#Ik it's long im sorry😭
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"And thought it's really over,
And though i might get better,
And though I'll find another,
And though i might get sober,
And though the rest is silence,
And though the branch is olive,
And though you'll never take it,
I can't help but keep thinking,
If i did something different,
If i could be forgiven,
If i was not this woman,
If i wasn't unwritten,
If you were still unshattered,
If i could break this pattern,
If you could just admit that none of this matters."
-nothing really matters by Jaedynn Latter
This is so perse coded
#Ik it's long im sorry😭#Also i lwk am addicted to perse like i forgot that she's not even real and that its percy#Like female percy is canon to me atp#Everything is better with women#The last line gives perse screaming at her family cuz they didn't bother apologising for how they treated her#ALSO happy new year my lovelies#female percy weasley#percy wealsey#persephone weasley#The branch is olive line makes me want to crumble into dust
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absolutely fucking huge win for me: finally found a full clean copy of the sing-off 2014 holiday special that patrick was a judge on😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
this was such a grail for ages. i'm literally so happy.
look at him yapping about a cappella.
#media blitz#patrick stump#the sing off#fall out boy#honestly i think maybe only im lame enough to gaf ab this but w/e sharing it and encouraging everyone to download it#ik theres a copy on youtube but it's WATERMARKED and that is like one of my biggest ever pet peeves im sorry but it irks me soso bad😭#i remember watching some of this years ago i was like i gotta find another copy.#i gotta see my specialiest little guy or explode trying it was serious for me#funnily enough ive LOOKED on that vk site SEVERALtimes but i think with all the wrong search terms idk it EVADED ME FOR SO LONG
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guys can someone reassure me that you want to read phan smut
#i literally do not care normally ik the redacties and ppa is well and truly alive#but i just got hit with the ick at my own writing#it’s not that o think it’s bad I’m just scared no one is going to read it and im going to feel ashamed lmao#sorry this is not very demure of me ik some people just like to lurk or be anon#I just need like. One reassurance#writing#phanfic#i feel like fics based on recent events get more attention#and I get ideas but I can’t get them out that fast sometimes yk#so I might post something written in a time from like. 3 months ago#which isn’t even that long there’s no rules in the world of fanfic#i swear I’m not trying to attention seek ik red and some of my other beloved moors will always read#but. idk sorry this is dumb 😭#my writing always includes some kind of plot too#i love reading it but I feel incapable of doing pwp for some reason#im being weird like this isn’t puritan twitter
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AHEM HATEFUL RIVALS🐟💥
took Me Long Enough But Anyways Here's Another Good Sketch!!!!
Mayuri Kurotsuchi 💥- I'D CUT YOUR NECK OFF BUT....
Doctor Noto🐟- BUT WHAT??? I'D JUST CUT YOUR ALIEN HEAD OFF!!!
Mayuri Kurotsuchi 💥- I want To Do Something Else Than That😉...
(I AM SO SORRY FOR MAYURI'S SWORD I DON'T KNOW HOW I COULD DRAW IT😭😭😭)
#oc art#fanart#kurotsuchi mayuri#mayuri kurotsuchi#DOCTOR NOTO#TOOK ME LONG ENOUGH IK SO SORRY IM NOT HERE ALOT😭😭😭
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hi🧍🏽♀️
#𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖ 𝐑𝐀𝐌𝐁𝐋𝐄𝐒... ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁#um so#ik it hasn't been that long but uh#im back (kinda)#im sorry for disappearing without a word 😭 i didn't wanna make an official post abt my hiatus because i knew id come back pretty soon lol#but uhh yeah#ive been kinda shitty but its gotten a little better#thank you to everyone who reached out to me to check in i appreciate y'all lots 🤍#i've been working a little on my draftsss so uh expect something to come out soon enough !#and im gonna be answering most of the asks that piled up help#uhh so yeah hopefully i dont regret coming back here 💀
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Saw your oc post and was wondering if you’ll share any info on them perhaps??
yesssssss anytime ^__^ i hope u don’t mind a bit of a ramble this time!!
