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Health and Hybrids (XVII)👽👻💚
[I can't remember the original prompt posters for the life of me but here's a mashup between a cryptid!Danny, presumed-alien!Danny, dp x dc, and the prompt made the one body horror meat grinder fic.]
PART ONE is here PART TWOis here PART THREE is here PART FOUR is here and PART FIVE is here PART SIX is here and PART SEVEN is here PART EIGHT is here PART NINE is here PART TEN is here PART ELEVEN is here PART TWELVE is here PART THIRTEEN is here PART FOURTEEN is here PART FIFTEEN is here PART SIXTEEN is here and we're limping into part 17...
💚 Ao3 Is here for all parts (now featuring mediocre mouseover translations, only available on a computer)
Where we last left off... Two! Words! In! English!!! And a television? Hardcore!
Trigger warnings for this story: body horror | gore | post-dissection fic | dehumanization (probably) | my nonexistent attempts at following DC canon. On with the show.
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Danny can raise his head now.
Only a little. It still hurts his neck for a while after. But his arms and his head both rise, now. His fingers curl, now, too.
The result is that Danny can now watch and change his own television channels. No more news! Now it’s all Food Network, all the time, baby. The result is that sometimes the doctors tending to him get distracted by various pasta dishes, but also. Danny is also distracted by various pasta dishes.
And roast chicken.
And fried potatoes. Every potato ever, actually.
…It makes eating his oatmeal a more awful ordeal.
“Aw, dyrling, na þa sæd egean,” the lady says to him, spoon at his lips. Danny weakly moves his arm towards her, but only manages to hit her elbow with the heel of his thumb. “Inne cwic tima, gise? Hiere þa læce.”
Danny is pretty sure his face is a nightmare to look at at the moment, but he still makes the world’s saddest expression at the lady, because she hasn’t blasted him or hit him or even sedated him yet, and he needs something. Anything.
He’s pretty the lady makes an equally sad look under her medical mask, but Danny is hungry and he’s tired all the time and he’s sad and he wants a cheeseburger. Or fries. Or…or anything at all!
Danny’s look gets progressively sadder, and the lady gets progressively sadder to match, and then they’re both just looking at each other so very sadly until a doctor physically has to cut between them to reach for Danny’s green-speckled blankets.
Ugh. Great. Now he’s cold too. He can’t quite muster a glare, but the doctor gets an extremely stern squint from him for their “help”.
The only response Danny gets is a half-strangled laugh. That is not the response Danny needs. He needs immediate respect and a Nasty Burger number two special.
And a new blanket.
“—Eall dæg?” the doctor asks the woman, but not Danny, and then he has to listen to everyone talking about him in a weird language without even pretending to ask for his input. It’s extremely annoying, and Danny half-considers falling asleep to avoid it. His gaze slides back to the television. He’s just as capable of ignoring everyone else as they are. He bets it sucks. He hopes it sucks.
They talk for a while, but then the lady takes the oatmeal away—and hey! Danny’s eyes widen and sting from the stretch. Uh. Maybe he didn’t think this one through. He’d still thought he’d get lunch out of this.
Um. He would like to continue to receive meals. But he’s watching her walk out with his oatmeal, which is the only human food that’s ever been given to him here, and…
Danny’s stomach cramps. It’s probably just anxiety.
He wishes he’d eaten the stupid oatmeal.
The doctor stays with him, setting the blanket into a laundry bin and checking over Danny’s body (ew) (gross) (nasty) for whatever they have to check on him, and Danny tries to go intangible at least four times during the check only to get oWOUCHOW jerks inside his core. At least one time, he flickers invisible. Not much, he thinks. Probably just an arm and the chunk of his torso.
The doctor pauses. Danny waits for things to (start to hurt) get worse.
“Mæg Ic?”’
…Danny doesn’t move. It hurts to breathe. Every time air scrapes through his nose and mouth, it burns a little more.
The doctor doesn’t move.
So they just.
Wait.
“Mæg Ic?” the doctor asks again.
They move very, very slowly. They touch him, and his—skin—and they rotate him to check underneath him. If they find something of whatever it is they’re monitoring him for, he gets wiped down with something gooey and wiped clean, and sometimes he even thinks they bandage him.
Danny wishes he had a bath. A whole, real bath. Where he could wash his own hair. And wipe off whatever this goo is.
When they’re done, the lady comes back in.
The sound of the door latching shut makes Danny flinch. Is she going to punish him? She walks to his bed. With her medical mask over her face, Danny can’t see if she’s visibly mad at him or not. She doesn’t look mad though…does she?
