving a bad choice first male lead and good choice second male lead. And it would set y/n as this air head who just “can’t help but fall in love with buck” for like no particular reason 🙄, whether being with the emotionally mature and understanding, nice guy who she almost always interacts better with him rather the first male lead. At first I just wanted to created Michael (not Michael at the time) for the purpose of Buck being jealous of y/n close relationship with. But also I had the problem of how to fix the problem of how to have buck come and learn to provide with y/n’s other needs (besides sexual). because honestly how is this man gonna learn because y/n is sure as hell ain’t gonna tell him ( with her “tsundere”attitude) . So when I got your feedback I was really happy 😊. I love interacting with you. So in your opinion how would you think Buck would react to after having a steamy session with y/n, and he’s ready to go to sleep but she stops him. He watches her bend over the bed and ruffles in her in pants pocket and pulls out a unopened envelope and hands it to him. And he’s like “???” ”it’s from Michael. I didn’t open it“. then she starts dressing herself and leaves. He then finally reads it “Hello buck. This is Michael (Buck: this guy again? )you know y/n friend?(buck: I sure as hell know who the fuck you are) okay let’s get to the point, I know for a fact You’re not using protection when doing sexual intercourse (buck: sExUal inTeRcouRsE). if y/n falls pregnant which I hope isn’t the case (buck: bitch 😒) I expect you to take responsibility and take care of her and her child (buck: well obviously 🙄 get a load of this guy) well anyways that’s was really all, besides keep her happy (buck: well duh I know that 🙄. Who does he think he is?) ask her if she‘s drinking enough water, how’s she doing and basically all the small stuff. women really love when you do that, shows you care for her and her well being. (buck: seriously?) I’m dead ass serious. take this advice! (buck: who is he yelling at?) don’t tell her I said this, because she would kill me, but she’s really sensitive so ask how her day was would make her heart flutter (buck: flutter) but anyways that’s all. Signed Michael Karts“ and buck isn’t a entirely dumb about their relationship due to the previous conversation he had with Michael. and seeing his Advice from last time actually made his and y/n’s relationship progress, he actually anxious about trying out this new advice. (he won’t admit even to himself that Michael had helped him with y/n. That Michael happened to be there when he got his amazing idea)

Oh yeah definitely;; it always tore me to threads when I saw the female lead pick the douchebag who clearly doesn't give as much of a shit. So I really like that Buck is growing as a character, and y/n isnt learning to just "accept " all those terrible traits. And I think with Michael as this plot device, it wont change y/n's resolve. So often the female lead's personality traits get dumbed down to "stupid and in love" even if they are supposed to stubborn or "tsundere-like." So I think this works out! Plus I love the idea of misplaced jealousy 💀.

Michael is almost like a reluctant confidante. Neither him nor buck like each other but they both want to appease and support the same person; they're willing to work together, hesitantly. Also I love this idea! Even such simple things like asking someone how their day was or the little things as michael mentioned would escape bucks mind. I think the letter could almost be like a fuel for buck; those are such obvious things a spouse should do, that he almost wants to show off that he of course he can take care of y/n in these ways! The note is like a pissy reminder, so anytime he remembers it he goes out of his way to take care of y/n to spite Michael, even if it isn't affecting him lol. And of course buck will treat it like some big joke, he cant allow himself to give any credit to some guy. I love the banter 😭. It's a wholesome ending to this "arc" per se, and it leaves room for more growth between the characters~

[ksfnmoments]

Just throwing in a little story about the defaults :)

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"I used to come here," Emmy sighed, a slight bit of disappointment in her tone, "you know, when it was still a camp.”

She snapped a picture of the surrounding area with her camera and sat down next to the fire pit, pulling out a notebook.

"Why was this place abandoned of whatever, anyway?" Mansu asked, glancing around curiously, "there's neat stuff here, don't ya think?"

Emmy flipped to a page in her notebook full of points about their mission so far. Hector sent her a warning look as she began to click her pen repeatedly, unable to stand the noise. He threw a pile of wood into the pit and searched his bag for the box of matches. "SHADOW invaded here once, I think."

"They did," Ramirez confirmed from behind Mansu, who nearly fell over from her sudden appearance. "They claimed Camp Cod for training grounds and moved out after about a month."

Jonesy pointed towards the entrance, where a "Welcome to the Lodge" sign stood behind the boarded up bridge. "Kind of neglected to mention it, but... the sign at Weeping Woods and that one? They're just like the one from Lonely Lodge."

"One of the places in Athena?" Carlos asked, and Jonesy nodded. Carlos pointed finger guns at a target off in the distance and shot. "GHOST should use this place for training grounds too, you know what I mean? We could use them."

