#In all seriousness though I'm super surprised she was just like. No. IOP isn't for you. It's residential or nothing. | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

antiyourwokehomophobia2 · 21 days ago

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God fucking bless. My therapist reccomended I get into an IOP program. I just got off the phone with the woman doing my intake and she straight up said "yeaaa, they're not going to let you do an IOP. The way your thoughts and actions align would have them make you do a full residential treatment which is a month long." and I not only didn't like hospitalization last time but I'm really not interested in taking time off of school AGAIN. This degree has already taken me so fucking long. SO fucking long. It's not my fault. My dad died in my second year and threw me off balance like a motherfucker but holy fuck lmao. I cannot keep pursuing my degree. I think I need to quit my depression cold turkey.

#She didn't say this but she was basically like #'You can't say the things you're saying and think we'd just. Let you walk out? You need to be watched.'#😭#Why doesn't anyone understand my whimsy bro #In all seriousness though I'm super surprised she was just like. No. IOP isn't for you. It's residential or nothing.#Like. Fucking damn.#I even asked if it was possible for me to still get into it and she was like 'No. They won't permit you with your thoughts and your plans'#Fucking hell #I can't wait to see what my therapist thinks of this

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