#IUGHOBEGHLBJHEHS
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thinking about how little compassion buck probably has for Buck 1.0 still to this day......thinking about how he still views that version of himself as just this fuck up instead of a young man with heaps & heaps of trauma who was given absolutely zero tools to deal with any of it......thinking about the disdain with which he said "you mean you don't want him to end up like ME" about chris in 7x01......
#sibyl speaks#he's like it's ok im EVOLVED now#but he does not understand how all the stuff he hated about himself back then#were symptoms of the shit he's still working through#he has still not forgiven himself for any of it#we KNOW buck's self-esteem still sucks and this is a big part of it.#he does not know how to love himself because he can't love that version of himself#IUGHOBEGHLBJHEHS#im actually distraught why did you guys make me think about this.......#I AM SUPPOSED TO BE WRITING SMUT RIGHT NOW
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