"Yeah," Emmy nodded, "right now they just use empty space in the woods by Ghost House."

"Speaking of GHOST," Ramirez interrupted, "let's rest up and get our tents set up. We'll head out early and see what we can find on the other half of the island regarding SHADOW. What do we have so far, Emmy?"

Emmy glanced back down at her notes. "Everywhere's kinda quiet... the same safehouses are still running, we already know Steamy Stacks is base... Dirty Docks, they might be waiting for a delivery of something."

Ramirez nodded. "Should we send word?"

Carlos stood up and accessed his earpiece communications, stepping a little ways away to send in his call. "Got it."

A bit of silence took over the group as they continued setting up camp and resting their legs. "We're heading around the mountain and into Misty Meadows, then straight to Slurpy Swamp, correct?" Hector asked, sitting down after throwing another set of logs into the now lit fire.

"What kind of name is Slurpy?" Banshee intervened before Ramirez could confirm, "why would they name it that?"

Nobody could tell if it was a legit question or a joke. "I dunno," Jonesy laughed, "maybe because it's a swamp where all the Slurp is?"

"No duh, dumbass," she rolled her eyes playfully, "but come on, 'Slurpy Swamp?' Who named these, anyway? Must be real creative."

"Steamy Stacks is just as creative, but no one talks about that," Mansu remarked, reaching into his bag.

"Dirty Docks?"

"The Agency."

"The Shark!" Emmy piped in.

Everyone's attention turned to Mansu as chords strummed rapidly from a ukulele. "Oh Slurpy Swamp, oh Slurpy Swamp," he sung, slightly off-key on purpose, "oh how I love you Slurpy Swamp. And the Shark, and Dirty Docks, and Frenzy Farm, and Steamy Stacks, and..."

He continued to name as many locations as possible, taking the key higher as he went.

"How did you even fit that in the tiny bag?" Carlos asked as soon as he finished, an amused smile on his face.

"Hey, if I can't fit the guitar, I gotta bring something, right?"

"Alright, but if it gets lost or broken because we end up in a hassle with Shadow, don't say I didn't warn you," Ramirez warned.

"Got it."

"No you don't," Rio countered immediately, saying something for the first time since their arrival, "if it happens you're going to say, 'no! Ramirez, why didn't you tell me?!'"

Stifled laughter filled the camp at her playfully mocking tone, even from Hector and Ramirez, the alleged "serious ones" of the group. "I don't sound like that," Mansu whined, clutching his heart in mock offense, "but you're probably right. Hey, we should sing something now that I have the uke out."

Rio shrugged, smiling shyly at the thought. "I don't know, I'd have to get my voice warmed up. I didn't even bring water of all the things I-"

She gasped as a bottle of water flew at her face. She caught it just in time, though the end of it barely hit her nose. She took a deep breath and raised an eyebrow at him.

"Shit, sorry!" He panicked, setting his instrument down and surrendering his hands in the air. "Probably should have warned you."

She snickered and chucked it back at him. "Language."

Mansu laughed and picked his ukulele back up, quietly strumming random chords. "Seriously though, we could make a duo band, me and you."

Emmy's eyes lit up and she pulled a sketchbook out of her bag. "And I can be the cover artist! Just tell me when the album's releasing."

Rio stood up, eyeing Mansu as she slowly walked forward. "Yeah... if he's even alive for the demo."

Mansu all but threw his ukulele on the ground again as he quickly jumped up, backing up as she got even closer. "No- whatever it is you're thinking- NO!"

Rio chased him around the small circle as the others watched helplessly, laughing and cheering for both parties. Mansu finally took cover behind Jonesy. "This is all your fault Banshee!"

Banshee's mouth gaped open. "Me?! What did I do?!"

"You made me sing about Slurpy!"

"Ramirez made me complain about it!"

"Hey, don't bring me into this," Ramirez held her arms up defensively. The leader then smirked. "Besides... Hector was the one who brought it up."

Hector facepalmed. "...Mansu was the one who brought up the camp and started the conversation, so it all goes back to him."

"Ah ha!" Banshee laughed, "in your face, Man."

"Okay! One, Emmy technically started it," Mansu argued, hiding behind Jonesy, "and two, I still blame Banshee! Come on, you can back me up, Jonesy! Please, best friend?"

Jonesy stroked his chin, pretending to be deep in thought. "Hmm... let me think... nope."

Mansu's mouth hung open, and he moved away from the blonde, hiding behind Carlos instead. "I've never felt more betrayed in my life. Carlos, you're my best friend now."

"We weren't best friends before?" Carlos asked, pretending to he hurt.

Mansu stammered and fell backwards, laying on the ground and staying put. "So much for best friends, huh?"

Emmy walked over and joined him on the ground. "Aww, it's okay Man. We're still best friends, right?"