Arkady (they/them) is a local courier & scribe by trade. they run all kinds of jobs, & typically trade their services for anything BUT coin, unless the client is wealthy or prefers it. they will readily take greater risks, & they travel across both the Town & the Steppe. they also write down or copy out documents for clients. they might be spotted running or climbing things not made to be climbed, & they are experienced at defending their cargo. overall very reliable… besides the part where they have no qualms with very secretly peeping your mail on occasion ^w^)b gotta stay a step ahead somehow!
they ESPECIALLY care about the welfare of all youths & take open issue with anything/anyone endangering then. arkady treats them seriously, employing various methods to stay in good graces. they may or may not occasionally enjoy aiding & abetting schemes….
still developing character relationships, but i AM either placing them adjacent to, or flat-out inserting them into, apple basket gang bc i adore those crazy kids… anyways there is lore & their passion for serving community keeps them close to lara, with whom they are in a relationship. arkady also (separately) becomes artemy’s partner cuz they have TWO hands 👐 #1 murky & sticky defense/wellness team right here! for the other healers: they feel protective of clara (that’s a child!) & offer her a place to sleep during the outbreak. they are amused by heckling daniil time to time but truthfully they envy his Capital education & listen with interest to what he has to say.
just some basics :D thank u for asking!!!! ☀️
#🦭#im sorry it got long 😭#soon i have art to post#(good to keep in mind that i started with classic & i am still finishing changeling route so all my other knowledge is secondhand)#bird = nightjar (ik i havent fully gotten to this aspect but birds are an Interest of mine. there is in fact more bird content)#answered#arkady time#← the tag for now#not quite qualifying for self-insert but heavy projection. esp in the deeper lore. shakes their jar#local lesbian (me) smitten with haruspex. its fine that guys gender is NOT binary
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truly hope when brody leaves that trevi takes over pony full time ngl esp bc he doesn’t have any other tracks he covers so it’s not losing any understudies like he’s just sooo. sigh
#i’m gonna be thinking abt his pony for a long mf time 😭#ik i talk about darry a lot but im a pony girlie at heart sorry#outsiders musical#i know it’s not Realistic btw that’s not how broadway works i Don’t care tho sorry
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Ushiiii, youre super smart riiight? How do I fall asleep, its 1 am amd i got three hours of sleeeeeeeep =(
ooc: mod needs sleep tips, send help
@eaglenumber5
Tendou, you are having sleep problems? That is concerning. I've compiled some tips to help you get a good night's rest.
// this turned kinda long so im putting it under a read more
In general
Set a sleep schedule to sleep and wake up at the same time every day. Try to stick to schedule and don't sleep in even if you've got little sleep the night before.
//u can take drugs like melatonin, but im wary of suggesting that bc that should be taken w care, plus isnt good for long term i think. you should talk to a doctor and get a prescription before trying anything
Daytime
Stay active. This shouldn't be a problem since we practice almost every day, but stay active even on days we do not have practice.
Have a good diet. I am concerned with how little you are eating.
Go outside and get sunlight. This will help you get a healthier internal clock. I do not understand where the clock is but that is what I've read.
Refrain from napping during the day. If you must, keep it less than 20 minutes long.
Before bed
Do not consume any caffeine in the evening. This includes chocolate and various drinks such as coffee, soda, energy drinks, and some types of tea.
Do not eat a heavy meal at night.
Refrain from energetic activities 90 minutes before sleeping. Also, refrain from using your phone.
Set a comfortable sleeping environment. Keep it dark using curtains, blinds or eye masks. If your surroundings are noisy, use earplugs. Make sure your room is the right temperature for you and that your sleeping arrangement is comfortable and clean.
Do not keep screens in your room. This includes digital clocks; it is recommended to keep them face-down.
...... I hope this helps. Getting enough sleep is vital.
#ushijima responds#//my friend has insomnia; ik it sucks; i genuinely hope this helps even a little 😭#//also sorry for how long this took#//im guessing u made a tendou rp blog again?#//i cant find it tho; pls tag me!!!#haikyuu#ushijima wakatoshi#tendou
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Anyways- time to go off about my s/i lore for ever new d.an s.tevens f/os ive aquired in the span of a week 💀💥
Abigail (Frank) - this one i just now planned out thanks to jen BUT me thinks i’m joey’s cousin or friend who comes along to the heist for moral support since i had no beef or business with abigail or his business so i fr was just an outsider with no connection. idk what my made up name would be (ofc maybe ‘Bunny’ or ‘Rabbit’ i don’t know), but obviously me and frank form a kinda weird bond since he’s an asshole but understands i shouldnt of been there to begin with. (I have more but it delves into spoiler territory so ill prob do a seperate post for that!)
