#Intsa original

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If you move with a pure heart, you really can’t go wrong. What’s meant for you, finds you and what’s not, removes itself.

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But, he is a Mind reader. He told me himself. That explains the third eye pressure.

He’s not a mind reader. Tell him what you need. If he truly cares about you, he will make the adjustments. No questions asked.

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I just completely reread INtSA and I hope you know how genuinely wonderful a fic this is. It's brought me so much joy and I really want to say thank you for how much effort must have gone into it <3 I hope you have a very good day!

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omg!! Thank you so much, my heart is full, my crops are watered <3 That fic is my baby, and I'm so glad I was able to finish it so you could enjoy it too :))

As a thank you, here's a relevant song rec: while the title of INtSA is from the song of the same name by Rex Orange County, the vibes of the epilogue are from another of his songs, It Gets Better.

She's on her way towards me That means it all gets better soon I hope my world feels better soon (I hope my life feels better soon) You let me do what I needed to So this one's for you 'Cause even when my worst traits get in the way You're here to help me feel safe

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She changed the world I know And it's better for it Four years later, and look where we really are She changed the world I know And it's better for it She changed the world I know (Look at us now)

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People don’t realize how their own ill intent towards another increases poor outcomes in their life.

Moving with a pure heart and pure intentions will protect you from so much negativity.

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Sometimes it’s felt like I’ve had a monster inside of me. So full of anger and rage for what this world is. I’ve also felt a deep void within me. An endless emptiness for something I couldn’t find. No matter what I tried.. I could quiet the monster but never fill this void.

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Thank You Love

I’ve always wondered how people could love love so much. All it's ever shown me is pain. How can people be completely destroyed by another and then expect anyone else to have the decency or the care to understand that. They still hold out hope for the one. Yet, the one they claimed was the one last time, broke them. As did the last. Do they not know who it is, the one, or does the one for them not exist? Time and time again, and still they hope? Where does that hope come from?

Forever romantics hmm… Everyone likes romance, but when recurring pain is happening why hope any more? And it's not that I don't have hope. I hope for so many things. I hoped it would get cooler and it did. I hoped for rain and it came. Maybe I hoped for love, true love, romance at some point. I can't recall. Maybe my standards are too high? Maybe I'm too uptight? Maybe I'm tired of having my time wasted? Maybe, just maybe, being alone beats being lonely with someone in bed next to you. If I ever needed love from the opposite sex to survive, I'd die night one. Maybe I've never been romanced. Maybe I never wanted to. Maybe I never asked for it. Maybe I never needed to. I don't hold my breath for false promises. I can't wait around for someone to waste my time. I have things to do. I have a life to live. And I will be damned if living in the misery of being under another's thumb - because they lack - is a lifestyle choice.

Hang me from the highest cliff. I will never. Ever. Let another person degrade me.

I Love Me, and that is all the love I need.

Thank you.

Love, Me

More on this poem here.

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To say I’m terrified of love - is an understatement

Thrust into my life - seems like this must be fated..

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Would you run from a Sun-Pluto, Moon-Pluto conjunction in a composite chart?

Especially knowing one or both parties may not be prepared for that level of intensity?

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I’ve never really wanted to be seen for beauty. See my heart.

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This telepathic connection is getting stronger by the day.

It’s both exciting and terrifying.

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Am I in love?

Am I longing?

Am I full to the brim with bliss?

Or, am I the poet?

Painting the pictures of a wandering Soul.

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Everybody wants that real Love but don’t want to put in the real work.

You don’t just meet someone and it’s magical forever. Unconditional Love means a love with n o c o n d i t i o n s. None. That’s not a free pass to be a pos person. It’s a constant look in the mirror. Facing yourselves in and each other, daily. Always looking at things from the heart rather than the Mind. In all aspects. Actions, inactions, reactions and the like.

A constant striving for the ultimate. The unconditional union.

So don’t beat yourself up for not finding ‘the one’ yet. Most aren’t ready or mentally equipped for that type of lifestyle.

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In a world where you can be anything...

Be yourself

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Love

Love is not angry - It is Peace. Love is not greedy - It shares stillness. Love does not hasten - because Love heals. Love does not pain - when it's all that you feel.

~I.S.~

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Manifest the most beautiful shit. Because you deserve it.

~I.S.~