She stands to his good side, presumably so that Danny can see her. The oatmeal is back—it looks kind of gloopy, though, like it’s been badly reheated. The lady shows something to the doctor, who makes an irritated groan, and then they start talking to each other again. She cuts off to show him something, though—
Danny blinks. She’s showing it to Danny. He…looks down at it.
It looks like a mustard packet. It’s a black packet with yellow streaks, with writing on it with those letters Danny’s never seen before coming here, and it takes his eyes a second to focus on the package before realizing that there’s a little bee and pot on one end of the packet.
Oh. It’s honey?
Oh!
…Oh!!
Danny jerks upright, and, OW, and he definitely scares the lady and the doctor who rush to settle him but there’s honey?? Flavor??? His food can taste good again??!
He wheezes— and slaps a stinging hand onto the packet. “Pl’s?” he begs. He’d stopped begging in the old labs, no one there had listened to him—and he’d stopped begging for them to be gentle, to stop hurting him, to let him go. But for food. For food that tastes, Danny might do anything. Anything. “P’lease? Ple’se? Pleese?”
“Pleece?” the woman repeats, baffled. The word doesn’t mean anything to her; she’s only repeating the sounds. But Danny can’t stop begging.
“P’lease?”
“Pleece? Pleace?”
“Please?!”
“Awrite þis,” the woman mutters, and the doctor leaves. “Bist wel. Eom hebbjan eower wist. Es wel.”
And that still means nothing to him, but the lady gently lifts him up until his back can lay on the pillows, and he can sit more than lay. Danny watches in raspy silence as she rips the packet open and dumps the contents into the oatmeal. She stirs with gloved hands, ensuring that the packet is equally distributed. And then there’s a glob on her spoon, and the spoon to his lips.
Danny takes a bite. Tears well.
“Shhh,” the woman coaxes. “Wanian ma?”
Ma sounds kind of like more. Danny opens his mouth, and is rewarded with another spoonful.
He doesn’t start crying in earnest until the bowl is gone. But that’s alright. The lady finds tissues, somewhere, and he gets to look into her human-blue eyes as she carefully dries over and around his still-soft, green-edged wounds.
It’s a very nice gesture.
Danny sobs a little harder.
#Diana: kids like sweets right? Honey? We have honey packets in the caf for the tea drinkers#Closest Doctor: I don't know if it would be too hard for him to digest at this stage—#Diana: look at him. Look at my sad child#Danny: *having several simultaneous crises*#Closest Doctor: ...Okay. I will say. That's pretty bad. Yeah he can probably digest like a teaspoon of honey; lemme go add that to his char#health and hybrids#danny phantom#dp x dc#dpxdc#dcxdp#tw gore#tw medical#tw body horror#dcu crossover#Lemme ✨sprinkle in✨newfound food insecurity trauma
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there’s catastrophe in everything i’m touching
#hazy throwaway pics from my last lil photoshoot in my apartment#feat no glasses this time lmao#the mcdonalds cup in the corner is a paid actor btw#q because i’m ✨insecure✨#selfie#bisexual
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“Gata gata dale muñequita💗”
#hpma mc#hpma oc#she’s dealing wit it by ignoring it✨#her insecurities#top I found on Pinterest and needed to draw Riley wearing:)#hpma#harry potter magic awakened#hp magic awakened#my art tag
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it’s definitely not the right time to do this but it’s bugging me so much i need to ask
would anyone still be interested in reading more analyses/interpretations about Damon’s photoshoots with Nace/Jan and Jure after many days or maybe i shouldn’t even bother to write them?
#if this post comes off as me searching for validation then for better or worse yes. yes i do#i still feel insecure af about whatever i wrote about Kris’ and Bojan’s photos and what i have in the drafts for Nace so far#i see everyone writing and i wanna write too because i’m ✨thinking✨ but then i’m like#“who cares you’re late and you write shit. not interesting. move on”#but yet i won’t be home until Monday#and i don’t have time to write right now so this is getting pushed back more and more#and if i do end up writing stuff i don’t want it to end up hitting a wall and just. go unnoticed#and i’m so sorry for bringing this in the band tag but as i said it’s bugging me so much……#this is emma speaking#joker out
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genuinely obsessed that these pictures of me & my uncorrected forward head posture look like they were taken in the year 2008 even though they were taken this weekend lol. also sorry if this is how you found out i am a furry 🦨🦨🦨
#face tag#someday i hope to be able to afford actual physical therapy & treatment for my heds teehee#cuz trying to correct my posture myself is only doing so much & i'm in so much pain all the time ✨#like these pix are hilarious so it's fine that i look goofy in them but it does make me feel sad when i remember like#ohhhh the things i am most insecure about in my body are the result of my untreated disabilities but ain't nothing we can do about that
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I think it’s because she butchered her hair at the beginning of 2023 and it hasn’t grown back to how it fully looked when she shot s1 since
Also the nose thing - might just be different contour or the way her nose is angled in the videos they are forcing her to do for this garbage season.