Godzilla x Kong (Trapper) - my s/i is alreasy pre established in the monsterverse (been there since godzilla 2014 :3) so i’ve already got that kaiju experience plentyfold! I’m a kaiju researcher mainlu delving into how they function and i love to sketch and observe them.. i work at the monarch base that ilene and trapper work at which is how i meet him >_< !! both of us being big kaiju lovers since he’s kong’s veternarian and i love love to doodle kaijus hehehehe
Night at the Museum (Lancelot) - just like my monsterverse s/i i think i’m also present for the first two movies :) starting off as somebody who just goes to the museum to relax and sketch then becoming a guide myself! A while after the second movie ends i end up getting transferred to the london museum seen in 3 and find myself relaxing the most in the exhibit Lancelot resides.. (yall getting lisa frankenstein vibes from this- 💥) anywayss once larry and the crew arrive and the london museum comes to life SO DOES LANCELOT AND OUR MEETCUTE BEGINS. The visual I have in mind @ me securing the tablet and he has to snatch me up and takes me + the tablet away on his horse… GET ME OUT!!!!!!!
The Guest (David) - ok you can see now i’m in too deep fr anywayss obviously david survives the first movie and i imagine is back on his bs @ pretending to be somebody he isn’t. like i imagine i come home from work to see him on my porch and him explaining he was waiting for me since he heard i knew the petersons and came to break the news that they died since he was a “family friend”. and obviously since i’m not smart i’d have him stay with me since he’d still be limping/have wounds from what happened (he’d claim it’s cuz he tried to fight back who killed them) so i fix him up and have him stay with me.. AND OBSESSION ON HIS END FORMS. ofc im just as obsessed with him but literally he would go after anybody who tried to mess with me and id be like ahahaha ok :))
Anyways…. Thats it im very sorry everypony i know all this is out of nowhere but its been rattling in my brain for a week straight and i had to let it out.. anyways this is me at s.kwisgaar + all my new schmoopies…. My blonde boys from heaven…
#this was . VERY LONG IM SO SORRY 😭💔💔💔#watch nobody see this cuz its late tbh thats okay 💖💖💖#ik this is filled with like characters from random pieces of media but idc cuz IM THRIVIN.#🦇🐰 lover you should’ve come over#🧳👛 wave of mutilation#🦎🐰 i was made for lovin’ you#⚔️🐰 holding out for a hero#self ship#self ship community#f/o community#self shipping
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Apparently my project sekai bugged today and it led to some hilarious results. Have a <:0 Saki

Her mouth is stuck. She's bawling.
NOOO SAKIIII WHYD SHE HAVE TO GET STUCK SAD.... MAKE HER HAPPY.... NO MORE D:>
#looking at it long tho it IS hilarious 😭😭😭 saki im so sorry my girl ik ure crying but ure just so funny like this#asks#hoc tag
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hi!! this is the anon who asked for the english major yap :) (uhmmm prepare for a long message i fear i also yapped for a hot moment HAHAH) i'm not an english major (it was my second choice though!) but i'm actually a criminology major!! still, it was so interesting to hear your opinions and stuff about being an english major and some of the things you have studied!!! all of those classes sound so interesting and i really want to see if my uni offers any ones similar to those!! i'm definitely going to find "i'm afraid of men" in my local bookstore this weekend. english was also one of my favorite classes :) and i LOVE reading and writing and definitely relate to not having time to read/write (i also relate to the "don't judge my writing" because i like reading and writing). i really enjoyed the yap session!!! the audio ramble felt like i was listening to a voice message from a friend, it was lovely :) and i would love love LOVE to hear (or read!) a ramble session about "does it happen in a season?" i loved that fic so much and hold it so close to my heart <3 (it was so fantastically written) anyways that's all i'm going to stop myself from yapping more HAHAH thank you so much for responding to my ask!!! i hope you have a great day/afternoon/night <3
#so tumblr was being very mean about the length of my rambles about the fic 😔 I had to split it up a lot which ik looks v intimidating KJDSK#IM ALSO SO SORRY FOR HOW LONG THIS IS#the fic ramble is 24 minutes like... I am so sorry omg I cannot stop rambling about this story once I start#pls take however long to listen ik it's like superrrr long 😭#thank you so so much again for the ask!!! mwah mwah can't wait to hear from you <333#ask#anon#s.audio#does it happen in a season?#lee harker x reader#criminology anon 📕
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have you drawn any other assassin? i'd love to see them in your style, but no pressure of course! your art just aaaaaaaaa i love it so much!!! all of it!!! love the body types and their cute little fights and banter and the bleeding effect angst and just i dunno, i'm not great with words, but your art is amazing and i can't wait to see what else you make!!!! <3
I have not :'(, its mostly bc I havent played their games or looked at any of their lore so idk who they are except small fandom knowledge.
