#Idk i joke about it but there is a very tangible desire taking root…..
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#and what if i went to ireland for a few months. WHAT IF.#i need to get in touch with moms friend to see if i could actually get a working student kind of position with her barn but like….#hil.txt#idk it’s calling to me and i can get a working holiday visa until i’m 32?? 35?? i can’t remember the exact number but. anyway.#im already 25 …. my biological clock to get a working holiday visa in ireland is ticking ……….#IM JUST SAYINGGGGG#Idk i joke about it but there is a very tangible desire taking root…..#but then like what if i go have a spectacular time in ireland and I have to fucking come home to a deadbeat ass barn with no more access to#all these Super nice horses and i’m just miserable bc i have to fit back into the box that i clawed my way out of. what if.#anyway. idk. i should just forget about it and focus on school and work and get a nice corporate job where i can make enough money#to support my anime merch and horse desires. but the call…..#who knows. all the painkillers and coffee in my system bc of my period got me chatty as fawk
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