Meh, I just do not like the new wig as it was in the two TikToks we've gotten. I want her tendrils back. They beautifully framed her face, but in the new Thingtok video it actually looks like she's wearing a very bad wig:
Why change it? The style is just...for the third time, it makes her look like a little kid who cut her own bangs (and as we know our Wednesday is a perfectionist and wouldn't walk around like that). They look worse from the side without the tendrils.
As for her 👃🏻, a series of Now vs. Then:
I dunno how much more y'all need to see.
#i mean she looks entirely different in the last set#her septum is smaller#those don't shrink with age#unless she's doing a lot of nose candy and it messed with her nose#jenna ortega#wednesday#wednesday addams#that is not just ✨growth✨#am i shaming no but i'm just sorely disappointed that her insecurities got the better of her#she was born a lovely girl hearing how cute she was all of her life so meh#wednesday netflix#netflix wednesday#pre-wednesday#post-wednesday#celebrity plastic surgery#plastic surgery#surgery vs. no surgery#nosejob#nosejobs#ellie alves
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Nathaniel not being romanceable in Awakening means nothing to me (or to my Cousland for that matter). It doesn't mean he isn't romanceable at all. Awakening is just the beginning. It's the mutual pinning, the slow burn, the i met my childhood friend and now they are my enemy? They are learning. Learning to live with the tragedy of their families and their intertwined fate. Also learning about each other after such a long time spent apart. And they are casually ending darkspawn after darkspawn while doing so. Shamelessly ogling each other despite the gore. Honorable nobles to unhinged Wardens saving the world from the Blight. Childhood friends to brief enemies to unapologetically flirting colleagues. They will get together, but the narrative will end before they do.
#always thinking about him#also feeling feelings for my cousland nonstop#my gameplay with alistair was intense and i hc that is why the slow burn hit harder with nathaniel#i love unhardened alistair angst with him calling the relationship off telling cousland she can't even give him an heir#and immediately putting a baby in morrigan that night#she stayed a bestie regardless my little clown 😚✌️#kind of wanna start a series of adventures of my cousland#when i have free time next month#kinda feeling unsure and insecure to actually go for it#dragon age#dragon age awakening#nathaniel howe#cousland#nathaniel x warden#my da oc#murmurmur#me own#ignoring canon as i see fit bc i can ✨
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trying to nail the characterization i like for geralt and jaskier is like trying to balance on one of these bitches
#look i just want geralt to be a little mean but also soft but also he's a jerk but he's not trying to be?#it's just that he's emotionally illiterate#like he's not NICE but he's KIND do you know what I'm saying#and i want jaskier to have a thick streak of self worth hidden under all that peacocking#like sure he can be insecure but also like#this is the guy who marched unabashedly up to the scariest man alive and was like ✨heey~✨#this is the guy who got dumped and screamed his breakup song to the whole continent#and he's not nice either he's annoying and sometimes inconsiderate#but he's ALSO KIND#and he and geralt share the same terrible sense of humor#and they don't fit together seamlessly but they DO fit together#they make each other happy on a fundamental level that they don't get with anyone else#anyway#if anyone knows where i can READ a fic like this let me know#witcher#geraskier#let them be spicy but still good for each other
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HEY
I MADE THIS EGG
#boink#i was gonna put this on instagram and then i got insecure abt jt#but i have to share my excitement with the world#i wanted to like mute it bc i was getting anxious abt how high my voice is#and then i was like#???? no????? wtf??????#so here you go ✨#this is my excited voice and this is MY FUCKING EGGGGGGGG#look ok#poaching eggs is famously(?) difficult and i didnt want it to be too runny#so i was SO HYPED when it turned out how i wanted#normal behaviour#it's a great egg
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Staying cool in the pool 😎🩵💙💜
#beltipvans#fun in the sun and cool in the pool ✨🩵💙💜#(i would still like to wear a cute bikini or something- i don't have top surgery yet in real life-#-so I'm kind of insecure about wearing a bikini or cute leotard swimsuit thing... but honestly either way I'd still like to-#-wear one! it doesn't make me less trans masc for wanting to wear cute swimsuits 🩵💙💜 besides- Bel still wears them too!-#- I'll probably wear trunks over the bottom part if i want to- something cute too!-#-i also plan on drawing beltipvans having fun at a beach and all of our swimsuits 😊✨-#-i like drawing my self inserts top scars (personal thing) so I'll still draw them if he's wearing a bikini/swimsuit)#long tags
