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sepiasys · 3 days ago

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Real thing that happened

Us actively going through a LOT of. Panic? Fear? Idk. But very quick to cry and stuff so ykyk.

It hurts a LOT that we can't. Express ourselves. (It causes B distress and he ended up getting hurt in his distress)

We went out :( and still had a lot of trouble with. Existing without feeling like SHIT.

Whoever existed, in panic, said they can't be here, they can't stay out (in front/irl and stuff) so. Yk. Insert visualization innerworld/headspace of someone indiscernable trying to run to the back, the void, to whatever AWAY. And trying to get, well, SOMEONE out. Called 🦊 by name at one point while repeatedly saying they need help, but rlly who knows what happened. Then it was. Mostly ok, for a little bit.

So that was fun.

#sepiasys.txt #Rlly rlly sensitive and like. quick to panic/hurt. I'm gonna blame pms /lh #Idk who I is who is writing but meh. my left thumb keeps sticking weirdly to the phone screen -._-.#Man am I really NOBODY who was out when we were outside??????? ALL of those memories are fuzzy 🤨???#Idk but my stomach hurts and I'm like not allowed to. ig talk. So this sucks.#Atleast we made the decision to get a drink that would maybe last a while that everyone can drink probably #Gonna go get pizza rolls tmr. Also wanna go to local farmers market to see it and stuff 👍 not sure if buy anything or not #Btw yes I'm/we're following that monthly budget :P If we dont use ANY money and dont get any extra randomly then we can get cheap laptop :3 #Should probably like. get a PO box first so that gets added to the cost tbh tbh. THEN can order stuffs <:3 #Have to account money for both the short term AND the long term :PP #Dunno what will happen pos or neg tho so yk :P #Anyways uh yeah :3 Who am I -._-.#I FEEL BETTER AND THIS FEELS WEIRD thank god we/I took a headache pill in advance after the crying 🫠 itll probably only do so much tho #My feet hurt :< Also am scared of having applied for delivery from food bank 😞 but cant undo make form #ughhhhhhh how many ppls is heeerrreee 😞 How many me is me ;-;#Why are all memory bad/fuzzy -I would ask if this is normal but I KNOW ITS NOW #NOT*

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