#Im glad Flo and Anton seem to be having fun. im glad. But i feel like everyones brushing off everything thats happened so quickly
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I feel like everythings too fast. Everything is moving way to fast. I think thats my problem.
#...#Just... I should be happy for Flo—and I am! Just. I dont know.#I cant just throw away the past that easily. it still hurts.#Those were the worst years of my life and. Yeah I know she apologized. which is a miracle of itself#but... I cant fully accept it still. but god.#Im glad Flo and Anton seem to be having fun. im glad. But i feel like everyones brushing off everything thats happened so quickly#Am i selfish to think like that???#I probably am. just... god. i dont know.#Its a weird state. Im happy shes my best friend again. Im happy shes doing better. Im happy shes happy#But then also. I cant forgive completely what she did to me. what she did to Anatoly.#Jesus. feels like such a selfish way to think. huh.#Whatever. I should be focusing on whats good.
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