#Im trying so hard to unlearn this idea that I am inherently a problem for people
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I said something that could have been interpreted as mean literally 3 days ago and I still can't stop thinking about it
#a clover? a talking clover!?#i feel BAD#like#i just want to be your friend so bad Im sorry Im like this#i need everyone to like me so much All the Time and accidentally coming off as rude or mean is awful I dont wanna make people feel bad#that is rhe opposite of what I want#and I feel. So annoying lately#like. I worry Im bothering people ALL the time#its so hard for me to tell when people are sick of me#and idk. I never know#Im trying so hard to unlearn this idea that I am inherently a problem for people#that I make everyone around me worse#that my existence is a burden and I will be the downfall of the people I care about#god that sounds so dramatic but I was made so responsible for the wellbeing of people around me for so long#that my mom's depression was my fault#and I still feel that way#sorry this turned into such a vent
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