#Idk who I is who is writing but meh. my left thumb keeps sticking weirdly to the phone screen -._-.
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Us actively going through a LOT of. Panic? Fear? Idk. But very quick to cry and stuff so ykyk.
It hurts a LOT that we can't. Express ourselves. (It causes B distress and he ended up getting hurt in his distress)
We went out :( and still had a lot of trouble with. Existing without feeling like SHIT.
Whoever existed, in panic, said they can't be here, they can't stay out (in front/irl and stuff) so. Yk. Insert visualization innerworld/headspace of someone indiscernable trying to run to the back, the void, to whatever AWAY. And trying to get, well, SOMEONE out. Called ๐ฆ by name at one point while repeatedly saying they need help, but rlly who knows what happened. Then it was. Mostly ok, for a little bit.
So that was fun.
#sepiasys.txt#Rlly rlly sensitive and like. quick to panic/hurt. I'm gonna blame pms /lh#Idk who I is who is writing but meh. my left thumb keeps sticking weirdly to the phone screen -._-.#Man am I really NOBODY who was out when we were outside??????? ALL of those memories are fuzzy ๐คจ???#Idk but my stomach hurts and I'm like not allowed to. ig talk. So this sucks.#Atleast we made the decision to get a drink that would maybe last a while that everyone can drink probably#Gonna go get pizza rolls tmr. Also wanna go to local farmers market to see it and stuff ๐ not sure if buy anything or not#Btw yes I'm/we're following that monthly budget :P If we dont use ANY money and dont get any extra randomly then we can get cheap laptop :3#Should probably like. get a PO box first so that gets added to the cost tbh tbh. THEN can order stuffs <:3#Have to account money for both the short term AND the long term :PP#Dunno what will happen pos or neg tho so yk :P#Anyways uh yeah :3 Who am I -._-.#I FEEL BETTER AND THIS FEELS WEIRD thank god we/I took a headache pill in advance after the crying ๐ซ itll probably only do so much tho#My feet hurt :< Also am scared of having applied for delivery from food bank ๐ but cant undo make form#ughhhhhhh how many ppls is heeerrreee ๐ How many me is me ;-;#Why are all memory bad/fuzzy -I would ask if this is normal but I KNOW ITS NOW#NOT*
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