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planning ghoststory book two and asking myself “does the intensity of pallas and calliopes hatred for each other come out of nowhere???” as if there isn’t a whole scene in lay me down where calliope tries to kill pallas by dropping a potted plant on their head looney-tunes style
#AND the entirety of chapter 13 lol i’m just having an ✨ insecurity ✨ moment#where it’s like huh maybe nothing i have ever written has ever made sense#it’ll pass just. blegh.#this particular worry is VERY funny though i’m sitting there going ‘was the intensity of this relationship established enough???’#my brother in christ they attempt to violently physically attack each other in every scene they share in the first book i think it’s#established pretty well lmao#i think the shift from it being a minor part of the plot in lmd to a MAJOR part of the plot in book two is what’s tripping me up#like. it’s not a New Dynamic by any means but it is being very much spotlighted and also dug into#which means i kind of have to look at it through a different lens#the brainworms need to start worming yknow#wip: ghost story
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// anyway pondering how Yuga always has an obsession with himself, not necessarily in the inflated ego / narcissistic sort of way . but he puts on that front . he is genuinely obsessed with his physical appearance . and he is constantly obsessing over how terrible of a person he is, what he’s done, how he’s different when compared to everyone else . he is incapable of not constantly worrying and hyper focusing on the details about himself to his own extreme detriment . his intense self hatred is BECAUSE of how much he obsesses over every little thing over who he is ( or isn’t ) he simply cannot let go of his compulsion to fixate on every tiny thing about himself for the purpose of hating it
#✨ || ooc .#✨ || hcs .#// idk if this makes any sense but#// is this anything chat#// and I don’t mean this as in other ppl ARENT important to him they are#// but he is constantly thinking so hard and so critically ab himself he has such intense insecurities#// he is v v empathetic but the reason it’s so hard for him to move on and heal and such is bc of this
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I don't wanna know all your secrets 'cause I'll tell
It's hard enough being alone with myself
#i am ✨ insecure ✨ about my forehead and hair pulled out of my face but im trying to be so brave while my bangs grow out 🥺#selfie#grunge makeup#emo#brown hair#BIG ASS FORHEAD 💀
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I found some ocs from when I was 17 years old and very bored, I'll be insufferable about this for the next 6 months or so, I'm so sorry
#I might record my journey here#there's sooooo much lore#I'm not even joking there's some drawings and LOADS of text following them#and it's adorable how I tried not to make the main two characters look in love but their introductions are so fruity#yeah there's the genius guy that's descended from a wizard and very much not interested in anyone#and there's the time travelling guy who was the wizard's nemesis and he's trying to get back to his time period with the help of the 1st guy#and of course they become obsessed with each other but they're ✨best bros✨#even the girl that the time traveler is supposed to fall in love with was very clearly a lesbian lol idk#lil me was very insecure about being openly fruity ig#anyway I'll elaborate on that later on#again I'm so sorry#oc lore#oc stuff#oc
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Everything got whiter...💀💩✨
#... including her nose#:( sad#:( why#stole this off of facebook#but have noticed it since her appearance last week#that is not growth bro#pinched noses don't come from growth lol#her cheeks hollowing out and her lips losing volume are both growth things#and the slight loss of her chin cleft#...that all can be attributed to ageing#age lines too#but the nose#is a whole other thing lol#don't come at me bro#“if u don't like her why are u commenting on —” because i'll comment on the 'celebrity' aspect and sometimes that includes what a celebrity#does to themselves out of insecurity and self-loathing#it's weird how utterly diff she looks from just a couple years ago#but a subtle pinching/sculpting of that already cute puppy nose is just never necessary...and whatever weird crap that's making the skin#look ✨plastic✨ and unnatural#out of the three appearances 2023 looks the most natural/comfortable for ya#yeah i'm fine#wednesday#jenna ortega
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I KNOW but it makes me feel adult and responsible even though i am only 17 and WAY too anxious to be a responsible adult
I’m way too anxious to be a responsible high schooler so we’re in the same boat 😭
#I’m still super insecure about turning 16 but hey what can you do#purple.txt [👾]#Glitter Gloop [🫐✨]
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