#It wasnt even her it wad a friend in a gc and I just
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#Adding this because#I checked his twitter and like I#I just#Okay this is what they call oversharing coming up I think but#I just have this#fear of being near people#By near I mean like getting close#I hate it I hate it#i was#I still consider myself alone#I talk with people but they dont know me only one person knows me me#I was in a bad place and overshared and it was wrong and I was lost and all I had to cling to you could say#Was my trauma and I just#Spilt it and I shouldn't have she was a stranger at the time and it was weird and not ok#I think the loneliness and constant rejection and making friends with people who didnt speak like me didnt help#We both liked this series on yt and we became friends#We had talked earlier about code and such she was great and a great person#But I shouldnt have told her those things#I want to be known but I really dont#I think#i will always remember her#She changed me a bit#Processed I was trans and joined tumblr#Got into art again#Who am I kidding being friends with em helped me a lot#And it#Ended really with just#The word cracker#Ik im white I shouldnt be upset ive just been called it before by people who I DONT like#It wasnt even her it wad a friend in a gc and I just
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