Thabk you so much for the kind words since I havent had this many interactions for my art n work since like...2016 :'O Im glad everyones enjoying it
Its motivating me a lot and its been a while sinve I have drawn for me (or drawn at all lmao)
For other Assassins most likely as I go thru the games I might draw them, Connor seems most likely bc I plan on playing the games atleast till AC3 (bc Im mostly here for Desmond ngl) and after might watch vids on black flag etc etc. Sadly I just dont know enough about them or their personalities to want to draw them 😭
Feel free to lmk whos ur fav and why doe Id still like to know about em
#asks#sorry about the long answer#I have seen a lot of fandom art for Haytham? from fanfics Ik he is Connors father 😭 thats all I got lmao#also ik all the big spoilers for desmond so dw yall lol#rn im nearly done w brotherhood (but i might need to refresh my memory bc I had to stop for middterms grad etc etc
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what are some of ur fav vocaloid producers and/or songs that use unique tuning rather than going for a more natural human-esque voice?
ANON HI HI HI ILY!!!! im so glad u sent this ask :)))))
im putting the recs under a readmore bc it got really long loll
ok so first up is producer recs!
Syudou- syudou is the producer who directly inspired the post i made about tuning (which is im assuming why u sent this ask lol)! the way he tunes vsynths for his songs tend to be very high-pitched as well as somewhat soft and quiet, which i absolutely adore. however, his unique tuning can be pretty offputting for some people (cough cough the insane amount of hate ive seen for jackpot sad girl & usseewa voca versions cough cough). if youre looking for good, unique tuning id defo say check out his stuff if u havent! specific recs are cute na kanojo and jackpot sad girl
Guchiry- guchiry is one of my all-time favourite producers, and has some of the most unique tuning for vocaloids ive heard. guchiry also usually goes for a high-pitched sound, but it's in a very different way. honestly, the way he tunes is kind of hard for me to describe?? idk... its definitely the type of vocals that a human could never replicate (this is proven by the fact that there's almost no human covers of guchiry songs LMAO). plus the way he tunes works extremely well with the intense, fast-paced instrumentals he usually goes for. honestly you'll just have to take my word for it and check out his stuff. specific recs are vanish and orthodoxia
Ayase- ayase's miku is one of my favourites ever!!!! he, like the two producers above, opts for a tuning in a higher range. there is also a soft quality to his mikus that i think is really nice. the thing that makes his tuning really unique is the fact that he leans into the robotic-ness of vocaloid! this style of vocals works so unbelievably well with the chill, electronic style of instrumental he often uses, and makes for some incredible stuff that human vocals just cant capture. specific recs are cinema and ghost city tokyo
sasakure.uk- if you thought that ayase embraced the robotic sound that vocaloids can produce, sasakure has practically buried himself in it! i think that sasakure's work is most notable to me for the fact that (in my opinion) his instrumentals stick out more than the vocals? and not in a bad way! not at all! its just that the way he tunes his vsynths is in such a fashion that they feel like part of the instrumentals. like, instead of the music feeling like it's a vessel for the vocals, the vocals instead blend into the instrumentals in a really unique way i havent heard with many other producers? the way sasakure tunes and uses vocaloids is something so distinct, and something that can really only be done through the medium of vocal synthesizers. specific recs are amara and future eve
Hiiragi Kirai- hiiragi takes flower, a vocaloid i find already sounds pretty unique, and goes fucking crazyinsane with her!! his flower tuning is so unbelievably cool and unique, ive srsly never heard someone use her in a way like he does. he makes her voice sound intense, harsh and growly which is seriously soooo sick :D flower's harsh vocals paired with the often intense instrumentals creates a vibe that's almost impossible to replicate with human vocals (the only covers i can think of that have managed to be on par with hiiragi's originals is ado's bocca della verita & loveka). specific recs are bottom and autophagy
Maretu- 😁😁😁 do i really have to say anything here. maretu perfectly utilizes the robotic sound that miku can produce, and makes her sound incredible with the chiptune & rock instrumentals he uses!! the vibes in maretu's original songs are so fucking good and ive (afaik) yet to find a cover that's on par with his og stuff. listen, you're asking for vocaloid recs on the maretu blog, this is a given. specific recs are koukatsu and white happy
specific songs recs now yayyyy!! im just gonna list the songs and give little blurbs abt them :-)
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im not sure exactly how much this counts as unique tuning, but im putting it here anyways... the way miku and meiko are tuned here are different to how ive often heard them sound before, with a bit of roughness to their voices that you can only get via a vocaloid
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really cool high-pitched tuning that expertly blends miku's & kafu's vocals! the vocals also work perfectly with the spooky vibes the rest of the song has! if you like this you'd probably also like unfriendly hater, which doesnt stand out quite as much to me as being unique but is still equally as good
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i fucking love this song sm... miku's vocals are so robotic (i feel like ive used that word a lot...) which works suuuuper well with the instrumental and, with my incredibly limited knowledge of kagepro, works really well for ene's character!