Mansu stifled a laugh. "Yeah, thanks Emmy. At least someone's nice to me. Let's just run away... and claim Fort Crumpet. Make our own spy agency. They'll have to listen to us when we're the leaders!"

"Yeah!"

Jonesy crawled over and laid next to Mansu. "Okay, on second thought, I'll come to. Don't even think about taking Fort Crumpet without me!"

"Or me, best friend," Carlos joined, laying next to Emmy.

Banshee and Rio turned to each other and shrugged. "We're coming to Fort Crumpet," Banshee said.

"But don't think we're joining you on the ground," Rio added. They settled on sitting together at the nearest log.

Hector scratched the back of his head. "It's hard being the mature ones... right Ramirez?"

Ramirez gave him a look and smirked, slowly backing towards the recruits laying on the ground. Hector facepalmed again and threw an extra stick in the fire. "Wow... you think you know someone."

"Oh Hector~" Emmy sung, "Fort Crumpet isn't going to take itself. I think it's an eight person job... what do you guys think?"

"I think it'll be awfully hard with only the seven of us," Ramirez replied, being met with multiple hums of agreement.

Hector sighed and smiled, joining the group on the ground; even if he was the bearer of the status "the serious one," it was hard to reject the moments like these. "Let's claim Fort Crumpet," he sighed.

The group of defaults cheered, and the rest of the evening was filled with laughter as the fire crackled slowly.

[dayquercus]

schedule

breeze at night . not too steamy not too chilly . fresh as the midsummer nights (the British weather kinda summer…. fairly cool-er)

mentally exhausted ? but where is/it the stuff ? forget about it all ?

(not included : jobs seeking - 2 paid 1 applying 1 artist residency - how? 3 volunteering , and more ….. paid this time + relevant)

o about that 12pm tutorials , chose one , lucky me ..... didn’t miss a thing = turned out well / better than expected , not a boring (routined) day !

5am woke up 

study + cheated on the speedy shots of motivational videos : a day of study life @ Yale, Harvard, USC, Cambridge, psychology, law student …..

10:52am bus - 12pm tutorial 1 (”California” ..... or BACP or BPS after the DPsy. route? maybe not if it’s not funded + 3 years to be a counselling psychologist ?! with practical skills ? supervised ? “money-driven” he said .... department of mental health agencies under government would help to obtain 3,000 hours .. how he (a Dr.) transferred his accreditation to a different country .... keep gaining work experience (essential) , charity organisations ect. ....

social ! how ? - to know a charted psychologist from a psychotherapist “I’ll introduce you....” kindly , like a grandma , back in London . 

- 13:30 lunch break . 

14:30 - 15:40 Q&A , asked a few long (sorry) + funny (or serious) questions , they (N=17 attendees) giggled - one (lol) face who turned on the camera - I was being real funny there - no face - couldn’t turn on my camera “nooooo”, but you could hear ma tone of hahhahehehhe , “what’s the next … what?” - “intelligence ..... is...... having the skills to solve the problems in life” - tutor answered , me - “don’t think my IQ is going to improve” , “self-confidence” - “I don’t”, “but can be learned...” did she say that ?) , about “perceived control = IQ ect. does it really mean that if someone .... low .... control .... emotions ..... correlation between creativity / perception/ subjective experience / traits ect.” too many questions , “you might perceive that I have lower IQ now since I’m not that good at articulating my thoughts....” tutor hahhahha “nooooo”,  she’s not intimidating as the first few sessions! Pro. Wendy.J with a Wikipedia page from the states 🇺🇸 APA (maths & psychology background) ..

me being cheeky ... a cohort later dropped a message : you asked such brilliant questions! 

INTERLUDE - 15 mins to crafts society club , grabbed materials 

run! 16:00 - 17:00 tutorial 2 - Conceptual! I was the first one! so kindly , asked the tutor about his phd study ect. pricey and competitive .......

coincidence ! Val is from Mexico (”criminology”! “this is a small world”) that’s her! (we couldn’t make it - meet offline - sharing reading list ect.) 

and a lady from Italy . (have to catch up with Italian) . 

I am glad that I made that choice . 

17:00 - walkie + talkie with cohorts

missed Gallery society event @ 5pm 🈳 - forgotten

- library - eat - played chess 

19:53 back to main library 

after this dark chocolate from a new friend 

somehow walked into the cafe , lunch-dinner box - salmon ! 

o a chess board on the table , caught the attention while finding a table to sit .. 

befriended , he invited , “extroverted” ? I guess I’ve changed but I do like being alone + open to experience , or it’s a cover-up to loneliness ? time or temptations to meet more people or learn or play that chess , grade doesn’t matter that much . 

coincidence ! many surprises ! on the same course ! but part-time student from Poland , he laughs / smiles a lot , I must be funny . he guessed it right ! - “INFP” .. 

opened his arms wide open , “goodbye” . friendly . he makes ambient music too , 8 hours! music for sleep or dreams - worked with dream analysis . plays flute, piano ect. o no, that reminds me of X and younger .... o no .... he does behave / talk in a mature manner , yet who knows about that later (?) , same blue eyes and taller . 

reminded me of someone , just (definitely) not born in Jan. 

