#Infel's doll tag

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Help I'm thinking about doll stuff again, its been about a month since I placed my order so it will still be a bit most likely but.. aaaaa I keep looking into a bunch of things and I made another order of clothes that should be here this week. I can't wait to have a pretty doll I'm making look like Danzou to dress up in cute clothes and take pictures of and play with~ I got a dress that looks similar to the one she has in my favorite CE (No Strings), and I also got a yukata with a morning glory pattern so she can match summer Douman LOL And just a bunch of other stuff I thought was cute, like one of the shops had so much pretty Chinese style clothing that they tailor to your doll's size! And maybe I'll try and make some myself so I can have Danzou's outfits for her. And I want to eventually try to figure out a way to mimic the look of her metallic limbs.

And I also started looking into body blushing too since my doll won't come with it, just the face-up (which I also want to learn to do eventually?) It seems its less permanent and not necessarily required so much but I think its pretty, and I do want to display her naked sometimes too, since doll bodies are so pretty? And also since I'm making her look like Danzou okay I'm being a bit weird about this lol. It seems simple enough, I just gotta figure out what color of chalk pastels would work best... It seems like most people use those+Mr super clear as a sealant, so I'll have to order both. I want to make sure I get high quality pastels...

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I’m off from work for a bit so I finally did my dream nails, Douman’s first ascension (featuring my little Danzou bjd ❤️)

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I love dressing up my doll in pretty clothes so like. If I was Limbo I would play dress up with Danzou, I mean she pretty much belongs to him during Shimousa she wouldn’t refuse anything he asks of her, also Douman is from the Heian period which has amazing fashion so. Dress her up!!!

Which is another thing Shokujin did right, having her with a pretty kosode draped over her (after he implements the self destruct mechanism in the creepiest possible way)

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I actually ordered a bjd a little over a week ago (a 1/3 scale one!) and I want to make her look like Danzou and I’m so excited to finally have one of my own I’ve admired them for so long!!! I know it takes a while since they’re made to order but I can’t wait!!!! I even got some jointed hands for her, because what could be better than HANDS with PRETTY DOLL JOINTS

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LimDan really went and appealed to everything I like in a ship (well, it’s a ship in the loosest definition lmao) like, one-sided obsession, highly dubious or very non-consensual depending on when we’re talking about, obsession built on them really REALLY wanting to hurt her, extreme sadism, and she’s even a cute doll girl? Thank you fgo 🙏

And then it’s somehow a rarepair despite Limbo being one of the most popular characters and them having the most history with one another excluding Seimei of course, so I’m drawing all I can and shoving it in my mouth, ooghhhh I love them

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My doll inspiring more LimDan ideas, anyway Danzou has a lot of malfunctioning parts/imperfections even at her peak, so Limbo getting familiar with all those little details during their time in Shimousa (like my doll’s right wrist is a little more stiff than the other, stuff like that)

And then in Heian-kyo/Chaldea, grabbing her and messing with her body and pointing them all out to make her feel violated and also mocking her for being a defective doll ❤️

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I think so much about the time in Shimousa from when Limbo finds Danzou’s broken body to the events of the game, like there’s this whole period of time where she’s always by his side serving the every whim of someone that is deeply fixated on her and wants nothing more than to hurt her. And no matter how uncomfortable he makes her or how much he hurts her, she won’t even complain because she thinks herself a tool that’s his to use as he pleases.

Repairing her body, putting curses in her in the process… the curse of annihilation… whatever he did to her body so he could control it against her will… was the self-destruct mechanism his as well? And he states he messed with her head but did it slowly because it was amusing to him, so he would be inside her head at multiple points….

And then she’s both a beautiful doll as well as a ninja so. I’m fully convinced he would fuck her, and even if she can’t feel pain, make her as uncomfortable as possible in the process… and have her serve his every desire… and he can also use her to kill and spy on others, perhaps even asking her to kill innocents just to watch her squirm. But she’d still do it cause she’s just a doll and he’s her master… ohh it’s all so much fun to think about

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CLOWN OBTAINED!!!!!!!!!!!

X3 with 430 sq to spare! I was very over prepared because I needed them, but things went even better than expected! Aaaaa I’ve been waiting for this, I’m so happy!

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ooooooooooooh i said I’d wait to summon Danzou myself to do her interlude, but I have been informed that the earliest chance I have to get her next is the free 4* ticket in like, May (?) and that’s sooooooooooooo far off, and I want to see the details of how Douman planned to ruin her life, and it looks like he’s delightfully creepy to her in it so I COULD just watch it online, but also it would be nice to do it myself and i dunnoooo

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Talks about hokorobu shokujin nonstop so I can make maybe 3 friends interested enough to read it LOL, it really is that good though, and I highly recommend it to anyone who has even passing interest in the Limbo/Danzou relationship, it’s half his pov half hers and both beautiful and unsettling, it captures his weird fixation with her (but devoid of love, finding her beautiful but in the way one admires an object, he’s very dehumanizing in his treatment of her) and her complete obedience to him, but slowly starting to develop her own humanity (and in the last section, her Servant self who has no recollection of Shimousa but is still haunted by it, by him… it’s before her interlude when she’s having the daydreams induced by Limbo’s virus)