#Idk what to doooooooooo

[offtosimpjail]

Kinich<33333333333

[the-excellent-papyru]

Ugh.

I wanna tell a moot abt Shufflefell, but self-promo feels so wrong.

[dionysuswearsanorangetracksuit]

side effects of autism include not being able to work a full time job crying every night ubering everywhere bc ur always late or/and transit is overstimulating and sooooooooooo many stuffed animals

[mxalmighty]

y'ever just...

[invisiblyvisiblejay]

iiiii kind of want to finish my math major. i kind of want to get a double major in math and psychology. it would be an extra year which is an issue bc my grandfather pays for my school and he says he will not pay after next semester so i'd have to get 20k from somewhere but. other than that lol. although if he's not paying for it i could move off campus and that might be a little cheaper. and it's only like 15 or 16 credits a semester (two 15 one 16) and it's like 10 math classes broken up by the 5 psych/wmst classes i havent finished. and it would solve the wmst class not being offered problem and the i don't want to graduate and i wish i got four years problem lol. i could also theoretically finish a masters in math in that time but that sounds scarier lol

i just like have to make a final decision before i register for classes for next semester bc if i decide to do this i won't be able to graduate bc i spread out my psych classes and if i decided not to and took everything i needed to graduate and then changed my mind id have Only math classes left and it would be a year of like 4 or 5 math classes a semester and nothing else. in which case i should just do the masters bc that's what that is lol. idkkkkkkkkk idk what to do what if i change it and i get rly overwhelmed and it sucks and i feel terrible all the time like i did when i was a math major before but also maybe it'll be better now that i know other people in the math department and i know i don't have to do this forever like my life doesn't have to be Just Math and i know it's only 3 semesters. i did a math major for 3 semesters already it can't be that bad i guess. would be kind of funny lol i was a math major for 3 semesters took a break for 2 semesters to be a psychology major and then went back to being a math major for 3 semesters 😭😭. really should have double majored that would have been WAY better but i can't do anything abt that now i guess.

i just feel like i really miss doing math and my classes rn are like. not stimulating enough and i want to Think abt things and do little problems and proofs and shit. like im taking a math class next semester either way like. idk. maybe ill like do some upper level math or calc iii or something for fun and see how that goes lol (could definitely do with a review of some of the stuff i took lmao). or maybe this is fucking insane and i should just graduate and stop trying to do 500 extra things 😭😭

[vettelcore]

come back home, find the cats have peed on my bed again, I want to kill myself

[fagrackham]

lowkey wish my mommy were here rn

[whumpy-wyrms]

I wanna draw Dew being whumped but idk what to doooooooooo

OOH OKAY HMMMM i’ll think of some ideas

lab whump.. him being scared of needles, or a vivisection, or just getting experimented on.. maybe a scene from tllr (favorite scenes that come to mind are THAT part in chapter 14 you know the one, when he’s first growing his wings, him hiding under the bed, escape attempts, the mind control, etc)

any other whump trope works too like him being restrained (plus gag and blindfold).. threatened with knives or other weapons.. tiny whump because of course (chapter 16).. WING WHUMP.. wing whump would be so awesome actually..

okay there’s some ideas to choose from (obviously u can do something completely different too if u want) i hope this is helpful :3 im very excited to see it if you do end up drawing him!!! yayyyyyy

[throatgoat4u]

guys stfu. if anyone was like an og og, they’d remember that this started off as the slut cemetery. i just got the best idea for like a cool master list but i absolutely hated my theme back then soooooooooo much and my theme now is arguably better 😔. idk what to doooooooooo

[apomaro-mellow]

today was "try Apo day" and it brought some heavy hitters

First things first, my period was in full swing which meant I woke up tired and fatigued and all I wanted to do was stay in bed but I'd taken a sub job and the commute was 30 min-1 hr away.

I get there and there's confusion on which sub is going where at first because these sub requests were put in advance and things have changed and teachers are moving rooms and testing. I'm all set to sub for 1st grade (a lovely grade) and then they suddenly switch it on me and tell me I'll be a Sped Aid instead. That's not bad on it's own but it does mean that instead of being w/one group in one room, I'll be moving from class to class.

Now, idk if the term "spoons" really applies to me, but I am the kind of person who needs to know exactly what I'll be doing that day in order to allot my energy and this kinda change up wasn't it fam. To make it worse, the work was completely understimulating. I can push through that morning sleepiness and make it work throughout the day when I'm on top of a schedule that keeps my brain buzzing. But when the work is just to sit and make sure these already well behaved kids stay on task, it gives my brain nothing to doooooooooo.

I legit just hung out in the staff bathroom at times. Completely unrelated to the blood spewing from my cooch. Like, I'm more than happy to collect a paycheck for nothing. But trying to look busy and alert when there is nothing to keep your attention is not nothing!

The commute back was fine and my mood started to lift until I hit this one bad stretch of traffic bc of construction. At a literal standstill on a one way road for like 20 minutes

I get home and know I gotta go right back out bc something's been up with my car and my cousin's got a guy for that and we planned to drive out to him right after I got back from work and I appreciate it but all I wanna do is eat my takeout, shower, and go to sleep but I don't know what kind of arrangements they made with their friend exactly, so I'm not gonna impose so we go and I

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaate

having to follow someone on a drive.

It is one of the most stressful things I ever have to do and especially when I don't have the address. We get there just fine but I could do without the stress on the trip when I'm already dead tired. It's about 20 minutes into the drive over that I realize what time it is and it is at THAT moment that I realize I'm 20 minutes late to the discord movie night that IIIIII scheduled.

I know no one's gonna form an angry mob over it, but I still feel bad that it happened and I need to reschedule.

This is also the third time in one week I was scheduled for one sub position and they put me somewhere else (even if it was just temporary). Yall, I only worked 4 days this week, this job is not sustainable for me

[twinnedpeaks]

im gonna have to go get a new inhaler which i so cannot fucking afford right now but i literally cannot breathe idk what to doooooooooo

[kayvsworld]

dark kermit memes to tell you… do it… read the comics… I mean idk man matt’s currently living his best life with no memory and he’s a soft priest who runs a group home, and tony’s gone full tilt 2000s rom com and is fake married trope to emma frost to take down a mutual enemy but Local Soft Boy might be catching real feelings 👀

in the last few years… do not read hawkeye freefall unless you want to get Very Mad at clint about suddenly being ronin again and us never talking about it ever again even though he stabbed steve???? slott’s iron man gave us tony/janet which was a blessing, and then cantwell gave us tony/patsy which was a fuckin nightmare… idk I could ramble about comics a lot but DOOOOOOOOOO IT. as someone who fell out of love with the MCU… the comics, man. comic tony stark will break your heart. I love him so much 😭

every time one of you tells me about comic events i do feel like i am going insane but also this sounds so fun, i did hear about the tonyemma fake married situation via mutuals posting on twitter & was without context delighted what is going ON in comics. he is a priest??? clint STABBED STEVE my friend steve????? COMICS.....oh no i'm tempted hm

[gnirewolf]

send me asks maybe? it's really hot cuz the ac is out and idk what to doooooooooo

[traff1csstuff]

siggghhhh i wanna animate and draw Arcade Carpet [oc] but idk what to doooooooooo

[rainc0at]

ugh noooo i looked at too many things and now idk what to doooooooooo. do i rewatch dirk gentlys do i watch dakota warren do i watch the matrix do i watch gia do i watch donnie darko (yes theyre all watching stuff shut UP)

[inphierno]

Friend I’m crashing w is moving out so uhhhh I’m gonna go pick up my shit I guess idk what to doooooooooo