- “have you found your happiness”? - “yeah, i guess i’m happy being alone, happier with a cat, having a relationship is just too complicated” .... wanting to be a psychotherapist too! 

“butterfly effect” or karma , one event leads to another . 

FOCUS on study now . 2 deadlines (type type_)

October is the plan , can’t wait any longer , yet much to be done (prepared for) .. - skills upgrading

20:53, library still 

......

22:26 home with some cold milk (not hot tea) , bits of cake (hopefully not d coffee & walnuts one)

sharing : a day of the household : hectic (accident ect.) + tiresome .. “night night, sleep tight” 💤

when will I fall asleep tonight ?

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quick notes before asking : 

perceived control = IQ , how do you evidence-based measure EQ (self-report ...) ; amygdala (poor emotional control = lower IQ?) brain damage ..... ; might perceive to be ....

qualitative research - depth - perceived by looking at it analysing words; also poor memory , knowledge that can’t be attained/ retrieved , poor performance (AHDH) ; creativity - divergent thinking - how you perceive a painting is subjective experience a individual’s degree of feelings ; how you are trained to think about aesthetic with ticks and boxes - standard; traits - does it change or it’s the events or learned behavioural therapy - personality - learned behaviours like playing chess under certain sets of rules - strategies 

[immortalwanderer-a-blog]

SHIPPING INFO // answer the following for your muse(s) so people know how shipping works on your blog. REPOST. don’t reblog.

WHAT’S YOUR OTP FOR YOUR MUSE?: Honestly, my OTP for Terra is him and Reclusiveformerwarlord’s Megatron. Their entire dynamic is amazing to me and I adore it to pieces.

WHAT ARE YOU WILLING TO RP WHEN IT COMES TO SHIPPING?:  I’m pretty open and willing to try just about anything. If there’s something I don’t like, I’ll let my partner know. That’s the same for Terra. He’ll let someone know if he’s uncomfortable. I like fluff and such mostly, but serious threads are important as well. Angst has its place and I enjoy it in small doses. Too much kinda bums me out.

HOW LARGE DOES THE AGE GAP HAVE TO BE TO MAKE IT UNCOMFORTABLE?: Terra is millions of years old and his Core is billions of years old. He doesn’t really care about age, so long as they are mature adults in their culture and are aware of his age and okay with it.

ARE YOU SELECTIVE WHEN SHIPPING?:  Kind of. It entirely depends upon Terra. He’s the one that ultimately decides if he’s interested. Not me. If the characters don’t mesh well, I know and I know that any sort of shipping might be strained or difficult to make work. He also appreciates having friendship before something more, so that’s a thing.

HOW FAR DO STEAMY MOMENTS HAVE TO GO BEFORE THEY’RE CONSIDERED NS.FW?:  I will start tagging nsfw moments once I know that they are truly that. It depends entirely upon the mood, detail, and pacing. So, it varies from moment to moment. ^^ But I do my best to tag it.

WHO ARE OTHER MUSES YOU SHIP YOUR MUSE WITH?:   TBH… mostly Buckets. (*shrugs*) Terra has a thing for those Megatrons. But, that doesn’t mean I won’t ship with others. It, once again, usually depends upon the dynamic of the characters as well as how the other character is portrayed. Canon or OC, it doesn’t matter. It simply depends on how they’re written and how the characters interact. ^^

DOES ONE HAVE TO ASK TO SHIP WITH YOU?: I would prefer if you were to ask. Though, I can pick up on flirting and stuff pretty easily. If our muses interact and they’re already hitting it off and they start flirting, then I’m game so long as Terra is.

HOW OFTEN DO YOU LIKE TO SHIP?:  Depends. I am a shipping whore. I admit that. Terra, not so much. It once again falls into the dynamic of the characters. It is very rare that I am interested in shipping my muse with someone I’ve never interacted with before.

ARE YOU MULTISHIP?: Yep. Every ship has their own universe, unless stated otherwise. The ship between Terra and Reclusiveformerwarlord’s Megatron is Terra’s main universe, however.

FINALLY, HOW DOES ONE SHIP WITH YOU?: Just ask. Give me a holler on IM or send me an ask and I’d be happy to chatter about the possibilities. :3