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the sheer insanity of this song can really only work with vocals provided by a vocaloid. listen to it and try and tell me that a human's vocals could improve on this... you cant (also pls listen to the song bc its really good)
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p.h is an INCREDIBLE song, and it has such wild vocals. somehow seventhlinks manages to make flower sound more unique than she usually does, and it creates such a cool vibe for the whole song!
#im actually sorry for how long this got anon 😭#ik u probably wanted just a list but. i took advantage of the opportunity to rant LOL#plus its still in a list format so if you dont wanna read the paragraphs you can just look at the p-name/song :)#i spent over an hour on this... i hope its okay and makes sense#vocaloid
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aouuugh my uterus......
#long long day at work codeine wasnt helping with cramps and my meds are less effective on my period :(#ive been doing okay most of the day tho just starting feeling kind of miserable omw home bc such a long wait at the bus stop in pain#and im kind of lonely at the moment but wont be able to climb tomorrow bc of cramps so thats my main social source gone :(#and it always feels worse at home bc if im having a hard time like in physical pain or feeling down my roommate cant rly handle it#like she cant rly be in the room with me the headphones go straight on. which is ok im realising its just how her type of autism works#so im trying not to get as upset at her abt it. with varying degrees of success but it just takes time#i mean i dont get upset AT her like ik its not her fault and i dont want her feeling like it is. I keep it internal + cry once im alone#just different social needs n boundaries innit. we're a bit incompatible is all#but its still hard. I'd like support from other ppl when I'm struggling i mean i think thats a fairly normal thing to want#but of the friends I would be comfortable talking to abt how i feel none of them have that kind of emotional availability#which again is ok like its not on them. and im very capable of dealing w my shit myself one way or another so its not a Need#but idk. it would just be nice. I feel like I've had to be so independent most of my teenage and adult life and I wish I could take a#break from that sometimes. even just a hug would be nice man#sorry i always come on here and talk abt the same problems... well youll see me do it again no doubt abt that 🫠#ughh and i feel so guilty for wanting things ppl cant give even though i know its not really my fault either and im allowed to want things#and i dont cross boundaries or make them feel bad abt it. i really hope i dont anyway. but still ahhh...#its so hard for me to feel connected to anyone if they cant rly engage w me emotionally at all like its a non negotiable#factor into closeness and trust for me and i get so frustrated bc i feel so distant and alienated from the ppl i care abt most#and ik i overreact bc of my rsd so maybe its just that its probably not even a real issue. but its real to me bc im the one who gets upset#man. anyway its okay just a really really long day. im gonna wash my dishes and then shower#and finish my book. maybe i should play some dead cells i miss it. i dont really want to think abt how i feel anymore#maybe ill see if anyones free to hang out tmr evening so i dont have to feel as lonely even if i cant leave the house after work#all good nice to have a plan anyway. done sniffling. my hot water bottle is helping thr cramps a littlr i think#.diaries#oh i dont think its helping actually ow. i took more codeine an hour ago why doesnt it do anything. not fairrr 😭
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Requests in my inbox I am so sorry
#I'll do them eventually#but im still so ill#ik I said they wouldn't take priority this time and they don't but#I'm still sorry for taking so long 😭#rambles
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free spring linhardt what the hell i didnt wanna merge saizo that badly anyways
#ann cries about feh#AND HES SOOOOO CUUTE#confession: im a huge linhardt fan#i dont think i talk about 3h as much as i think about it#like half bc im scared to get jumped for having bad opinions and half bc i fear i’ll say something dumb and also get jumped#ik the gameplay p well but i havent sat down and read the story in so long and yall have seen how ppl get about that 😭 aint gonna be me#BUT I LOOOVE LINHARDT#top 10 character fs. maybe top 5. hes j so… gragyh#also confession 2: i love the spring banner theme idc#‘its the same outfit everytime’ okay and its a cute one??? idgaf#i love seeing my favs wear cute pastels and say some shit like ‘spring has sprung!’ like what r u talking about#the rest of this banner is p good too no complaints from me#ASIDE FROM THE FACT THAT SYLVAIN GOT A PRF AND INIGO DIDNT. FUCK YOU (he looks so good tho im not that mad. im a sylvie fan too sorry)
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